Leaderboard

Was cruising online for someone interesting to chat with and hopefully, more. Within a couple of minutes of logging in I get a message from XX. His profile shows that he is 27 and a top. Hmm. Obligatory picture of a very nice looking semi-hard uncut cock with a drop of precum. Well THAT made my cock twitch. Lots of things going on in that picture. Cock was only half hard and already showed a very hefty girth. The drop of precum was a work of art in itself. He had snapped the picture as the big drop was getting ready to separate from his pisshole. So it was all bunched up in a big drop at the bottom and a thin wire of precum connected it to his hole. Fucking perfect timing. But of course, the part that made me drool the most was the thick fold of foreskin. His skin was slightly pulled back on the thick head. It was clear that there would be enough to easily pull it gently forward with my tongue and/or teeth. Oh man, that skin looked absolutely delicious. "Hey dude... you've got some nice pics on your profile there. Would love to see the privates. I'm guessing they must really be hot base on the regular profile pics.". Wow. I'm impressed already. Complete sentences also turn me on. Compliments always turn me on. Grin. I replied "Thanks for the compliments. You've made my day!!" I heard a ping and there was a message from his profile unlocking his private pics. He was a handsome blond dude with a killer body and of course, this big uncut cock. His ass were just two globes of muscle. First thought? Scammer and/or rent boy looking for business. Almost as if he read my mind somehow through the universe, he sent a message and said "And yes, those are me. I have a thing for older men. I find they are more experienced and sometimes like to take a lot longer when playing. And I'm not a rent boy". Wow. That was weird. LOL. So I sent a message opening my privates and went back to re-reading his profile about likes and hobbies and stuff. Grin. He had listed that he enjoyed ass play, rimming, oral, jerking and fucking. He was 'curious' about watersports, fisting, leather wear and toy play. Oh, and he loved verbal and role play. This mirrored a lot of my same interests, The only drawback? He only played safe. I've mentioned in other posts, I only fuck raw and unless I could convince him otherwise, it seemed like a waste of time to me to pursue this any further. I thought about my options quickly - it was getting late - I would end up likely riding one of my toys and stroking off a load to some porn... so why not see if he at least wanted to come over for some suck action.... it would be nice to suck on a big uncut cock while riding one of my toys. So I sent him a chat and said "I'm almost ready to give up here tonight and was gonna call it - until I saw your message. If you are in fact real and interested in some older/younger play - I'm open to hosting. I have a rim chair and a massage table. Lots of toys. Lots of hot porn of every type. Let me know if you're interested. I am!". He replied back immediately and asked if I lived alone? was I an ax murderer? and where did I live? All the important questions. Grin. I gave him my address and he replied he could be there in 30 minutes or less and I gave him a thumbs up. I headed to the shower and got myself all cleaned up and slipped on a black leather jock that ties up the front, and one of my leather harnesses. I finished off by putting my leather wrist cuffs on and snapping them into place. I lubed up my cock ring/ball lifter and slipped a silicon prostate probe into my hole and headed downstairs. I figured I'd throw on some raw porn to gauge his reaction to the screenplay. Hopefully, I could talk him into sinking that fat uncut dick into my tight hole instead of into a rubber. I had a good feeling about this weird vibe I had picked up while we chatted. The bell rang and I opened it up to see that his pictured only lied a little - he looked WAY better in person. "Chad" he said as he reached out to shake my hand, then smiled and pulled me into a quick hug. "Nice leather man.. you've got me chubbin' up already" he murmured. I had already poured a large ice water for him, which he gratefully accepted. He took a long pull on the water, then put it on the table. His blue eyes were twinkling and he had a little half smile on his face as he pulled his shirt over his head and reached down to undo his pants. He looked straight at me as he undid the button and started to slowly slide the zipper down. I could see the base of that fat dick peeking out from his pants. He was running commando. Nice. I reached over and took his hand and stopped it from sliding down any further. He looked confused for just a second, but got the picture immediately when I slid to my knees and pushed his hand away totally. "I need to tell you that I am poz and undetectable buddy. I only play safe. Are you ok with that?" I looked up at him again and said "Ya dude, I only fuck raw - not a big fan of condoms, so I'm happy to suck your cock and vice versa. I have some toys we can play with as well. But, I should tell you I lived with a poz undetectable partner for 12 years. We fucked raw all the time. I've been on PrEP for year and I get regular testing done. So, I'm just puttin' it out there. I'm OK with taking your poz load. It's up to you. Let's just play a little and see how it goes". I put my finger across my lips in the classic 'shh' sign and leaned forward. He didn't say anything as I looked up at him and reached around and slowly slid the pants over his hips and down just below his balls. They were smooth and hung low over the jean fabric, so I leaned forward and took both of them gently into my mouth. First the left. And a moan from above. Then the right. And another moan. I licked his balls gently, and his watched his cock throbbing and growing just inches from my face. I looked up his body from my position at his balls and could see a firm belly, a nice set of pecs with hard nipples and a hunky young guy with his head thrown back and eyes closed. I pulled back off his balls and stared at the throbbing head right in front of me. He was already oozing precum. His profile picture came to mind right away and made my cock twitch in my jock. I held the base of his cock and looked up, waiting long enough for him to wonder what was going on. Sure enough, about 5 seconds later, he gazed down at me with those bright blue eyes and I made sure he saw me lean forward and lick the precum off the end of his hardening cock. He sucked in air, as I gently licked and suckled all around his dripping pisshole. Once again, I made sure I had a solid grip on the thick base and I tilted the head down just a little to the horizontal. He groaned again and I felt his body tense up. Then I took the foreskin of his cock and slid it back across the head of his dick... with my tongue and lips. He actually twitched two or three times, so I waited with just a couple of inches in my mouth. Licking. Licking the head. Licking the skin. Not taking anything deeper. Licking. Like a lot of uncut guys, his head was sensitive to my ministrations. But, I also gauge quickly how much an uncut guy likes pressure on his head or not. Like me, XX loved to have his cock head sucked slow and alternating between a long 10 second suction, followed by a quick release. I could hear his cock head pop every time I let it go. And it just kept getting bigger and harder and redder. So I pulled the skin right back and down the top part of his cock and really gave his cock head a good tongue lashing. He reached down gently and help my head with both hands, offering me encouragement. Just holding my head in his hands while I bobbed up and down on that big cock. It's all about perspective in pictures. His cock looked great in the profile pic. But until I saw it up close and personal - I had no idea how big it really was. I held his cock up and licked from the base of his balls to the top of his head. Up and down. Engulfing his head ever few trips. He just kept my shaved head in his hands and stroked my smooth skin. All the while, he was prattling away in a husky voice "Oh ya man, suck my cock and make it hard. Fuck, you know what you are doing. Ya, lick and bite my foreskin man. Stick your tongue under it and stretch it." It was nice to get direction and confirmation from him. His verbal patter was very hot. "Oh man, I love an older dude with a shaved head and some silver on his chest. The smooth dome really turned my crank when I saw your pictures dude. I love what you are doing with your mouth and tongue." I took some time to start working that big cock down my throat. A little bit at a time. It had to be a good 9 inches. It had to be. But it was shaped absolutely perfect for my throat. And I could tell he was enjoying my oral skills. I would go down and work my throat onto his dick slow. Stop while he was deep and squeeze my throat a few times. Listen to hear him groan and feel the slight pressure on the back of my head to keep going. And I would pull off slowly while being sure to leave lots of spit and throat juice on his dick. Then I would slowly stroke all those juices up and down his cock while I jerked him very slowly, making sure to stretch the skin over his cock head on the stroke up and slowly pull it back onto his cock on the way down. Every time the foreskin slid up or down his cockhead, he twitched. "Fucker. You really know how to work an uncut cock man. That is driving me crazy. I am rock hard dude. That is amazing". He didn't need to tell me he was rock hard. That dick was a monster. Wet, juicy and rock fucking hard. Wow. I told him to hand on a minute, and reached over and grabbed a big dildo from a box I had left by the couch. His eyes flashed briefly and he said "Wow. That is a gorgeous looking cock there man. What's the plan?" I lubed the dildo up slowly in front of him, and then reached back and lubed my hole up generously and slowly sat down on the 'fake' cock. It was a lot like the 'real' one in front me, In fact, I knew it was a 9" toy when I bought it. I grasped his cock at the base again and pulled it down towards my mouth and looked up at him as I slowly rode up and down on the big rubber dick. "It's a 9" toy that I like to ride while sucking a big cock like yours XX." He smiled and said "Nice. It will open you up for my 10" cock then" and chuckled. Bam. I was right. His cock was even bigger than I thought and my hole twitched at the thought of taking that big cock. His profile said wrapped only and seeing it up close now, I really wanted to feel it open up my hole. But fuck, not wrapped. And I gave him the green light about 20 minutes earlier about some raw fucking. Sounds like maybe it was going to happen. As I bottomed deeper onto the big dildo I was riding, I sat with it at the entrance to my second hole and slowly slid my mouth around his cock right to the base. My ass was stretch around the big base and I squeezed it with my muscles to feel that stretch. It was an awesome feeling having a big cock up my hole and a big cock down my throat and I took my time riding and sucking for a good 10 minutes. I had pushed him down onto a big leather Lazy Boy chair facing the TV where there were hard cocks pummeling stretched holes. Cum was flying everywhere. You could hear the man grunts and groans and the sound of slapping flesh against flesh. It was a real sensory overload of sound and sight. I continued to bring him to the edge. Using my fingers and tongue and throat to milk his dick over and over. He suddenly grabbed my head a little tighter and said "Stop... I'm getting much too close and I don't want to shoot yet. I need you to turn around and sit on my cock. Please Daddy... sit on my cock'. Wow... that sounded very hot and I didn't waste a lot of time worrying about him being wrapped. I pulled my fake friend from my hole and turned around. I took this big uncut dripping cock and held it straight up. I waited to see if he was going to say anything, but he didn't. So I pulled the head of his cock right up against my asslips and sank down in one smooth move, taking almost his entire dick in one swoop. He groaned and reached around to take me by the hips from behind and just held me there. "Oh fuck. You. Are. Tight" he muttered. I squeezed his entire cock with every muscle I had in my ass, then let go, then repeated my grip. Many times. Squeeze. Let go. Repeat. I could tell he loved it. He groaned again and pushed up just a little more until he hit some resistance. I relaxed and leaned forward just a bit and I could feel his cock head pressing my second ring. I squeezed again and said "Flex your cock head for me XX. Let me feel where that cock head is right now in my guts". And I sat still and felt his cock head flare up and down about 10 times nice and slow. Oh fuck ya, he was right at that tight magic spot. I said to him "I am going to open my hole completely for you boy. I want you to slowly work that fat uncut head into Papa's second hole. Really feel it grip your cock head. You are a big dicked dude. I can tell you know how to work that big cock. Slide it up into that tightness boy.". We moved at the same time. He pushed upwards with that telephone pole at the same time I willed my ass to totally relax and take that hard piece of flesh deeper yet. We both groaned as his cock pushed through the second hole. He held for a few seconds and flexed his head some more. I could feel exactly where he was and pushed my ass ring out further and relaxed my muscles even more to help open up for that big dick. By this time he was chanting things like "Ya Papa, take that boy dick up your hole. Squeeze my dick. Open that hole up. Fuck, this is hot". And me? I was feeling that cock hit some interesting places... one of which was every second or third downwards stroke, I angled my hole so his cock would stroke across my prostate. I would get that jolt of electricity through my body and feel the tingle. Suddenly, he pushed me off of him and got up out of the chair. He turned me around and pushed me forward onto my knees facing the back of the chair. I felt him push my legs apart and walk up behind me, between my legs. I waited. And then felt that hard cock being slapped against my wet hole. The sound of his cock "slapping" was loud and it turned me on to hear him complimenting me on how stretched out my hole looked, and how juicy it was and how red the lips looked. Slap. Slap. Slap. Then, a real slap on my right ass cheek. As the sting registered, he shoved his cock back into my hole. He was sliding it in nice and slow and I felt a firm slap on my left ass cheek. I could feel the two hot spots on my ass, as I felt that big cock re-opening my hole. This time, the second hole opened right up for him. It knew he was going in there one way or another. He pushed slowly and pushed and got right to his pubes and stopped for a moment. I took that moment to push BACK hard on him a little bit further. I wanted every inch of that big cock in there. I think it surprised him a little bit and he said "Nice... very nice". I looked over my shoulder and said "I want you to fuck me XX. I want you to breed my hole and shoot that hot cum deep into my guts. I want you to churn your load up with that big cock head and coat my guts. Do it boy". He started with long stroked. Right from the edge of my hole, all the way into my guts in one long push. And back and forth. And in and out. And deep. And an extra-hard push every now and then that made my prostate tingle. "You want my hot seed in your Papa hole tonight? You want that hot load Papa? You tell me where you want this load of hot cum". "Breed me" was my answer. "Stretch that hole and dump your hot load deep in my guts XX. You came here to play. Dump it". He gripped my hips hard and spanked my ass cheeks. Once. Twice. Both at the same time. I pushed back on his cock. I could feel it sliding easier into my hole due to his copious amounts of precum and my ass juices. He was really driving his cock in and out. "C'mon boy. You want that ass, pound the fucker. Papa can take a good hard fuck. Give it to me!!". That put him over the edge and he just piston rammed his cock back and forth deep in my guts. I FELT the first shot before he even made a noise. I can always feel the difference in my hole when a top starts to unload in me. His breathing was erratic and he started saying "oh, oh, oh Papa. Take my hot seed in your hole.". He was now pounding directly on my prostate as he unloaded shot after shot in my ass and that put me over the top. I felt my cock lurch and cum started to 'ooze' from the head. It was a series of about 5-6 small rolling cumshots oozing from my cock as I was pounded. I feel forward on the chair with XX still connected to my hole. He leaned onto my back and licked my ear lobe and neck and said "Holy Fuck dude.... this was a HUGE fantasy of mine to fuck a bald hot daddy... and it was better than I could have imagined". Talk about instant feedback on how things were going. LOL. As he started to pull his cock out of my ass, I went to get off the chair. He silently pushed my forward. I went back on the chair, ass up, head down and I felt his finger tracing my swollen ass lips. "Nice hole dude. And it is leaking my cum. Hang on a second'. Then his finger was replaced by his wet long tongue. Oh fuck. He took his time. Using his tongue to lick around my hole. Using his tongue to open my hole. Using his lips to slurp the cum from my dripping ass. Spreading my hole apart with both hands and diving in to completely lick me clean. I said to him "Save a little for me please? I want to taste ... us". He came around the chair, and I raised up to see him open his mouth and show me a mouthfull of cum. He leaned in for a sloppy, long and very wet kiss session. We snowballed that cum back and forth for a while before eventually swallowing it all. We shot the shit for a little while and he told me he had seen me a few times but was too shy to say hi.... but tonight he wanted to see if I might be interested in helping him with a younger/older fantasy. He didn't expect that he would end up dumping his hot load deep in my guts and it was a huge turn on for him to be able to fuck raw as part of the fantasy. My answer was... now that he knew where I lived, we should do this a little more often.

I got a message on bbrt from a 40 something black guy who was in town on business. He kept telling me what a hot ass I had and that he wanted to meet and see where things went from there. We met at a bar near his hotel last night and had a few drinks before he asked if I wanted to go back to his room with him. I said yes and we left. I started to rub his crotch in the elevator from the lobby and we barely made it in the door before we started pulling clothes off and we’re making out. His cock was fully hard and huge, a solid 9 inches at least. I had a hard time sucking him because of how big his dick was but he really seemed to enjoy me gagging on it since he kept forcing me on it as I choked. He started to eat me out before he started grinding his cock on my ass and slowly pushing the head into my hole. He finally grabbed some lube and started working his cock into my hole, slowly so he could get all of his cock inside. He would pull out almost all the way before sliding back in and slowly started building a consistent pace. He had me on my back, legs on his shoulders so he could looking into my eyes as he fucked me. It was so hot watching his face as he started to shoot his load up into me, never breaking eye contact. Once he came we laid in the bed making small talk before he started getting hard again and rolled me over onto my stomach, climbed on top and slide into my cummy hole. He said my hole was nice and loose for him now and he went to town pounding me before planting another load inside of me. He’s in town until Saturday so we’re going to get together again Friday night.

