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My mutterings on what I want and like and knowing it doesn't always work like I want it too.

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Things are in motion

Hello everyone - Hope you are well. I am counting the days.  Yep - I bought my plane tickets.  Was not able to make any stops at the beginning or end of my travels unfortunately.  I will be in Iowa and Idaho though and will be looking to play and take cock. Early to mid March. I am going to do my first slam in 2 1/2 years.  At least that is what I am thinking.  I will be doing less at least initially since it's been so long.  In the past I would back fill to the .20 - .25 line.  When I

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today if I could slam I would

Today is that day that comes around once a year.  As I look back over the last year, it has been a hell of year.   Had some financial issues.  Was in a coma for almost 2 weeks.  Sepsis was the reason. People came out of the woodwork to see how I was and some to help. After that illness I lost some friends.  Guess they were not really my friends. New apartment after I got out of the hospital.  Not furnished so had to by a fridge and some other furniture I didn't have.  The joy

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Life where I live (No sex, just reality)

Hi everyone We get real about or sex lives, our needs and wants when we pnp and many other subjects mostly related to sex and such.  Not this post. I live in the capital of the Negev in Israel.  I am approximately 35-40k or 20-25 miles from Gaza.  You would think that is pretty far but let me say it's not. The city I live in is about the same size people wise as Des Moines.  We are growing though in leaps in bounds with expectations we will double in population in the next few yea

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It's been a while since I posted

Hi everyone Hope you are well.  I am doing okay here.  I was in the hospital last spring.  Sepsis - Probably caused by pneumonia though they don't really know for sure.  Nasty stuff.  Put me in a coma for almost 2 weeks then had to learn to walk again as I regained my strength.  I am doing okay though. It's also been just over 2 years since I last did a slam.  This is now the longest time of no pnp ever since I first started pnp in 2010. Part of me wants to continue being sober. 

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Do I stay or do I go

Good Morning, Good Afternoon, Good Evening and Good Nigh as appropriate. July 4th was the last time I used Meth.  When I use I inject and each injection is normally between .20 -.25 as measured by the lines in the syringe.  When water is added the total is .45-.55 approximately.   Up until a few weeks ago it has been non issue.  As an aside I have been using for 7 years and injecting for 6 average usage every 3-6 weeks though when I quite I had been using every 7-12 days for 3-4 months

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Wish I was high, wish I would stop thinking about it

Hello everyone.  hope your morning, afternoon, evening or night is going well. I am just a guy.  I am just a guy with dreams, desires, wants and needs just like each of you.  if we sat and talked I am sure we could find similarities and likes that fall outside of anything we do here.   Here we are though.  we are heath here looking for something.  some hope that being here could lead to a hook up. Others to fantasize with the many stories.  some of us even write the stories.  some are

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I want to and I don't want to.

Hello everyone.  I hope you are all doing well.   No one has asked or anything but I wanted to explain myself a little. I am 54, a little more weight then I like.  Balding and going grey. I moved overseas because I know I wanted this.  No regrets there.  As an aside I do have children and grandchildren and other family.  I miss them a lot but we do talk on Skype or Facebook etc...  if they ever knew what I have done with pnp etc...  I think I would die of extreme embarrassment.

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My desires

I have been doing some searching and if I get to where i must find aunt tina I am pretty sure I can probably find it.  I know that I want it and I wouldn't think twice or take pause for consideration, I would immediately prep a slam and do it or if no points shards up my hole.  Part of me says though I am good.  Part of me see's the desire growing daily.  Who knows.  I am always open to chatting if anyone wants too about whats going on in my head and my desires and needs.  if you wanted to come

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Research

it's surprising what you can find when you search enough parameters.  Very interesting to say the least.  There ate 3 bath house type establishments in Tel Aviv.  Had no idea.  Not just those but other clubs as well including one called the backroom.  Fun. My pnp mood is do able and I even have a potential area to look.  Wish I could find a more direct contact.  Will be interesting.   Apparently I can get points with generally no issues I think.  We shall see.  I will just have to ask.

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Nothing in 4-5 months

Hello everyone.  Thought I would try this.   Where does one start.  I am older gentleman, bear like, geek, can play the daddy but don'[t really see myself there.  I am generally straight with bi leanings.  Currently sober for 41/2 months.  I just moved overseas. My thoughts on all of this are very mixed.  Being overseas I like though I do miss my friends and family.  I moved overseas in Mid Sept.  I live in Israel. More interesting is I have been clean since July 7th there about.

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