Part 21 - Simplcity Of Life Adam said goodbye to Ethan and Angelo at the college car park curious as to why they would be going shopping now instead of at the weekend, but his mind was also elsewhere as Tony and he would be having dinner with their parents to tell them the news. Adam had made it clear to Ethan that he was not to tell anyone until he got a text from him once their parents knew. Angelo and Ethan made quick work of getting their rings since both of them just liked plain bands, so within an hour of arriving they were driving back to Larchmont. Ethan was somewhat desperate to get the ring on his finger but Angelo held back and told him he wanted to do it officially at the Hampton's that weekend, Ethan was mildly curious at this suggestion but decided not to push and ask. It didn't feel strange to Ethan as he remembered those dreams he had walking along the beach with Angelo and in some way he knew that was when he knew he loved him. Ethan sent a text to his mother asking to use the house at the weekend and if they would drive down Saturday to join them, he wasn't really sure if they would agree but was surprised when she replied with yes and they would arrive Saturday afternoon. It would be a big gamble since the relationship with his father was on the mend but he didn't want them to find out any other way. Both Angelo and Ethan got simultaneous texts from Adam and Tony announcing they were to be married. Angelo shook his head laughing as Ethan revealed that Tony had proposed the same night Angelo did, the boys said they would pop around after dinner had finished. Angelo looked at Ethan and asked if they should also tell them their news to which Ethan agreed but not to take the spotlight away from them. Adam and Tony arrived around 8pm with Angelo and Ethan congratulating them both. Adam had a feeling underneath that they were not the only ones getting married. Adam walked in to the kitchen with Angelo "Well did you do the right thing?" he asked. Angelo turned and chuckled "Did you know Tony was going to ask you?" he threw back to Adam. "No, it came out of the blue. Stop changing the subject Angelo" Adam wagged his finger at him. Angelo winked and turned to get the drinks "What did you mean the right thing?" he replied. Adam walked over to him "You did didn't you?" he poked Angelo in the side. Angelo nodded over to the counter with the two ring boxes "Yes". "Tony" Adam shouted and waited for him and Ethan to arrive. "What's the matter?" Tony asked immediately spotting the ring boxes "Oh you two as well?" he exclaimed excitedly. Ethan walked over to Angelo and held his hand "Yes, he asked me last night but it's not official until the weekend". Tony looked confused "What is so special about the weekend?". "We are going to the Hamptons for the weekend, I want to propose properly on the beach" Angelo replied. Tony nodded "Oh" he replied then it clicked "Ah yes of course that makes sense it is where the magic happened". Ethan smiled since he never really knew that was when Angelo had really and totally fallen in love with him. Thankfully tomorrow was Friday and half day for lectures but Angelo had to work until 5pm so they would drive down once he arrived back home. Adam and Tony left after a couple of hours and Ethan sat on the bed watching Angelo as he changed the dressing on his wound. "It looks almost healed over" Angelo said as he finished taping the covering down. Ethan smiled "Do you think I will have a scar?". Angelo looked him in the eye "Not sure, it may leave a mark or it may not" he looked down at the floor. Ethan could see he was a little upset over it still "Don't beat yourself up over this Angelo". Ethan slipped on to the floor kneeling in front of Angelo, he ran his hands along those beautifully tattooed arms and around his biceps. Angelo raised his head and looked as Ethan's hands ran across his shoulders and neck, Ethan cupped Angelo face and kissed him lightly on the lips 'Make love to me Angelo' he whispered. Angelo's mouth closed in on Ethan's and he felt the strong arms of Angelo wrap around his body and lift him effortlessly in to the air and slowly lowered on to the bed still firmly held by Angelo. Friday was just another morning of lectures and assignments, Adam and Ethan left the class and walked over towards the parking lot when Ben called out to Ethan. Adam turned to see Ben had stopped walking and loitered to see if Ethan would come over, he never expected Adam to walk over as well and contemplated weather to turn and go in the opposite direction. The smile on Adam's face told him to wait and see what happened. "How are you Ben?" Adam asked as he got closer. Ben looked at him trying to gauge if Ethan said anything "I'm okay" he replied nervously. "You ran off yesterday before we had chance to talk properly" Ethan said standing beside Adam. Ben looked down "Yeah sorry about that" he looked up at both of them. "Do you want to go somewhere quiet and talk?" Adam asked him. "Let's go and find a quiet table in the cafeteria" Ethan suggested and Ben nodded. The cafeteria was pretty deserted and they took a table in the far corner away from anyone else, Ben still looked nervous as they approached the table so Adam put his arm on his shoulder and spoke quietly to him 'No one will judge you Ben whatever you have to say'. Ben gave a nervous smile as he looked at Adam and sat down. At 19 Ben was slightly taller than Ethan with mousy brown hair and a slim trimmed body, no where near as muscular as Ethan since Ben didn't work out like he did. But Ben did have a very attractive face and the on the whole was actually a very decent kind person. Ben watched Ethan sit down "You are working out Ethan?" motioning to his now defined biceps. "Yes with Adam and Angelo" Ethan replied. Ben looked quiestioningly at Ethan "Angelo?" he asked. Ethan smiled "Yes my partner". Ben nodded "Explains why you are so happy I guess" he said looking down. Ethan looked at Adam "It was pure luck we met, he is a bit older than me but we love each other". "Oh I see" Ben continued looking down. Ethan could see Ben was nervous "Ben is there something on your mind?" Ben quickly looked up at them both "I..." he broke down and began to cry in front of them. Adam quickly went round and put his arm around him "It's okay Ben, you can tell us". Ethan had to know "Ben" he spoke quietly "Are you gay?" he asked him outright. Ben nodded "It has" he stopped and cleared his throat "been so hard watching you Ethan". Ethan glanced at Adam "Is that why you reacted like you did?" he asked. Ben nodded again "Can you forgive me?" he looked up at Ethan with his tear streaked face. "Not in this state Ben, don't be afraid of you, Adam and I will be here to help" he said looking to Adam. Adam hugged Ben tighter "We will help all we can Ben". It took a few minutes for Ben to calm down and be able to hold a proper conversation with Ethan and Adam, it was almost as if they continued where they finished all those months back before any bad words were spoken. But now Ben had crossed that threshold and he showed relief across his face and opened up more about how he only really knew after Ethan came out. Adam had to nudge Ethan at 3pm to remind him where he had to be, they said their goodbyes to Ben and headed off to Larchmont. Their conversation completely taken up about Ben which continued as they sat in the kitchen waiting for Angelo to come home. Adam kissed them both goodbye as he set out for home whilst Ethan and Angelo set off for the Hamptons, it was a long tedious drive but they eventually arrived by 8pm. Ethan told Angelo about his conversation with Ben during the drive, Angelo listened intently questioning if he felt he could forgive him for how he behaved. Angelo also made the suggestion that they have a small celebration party the following weekend with a few friends and to invite Ben over as a peace offering. Ethan smiled and said it would be a nice gesture, he gaze turned to the house as the car pulled up in to the driveway. He helped Angelo in the kitchen as they whipped up a supper, for this late September evening it was warm enough to eat outside on the veranda. After they cleaned up they left the house and climbed down the steps on to the beach and walked hand in hand for several minutes, finally Angelo stopped and turned Ethan to face him, he slipped on to one knee and looked up at Ethan. "Ethan, this is where I knew I had fallen completely in love with you, will you marry me?" Ethan nodded "Yes" he replied as Angelo slipped the ring on his finger and stood up to kiss him. Ethan then went on one knee "Angelo I love you and want to spend my life with you, will you marry me?". Angelo looked up at Ethan "Yes" and so Ethan slipped the ring on his finger and knelt down to kiss Angelo. Ethan suddenly laughed "This is weird, is it really happening?" he looked to Angelo. Angelo put his arm around Ethan's shoulder "Strange isn't it, but yes it is, are you worried?". Ethan shook his head "No, but then I never thought I would fall so crazily in love with someone". "You do realise your going to have to meet my whole family now?" Angelo chuckled. Ethan looked up at him "Oh of course, I forgot all about our families. Will they like me?". Angelo smiled "My sister does and that is a good indication. It's your parents and mostly Jack I am worried about". "Yes, they won't be happy about it that is for sure" Ethan replied kicking sand with his feet. Angelo stared out to sea "We will find out soon enough. What if they don't approve?". Ethan stopped walking "They will have to Angelo, I won't change my mind about you no matter what". Angelo looked at Ethan "I really want and need you by my side, but I thought I had ruined everything between us". Ethan patted Angelo's ass "No, if anything it made me realise how much loosing you would hurt me inside". They stood up and walked slowly along the beach back to the house and had an early night. The day light streamed in through the bedroom window as Ethan stirred in Angelo's arms, he let out a loving sigh and snuggled up closer smiling, this was his favourite place to be. He couldn't explain or understand why he loved being with Angelo it was as though his whole life was meant to be here with him. Angelo caressed Ethan's back and kissed him lightly 'We should get up' he whispered. Ethan pulled Angelo on top of him and kissed him with such energetic passion it caught Angelo off guard but he loved it. Angelo pulled away and licked the tip of Ethan's nose "What was that for?". "To show how much I love and want you" Ethan replied escaping from underneath him. Angelo sprung out of bed and looked out across the beach "We might be in for a nice day". "We can do lunch outside then. Speaking of which my parents will be here in a couple of hours" Ethan exclaimed. Angelo came out of the shower and looked at Ethan sitting on the bed in contemplation, he knew there was certain concern about his parents reaction, he stood up smiled and finished drying himself off. Angelo walked over towards him and ran his hands up and down Ethan's arms kissing his neck as he did so. "You get sexier every time I look at you" Angelo whispered in his ear. Ethan pushed back and rubbed his ass against Angelo's cock "Whatever happens today, I choose you". Angelo turned Ethan and kissed him and cupped his face "Ready?" he asked looking him in the eye. Ethan nodded and kissed Angelo back "Here goes everything". The sun was still shining with very little wind making the day just comfortable to sit outside, Ethan sat looking out at the beach drinking a soda when he heard his parents car pull up. As he stood he heard the unmistakable voice of his sister accompanying them. Ethan went to the front of the house and ran up to hug his sister who was just as excited to see him, he kissed his mother and father. "You didn't tell me you were bringing Sofie" he said putting his arm around his sister. Ellie Walked up the steps to the house "Well she knows enough and she wanted to come". Jack pulled their bags out of the car "How are you Ethan?" he asked. "Good, college is going well" Ethan replied hoping this is what his father meant. Jack walked toward the stairs "No, how are you really?". Ethan watched Sofie get her bag from the car "Very happy if that is what you mean" he replied. "Don't mind him Ethan, he is coming around to it, he talks a lot more about you and Angelo" Sofie responded. Ethan hugged Sofie again "I hear you are quite popular at school nowadays" he said as they turned to go up the steps. "Yeah, well having a gay brother helps and mother being at the top of the social standing" Sofie laughed. Ellie walked in to the kitchen "Hello Angelo nice to see you" she walked over and kissed him on the cheek. Jack followed her in "Angelo, good to see you" holding out his hand. Angelo shook it "Jack how are you keeping?" he asked watching Jack carefully and keeping his ring out of view. "Oh you know, busy. But I hear you are getting new companies signing up?" Jack said knowingly. Angelo laughed "Nothing gets by you Jack, yes Raffa showed a few people the software they had implemented". Jack smiled "Good for you Angelo, if you need any legal help.. well you know". "Thanks Jack I may take you up on that as I have 3 companies wanting the software and I need help" Angelo replied. Ethan walked in with Sofie "Angelo this is my sister Sofie" he said. Sofie looked at Angelo "Wow, eh, hello" she became all flustered seeing him in the flesh for the first time. "Hello Sofie, can I get you all a drink?" Angelo asked. Sofie pulled Ethan in the lounge "Hell Ethan I heard he was sexy but my god, the girls are going to be jealous". Ethan laughed "I suppose you are going to want a picture of him as proof" he said patting her head. Sofie smiled "You and him together, you are changing and getting fit as well, gay life suits you". Ethan laughed so hard he had to bend over, he loved having his sister around him and she was growing up to be quite a forthright person who spoke her mind, in some ways he often thought she was more worldly than all of them. They all sat there on the veranda dinking coffee and red wine as the sun moved through the sky, Ethan and Sofie were allowed a small glass of wine with dinner as well, talk was light hearted and switched to all types of subjects. Angelo couldn't help but notice how much at ease Jack had become and how very relaxed he was about Angelo and Ethan being together, it was only after Sofie went inside to watch her favourite tv soap programme that Ethan decided now was the time, he looked at Angelo as if he was giving him an invisible signal. "So there is a reason why we both wanted you to come down here with us" Ethan said during a pause in the conversation. Ellie looked at Ethan and Angelo "I hope your not going to drop a bombshell" she said leaning forward in her chair. Ethan looked at Angelo "Well it depends... Angelo has asked me to marry him and I have said yes" quietness prevailed. Jack sat stunned for a moment "Hold on Ethan your only 18, have your whole life ahead of you and it is rather quick". "I know father and my life will go on but with Angelo by my side" Ethan said remaining calm. Ellie smiled "Well I think it is great news, I can see how much love you have for each other" she said. Jack shook his head "I'm sorry, I have seen how much Angelo loves you, I shouldn't be surprised by this". Angelo considered Jack for a moment "It is a bit strange, but we do want your blessing". Jack looked at Ellie who was smiling then at Angelo "You do realise she is now making plans" pointing to Ellie. Ethan laughed "Of course mother is, but there is Angelo's family as well to consider" he waved to his mother. Ellie chuckled "Gay wedding I may need Sandra's help on this, oh society party of the year, nailed it". Although Ellie rambled on about how lovely and gay the wedding could be, she was throwing suggestion after suggestion at Ethan and Angelo. Ethan just sat there nodding and smiling then shaking his head saying no to everything she was dreaming of. Angelo amused but also shocked that this was going to end up as New York State's wedding of the year. Jack sat in silence for a few minutes turning over in his head the news Ethan had just sprung on them, he knew deep down that all the will the fight this would not go well. On the flip side he had been having a much better relationship with Ethan and he did love Angelo in his own little way. "This is all very well Ellie, Ellie enough talk about planning this for now" Jack stopped her ramblings. Ellie turned to Jack "What oh, yes" she stopped thinking and came back to the table. Jack looked at Angelo "When are you looking to do this?" he asked. Angelo smiled at Jack "I don't know Jack, probably summer next year or Christmas next year, we are in no rush". Jack nodded and looked at Ethan and Angelo "You have our blessing and support". Ethan sat stunned at his fathers acceptance "Thank you father, it means a lot". Jack looked at Ethan "I just want you to be happy with your choices Ethan". Jack and Angelo hugged and spoke for some time outside whilst Ellie and Ethan broke the news to Sofie, she sat there and laughed replying I knew all along and saw you both wearing rings when we arrived. The rest of the day went by in a pretty normal way from Ethan's point of view and as the family unit was back to normal but with two differences, Angelo being the first and Jack actually being more open and affectionate with Ethan. By Sunday afternoon they left the Hamptons and headed back home as Monday would be a normal work and college day. Somewhat nervously Ethan was dreading Wednesday evening as he would be having dinner with Angelo's family. Ethan collapsed on the sofa when they finally got home, grateful it was just the two of them. Angelo joined him and they cuddled up to each other mindlessly chatting and going over the weekend events. Ethan's phone sounded a text message and he shuffled around to look and smiled. "What is it?" Angelo asked stroking Ethan's back. "Ben, has confirmed he will come to the party on Saturday" Ethan responded putting his phone down. Angelo looked at him "I'm glad you patched things up with him, strange the way things work out". "Yes, just have to get through Wednesday evening" Ethan rolled on to his back. Angelo laughed "Are you worried?". "No, probably more nervous then anything" Ethan replied looking up at the ceiling. Angelo stroked his head "Don't be. Mark will pick you up and bring you to the office". Ethan propped his head up "Really, it will be good to see him again". Angelo laughed and rubbed his head "You know if you weren't with me he would be dating you by now". "I thought he was sort of straight". Ethan chuckled. "The right guy or girl has never come along for him so he keeps his options open" Angelo replied. Ethan sat up "Can I ask, did you and he ever you know?". Angelo looked at him "No, we have kissed but it's similar to your friendship with Adam". "Did it never happen owing to you being poz?" Ethan asked unsure why he even asked "Sorry forget that". Angelo smiled "No that was not it, anyway Mark is poz, that is how we first met". Ethan shuffled around to face Angelo "Now I am confused". "Mark was at the clinic having a breakdown when he found out, I just happened to be the shoulder" Angelo explained. Ethan nodded "Oh right". Angelo continued "He fooled around in a threesome with his ex girlfriend, the other guy was poz, well you can guess the rest". "How awful for him" Ethan had a sad look on his face "And that is how you became so close and help each other?". Angelo nodded "Yes, circumstances how we met and a strange affection for each other". Ethan and Adam arrive at college on Monday morning and Adam got out of the car and looked at Ethan asking if he was keeping the ring on, Ethan smiled and nodded. He was facing a new life and didn't want to start it out by hiding any more. Franco came over as soon as he spotted them in the cafeteria and gave Ethan a hug and telling him not to worry about the family dinner, he did warn him there would be a lot of people and it would be noisy but to just be the person Angelo fell in love with and the family will love him. Ben appeared and casually walked over to where Ethan was sitting but still very cautious about Franco sitting there. "Ben" Adam called out beckoning him over. "Hi" Ben said as he took a seat next to Franco. Ethan smiled at Ben "Morning, great that you can come on Saturday" he enthused. "Oh yes, my mother will drop me off and pick me up" Ben replied a little hesitantly. Ethan knew something was amiss "Ben, have you told your mother yet?". Ben shook his head "Please don't say anything, I know you don't owe me that but I haven't figured things out yet". Adam tutted "Do we need to find you someone Ben?" "What er no" Ben had a horrified look on his face. Franco laughed "Shame my cousin is getting married otherwise he would have broken you in" he nodded in Ethan's direction. Ben nearly choked on his coffee "Is that what he did to you" looking at Ethan with his eyes open wide. Ethan chuckled "Yes, I went to the bathhouse on my 18th to experiment and fell in to Angelo's arms". Ben blushed a little "Wow, I don't think I am kind of ready for any of that to happen". Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday just went by like a dream with several students picking up on Ethan wearing an engagement band on his finger and asking questions. He heaved a huge sigh of relief that Wednesday afternoon as Adam was driving them both home, he would have to be quick and change as Mark would be picking him up at 5pm.

This has got to be the best stealth video I have ever seen, Dang this guy is a pro. Anyone on here ever try this ? https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph5c4fd4d5eab8f

I was in London last weekend and I decided to go to Vault 139, a cruise bar where I always have a good time. I went two nights in a row, I’d put ads up on BBRT, Squirt and here to let people know I’d be there and I hoped to see a lot of action. I ended up getting fucked by around 40 or 50 guys across the two days, which is a pretty big achievement even for me. I also planned something fun – I brought a marker with me to keep a load tally on my chest. I thought chest would be better than ass, then everyone can see I’m broadcasting what a proud slut I am. Thursday. I turned up at about 5.30pm, which is always a good time to catch the evening crowd starting up but also the afternoon crowd as well as the guys who are just popping in on their way home from work. Thursday nights are stripped nights, but I was a couple of hours early for that. I decided to get naked anyway, as I love CMNM situations, being surrounded by clothed guys while I am stark bollock naked. My first port of call was one of the dark corners at the back that is always good for immediate, anonymous bareback. I get nervy when I turn up at a place like this, so I always look for a raw cock in my ass within the first 10 minutes or so, because that totally chills me out, and flips me into a happy, horny state of mind. I tucked my marker into my trainer, and went hunting. The dark corner turned out to be fucking productive! It was filled with clothed guys and me walking in naked, openly lubing my ass up in front of everyone, let them know I was available. I had a guy inside me within a minute, surrounded by others who felt me up, held me or supported me while the first guy fucked me. It wasn’t long before I felt him shoot his load in my ass – I thought this was the time to shout ‘oh yeah cum in me, fucking cum in my ass’ to broadcast, as if guys didn’t already know, exactly what I was after. Really hit the point home! Guy #1 slipped out, in cums guy #2, more fucking and… well after 20 minutes in that dark corner I had 5 loads in my ass and a sixth guy enjoying the sloppy hole they had all created. I was kinda stunned. Usually you can get two or three loads at Vault like this from the afternoon crowd, but five?! Awesome. If I’d been a bit doubting about using the marker, I totally wasn’t now. Guy #6 pulled out, said he hadn’t cum cos he was staying for the night, but I got him to mark up the 5 loads on my chest for me. I was in for a hot night, and definitely wanted to get into double figures. It slowed down a bit as the afternoon and work crowds thinned out and more people got naked, so I got a drink. I only stayed for three hours, as I had to meet a friend at 10pm, but as the naked crowd filled up – Thursday nights are jammed at Vault – I was getting fucked left, right and centre… Someone on squirt got in contact and said he was Guy #1, said he stayed afterwards and saw me getting fucked by countless guys… to be honest it was all a blur… But I only marked my chest – or got the guy to do it, if there was time between being passed around – with loads that I was sure I got, that I felt shooting in me or the guy made it obvious that he was loading me up. Marker total by 9pm – 10 loads… there may have been more, but I was being strict with the numbers! Friday. I thought, wow after Thursday, Friday would be truly wild, as I’ve never had a tame Friday night at Vault. One time in November I got talking to an Alpha Dom, who ended up belt-whipping me in the bar area for half an hour before turning me over to the watching crowd who gang fucked me while he continued to hit me. I walked out covered in scars that night. I arrived wearing a jock under my jeans, and got shirtless… Friday nights aren’t naked, but it’s definitely better to be more undressed than anyone else. As it happened, the weather was terrible, so the Friday crowd wasn’t that big, but still up for it. Again I had the marker, and walked to the dark corner to get my first load and chill out my nerviness. You shouldn’t have high expectations, but it’s hard not to after a night of being loaded 5 times in 20 minutes, but I still got a couple of loads in me there. The first guy was this smily blondish top (I saw him properly in the bar area afterwards as he was leaving) who was obviously just in on his way home from work and just needed to load someone and leave. A nice good hard fuck to start the night, and when I turned around and told him to mark me, he didn’t understand and instead put a big cross across my chest! Fine, I added his mark properly anyway, and told him the first load of the night is always the best. Another guy in the dark corner loaded me right after and while I offered my ass around to a few other guys, there were no takers, so I went and got a drink. I stayed late this time but the smaller crowd meant less loads – I can be a total cum junkie sometimes, and I realise not all tops want this from a bottom, so I was just giving my ass away to anyone in the hope that the cum would eventually flow…. into me One very hot clothed guy fucked me about three times. The last time I got naked for him in a public area as it turns me on to be naked and on my back while the only thing he’s exposing is his bare cock. Shame in a way, as I’d have loved to see him naked, but he’s the top, it’s his choice completely. My role is to give as much of myself away as I can. A nice gang fuck with a few guys in by the barrels in a public area went well, the last guy was a hot bearded guy, short and mid-50s maybe but fucked like a dream. We started on my back but pretty quickly he spun me round cos he wanted to get in me deep, and wow, he tripped every orgasm thrill in me, blew the top of my head off with his fast fucking that somehow managed not to feel like a pounding. His cock seemed to fit inside me perfectly, like every contour matched. And when he shot his load inside me, I felt the pumping of his cock as the load went deep into me. I howled like some bitch in heat. He was Guy #5. After a few hours and still with only five loads in my ass, I decided to resort to the glory holes to speed this night up. Now there had been this hot chavvy guy dressed in a white tracksuit. I was really into him but he didn’t really pay anyone any attention. I walked into the glory hole and looked through, and it was him. I put my fingers through the hole, opened my mouth and he slipped his cock deep into my mouth and throat. Now sometimes I can take a good skull fucking, but it’s definitely easier if his hands are pressed behind my head and my face isn’t pressed into some sharp-edged glory hole. But I did my best like a trooper. Now a good trick here is to take the skull fuck until you taste precum, then look up at a guy and ask, almost begging, do you want to fuck me? Almost always works. And despite the anonymity, and not seeing his eyes obviously, it worked here too. But not quite the way I wanted. I spun round, pressed my cum-filled and re-lubed ass against the hole and I felt his fingers go inside me. Awesome, a good prelude. He stopped for a moment, then I thought he slipped more fingers inside me and I thought wow, not often I let someone put more than two in… I think he’s got four in there, maybe he’s gonna fist me? I’ve been curious about FF recently so I thought okay, go ahead, but again he stopped. Then he seemed to put his four fingers back in, but when I reached round it was his cock… hang on, why didn’t I feel that? I reached round again to confirm my suspicions and yes, felt the condom. What the fuck?! I tried to pull the condom off a little bit but he just pulled away. Take the condom off, I called through the hole, but when I turned around, he just slipped his rubbered cock in me again. No. I am not doing this. Pulled myself away, and without another word left the glory hole and him unsatisfied. Not my ass, boy. No rubbers in there. I went back to the clothed guy who’d fucked me three times already and he commented very appropriately ‘Oh, how boring!’ He turned me round to fuck me properly as neither of us wanted to think that the last cock inside me had not been bareback. Such a shame about the chavvy guy, but indeed… how boring! Well I managed to get two more loads in my ass that night… for a total of seven that I definitely knew of. As well as several loads down my throat that I was tempted to mark on my chest, but thought better to keep it strict. One Dom Alpha guy bears mentioning, towards the end of the night, but it’s a beautiful story of its own so I’ll put it in a new thread in the Cocksucking section. Also the last load in my ass that night was really special, but you’ll have to go to the Backroom to read about that

The weirdest thing that's happened while cruising has actually happened twice. The first time when I was about 19 years old. I was cruising a park bathroom that was well known for cruising. A young father came into the bathroom wheeling his less than 1 year old child in a stroller. He parked the pram behind him and stood at the urinal next to me. We did the "Cock glance" at each other and we were both hard and stroking. I reached across and stroked him a bit, then I knelt down and sucked a load out of him with his child in a stroller just a foot away. As soon as he came, he zipped up and left. About 10 years ago, I was in a public bathroom at a beach in Daytona Beach, Florida. Similar situation, I'm at a urinal, a young father comes in with his small child in a stroller. He asks me to keep an eye on his kid as he washes the sand off him in the public shower in the bathroom. He strips out of his swimsuit and showers. Stroking his cock to hardness in the shower. When he comes over to the pram to grab a towel from a bag he has hanging from the stroller's handles. I lean over and take his cock in my mouth. I suck him off with his child right there and his wife screaming at him from outside the bathroom to hurry up, because he has the car keys. As soon as he came, he slipped on some shorts and wheeled his child out of the bathroom to his wife. Weird, but very hot as well. Shrewish wives basically hand their horny husbands over to us fags to take care of. LOL

It was late at night and I was horny. I did what I sometimes did when I just needed to be fucked. I posted on Craigslist (as you could back then). The post was simple - too simple said the CL computer. The stupid automated message said it needed more words and description or the post wouldn’t get replies. How often does it get raw fucks in the early hours? Smooth white hole. Blindfold and anon. Fuck, cum & go. Condom or cum inside. Up to you. This last bit got me past the minimum word nonsense but it was a bit disingenuous. I had done this three or four times before and and it wasn’t really a choice. Or at least time of day, it was always the same. There were one or two replies from the usual fantasy brigade but then one popped up that I didn’t recognise. It asked for a face pic. I said I couldn’t not. He didn’t need it to fuck my hole and it was dark anyhow. “No face, no fuck” was his immediate reply. So obviously i sent it. I needed his cum and he knew that too. It might be stupid to send the pic but couldn’t say no. I needed it too much. About twenty minutes passed with nothing. I didn’t really give it much thought - not his type, another fantasist, blind drunk and now asleep, who knows. 4 out of 5 responses to this sort of post don’t happen so nothing new. But hopefully there will be someone else. But no - something like 20 minutes later came a reply. This was unusual. For this sort of thing you get a reply immediately or not at all. Why the 20 minute wait. His email just said. “Hi Alan, but I know you.” My first reaction was fear. I knew this could go badly wrong and now it had. This wasn’t such a good idea. Not the slutty post but the face pic. That was really stupid. And then - who is it? My mind runs through the worst - the complete mingers, the ones who would use it to bully me, close friends who I could have shocked.... or just not knowing. Am I going to spend months trying to work out who knows and seems a bit off? If I am going to do this sort of thing why do I have to do it so badly. I know I am desperate for cum but it’s really stupid to show it - with the face pic. But then my need for cum took over again and I started to feel quite good again. It’s 3am on Friday night. He’s awake, looking. I know I still want it. Who cares who it is - the whole point of blindfold and anonymous is you take it from anyone. Lets be honest too I’m not fussy when I can see. If someone makes clear they want to fuck me it’s about when and how. Not whether. Also it took a little while but this guy - whoever he is - has replied. That can only mean one thing. He knows who I am and he wants to fuck me. It was now starting to turn me on. I really needed it. “U wanna fuck me even so? btw who are you? No need to say if you’d rather just fuck.” This time it was an almost immediate reply. It was X. I won’t give his name. X was the boyfriend a really lively fun guy in our group of friends but while my friend was always fun and good company, X was not. It’s very hard to describe but it was as though he enjoyed being awkward just to make people uncomfortable. At first I’d thought he was shy but it wasn’t that. He was super self assured and really intelligent too. It was as if he was being forced to mix with people he didn’t really like or weren’t quite up to his standard. He certainly didn’t mind if we knew it. Say something stupid and he’d correct you. Otherwise he’d just say silent. I will admit he was physically quite hot too in a peculiar sort of way but there was no way I would have demeaned myself by letting him know that. If he was at one end of the table tried to make sure I was at the other. He was too obviously playing some sort of game. I no idea what it was and didn’t want to waste an evening trying to be polite to a tosser. I could not begin to see what my friend saw in this very odd cold fish. So - back to 3am. I got it now. Bet my lively friend took it raw too. He rose in my estimation . I was enjoying this now. So I think was he. He knew I was a slut and I knew he wanted to fuck me. It was probably some weird power thing - but I didn’t care. Also, I suppose he did have power, so no point pretending otherwise. “I want your cum inside me.” Again slightly pointless. He knew that already but I thought he’d like me to say it even so. I also gave him room number and the address of the hotel room where I was (until I became a slut I had no idea you could book after midnight any time even up to 5am). I made a makeshift door wedge with folded paper so he didn’t need the key and I’d chosen a hotel where you didn’t need one for the lift. Hope nobody else pushes the door instead - but at 3:15am it’s pretty likely. “20 minutes - blindfold and ass up” was his reply. I knew he was not messing around. It was more like 15. I heard the door open. I heard him take off trousers and briefs. Clothes on the top half small stayed on. Then I felt a damp and very hard cock inside me press against my hole - he was in. Not that big a cock for anyone interested- if it works and can reach, that’s all I care about. The presumption and the hardness left no doubt about it working. I love anonymous but being used by this guy who doesn’t like me was so much hotter. I made a slight noise when it went in. I was never in any doubt about his choice. Even if he was normally good, I knew I was going to get it raw. Funny really. I was whoring myself to someone who would enjoy the power it gave him. And I knew he would view me as dirt and a whore afterwards too.I didn’t care - one for another day. Right now I just wanted his cum. That was very obviously what he wanted too - this was going to be a quick one. No more than 3 minutes and he’s making the noises. I knew he was close. Breed me. I need your cum. Oh! And you can fuck me raw any time you want. I’ll take it. I knew he wouldn’t - this was almost certainly our one and only fuck but it was true so no point pretending . It seemed to do the trick. Almost immediate groan and felt his cum shooting deep inside me - not actually that much for one who was so horny. Not that I mind. I’m happy now. He didn’t pull out immediately but just lay still on top of me for a while, motionless at first and then pressed his weight down super hard for on me a couple of last time and clenching his cock muscle as he did it. As if to make sure I took every drop and that it was as deep in me as it could be. I had what I needed and was super happy. One of my regular fuckbuddies says I only smile when I have cum inside me. It earns him a “fuck off” but I caught myself doing it now. Face down in a pillow of course so it didn’t matter. I also knew the the routine for anonymous fucks at this point too. The braver ones might have a very quick shower but X would do up his trousers, maybe slap my butt cheeks, say a “thanks” or a “see you” and be out of there as quick as he could. Less than a minute I reckoned and I’d be alone just with his cum inside me. But no. With me still fully naked lying on my front, him fully dressed, standing up and looking down at his cum in my hole he starts to speak. You know, you really make shouldn’t make a habit of this sort of thing. It’s not good for you. What does your boyfriend think of this? You’ve probably had too much to drink too. Most of your lot do. It’s not attractive - you do realise that? You really should give some thought to your health. Short silence while he ties a shoelace or something. It’s a small town. Everyone knows each other. It’s not London you know? Another pause. While I thought “ah so that’s the chip on your shoulder - or at least one of the extra large order” he wasn’t finished guess I’m now going to have to get myself checked out too. You should too. I won’t do this again by the way so don’t email me. And make sure you get yourself to the doctor too. I’m a fairly confident sort normally. I don’t get “lost for words”. I can always find something to say if I have to. Not now - though I could still think. Half of me was angry thinking “you sanctimonious little tool - have u got the memory of a goldfish? You didn’t seem to mind 5 minutes ago.. Tell you what when I’m down at the STI why don’t you you have a word with the shrink? Oh and by the way if you don’t like sluts my advice would be don’t go and fuck them bareback at 3am” was what half my mind thought - the other was still super happy. It just thought “ Haha - look at where your cum is” What came out was an inarticulate grunt - which annoyingly made it sound like I agreed with his little homily. I then feel him prod his finger - quite roughly up my hole (who knows what that was about? I wasn’t joking about the shrink). Then the door shuts and he’s gone. Thankfully friends changed and so I only saw him a couple of times after that. If he was odd and silent before, he was the same but worse now. But for the fact that they don’t go out fucking in the early hours he could have been a Trappist monk. He hardly said a word to anyone and nothing at all to me. Just the odd look of disgust in case I had forgotten or had misinterpreted his silence. I hadn’t but I could see that one of the problems of his “let’s make everyone feel ill at ease because it’s fun” routine must be that that there’s not much left in your repertoire if you actually are being quiet for a reason. I’m sure everyone else thought I wasn’t on top form but he was just being himself. When I did catch him looking at me in that disgusted way I just would flash him a super quick “fuck me” look - a bit of eye contact to make clear he knew he knew I meant it, that what I had said was true. It was. He could fuck me any time wanted but he could still go to hell if he thought he was going to shame me. A super superior disgusted look told me he he understood perfectly but was quite definitely not in that mood right now. I doubt the others noticed anything. As I said, sitting in the corner and and looking sour was just what he did. And if I was down that end of the table for once maybe I was being nice and making the effort like I was always being told to. I don’t know anything about power games or whatever his emotional issues were but my game is simple- being fucked so by my rules at least I’d won. I then realised that for the first time ever i was really enjoying his company too. I didn’t feel at all awkward now. He could sit there silently looking at me any way he liked, I lowered my eyes a fraction, catch his for the millisecond it took for him to get what I meant, smile inwardly and think of his cum. I like this. And let’s be honest. For all his condescending advice and contemptuous looks,he might need a late night whore again. He hasn’t yet but I bet he still has my number.

Guy number 1 from my last posting, teased my ass and then put a condom on, came back and finished the deed the proper way. Pushed in this time, not even spit for lube to start, but my hole was open. He fucked for a good 30 minutes on and off. In the end I swallowed his cum. No condom at all this time ?

I’m going to tell you the true story how i met one of my hottest sex-buddies. A few friends of mine told me about a hot young guy they met at a party. They said that he started very young with bare sex, got pozzed at 18, and did some bare porn when he was just 19. They send me the link to one of his porn vids, and i saw a blond young guy with a slim tattooed and pierced body fucking an older guy with a huge 10 inch cock. He was so fucking hot that i shot a huge load without touching myself. A year later i was looking for hot baresex on chems on Grindr when i got a message: “Hi! Also into Kinky? Assplay? FF?” I replied by telling him that i was into kinky and that i was experienced with assplay & FF. I was 18 when i started and that i had a huge collection with huge dildo’s and buttplugs. He answered me with: “FUCKING HOT! You also slam? T?” I told him that i have done it a few times and that i would love to do it with him. “ParTy now?! I’m at the trainstation. Can you pick me up?” He also send me some pictures. I regonized him immediately as that hot blond from the porn video. My cock nearly exploded. I told him i could be there in 10 minutes. I jumped in my car and raced to the station. I saw him sitting on a bench. I pulled up. He saw me, walked over and got into my car. He didn’t say much. When we arrived at my house he put his stuff in the corner and started to strip, i followed his lead. He put a bag on my counter and asked “Do you have a playroom?”. “Yes! It’s ready and waiting” i replied. He didn’t want to waist any time and said “I always start with a T slam… I love being raunchy!”. He began to prepare two syringes. Took two straps and handed me one. We tied off our arm. We both to a syringe and found a vein in our arm. “Let’s do it together” he said. I nodded and we pushed the content inside our bloodstream. With one hand he released my stap en with the other his. We couched together. The T spread thru our bodies. I saw his eyes change. I grab his arm and headed to the playroom. Raunchy bare porn was playing on the TV. He told me to lay on the bed on my back with my head hanging over the edge. He hung his semi hard cock in front of my mouth. I took his cock in my mouth and started to suck. His cock started to grow and he started to push his cock deep inside. He slowly started to face fuck me jamming his cock deeper with every thrust. I started to gag and gasp and try to move aways. He wrapped his hands around my throat and started to fuck my throat harder. I started to gag as he fuck my throat deeper. My gagging made him horny because i could feel his cock grow and getting harder inside my throat. He pulled out enough so i could gasp some air before sliding it back in ball deep. His cock gets covered with a thick layer of spit. He pulled out and asked me for lube. I handed him a big syringe with lube. He shot some up his ass and asked me to do the same. He walked over to my toys and grab two similar big dildo’s and placed them on the floor and begins rubbing lube on them. “The one that slides over it first decides what to do next!” he said and gets on his knees and positions his ass against the head. I quickly do the same. We both begin to push down. I take deep breaths as my ass begins to slowly open up. I grab a bottle of poppers. I open it and hold it under his nose. He closes up on side of his nose and take 5 deep breaths. Then i take some deep hits my self. I can see how he starts to slide over the head of the dildo. My ass is giving way and with a plop the head enters. A few seconds he follows. We slowly begin sliding the dildo deeper inside. He says “You not going to win”. I one move the last 5 inches slide inside of him as he grunts. I lost but i show him that my ass also can take the whole length. He grabs my nipples and start twisting. I do the same and we both begin to grunt deep. “You won so what do you want to do next?” I ask him. “Breed my ass and then fist your cum deep in me!” he replies. He stands up and with one hand he keeps the dildo inside while he moves over to the sling. I do the same and I put on the rubber short. The rubber short prevents the dildo from sliding out of my ass. i open the zipper in the front to free my rock hard dick. I grab the dildo in his ass and i slowly pull it out. His ass stays open and i start to slide my 7.8inch cock in. It feels moist and warm. He starts to beg“Yeah fuck me. Breed me. I want to feel it inside”. I tell him that the harder he plays with my nipples, the harder i will fuck. He grabs my nipples and start twisting and pinching them. I begin grunting as he starts to twist harder. I begin to pound his ass and after 10 minutes i feel that the pressure begins to build. I put my hands around his throat and begin to choke him slowly. The lack of oxygen makes his body quiver. The look in his eyes changes to total submission and begs me to cum. I release my grip and he start to gasp for air. The deep breath tightens up his ass which triggers a explosion of cum. Thick streams of cum begin filling his ass. This raunchy boy made me cum so hard. I pulled out grabbed my cock and pushed it back in. He moaned while i slide inside. I start to jerk out the last drops of cum inside before pulling out. Then i started to fist the cum deep inside his ass. With every stroke i slide deeper until i was elbow deep. I pulled out and made a fist and rammed it back in. I started to punch fuck his ass. Every time i pulled out his ass became more open. After 10 minutes he asked for a break. “Let’s prepare another slam before it’s your turn” he said. I smiles and answered “You can do with my ass what you want!”. “Can you handle double?” he asked. I nodded as we walk to the kitchen.

It was the winter after I turned 18 when, right before Christmas, I came down with the flu. I dreaded going to the doctor, but my Mom insisted, getting me an appointment on a late Friday afternoon. She was supposed to drive me there, but she telephoned, saying she couldn't get off of work. So somehow I drove myself. A little bit about me. I'm 5' 6" and weigh maybe 145 pounds. Blonde hair that's just about shoulder length. And hazel eyes. Being small older men loved me but none had fucked me yet because they didn't believe I was 18. So off I go to the doctor. I had scarcely walked through the door of the doctor's office when a wave of something hit me - leaving me feeling like shit. Even so there was paperwork to complete, so by the time the nurse came to lead me back to the examination room to get my vitals, the waiting room was empty. After the nurse had taken my blood pressure, temperature, and other routine tests, she remarked "The doctor will be with you shortly." Perhaps five minutes later HE walked in. Dr. William Bell. Six feet, seven inches and perfectly lean, salt and pepper hair. In his mid 50's. My type of man. I was hard instantly. Dr. Bell told the nurse she could go ahead, that he would lock-up, Dr. Bell and I chatted for several minutes until the nurse left and Dr. Bell asked me to undress to check for any abnormalities. I was slightly embarrassed because my cock was hard and I was leaking precum. Dr. Bell didn't pay any attention as his hands poked and prodded at my body. Dr. Bell then had me lay back on the bed and put my feet in the stirrups so he could check my prostrate. I thought that was kind of strange considering anybody could tell I had the flu. But he was a doctor so - well, whatever. I felt somewhat vulnerable given my ass was exposed, but at the same time I was still turned-on. Dr. Bell then startled me, asking if I had ever had anything in my ass. "No," I replied. He responded with a big smile as he murmurred "Just relax," inserting his index finger into my ass. I was so excited and nervous that I didn't notice Dr. Bell hadn't pulled-on a glove on to check my prostrate. As his finger entered my ass my load exploded. I was beyond embarrased, but to my surprise Dr. Bell didn't remove his finger, but rather inserted a second finger. He then scooped up my cum and fed it to me. Before long I was hard again and moaning like a bitch in heat. I noticed a couple of times what felt like him scratching inside my ass. It hurt slightly but the pleasure was far greater than the pain. After a few minutes Dr. Bell inserted a third finger in my ass really opening me up. After Dr. Bell had my ass where he wanted he lowered his pants. I nearly fainted at the size of his cock. It was a full nine inches long and as thick as a coke bottle. I also noticed a scorpion tattoo but I didn't know what it meant. He told me he was going to really destroy my immune system. Positioning himself at the foot of the bed, his cock aligned with my ass, and for better or worse before I could object to the prospects of that monster entering my ass, Dr. Bell shoved his cock all the way into my hole. I all but fainted from the pain. When I came to Dr. Bell was fucking my ass with a steady, powerful rhythm. It started feeling really good and I didn't think about asking about a condom, reasoning to myself "After all he is a doctor so what could happen?" My own cock was now hard again and I was on the edge of having another orgasm. After a few more minutes Dr. Bell really picked up the pace and was fucking me like a man possessed, so it wasn't surprising when Dr Bell let out a growl and unloaded what felt like a gallon of cum in my ass. This sent me over the edge and I exploded all over my chest. Kissing me hard, Dr Bell said "In two weeks I want to see you again." He also inserted a butt plug in my ass saying he said he would call me when it was time to remove it. Oh, by the way, Dr. Bell did indeed write me out a prescription to combat the flu. He also said "Welcome to the club," but didn't elaborate. Nearly two weeks have passed since I saw Dr. Bell, and I am still down with the flu. I can't wait to see Dr. Bell again and find out why.

I'm fairly inexperienced with being a reciever of piss. It really depends on the guy and the piss. If the guy is really HOT and I'm really into him, I don't seem to have a problem drinking his piss. If I'm not all that much into the guy and all I want is to get fucked, I may not swallow. I'll just gargle with it then let it run out of my mouth. Since I'm not real experienced nor a piss connoisseur, if the piss is too strong, arsid tasting, I may have a hard time swallowing it, unless he's just hotter than fuck! Being a relative newcomer to piss, I prefer a more watered down piss to swallow. The one time that I have to say I really, really, really enjoyed swallowing piss was at Smokeout in Las Vegas a few years ago. I got in the giant oval tub in my room, there were 5 guys there. All had been drinking lots of beer. They pissed on me and into my mouth. I found it a huge turn-on and drank most of it before they all fucked me.

Anyone into Perv chat hit me up on wikr toxicjack

Hello guys ! I’m Back with another story to tell you. This past weekend I packed and booked another room are days Inn Fort Lauderdale. This time I stayed at the one by the airport. I was hunting fresh meat. Got it there on Saturday around 3pm. On my way there I sent a shout oh GROWLr and posted on BBRT. It didn’t take much to stay receiving a couple of messages. A couple from GROWLr but most definitely several from BBRT. Fort Lauderdale is definitely the place in Florida for BB sex alrighty I got into my room - I douched my hole at home to save some time - went to the balcony and smoke a blunt before the party started. First guy- tall white ugly. 9x6 cock. He wanted to be the first because he doesn’t like loosen hole so I let him. Pounded me for about 5 minutes and boosted. He said my ass felt really good and he couldn’t hold it anymore he left. Ok next. I had a guy from Miami that was around so I invited him over. He got into my room and we looked for more guys for a small gangbang. We found a top on bbrt and one on Grindr. The bbrt was daddy undetectable looking nice guy. 7 thick cock. My friend from MIA has a typical North Carolina cock. White 7 inches and super thick. The third guy arrived with a massive 8x6 I’d say. They all took turns oh me. The Mia guy came twice, the daddy twice and the 8x6 once... HOWEVER.... he DP me with the daddy. Not gonna lie it wasn’t my first full DP and OMG what a feeling never been happier, it’s a mix of intense pain, wetness and pleasure. They came so quickly that I couldn’t believe what I was feeling it. Ok. This all happened between 3pm and 6pm. I took a nap and kept all that cum inside. Woke up around 9 and had checked the BBRT. A few new messages. A grandpa on his 70s with one of the biggest dicks I’ve taken and a black guy with out the thickest. There will be their pictures here at the end of this message. The daddy came and I got really shocked by how big and thick that anaconda was. My ass was sore and full so when he went in I did suffer a bit. However as soon as it was inside WOW WOW WOW what a feeling. He had no shame. Fucked me hard, deep and intensively. I’m a power bottom and trust me that cock was so big that I had to stop after 10 min. Didn’t let him cum inside unfortunately but trust me he destroyed my cock. So much that I want to bed and couldn’t take more. Alright alright bed time. Set my alarm to 7 so I could look for more cocks before my check out. Not many messages but remember the thick black cock who texted me on BBRT? He stopped by! I don’t know if you guys ever saw this but he got at my hotel with a long black elastic to manage his cock. He wrapped that around his neck as well as his cock from the bottom. So he controlled the elastic with his hands managing his cock inside me. It was another monster cock. I struggled taking it. The power bottom is not a power bottom anymore. Those two guys were the biggest and thickest my ass ever felt.... that was it’s then after a while I had a few small cocks. Two or three. Around 8-10 cocks. Not bad but definitely not my record. I think never will ever beat my Dallas vacay. Looking forward to comeback. Here are the pics I promised. My ass after being used and the monster cocks. Hopeyou ou guys enjoy this. And again, in me you can trust. All my stories are real otherwise I would not waste my time making them up to post here. No time for this shit. Enjoy Guys!

Honestly I could care less about a boys cock. Cages are great to make him focus on his cunt. Which is the reason I'm fucking u

need some toxic cum in me

If you really don’t want your cock touched at all just lock it up. There’s no way for someone to misinterpret a caged and locked cock and pretty damn near no way for them to touch it, suck it or play with it. Being caged and locked will definitely eliminate your cock as a distraction and help you focus on what you’re doing. Go for it and enjoy.

as a top, I love to feel a caged cock, it lets me know that the bottom is only interested in getting used as holes for me and other tops. you don't have to be in long term chastity, lock up before you head out, leave the key at home, and be used then unlock when you get home.

When I'm being fucked, particularly in a sauna or cruise bar, I don't like it when either the top or some other guy reaches round to grab my cock. That's not where the action is. So I very often wear a jock to signal that my ass should be your focus, as well as your cock's pleasure and to hell with my cock. But it doesn't always work, and guys still reach into my jock sometimes to cop a feel. My cock goes flaccid when I being fucked anyway - I'm proud of that, feels like the sign of a true bottom bitch fag! - so they soon get the message, but when I'm concentrating on taking the cock in my ass and maximising his pleasure from it, it's distracting. I've experimented with both a cock cage and a proper chastity device. Both feel very satisfying to wear, like it's totally the right thing for me, but the problem is I have quite a large perineum muscle, so it's hard to get a big enough cock ring that will sit fairly comfortably so I can wear this thing for days and weeks at a time. The most I've managed is a few hours, or overnight once, but it gets so painful round my perineum when the ring starts to bite - and I've bought the biggest ring you can get for these too - that I have to stop. If anyone has any good experience in this area, I'd love to get advice here, because I'd love to go to saunas and cruise bars with my cock locked up. I just need to solve this problem. Or is it just that I have to get used to this discomfort and pain, that it will go away eventually, and simply need to accept it as part of my ongoing bitch fag existence...?

My friend is “straight” with six kids. Still married to his wife, but they’ve been separated for years. He’s always horny and loves to fuck. He has a nice six inch uncut cock. He works construction and stopped by today after work. Arrived funky and sweaty which I love. Sucked him until he got hard and he fucked me hard until he filled me with his babies. I can still taste his load in my ass five hours later. Finger-licking good. I’m a pig but I’m a happy pig

In the business lounge at Schiphol airport on a layover, was in the restroom freshening up at the sink and a hot German man was talking on a business call next to me. I kinda glared at him in the mirror because I thought it was rude for him to be on the phone in the restroom. But he stared right back and just seemed to know I must be a cockslut. He started rubbing his bulge, still on the phone. I licked my lips and he moved to a stall and motioned for me to follow, so I did. Sucked his huge uncut cock to completion while he kept talking on the phone the whole time. Never said a word to me.

Happy to report that this porn hunk and underwear model had taken the leap and started working for TIM. It was so hot seeing that cock which was always covered enter that ass bare!!

So I was at Vault 139 in London Last Thursday and Friday trying to get as many loads in my ass as I could. I posted much of the story in the 'Last Load' section, but there was one guy who deserves a post all of his own. One wonderful Alpha Dom guy who was so true, so natural, so brilliant at making submissive guys like me submit completely that he deserves his own post. And the load went down my throat not my ass, but it doesn’t matter, because it was pure Dom Alpha Man Seed to me. A fucking sacrament to a sub bitch like me. He was fit, lean, muscular, in a vest top and by the way he grabbed the back of my neck as I walked past, nicely dominant. I kneeled, as a good sub bitchboy should before an Alhpa Dom like this, and he pulled his cock out and slapped it against my face. Now I was going to get a great skullfucking. Instead thought, he clenched his fist in front of my face and pressed it against my cheek. I knew what to do, and began kissing his fist, licking his dominant Alpha knuckles and wondered if he was going to punch me. I’m good with that. He opened his hand like some kind of blessing, lifted it up and spat into the palm of his hand. I licked it up eagerly, before licking his hand all over like a dog. He slipped his fingers into my mouth and started exploring – under my tongue, into my cheeks, pushing his fingers down the back of my throat to test my gag reflex – I opened wide and gave him every part of me that he wanted. A beautiful moment of submission. He pulled out, clenched his fist again and I began to worship that manly Alpha fist with my mouth, my tongue and my fucking soul. I slipped my hands under his vest top and raised them up to feel his abs, and work his nipples with my fingers. In a perfect pose of pure worshipful submission, him standing with his fist in my mouth now, looking strong, manly, upright – and me, kneeling, licking, worshipping, with my arms up in an almost religious posture. Kneeling before my new god. Well he began now to skullfuck me, with one hand on the back of my head and the other with fingers in my mouth as he fucked. I began to taste precum but there was no space, no room for my usually trick of looking up and offering my ass. This alpha god will take whatever he wants and I trust him. After a few minutes of skullfucking, he pulled out and started jacking off. ‘Lick my fist’ he said at this point, the only words he said to me during the entire encounter. I licked his fist hard, the fist he was using to jack off with, licking his knuckles like my life depended on it, his other hand still on the back of my head, directing me. I was ready, and when he started to cum, he slammed my head back onto his cock to take a full throatful of his alpha cum. It tasted like fucking ambrosia from the gods, I am not kidding. I was so deep into a subspace feeling by this point – and all really just from his demeanour – he had to do so very little to make me submit completely, a mark of a true confident and brilliant Alpha – and this subspace meant his cum wasn’t just cum, but fucking nectar! I heard his moans of pleasure, and felt so happy I had given him this feeling. I worked his cock slowly, keeping it in my mouth, making sure I received every drop of his seed, trying to prolong his pleasure with my work for as long as I could. He eventually pulled out of my mouth, and slapped his wet cock around my face, marking me with his scent. I was in a kind of ecstasy by this point, and he just rested a while with his hands on my shoulders, looking down at me with a smile on his face like a man looking approvingly at a boy who’d done a good job, his cock hanging by my cheek. No words needed. He ran his hands up from my shoulder to my neck and played with my throat. At this, I brought my hands up to hold his, to press them against my throat, and he took my invitation, choking me gently for a little while, lightly squeezing and controlling my airflow. Then he bent down with his hands around my throat and kissed me, pushing his tongue deep into me. And the spell was broken. He released my neck, smiled down at me like some blessing god one more time, and then moved to walk away. ‘Thank you sir’ I said quietly, and he quickly slid his fingers into my mouth one last time as he passed, bring my head backwards as he walked around me. I watched him leave, being sure not to get up off my knees while I could still see him. He disappeared, leaving me feeling so grateful for the encounter. Normally I will feel horny and brilliant about feeling used or abused by a Dom but this was nothing like that. With hardly any words, with just his hands, his fist, his smile, his stance, his cock and his whole being, he left me feeling blessed. What a Man! What a true Alpha Dom Man to find a god-worshipping space within me like that.

Chicago boytown tonight, 11-Feb. Buddy and I looking for unprotected bottoms to breed.

Yep, scientists believe people who have the single or dual deletion are descendants of those who survived the black plague (they have an edge over nature's attempts to keep the population at a certain size and HIV is just the latest of her efforts). That's why the only people today who have these deletions are of European descent, which I am. One reason I wouldn't be surprised if I had one or both deletion is because I've literally taken hundreds of loads all around the world in the riskiest places and scenarios you could imagine - because it turned me on, yet I'm still HIV-.

Are you free on Friday? I'm a sub that needs to get cuffed, gagged and bred. Also open to getting pimped out.

Neither. I like my cock and balls to swing around freely with every thrust. I get hard with a cock fucking my ass, and I enjoy my cum shot, hopefully times for their load. A jock or cage just gets in the way.

SEX ALLEGATIONS, well, in our circles that gets him an honorary badge. Not to trivialize 'male-on-female' predatory behavior which is not 'sporting', especially in the conventional STRAIGHT man-on-woman, boy-on-girl, gentleman-on-proper-lady context... but in the gay-male-on-gay-porn-star world?? PLEASE, sounds more like Topher got caught up with a desperate, vindictive moment-in-the-lime-light-searching. yilted purse-clutcher... I mean seriously. I wonder what 'the other side of the story' is! Did Topher get bored with the guy? In our ( top vs. cumdumpster bareback) world aggressive, quasi-rape fantasies (and worse... or more depraved ones) are often EXPECTED, celebrated, although not embraced by all... but if one of us tangled with a porn-star, we'd be fools to expect 'gentlemen-behavior'... LOL We'd most likely EXPECT bareback, promiscuous aggressive behavior on the FIRST DATE, possibly never expect another fuck after that. BAD BOYS is what we like and celebrate in the 'breeding zone'. But of course the 'pretty-boy-studios' with their predictable condom-porn (YAWN) cater to the generic vanilla-gay-boy market, those entry-level gays who are still on-the-fence or aghast on the subject of wanton, UNSAFE bareback sex... Well we were all (well, many of us were) there once, dreaming about 'Mister Right' (who NEVER cheats) and maybe naive enough to expect monogamous happily-ever-after... (until we caught ex No.1, No.2, and No.3 cheat or we did and BAREBACK no less) WHAT A RUSH! Then we became 'converts' on so many levels and realized 'if you can't beat them (the wild, promiscous, UNSAFE SEX crowd) , join them'. Which is why Topher DiMaggio is suddenly hotter to me and part of the bareback brotherhood! TMI all the way!

Yesterday, had a guy come to my hotel room that almost fucked me bare, pushed his cock all the way in teasing my hole and realized what he'd done pulling out fast. Looking forward to getting home to chicago where the raw sex is more the norm than here. Then last night I had a guy that sent me his pics from 10 years ago, but still had a nice looking cock. I thought he still is hot, just doesn't look the same anymore. After sucking him a minute or two, he leaned over to finger my hole then pulled me up, pushed me over my bed and shoved his raw cock in for a quick cum n go.

Skin on skin is much better and now with PREP, it gives you a degree of security. Also I feel that my arse takes a bare cock in easier than a condom. Hence many times during sex, I tend to lose the condom especially when I am bottoming. But haven't been game to be bred. Usually the top pulls out and I take the load in my mouth. Arse to mouth gives me the greatest high. I am sure once I start taking loads it is going to change.

So I was in a long term monogamous relationship where my boyfriend topped all the time bb since we were exclusive. Sex became so boring and I wanted to explore more. We broke up shortly after I started on PrEp. Not very active either as top or bottom maybe 10 hook up in the first year. However in the most recent months I am just craving cock. I still want to be attracted to whoever it’s attached to , but yeah sometimes I want to just bend over without knowing who it is ! I think I’m become a total whore and I love it! As for chasing anything (bug,std, viral anything) not into it but wanting pure raw dick and enjoy sex yes I’m down for that. Want to stay Negative and free of stds to keep enjoying my sex journey. I’m glad I found this site!

Similar to what others have said, when I top I need some other stimulus than just a hole in the air waiting to be mounted. The art of 'foreplay' is often lost these days. I've always needed a 'connection' with any guy, whether he be a bottom or a top - and part of that is to spend time exploring each other. There's nothing worse, for me anyway, than to just be expected by a lazy bottom to get hard, ram into a hole and cum - that might work for some, but for me it's a sure fire way of bringing the meet to an abrupt, very unsatisfactory, close.

Lot of misconceptions here. Yes, an untreated HIV infection can take years to lead to AIDS, but that doesn’t mean it won’t cause health problems. Seroconversion illness (aka “fuck flu”) itself, especially in older folks who might have other health conditions, can be pretty serious. And in folks with weaker immune systems to begin with, the progression to AIDS might be much faster. Also - yes, there’s a risk of kidney function issues with Truvada, but the risk does not increase substantially with age unless you already have another kidney issue (something any doctor would screen for before starting someone on Truvada). I am also not following your logic in saying that “it would not even be a health issue” if he took ART after getting HIV, but taking PrEP is somehow more likely to cause kidney issues? There’s a risk of kidney issues with most antiretrovirals. And don’t get me wrong, as a public health worker I’m not a fan of a lot of things that “big pharma” does in the US, but if you really think PrEP is a ploy to “get people to take drugs they don’t need” in order to sell more drugs, don’t you think they would rather people became HIV+ and needed multiple/more expensive drugs? I work with multiple MSM in their 70s who take PrEP, and it’s a perfectly valid option to reduce their risk of HIV infection. I like that it empowers them to have the kind of sex they enjoy at a time in their life when they can finally let loose, after living through some of the worst periods of rampant homophobia and the terrifying early days of the AIDS epidemic.

I found a new place to be bred. My LA Fitness in down town Tampa is soooo cruisey. And guys are hot and horny. Been getting fucked literally two or three times every work out and been going at least 6 days a week, often twice a day. Two benefits, get awesome work outs in that make my gym bunny ass tight for these boys, and also loving the attention in the showers. Thanks to my new honey hole for cock, I have been fucked 68 times this year already, and taken 52 loads. Some boys want to fuck my with a condom, so I bring condoms and lube into the showers and never turn down a guy who wants to fuck me because thats my purpose in life, but luckily many guys cant help themselves in the showers when I grab their rock hard cocks and pull a lubed butt plug out of my hole and shove their raw cock inside me... After that, most of them fuck me until I have their DNA deep inside me. Its been a stellar year this far, maybe I'll break 600 loads at this rate and maybe be fucked 750 times... Soooo hot!

The video's not out yet, I just saw a scene of it with him fucking Chase Parker....can't wait until he turns into a total pig

I’ve taken many anon vacation loads in the usual places from DL guys with families, horny staff, and random hookups. So hot to go back with a secret load or two sloshing around inside.

Only he and his doctor know the full range of his health issues. I think medical decisions are best left to the patient and his doctor, and don’t need to be armchair quarterbacked by an online acquaintance.

Part 4: Acceptance I started to struggle, I could my heart race as the adrenaline kicked in. I kept telling myself that I can’t let them poz me. I can’t let this happen. “Fucking boyhole is trying to stop this. Greg hold him down will ya. Give your piece to suck on for a bit that should calm him down.” My daddy said as he pounded me even harder. Greg can in and helped hold me down. His long slender cock smelled as if he had already been inside a hole and I looked up at him. “Go on, open up, suck me bitch” He said while rubbing the cock all over my face. I felt daddy begin to shift as he moved himself so he could speak softly into my ear. “You wanted to be a boyhole right?” He asked me while still fucking my hole. “Yes” I said. Greg put the poppers under my nose and started to tease his cock into my mouth. “Boyholes live for cum and cock. They don’t need to be beg they need to be poz. Think how free you’ll be knowing you can take anything into you. You’ll be able to get fucked anywhere by anyone all because you’re gonna be a poz cumdump.” He picked up the speed. “Or I could just stop and let you go.” Then it happened. He pulled out and I felt my world shatter. I wasn’t thinking about getting away. I wasn’t thinking about getting tested. I was thinking of how empty I was now that daddy wasn’t in my hole. “No please” I begged. Eyes wide open as I looked back his cock rock hard and wet with lube and my ass juices. “No what?” Daddy asked me. “Please don’t stop fucking me. Please.” I started to scoot back to get daddy back into me. Greg watched me from his spot in front of me and stroked his long cock. “What a boyhole.” Greg said laughing as he took a hit of poppers. “You know what that means then right. You know what you have to become?” He asked me. “I want you back in me. No matter what. I’m sorry I tried to stop this Sir.” I said. Head hung low. ”What are you?” Daddy asked lining back up to my hole. “A boyhole” I said. “A what?” He asked pressing his head into me. “A boyhole.” I said a little louder. “You’re missing something. Say it. What are you?” He started to fuck me again. “A poz boyhole who only wants cum in him.” I shouted looking right at Greg’s face as the cock in my boyhole bottomed out. “Now go ahead boyhole. Take Greg into your mouth and get him ready. He’s next in you after I blow this load.” Daddy said picking up the pace. “Go on boyhole. Suck me. Get me ready to poz your useless boyhole and make you a poz cum dump.” Looking up at him with glazed eyes I opened wide and willing took his poz cock into my mouth. I was a poz boyhole only good for dumping in.

JC here...in Ohio. Looking for a poz top buddy. Neg here

Recently had an overnight layover in Dallas, so I went to the bathhouse there. Sucked every cock that presented itself and found a dark bench area, layed down, threw my legs up, and soon enough guys in the dark were coming over to breed my ass. Got my hole good and cummy. Ended up shooting my load when this older very muscled and ripped guy with belly was using my hole. Was so ripped I thought he was wasting/poz. Couldn't help but shoot my load haha

I was at the movies when a guy caught my eye. I was sitting a few rows behind him and couldn't keep my eyes off him. He would occasionally glance back and we would make eye contact. Part way through the movie, he got up and stood by the way out until I looked at him. He smiled, and walked out. I followed and we went to his car and I sucked him dry.

Part 6 - The Birthday Gift A week later and classes finally finished for the academic year, Ethan and Adam sat on the grass relaxing and watching all the other students heading home, Ethan was feeling lethargic and hot so he was glad when they eventually went their separate ways. The June weather being particularly kind with blue skies and humid conditions, but Ethan had already decided to skip the Hamptons in favour of getting his college work done so that he could at least enjoy a few weeks relaxing, his family would be gone for at least a month. He heard his father talking about some business he had to conclude next week in the city for one of his corporate clients and he would drive there from the Hamptons, he knew no one would be home for the month. When he eventually reached home he collapsed on the sofa hot and exhausted, he figured he was coming down with a cold and more annoyed that it was starting right at this point. He didn't feel like eating and wondered upstairs and laid on the bed falling asleep quickly. The morning sunlight streamed in to his bedroom, he had a raging headache and felt very queasy, quickly he jumped off the bed and ran to the bathroom where he started heaving in to the toilet, sweat ran down his face as he sat on the floor his head resting against the coolness of the tiled wall for some comfort. He had no idea how long he had been sitting there and slowly rose to his feet heading back to bedroom he undressed and climbed in to bed, as the day wore on he felt worse and suffered alone. He was woken by his phone alerting him to a message, reaching over he picked it up and saw a message from Angelo he was not in the mood and placed the phone back on the bedside cabinet. Besides he was going to heed Adam's advice and cut off ties with him thinking it would be the best course of action. Ethan laid looking up at the ceiling and debating if he should call his mother and tell her he was sick and laid up in bed, he knew that she would probably drive home to be with him, he didn't even get chance to think it through before he dozed off again. His phone pinged again and he reached over to retrieve it seeing another message from Angelo so reluctantly he opened the first message 'Your quiet', he scrolled to the next one 'Don't ignore me'. Ethan not really thinking straight typed a reply 'Sorry, I am not well, in bed' he looked at this response for a moment then tapped the send button. His reply came immediately 'What's wrong, do you have flu?, give me your address and I will bring you back to mine'. Ethan laid back looking at the screen until it switched off, he really didn't know what to do. He had no idea why he did it but Ethan unlocked the phone and typed his address and sent it. Angelo laughed to himself knowing that Ethan lived in Harrison which was only a twenty minute drive from Larchmont, he replied telling Ethan to be ready in thirty minutes. Ethan sat bolt upright shouting 'fuck, fuck, fuck', he realised he had just given Angelo his address, if he could go any whiter than he currently looked he made a very good attempt at it. He had just made the fatal mistake of giving his address to him, and knew that Angelo could now get to him whenever he wanted. Reluctantly Ethan hauled himself out of bed and threw on some joggers and a top and sat on the front door step as the sun started to sink lower in the sky, his head in his hands as the car pulled up, he looked up seeing Angelo's face who called out for him to get in. Ethan sat in the passenger seat and Angelo looked at Ethan's sweat covered face. The car pulled away for the short trip to Larchmont, Ethan paid little attention where they were going until the car stopped and Angelo got out and came round to the passenger side, he picked Ethan up and carried him inside up to his bedroom. Angelo undressed him and laid in in bed, he put the TV on and slipped in to bed beside Ethan cuddling up next to him, within minutes Ethan was fast asleep. Angelo watched Ethan sleeping in his arms he felt a sensation wakening in his body at being happy to able to care for someone, after all it had been a long time, Angelo fell asleep with a smile on his face. Ethan woke at the sound of movement, it was dark outside as Angelo entered the bedroom with some food and water. He helped Ethan sit up and began to feed him. "How are you feeling?" Angelo asked dipping the spoon in the soup. Ethan sighed "Not as bad as this morning, I've never been this ill". "It looks like the fever has broken so it will pass soon enough" Angelo replied. Ethan looked at Angelo "What will?". "I expect it is your body reacting to the hiv virus" Angelo put the bowel on the bedside table. Ethan sobbed and put his head in his hands "You did this to me". "If I hadn't someone else would have, you saw what that place is like" Angelo said with no expression. Ethan wiped the tear from his eye "You have ruined my life". Angelo shook his head "You put yourself in the bathhouse no one else did that". Ethan sobbed "Why did you do it?". "To take your virginity and give you a gift for your birthday" Angelo replied looking at him. Ethan stopped and looked at him "Wait, how did you know it was my birthday?". Angelo laughed "Brad told me, you don't think someone like you doesn't get noticed do you?". Ethan placed his head in his hands again "Is it just a game to you ruining lives". Angelo smirked at Ethan "It's sex whatever way you look at it". "For you maybe it is, but you have just taken my future away" Ethan sobbed in his hands. Angelo looked at him "You need to go to a clinic and get tested that...." Ethan cut him off "I should go this is all wrong". "Go where?" Angelo moved closer to Ethan. "Home, this is all wrong I need to be alone" Ethan moved and sat on the edge of the bed. "I own you, your not going anywhere" Angelo's tone changed as he reached up to stroke Ethan's head. Ethan flinched and pushed him away, his actions provoked a reaction he never expected. Angelo twisted Ethan's body around with force and pushed him flat on bed, his hands held Ethan's shoulders down so he could not move. It happened so quickly Ethan screamed and thrashed about under the weight of Angelo, his ass burning in pain. Angelo gave no warning or indication he just forced his cock deep in to Ethan's ass and began hammering his body in to the mattress. Every time Ethan tried to escape and move Angelo fucked him harder. Ethan pleaded and cried for him stop but the fucking continued and rained down into his ass. His voice grew hoarse and his body to weak to fight he sobbed in to the bed sheet waiting for it to be over. Angelo was focused on the job at hand but couldn't hold back, he just found the young lad sexy and it brought him to orgasm quickly. Angelo pushed his cock in deep and locked his hips up tight against Ethan as he let out a loud grunt releasing a fresh quantity of potent seed in to his boy. Ethan cried as he felt each breeding contraction in his ass from the invading cock releasing more seed in to his body. Angelo panted heavily next to Ethan's face and kissing his neck he whispered 'Never push me away, you belong to me, never forget that I own you!'. He followed with several had thrusts to reinforce his statement to Ethan. In some far off bizarre way and through the pain of what he endured he felt a very strange desire for Angelo, but he knew he had just seen part of Angelo's aggressive side. Slowly Angelo withdrew his cock from Ethan's ass and rolled on to his back and looked at the ceiling, he didn't know what had come over him to behave like this. Yes he had been brutal with other men but never on this scale to someone so young, was he really that afraid that he had pushed the young guy to far and may have scared him off. He turned his head to look at him, Ethan laid on his stomach to exhausted to move. He daren't move, his body ached and his ass was in pain, he now only comprehended Adam's warning and should have trusted him. There was an eerie silence in the room and Ethan closed his eyes as he felt Angelo moving on the bed, he waited but nothing happened. Angelo sat on the edge of the bed looking at himself in the mirror, had he really become that much of a monster, never allowing anyone to get close and always keeping them at a distance to use and abuse when he wanted and on his terms. He saw the young guys reflection in the mirror still laying in the same position, it was the first time he had ever brought anyone back to his home since his previous partner from 5 years ago. He had caught him cheating and sat waiting for him to come home, when he did Angelo tried to fuck his partner who pushed him away saying he was not in the mood. Angelo slapped him and held his partner down before fucking him aggressively telling him that if he wanted to fuck with other men then he would treat him like the cheating whore he is. After he finished he dragged his partner by his legs naked in to the hallway outside their apartment and threw his clothes at him and locked the door. He vowed then never to let anyone get close to him for fear of rejection or deceit. But seeing the reflection of the young guy brought a sadness to him. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that to you" Angelo said watching the reflection in the mirror. Ethan turned on to his back "You hurt me, what did I ever do to you?" his voice shaking. Angelo looked at Ethan through the mirror "I'm so sorry" he said again and lowered his head. "Why would you do that to me?" a tear rolled down Ethan's face. Angelo stood up "I can't do this now, I will drive you home when you are ready" he left and closed the door. Ethan watched Angelo as he left the bedroom he saw deep sadness clearly on his face, Ethan rolled over on to his side going over what had just happened, his body still weak gave out and he fell asleep. The dreams came and went, the same dream of Angelo and him on a beach playing and walking in the surf. Ethan woke and saw the time was 3am and the house was silent the bed apart from him was empty, he needed a drink of water so he quietly got walked down the stairs towards the kitchen. He stopped at the bottom surprised to see Angelo sat in the lounge in darkness looking out in to the garden. He looked lost as he just stared out of the French windows at nothing, Ethan felt sorry for him, yes, what he did to him a few hours ago was unpleasant but his head was telling him it was not aggression against him personally. Ethan walked round the sofa and stood to the side of Angelo who quickly rubbed his eyes seeing the young guy standing there. Ethan had no idea what to do or had any experience of dealing with these things, he mustered up the courage. "Talk to me Angelo?" Ethan spoke softly. Angelo looked up at him "No, you better leave". Ethan stood there "Why did you, you owe me that much of an explanation?". "A complex of fear and emotion, you wouldn't understand" Angelo's gaze returned to the garden. Ethan kneeled down in front of him "Why won't you be open with me?". "Your just a fuck that was in the wrong place at the wrong time" Angelo spoke with sadness in his voice. Ethan touched Angelo's leg "Is that what you do, fuck and shut people out?" Angelo looked at him as he hit the nail on the head "Your very perceptive". "Do you think that people don't care for you despite what you did, I mean do?" Ethan stood up. Angelo's gaze returned to the garden "It makes things less complicated". "For you maybe, you don't even know my name do you?" Ethan looked Angelo in the eye. Angelo looked at him and shook his head "No, as I said it makes things less complicated". Ethan touched Angelo's hand "You are the only person I have had sex with or been so intimate with". "What I did upstairs was not intimate" he replied looking at Ethan's hand. Ethan looked at Angelo "I'm glad you know the difference. I can get a cab if you want me to leave now?". Angelo shrugged his shoulders "Do what you think is best for you, I won't stop you". There was an awkward silence between them for a moment, Ethan knew that he didn't want to leave as he had come to the realisation he found Angelo intriguing and somewhat crazy but liked him, but there was that nagging worry that he could turn and do it again. Ethan pulled his hand away and stood up. Angelo fixed his gaze on the young guy, seeing him standing there lit by moonlight he was undeniably attractive in many ways in his eyes. Angelo was hoping that it wasn't going to end like this, the young guy had in a short few weeks got closer to him than anyone had these past few years. Ethan stepped forward and sat on Angelo's lap looking him in the eye he kissed Angelo on the lips delicately. "At least come and lay in bed with me" Ethan spoke softly to him. Angelo nodded "Are you sure?". Ethan smiled "You told me upstairs that you owned me". Angelo stood picking Ethan up "Is that what you want, me to own you?". "I don't know, I'm so confused at the moment I can't think properly" Ethan replied. Angelo kissed him "I will lay with you until daylight then take you home". "Ethan, my name is Ethan and Ethan needs water" he told Angelo. Angelo broke a smile and carried him to the kitchen nodding towards the refrigerator, Ethan opened the door and retrieved a bottle of water. He clasped his hands around Angelo's neck as he carried him upstairs to the bedroom. Ethan was still feeling weak and exhausted and soon his heavy eyelids closed as he fell asleep. Angelo held Ethan in his arms and gently stroked his back until sleep overtook him as well. The sunlight woke Ethan who found his body enveloped by Angelo's muscled arms wrapped around him, feeling a lot better he laid there not stirring but looking out of the window and began thinking about his decision to explore sex. It had led him down a path he never suspected or wanted, yet he laid in the arms of the person who has destroyed his life and verged on raping him last night. Ethan didn't know what to make of Angelo's motives and if he was just another notch on the bed post, Angelo moved his arms pulling Ethan closer to him. Ethan laid there in bliss with the warmth of Angelo's body next to his, he had never felt so close to another man like he did right now and drifted off in to a comforting sleep. Angelo opened his eyes and glanced at the clock, it was early afternoon, Ethan was still sleeping and huddled up close against him, he gently removed his arms and slipped out of bed heading to the bathroom. Ethan stirred and realised he was alone in bed, he sat on the edge of the bed and took a sip of water. Standing up he walked over to the window looking out at how beautiful the day was and the how pretty the grounds and surrounding area looked. Ethan sensed Angelo had come back in to the bedroom. Angelo stood at the doorway from the bathroom and watched Ethan for a moment, he liked what he saw and loved the sexual naivety about him. Angelo crossed the room and stood behind him, Ethan felt the warm breath on his neck, he moved back a touch until their bodies touched. Angelo wrapped his arms around Ethan gently he did not hesitate and pushed back more to be closer as his ass rubbed against Angelo's semi hard cock. He was beginning to learn how to respond and respect the strange intoxicating power Angelo had over him now. He stroked Angelo's arm as Angelo kissed his neck, gently Angelo turned Ethan around picking him up and carried him to the bed, gently laying him down. There was no sex but what Ethan saw was a loving and tender moment, just the intimacy of them being together in each others arms kissing. At some point things turned in his head and Ethan hit the point where he did not want Angelo to let him go. Was he really falling for Angelo he thought to himself, his erratic dreams always involved Angelo at some point and they always ended with them on a beach walking in the surf. The sun was sinking lower in the sky and Ethan knew he had to get home and try to catch up on his course work, he was somewhat hesitant to bring up the subject not knowing how Angelo would react. Ethan turned to face Angelo "I have to go home Angelo". Angelo looked at him intently "I understand Ethan" he replied a little hesitantly. "Thank you for looking after me" Ethan moved and sat on the edge of the bed. Angelo moved up behind Ethan and kissed his neck "I am sorry about last night Ethan". "Why did you?" Ethan asked turning his head. Angelo stroked his head "You pushed me away, I don't like that and to many bad memories flooded back". "Oh" Ethan struggled to find his words "I should go". Angelo's hands dropped from Ethan's head "Okay" he sounded disheartened. The drive home was a pretty quiet as Ethan's emotions were in turmoil over if should see him again, but on the flip side he didn't know if Angelo would want to see him again. As the car pulled up to the driveway Ethan noticed that Angelo just stared dead ahead. "Thank you Angelo" Ethan said touching Angelo's arm. Angelo glanced at him "I am in the city on Wednesday and will be at the bathhouse at 4pm". Ethan opened the car door "Do you want me to be there?" he asked looking back. "No Ethan, you need to decide if you really want me to own you" Angelo replied. Ethan closed the car door slightly stunned and shocked at his reaction, it was as if Angelo had put his guard up again but it was in no way a demand. Ethan watched him pulling away disappearing down the tree lined road, he had already decided he would be at the bathhouse and knew that this action would mean surrendering himself to Angelo.

Dinner is served I could eat his hole all day

Part 2: Dr. Bell and the Male intern Two weeks had passed and once again I had to drive myself to see Dr. Bell. Honestly I was glad this time because I needed to be fucked again. I showed up at the medical office around 4:30 and noticed his nurse wasn't there but a rather handsome male intern, who's name was David. The bulge in his pants left me wondering if David liked my looks. Leading me down the hallway to an exam room, David took my vitals while awaiting Dr. Bell's arrival. Now, let me describe David. His eyes were baby blue which enticed me to loose myself. He was six feet, two inches, neatly trimmed brunette hair but no facial hair. Oh, and he had muscles like a Greek god. For a few minutes I actually forgot I was sick. Normally young guys do nothing for me but I was hoping David would somehow fuck me sometime in the near future. After David asked me for the third time how long I had been sick because apparently I was lost in lust I broke out of my trance and answered him, adding an apology for having missed his earlier questions. David was sweet and laughed it off, suggesting I must have had something or someone on my mind. I blushed. How right he was. About then Dr. Bell walked in and looked at my vitals, commenting I'd find this visit to be special. With that he asked me to undress. With David in the room I was a bit nervous, but both Dr. Bell and David assured me it was fine, as David was 'like Dr. Bell'. I interpreted this as meaning David was, like Dr. Bell, gay. I quickly got undressed and they did the same. My first though upon seeing David naked was fuck, he is hot, but my real focus was on his cock. While perhaps not quite as large as Dr. Bell's, it definitely wasn't small. I'd estimate it at eight inches, obviously uncut, and obviously quite thick. His cock was already leaking precum and I couldn't wait to taste it. I noticed David had a scorpion tattoo but I still had no clue what it meant. Dr Bell then asked what would I do to pleasure both of them. "Anything you desire, Dr. Bell," I immediately replied. "Well, David hasn't cum since getting his results which has been over a month ago, and I know he would like to share his load with someone who would absolutely poz-itively take it without question." I didn't catch how Dr. Bell emphasized the poz part and I said I would love to have him cum inside my ass. A big smile came across David's face and Dr. Bell led us both down the hall to another room which contained a bed in it. Dr. Bell had me get on all fours on the bed, and David sat on the bed in front of me, presenting his eight inch cock to my lips, as Dr. Bell got behind me and started working on my ass. I opened my mouth and started licking up all of David's precum. I also noticed Dr. Bell was scratching up the inside of my ass again while he fingered me. It hurt again but I didn't say anything because I wanted to worship David's beautiful cock. After several minutes of Dr. Bell fingering my ass he slowly this time worked his glorious cock in my ass. It took Dr. Bell a few minutes to work his cock all the way up my ass but once he was all the way in I relaxed and he slowly fucked my ass. I was in heaven. I took my time on David's cock and since Dr. Bell was taking his time I managed to deep throat David's cock. This went on for a while and David had me stop a few times because he was close to cumming. My own cock was making a big mess on the bed from my own precum and when Dr. Bell picked up the pace and really started fucking my ass I lost it, shooting six big wads onto the bed as simultaneously my ass tightened up around Dr. Bell's cock, causing him to blow his load in my ass. After Dr Bell finished he withdrew from my ass, gave me a light slap on my butt cheeks, advising David it was his turn to to fuck me. David and Dr. Bell switched places. David immediately rammed his cock up my ass, but as Dr. Bell had really opened me up well, David slid in easily. As I started enjoying his fucking I turned my attention to Dr. Bell's cock and I noticed there was blood on it. I gestured to the blood, and seeing it, Dr. Bell commented it was okay, that a little blood was only natural. With that I calmed down, cleaning his cock with my mouth while David enjoyed my ass. I had just gotten into cleaning Dr. Bell's cock when David let out a primal scream and unloaded what felt like a gallon of cum up my ass. Dr. Bell held my head in place to continue cleaning his cock while David came back to reality. David didn't remove his cock and he never went soft. He stayed hard and within a couple of minutes he was fucking me again. I continued cleaning Dr. Bell's cock and before long he was hard again so I started sucking his cock and worshipping his cock. David fucked me a lot longer the second time and he held off until Dr. Bell said he was going to cum. A few seconds later my mouth and ass were full of cum at the same time and I swallowed all of Dr. Bell's cum. After they both were finished Dr. Bell got up and David got on the bed and pulled me up to him. Dr. Bell said he would be right back while David and I started kissing each other very passionately. After Dr. Bell returned David and I didn't even notice until Dr. Bell cleared his throat. By the hard on he had I would say he was enjoying the show. I also noticed a needle and a couple of vials for drawing blood. Dr. Bell then sat on the edge of the bed and said he really needed to talk to me about what the tattoos meant and why I've been sick for two weeks without any improvement. What he told me changed my life what happened next shocked even me.

I learned by sucking my dad, later my married neighbor while his wife watched, and then my brother. It started when I was 14. My dad would get drunk, pass out on the couch wearing only a terry cloth shower kilt. I would sit on the floor staring at his cock and balls while he snored. Occassionally I would see his cock twitch, harden, and even drip precum. I would get brave and start touching, tickling and stroking his cock while he was passed out. I eventually got braver and braver as he never woke up. Eventually I started to lick and suck his balls and cock. One time he grabbed my head and woke up as I was on his cock. He demanded to know what I was doing. I claimed I was walking by and noticed his cock leaking and I was afraid he was going to piss on the couch. I thought that sounded better than saying I been lusting after your cock, and sucking you off for months while you were passed out. Anyway, after some yelling he said he was too drunk to walk to the bathroom and since I was going to drink his piss while he slept, I might as well drink it while he was awake. He told me to put my mouth back on his cock and he started pissing. Afraid he would think I lied about not wanting him to piss on the couch, I swallowed it all. Afterwards he started to get hard, and he grabbed my head and started moving it back and forth while I still had his cock in my mouth. Soon I started to develop a rhythm and he no longer needed to move my head back and forth on his cock. Suddenly he grabbed a hold of my head and pulled me roughly all the way to his crotch and shot his load. I just swallowed and do not really taste it that time. When he was finished he told me to get out of his sight and said you better hope I don't tell your mother about this because she would think I was a disgusting perverted pig. I started to cry until he promised he would not say another to her, and I promised to do anything for him to keep the secret. That was the beginning of my cock sucking.

as young as possible.i started sucking cock at 8 and i loved it right away.i was a natural born cocksucker.started getting fucked 2 yeas later and was taking mens loads by 12

THIS PART IS VERY BORING YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED, I will spice it up the next few. So after 10 days just like the nurse said my hole is back to normal and not deformed like it was after Mr.C pimped me out.Larry says that I have to see the camera man because I will need pictures for the building site so people can see what they are getting. I go up to the third floor and the camera man is waiting for me, he explains what he want poses he wants me to make, but first he hands me a syringe and I ask for a rope , he laughs and says this is not for slamming but for you to get a hard dick. When he shows me it then hits me as that is what Mr.C did before he fuck me the last time and his dick was hard for hours.I take the syringe and inject into the base of my dick and with in a few minutes my dick is like a rock hard sticking out ( I found out later it’s caverject ) he tells me this will last a few hours so we have to get to work as clients get off from seeing boys whit hard dicks. After he is finished he shows me the pictures and it’s WOW as I don’t recognize my self and the pictures of my ass and the hole with my finger in my mouth bending over are fucking hot. Later Larry shows my profile that will be posted with the pictures . Rates XXX Age Jail bate and that is very true Size 8 X 6 Hight 5 feet 6 Weight 110 LBS. Ethnicity Latin Services Escorting Preferences Anal,Nipples, Rimming , Oral ,Cum ,PNP ,WS , Body Hair None Body Build Skinny Safe/BB Anything goes Position Versatile/bottom Style Twink Orientation Gay Available by appointment only I will be working 3 days a week and during school and the summer I can travel I keep looking at the pictures and say to my self can I see this one now as I still don’t believe it’s me in the pictures. The next day I get a 2 hour session and it’s just fuck and suck as most sessions are. I will be working Friday , Saturday & Sunday and my first week I make $4,000 after Larry takes his cut. The rest of the week I in school and doing great with no financial problems and I’m wearing the hottest clothes. I hear about how are worried about how they will pay for school when they graduate , well if I keep this up I won’t have that problem. There is this boy that I see and like me he also skipped grades when in elementary school , he likes to spend time in the library like me as reading books is a passion of mine as most today are reading on I Pads. I can see every now and then he is eye balling me and gives a quick smile , I do the same . This goes on for a month before he comes over to me and we start talking and he ask me if I’m Gay. I take him by the hand and we go to a very quite are where no one goes but to make out. I start to give him a kiss and work my way down his body working over his nipples and his raging hard dick and give him a fanatic blow job that takes a minute for him to explode in my mouth , I get back up with his load in my mouth and kiss him and transfer his load back to his mouth as we kiss. Later he tells me no one has ever done that to him and would like to see me. He lives in a dorm so that is a big problem so I tell I have my own place and I know where there a few parties he can be my guest at, as Tommy leaves he gives me his number .

Part 5 - The Talk Once again, Mark was jolted awake by his phone. He got up and went into the bathroom and took a long piss. He washed his hands and face, trying to wake up. He grabbed the hookup phone and put it on the charger. He checked the time and it was 3:20. Time to leave. At the last second, Mark grabbed a packet of lube and put it in his jeans pocket. He was planning on taking Joey and his roommate out for a pizza and then hit a few bars after Joey and he had 'taken care of business'. Hopefully he could find someone for a bathroom fuck at one of the bars - he loved fucking straight guys in bars but he hadn’t done it since he got pozzed. Driving over to the apartment he had a knot in his stomach. He had rarely had serious discussions with his brother. He had always looked out for him and given him advice, but this was different. Hopefully it would go okay. He parked and walked up to the building he was in just an hour or so ago. Shaking his head he thought 'Sometimes life is really strange'. Walking up the staircase he found the apartment on the third floor and knocked. He heard someone coming closer and the door then was unlocked. The shock was immediate and the knot in his stomach got much bigger. It was the guy he fucked earlier. Both looked at each other in disbelief. Mark raised his finger to his mouth, telling the guy to stay quiet and got a nod from the guy's stunned face. “Hi I’m Joey’s brother Mark. Is he back from classes yet?” Mark stated, trying to be as calm as possible. “Oh… uh.. hi. Yeah, he’s just changing clothes right now. Come on in.” Mark went in to the apartment and glanced around. It reminded him of Joey’s room in high school but bigger and even messier. The smell of pot hung in the air and on the table in front of the couch were a couple pipes and a small bong. “Have a seat wherever. I’m Kyle, Joe’s roommate.” Mark put out his hand and shook Kyle’s hand like any straight guy would. Kyle still looked stunned and pale. Mark made a mental note to himself 'It’s no longer your kid brother Joey, he’s now Joe'. “Do you want a beer?” asked Kyle as he walked to the kitchen. “Sure, thanks” Mark said as he sat down. He heard the toilet flush and the sink run a bit and out came his brother into the living room. Mark got up and met his brother and hugged him, exclaiming "Damn, it's good to see you again, Joe.” The hug lasted longer than Joe expected and Mark’s firm grip on his brothers back surprised him. Mark had never been that affectionate before. “Good to see you, man," Joe answered as Mark finally stepped back and looked his brother over and smiled. Joe was about the same height as his roommate, maybe a bit taller and more muscular. He had his hair in a short wide mohawk and had a chinstrap beard. His ears were both pierced and plugged. The t-shirt he had on was form fitting and showed his body off. The jeans he had were ripped and he was barefoot. Yeah, he was no longer a kid and is becoming his own person, thought Mark. Joe was also checking his brother. “Nice ink, Dude. Does mom know?” Joe asked. Kyle passed out the beers and they all sat down - Kyle and Joe on the couch, Mark in the chair facing them. Kyle started to pack a bowl which caused Mark to chuckle. “So Mom and Dad are pissed at me, huh?” Joe started saying. Mark laughed but knew that Joe’s statement was pretty close to the truth. “Not pissed, just worried. Do you want to talk alone or….” “Nah, Kyle’s cool and knows everything anyway” Joe replied before Mark could finish his sentence. Mark took a breath and said “So, just between the three of us, what the fuck is going on?” At that point Kyle flicked the lighter and took a big hit and passed the pipe to Joe. Joe did the same and after he exhaled the pot smoke into the air looked at Mark. “Well, I got thrown off the team for failing a drug test.” “I didn’t think they threw you off for pot. Hell, most of the guys I knew on the teams were big pot smokers when I was here. Its not really a performance enhancing drug,” Mark commented, laughing at the last part and reaching for the pipe and lighter. Mark took a hit from the bowl and finished it off, enjoying the hit as he felt it spread through his body. Putting the pipe down, he looked at Joe waiting for the rest of the truth. The pause was uncomfortable and Mark added “So what’s the part you’re not telling? I’m not gonna yell at you, I just want to know and help if I can.” Mark looked at Joe, then Kyle and back to Joe. The silence was broken by Kyle, which surprised Mark. “Tell him Joe, tell him everything. I think he’ll be cool with it.” Mark looked at Kyle and nodded, seeing a different side of the guy he had fucked earlier. Joe started to protest and Kyle looked at him sternly and said “Tell HIM”. Joe glared at Kyle with a very pissed off look. After a few moments, Joe started “oh, fuck. Here it goes. Well, I was caught fucking a couple of the other guys on the team. Uh, more than once. And it wasn’t pot that I tested positive for, it was a bunch of other drugs.” There was a pause, but before Mark could say anything, Joe continued announcing “Yeah, I’m gay. Happy? Is that what you wanted to know? Surprised? Your supposedly straight jock little brother is a fag? Yeah, I like cock. I like ass. I like getting fucked and fucking guys. I like a whole lot of shit you probably would freak out about. And before you ask, yes. Kyle is my boyfriend." After he vented, Joe just broke down and started crying as Kyle held him close. Mark let Joe get it all out. He was sick that he had just caused his brother so much pain yet strangely turned on by finding out his brother was gay too. He always had thought his brother was sexy. What were the chances that both kids from uber-straight, homophobic parents would be gay. Mark needed to let Joe know it was okay and he might as well out himself since Kyle would do it sooner or later. “Joey… uh, Joe. It's okay. Gay, straight, trans… I don’t care. You are what you are and I’ll love you just the same.” Joe looked up and wiped the tears from his face “I’m sorry if I let you down, Mark.” With that comment, Mark almost got angry. “Let me down? Don’t let me ever hear you say something like that again. Being gay is not something to be ashamed of. Its a part of who you are just like being blonde or hairy or hung. Be proud. Enjoy the sex, the friendships that you make and meeting other gay people. We have enough of a problem being persecuted by homophobic assholes that we need to stick together and support each other.” Joe looked at Mark confused. 'Did he just say we’? Joe asked himself, only to decide to voice the question: “We?” Mark smiled back at Joe “Yeah, WE. Your big brother is a homo too. Capisce? Happy?” The three of them laughed at the last word. Joe responded “Fuck yeah, I’m happy! I’ve been dreading this day for almost 10 years. I never would have thought that it would work out this good.” “Well, don’t count on mom and dad taking it as well. It may just kill them if they find out both of their kids are queer” Mark said and they all laughed. Kyle got up and grabbed a six pack out of the fridge and handed a beer to each of them. Mark toasted Joe and Kyle “To being gay” and they clinked the bottles and took a big swig. For the next couple hours they drank and smoked, revealed some of their exploits and the times they were sure they were caught by each other or their parents. Joe and Mark hadn’t been this close or opened up to each other since they were in grade school. Mark ordered a pizza as the munchies took hold and when the delivery guy showed up they laughed since all three of them had fucked the guy. As the clock tipped past 10:00 PM they ran out of beer. Mark broke the news and said “Well, I was hoping we would go out to a bar tonight and relax after our ‘meeting.’ You guys interested? And thank god we don’t have to go to a straight bar.” “Fuck yeah!” Joe and Kyle answered in unison. Joe and Kyle changed their clothes and Joe said “I know a great place to go. Its only a few blocks from here.” “Great," Mark replied, adding "But I need to piss first,” as he walked to the bathroom. He left the door open and as he finished up and turned around he saw both guys at the doorway watching. “Too bad we couldn’t see the good stuff” said Joe. The guys walked over to the club and were joking and laughing the whole way. They stood in line for a bit and when they made it to the door, the bouncer asked “Who’s your daddy, Joe?” Mark laughed and then looked at the bouncer a bit closer and chuckled saying “Don’t take shit from Tony, Joe. He’s just a big teddy bear." The bouncer, who stood 6 foot 4 inches of solid muscle, stood up and stared down at Mark. A grin immediately followed as he exclaimed “Holy Fuck! Mark! It's great to see you bud. God I miss that cock”. Tony gave Mark a big bear hug and picked him up. The rest of the people in line had prepared for a fight and were relieved to see it was just old friends. Many were laughing about Tony wanting Mark’s cock. "It must be good" said one guy. Tony finally let Mark down and stamped all three of their hands, not collecting the cover charge. “I’ll see you in a bit Mark, when I get a break” said Tony as the three guys went into the club. The music was thumping and the floor was filled with guys dancing. Most were shirtless and some were almost naked with just a jockstrap or thong. Along one side was a large bar with some tables scattered around. They filtered through the crowd and it was obvious that Joe and Kyle knew a lot of the crowd - there were a few hugs and several asses slapped. They found a table that was empty and Mark headed to the bar. There were three bartenders working and he really liked their uniforms - a black jockstrap and a pair of Chucks. It displayed their sweaty bodies nicely and gave him something to lust over while he waited. Mark noticed that each of the bartenders had dollar bills stuck through the top strap, so he wasn’t sure if that was where they stored tips or if they danced too. He didn’t have to wait too long and one of the bartenders came over and yelled “whatcha need?” Mark gazed at the guy a bit too long, taking in his tight Latino body, six pack, smooth caramel skin with several prominent tattoos and a nipple ring. He had a bit of hair on his pecs and a thicker trail down to a sizable bulge in his jockstrap. There were glow sticks wrapped around his biceps showing off the muscle. His gaze was interrupted as the bartender yelled again “WHATCHA WANT?” Embarrassed, Mark yelled back “Three shots of Patron and three PBRs.” The bartender smiled, and gave him a wink and took off to get the drinks. Mark stared at his hot ass, perfectly framed by the jock’s leg straps, as he walked away and Mark felt his cock twitch. Soon the bartender was back with the drinks on a tray - three rocks glasses with a generous shot of tequila, three limes, a salt shaker and three tall cans of Pabst. The bartender yelled out “Thirty bucks, and I need the tray back right away.” Mark peeled off a 20 and two 10s handing 30 to the bartender and then reached over and stuffed the other 10 into the pouch of his jockstrap. Grabbing the tray, he carefully headed back to the table, dropping off the drinks. Mark never cared for the tequila ritual of salt and lime, so he just grabbed the glass as Joe and Kyle licked and salted their hand. “Salut” yelled Mark and they each downed their shots. Mark collected the glasses, salt shaker and spent limes and took them back to the bar and motioned to his sexy latin bartender that he had returned the tray and glasses. The bartender blew him a kiss and Mark blew one back and went back to the table. The table always seemed to have someone stopping by to say hi and he was introduced to many guys: Tim and Brandon, CJ and Nick and Stephanie and… ugh, he would never remember them all which was okay since he would likely never see them again. Joe and Kyle asked “How about we dance?” Mark, however, replied “You can. I’ll hold down the table,” and with that Joe and Kyle were off to the dance area. Mark watched them for a while, nursing his beer and enjoying the sight of his little brother dirty dancing with his boyfriend. At one point he saw Joe slide his hand down the back of Kyle's pants and Mark laughed, wondering if his load was still inside. Suddenly Mark felt a hand on his shoulder and two beers plopped down in front of him. It was Tony. “How the fuck are you?” was Tony’s greeting. “Doing great. Just back visiting for the weekend and checking up on Joey.” Mark and Tony chatted a bit and caught up. At one point Mark mentioned that he had a hotel for the weekend and maybe Tony could stop by before he left and sample his cock one more time. Tony looked down and then moved his head next to Mark’s ear and quietly stated “I’d love to play with you, but we gotta do it covered this time. I’m poz.” Mark turned his head and grinned at Tony and privately told him “No, we don't have to cover up. I'm also poz, but keep it quiet. I don’t want Joe to know yet.” Tony immediately had his smile back and they both hugged. Tony leaned in and told Mark “I haven’t said anything to Joe about you being gay. Does he know?” “Oh yeah, he does now. It has been an interesting day.” Mark made sure that he had Tony’s current number in his phone and Tony headed back to work just as Kyle walked up dripping with sweat and his t-shirt tucked into his jeans. Mark thought 'Damn he looks so fuckable right now' and almost wanted to bend him over and breed him again. Kyle took a swig of his beer and said “Joe is talking to a bud trying to score more weed. He’ll be back in a few.” “Cool” Mark replied and added “I’m gonna take a leak. Gotta recycle this beer.” Kyle said to Mark “Why don’t you wait 'til Joe gets back. I hate standing here alone, I feel like a loser.” Mark laughed and said “Sorry, nature calls and I can’t hold it much longer. You’ll be fine.” Mark headed over to the restroom and walked in. He was amazed at how big it was. How things change in a few years. He guessed gay clubs in college towns are no longer the dives they kept hidden like when he went to school. There were plenty of urinals, several stalls, a bunch of sinks and there seemed to be two connected rooms. He saw one stall with its door open and a guy fucking another just like he was in the airport the day before. He spotted an open urinal near the end and hurried over to it, whipping out his cock and pissed like crazy. Over his shoulder he heard a bunch of guys yelling and cheering. Once he finished pissing, he stuffed his cock back in his pants, quickly rinsed off his hands, and stepped into the other room to confirm what he suspected was going on. There was a group of about a dozen guys circled tightly around a guy who was bent over getting spit roasted. Mark moved in closer and watched the guy to his right drill the bottom slut. The guys to the sides were all stroking their cocks, some blowing their loads on the slut’s back. Mark pulled his cock out and started to stroke. The guy to his left let out a “Holy fuck, this dude’s pierced.” Mark blushed as everyone looked over to see his hard cock and 0 gauge PA. The guy to Mark’s left reached over and stroked Mark’s cock, gripping it tightly, and Mark reached over and stroked the guy's cock. The guy to his right grunted, bending over the slut, slamming his cock balls-deep as he came. The guy pulled out, his cum clearly oozing out of the slut’s hole. The guy to Mark’s left nudged him over and said “I want to see you fuck this cumdump.” A few of the other men nodded, as each stroke himself. Mark moved over and rubbed some of the cum on to the head of his cock and rested the ring on the slut's hole. Pushing in, the sluts well lubed and stretched hole swallowed up his thick cock. Once he was all the way in, he started fucking for all he was worth, totally enjoying the slut's hole. The guy to his left leaned over and kissed him while pinching his nipple. His thrusts got harder and harder the more his nips were played with. He felt his balls start to tighten and then the guy twisted his nip hard. That was all it took and Mark started to flood the slut with his venom. One spurt became five, then six, then seven. The guy to his left broke the kiss and stopped the nipple play and Mark pulled his cock out of the slut. Looking down at the slut’s ass he saw some cum drip out and a birthmark on the slut's right cheek. “Oh fuck,” he muttered. Mark stuffed his cum covered cock back into his jockstrap and zipped up. He washed his hands again as his heart was racing. He headed back to the table and found Kyle there. Kyle said “You ok man? You look like you saw a ghost.” Mark said “I’m fine. I just caught my cock on my zipper.” Kyle had gotten a round of beers and Mark took a big swig. The awkward silence was broken when Mark whispered in Kyle’s ear “Let’s keep our hookup this afternoon just between the two of us for now. Okay?” Kyle quietly replied "Absolutely. Joe knows I got bred this afternoon, but I didn’t tell him it was you.” “Thanks” Mark replied as he absorbed the ramifications. About that time Joe walked up and smiled, patting his bulging pocket. “Scored some good stuff.” They finished their beers and Joe said it had been a long hard week he was beat. It was almost closing time anyway, so how about they meet tomorrow about noon. Mark agreed and they headed out of the club where Mark slapped Tony’s ass and gave him a big hug. The guys walked back to the apartment. They hugged goodbye at the building door and Mark went to his car still kind of buzzed. 'Good thing the hotel isn’t far' he thought. He pulled in to the space right by his hotel room and went inside. Stripping his clothes off, he went into the shower and rinsed off. Leaning against the wall he let the hot water run all over his body. Finally he turned the water off and dried his body off and fell into the bed. Muttering 'shit' to himself, he rolled over and soon was sound asleep.

A lot happened over the next few months. Simon texted me a few times, but I didn't want to see him, I just wanted to put the whole thing behind me and forget it had ever happened. I went back to my boyfriend, and everything pretty much returned to normal. Then I started noticing that when Simon would get home, he wouldn't always be alone. I'd hear his hip-hop music pumping as he drove onto our street, then I'd hear him walk past my window, but with the click-click-click of some girl he'd picked up at the clubs walking next to him. Sometimes they'd be talking, and it seemed like I never heard the same girl twice, it was always someone different. Then they'd go back to his place and do who-knows-what. At first it didn't bother me, he had his life and I had mine. But then I started thinking back to the way he had nibbled my ear and kissed my neck when we were cuddling, and how his chest felt pressed up against my back…. And the thought of someone else getting to feel that instead of me -- a lot of 'someone else's -- made me feel cheap, like it hadn't meant anything to him. And then it made me feel angry, that they all got to feel that and I didn't. And then I realized I wanted to see him again. So I went crawling back to him, just like he'd said I would, and I think he liked that even more than if I'd given in right away. For the next few months, he had me over whenever he couldn't find any 'bitches' to fuck. And he loved to humiliate me: one time he made me wear panties while we were cuddling, the next time he fucked me late at night outside on the balcony. Another time he made me talk to my boyfriend while he was deep inside me, and the next time he wrote "SLUT" on my forehead in marker before he'd let me go home. He always let his roommate fuck me afterwards, just like the first time, and he never let me see the roommate, so I still didn't know what he looked like. He was always thinking of some way to make me feel like worthless trash, but he could be so sweet and tender when he felt like it, that I just kept going back. Meanwhile, I caught my boyfriend cheating on me, and I stopped talking to him for a while. Well, Simon didn't like that at all, and after he gave me a piece of his mind a few times, I got back together with my boyfriend. I don't know if he liked the thought of my boyfriend sleeping around behind my back, or if he just liked fucking a cheater (me), but whatever the reason, Simon fucked me extra hard when I told him I'd gotten back together with my boyfriend. And lastly, this high school boy and his family had moved in across the street, and I sometimes saw him and his brothers playing on the sidewalk with their bikes and their skateboards or whatever. The boy was beefy and Latin, and good-looking I guess, but I never really paid him much attention…until I noticed Simon chatting with him every once in a while. They would goof around and laugh, and pretty soon I started hating that boy. Why didn't Simon ever goof around with me? Why was he always trying to humiliate me? I tried to ignore them. Anyway, it was a Friday night, and Simon was hungrily eating my hole, making me tell him about my latest date with my boyfriend. I hated talking about private time with my boyfriend when I was with Simon, I always felt like Simon was laughing at him for being such a blind fool. But every time I stopped talking, I got a hard slap on the ass, so I kept going. When I got to the part where my boyfriend had fucked me and had cum inside my ass, Simon moaned approvingly as he ate me out. Then he moved up and started lining his hard cock up with my hole, like he'd done so many times before. Having prepared for this, I said, "Hold on one sec, I have some --" and I reached down into my jeans and pulled out a couple condoms I'd brought with me. Simon had fucked me about six or seven times now, and he'd never used a rubber, and he'd never pulled out. I'd been too afraid to say anything before, but now I thought maybe he cared enough about me and my health (and my boyfriend's) to wrap it up. He knew I wanted his cock, but he really did hook up with a lot of other people, and I didn't want to catch anything or give anything to my boyfriend. "Can you -- can you wear one of these this time?" I asked him. "The fuck is that?" Simon asked. He was not happy. "They're…condoms. We've hooked up a few times, and I just thought…we should be safe, you know?" The room was dark, but from the pale light coming in through the blinds, I could tell he was staring at me, unamused. I saw something dark and a little scary flash behind his eyes, then he said, "Open it." So I opened one of the wrappers and took out a condom, not sure why he was looking at me like that. "Unroll it." "But, it has to go on your --" I started to say, but he raised his hand and lifted it back, so I stopped talking and quickly unrolled the rubber like he said. "Now throw that shit on the floor," he said, and I realized he wasn't going to put it on. I threw it down, then he made me do the same with the other one, then the wrappers. "We're not gonna have this conversation again, are we?" he said, looking into my eyes menacingly. I shook my head, and after a second, his expression softened, just a little. "Now turn around," he ordered, "face down, ass up." I did what he said, and he gave me a brutal fucking that night, pulling all the way out and slamming all the way back in, making it hurt more than usual. I realized he was probably looking at his bare white cock every time he pulled out, and plunging it all the way back into my submissive hole just to prove a point. Finally, after what felt like forever, he said, "I'm gonna bust my fuckin' nut inside your cheatin' ass, just like your boyfriend does." And he did, just like all the other times he'd fucked me. After he came down, he pulled me up against him and cuddled tenderly with me, as if our conversation and that brutal hate-fuck had never happened. As he was gently kissing my neck, he quietly remarked "I need your help, baby doll." My heart fluttered. He needed me for something?? Well that feeling got crushed immediately when he continued, "There's this kid across the street I wanna get my dick inside, and you're gonna help me." "Me?" I asked, "What do you need me for?" I could feel my blood start to boil, as I thought of Simon laughing and talking to that new kid like they were buddies. I hoped that wasn't who he was talking about. "This Mexican boy Jaime just moved in across the street," he started explaining, and I felt something in between heartbreak, anger, and jealousy, as I knew it was the same kid. Why wasn't I enough for him? Then I realized how stupid that thought was, when I was the one stepping out on my boyfriend. "He turns 18 in a few days, and I wanna be the first one in there, cuz that shit ain't goin' stay cherry for long, nahmean?" If I was understanding him correctly, Simon wanted to take this kid's virginity before anyone else did, but god he was young! And so innocent. He still played on his little trick bicycle and scooters with his little brothers. Had I looked that innocent when I was 18? Then I remembered one of the first guys I'd hooked up with had been twice my age, so maybe 18 wasn't such an innocent age after all…. "So what do I do?" I asked, still not understanding what any of this had to do with me, and not really wanting to be a part of it, either. "I just need you to be there for…moral support," he said, "to make him feel comfortable 'n' shit." This still didn't make sense to me, but as he nibbled my ear and slid his hand down to my cock and balls, I agreed to help him. He needed me, and that was enough. A week later, I was back at Simon's place working on his cock while he was texting with the kid, who was trying to get away from his family and come over. I just wanted it to be the two of us, without that stupid kid ruining everything. But it's what Simon wanted, and he knew I couldn't say no to him. So I stayed on his fat cock, trying not to think about how many people he'd fucked with it since I'd seen him last. "Oh snap," he said, "kid's comin' over. Can't wait to get this hard cock in that phat virgin ass!" As he said this, he pushed my head all the way down on his cock and made me gag for an extra long time, slapping my hands away when I tried to come up for air. Finally he let me go. After I had caught my breath a little and wiped the slobber off my face, he took me delicately by the chin and pulled me right up to his face, so close I thought he was going to kiss me. "I'm so glad you're here, baby doll," he said to me so quietly, "I couldn't do this without you." And I think at that point I would have done anything this man had asked. "Now get back on my fucking dick," he said, and pushed his cock back down my throat for a few jabs, before extracting himself from my hold, getting to his feet, pulling on a pair of shorts on and leaving me alone in the bedroom. Why was he always messing with me like this? Did he like me, or was I just a fuck to him? And why did I keep coming over?? When he came back into the room with Jaime, he was grinning from ear to ear, obviously pleased with his latest catch. Jaime looked happy, too, but nervous. I watched as Simon took off Jaime's clothes, and saw that Jaime was already hard. Simon had him lie down on the bed on his back. "Have you ever gotten your dick sucked and your ass licked at the same time?" he asked Jaime. Jaime shook his head. "Well you're about to," Simon said, as he lifted up Jaime's legs and dove in. I took that as my cue to work on this kid's cock, so I did, even though I knew nothing about him and technically hadn't even spoken to him yet. What was I doing? Well, Jaime loved the attention, and I started warming up to the whole idea, too. He seemed like a nice-enough kid, and in a way I guess it was hot to work with Simon to make him feel good. I started rubbing his body and playing with his balls, and he liked that, too. Then Simon started working a finger inside his hole, and after Jaime relaxed onto that, a couple more, asking "Are you ready to get fucked, Jaime?" "I think so," Jaime answered, so Simon spat on his cock a few times and lined it up with his hole. "I'm just gonna go in a lil' bit so you can get used to it, alright?" Jaime seemed okay with that, and nodded. So I leaned directly over where Simon's hard white cock was rubbing against Jaime's virgin brown skin, looking so evil and menacing. I could stop all this right now, save this kid's innocence, keep him from the life of cheating, lying, humiliation, taking loads from complete strangers, and worrying about the consequences that I'd found myself in since I'd met Simon, but then I got another flash of all the times the two of them had been joking around easily, right outside my fucking window, rubbing in my face how happy they were together, and how much more Simon liked Jaime than he liked me. And that's when I decided this kid deserved what was coming to him. If he was going to get the fun, easygoing Simon in public, he was going to get the sick, twisted Simon in the bedroom, too. So I spat a few more times on Simon's cock, and watched with dark satisfaction as it sank, inch by inch, into this kid's dumb, unprotected hole. To his credit, Jaime took Simon's thick cock like a champ, eyes closed in concentration. Then, when it was about halfway inside, Jaime opened his eyes and said, "Oh wait, are you wearing a rubber right now?" I surprised even myself by saying, "Don't worry, he's only like this much inside you," holding my fingers barely an inch apart. "He's just letting you get used to him." "Oh really?" Jaime asked, obviously in some pain. "It feels like he's all the way in already." "Just relax," I said, rubbing his hairless boy-chest, "this is your first time, so you have to let him loosen you up. Do you want me to suck your cock again?" He nodded, so I went back down to his cock, and I saw Simon give me a big grin, like he was so proud of me. A nd that's when I knew I was doing the right thing. When Simon finally got all the way inside Jaime's ass, he started to slowly pull out and push back in, as I slowly worked on Jaime's cock, not wanting him to cum yet. Simon was getting into a rhythm, and as I looked up at him, I could see the satisfaction on his face. Then Jaime asked, "Okay, can you put a rubber on now?" But Simon didn't say anything, he just kept fucking him slowly. It was weird to be watching Simon do the same thing to this kid that he'd done to me the first time he'd fucked me. Jaime didn't know what to do, so after a few seconds, he looked over to me for help. But instead of helping him, I said, "Don't worry, Simon's always really careful, he almost never hooks up and he always plays safe except with people he trusts. I have a boyfriend but I still let him fuck me because he's always safe. Wait, you're clean, right?" The kid nodded with wide eyes. "Okay good," I said, "then he can trust you, too. You don't have anything to worry about, just relax and enjoy him inside you. Is he starting to feel good yet?" He nodded again. "Awesome, you're doing so great," and he smiled at me. God, this kid was dumb and deserved whatever he got. I went back to playing with his hard cock and balls to distract him, while I watched Simon looking like a stud, pounding his thick meat into this formerly innocent high school boy, taking this prize he'd had his eye on for months. After Jaime was opened up and stopped asking about rubbers, Simon really started fucking him with gusto: on his back, on his side, on his hands and knees, on his stomach, and then on his back again. "You're doin' so great, kid," Simon said with a big smile, obviously happy to be the one corrupting this teenager, continuing by commenting "You're almost done." With that, he started really pounding Jaime, making him feel it, and sending shockwaves through the kid's beef that were hot to watch. Jaime took it like a pro, and I was amazed his cock stayed hard through it all -- Simon really was being rough with the kid, but I liked seeing him in discomfort under Simon's onslaught. Then Simon started moaning, and I knew he was about to cum. I half expected Jaime to beg him to pull out or something, but I guess my lies to him earlier about Simon being 'careful' and 'safe' had done the trick, because he just watched Simon get closer and closer as he fucked him, and didn't say anything. Simon gave a few last, brutal thrusts, and moaned loudly as he shot his cum of unknown status deep inside this dumb teen's unprotected hole. I could tell Simon was very pleased with himself, because his mouth was open in a big smile as he looked up at the ceiling and slid his cock in and out a few more times. He slowly pulled out, then crashed on the bed between me and Jaime. "Fuck, kid, you were great," Simon said, which made Jaime smile, too. "Definitely worth the wait. And that was your first time getting fucked?" Jaime nodded. "Fuck, that's hot, son." After catching his breath for a few seconds, Simon looked down at Jaime's cock and said, "Looks like you're still hard. You ready for the other part of the deal?" Jaime nodded with a big smile. Well it sounded like Simon was going to get Jaime off, or maybe let Jaime cum on his chest or something. That sounded alright, but it looked like my part in this entire twisted thing was over. Then Simon was on top of me in a flash, grabbing me and pulling me down onto the bed. He'd done this to me enough times for me to realize I was wrong again, and that the other part of the 'deal' was the kid fucking me now, whether I wanted it or not. And incidentally, I didn't. Simon never lined up guys for me to fuck after he'd fucked me, actually he always did the exact opposite, and let his roommate fuck me, too. And he and Jaime had had this 'deal' the whole time, and hadn't told me? Is that how he'd gotten Jaime to come over? And was that the only reason he'd said he 'needed' me to come over tonight? I felt totally used and stupid, once again. As Simon held me down, Jaime climbed on top of me and lined his cock up with my hole. Simon spat a few times, probably showing Jaime how to lube up before fucking an ass, and then Jaime was eagerly shoving his hard teenage cock into me, never once asking if I wanted it or if I was ready. I couldn't believe I had kept this entire night from derailing when I'd convinced Jaime to take Simon's cock without worrying. I could have stopped this whole thing back then, and then I wouldn't be getting split in half by this horny teen who just wanted to get off and didn't care if it hurt. Maybe that's why Simon had given me that satisfied look back then, because he knew I was making sure I'd get fucked by yet another stranger, I just didn't know it at the time. And because of my stupid talk to Jaime about not needing condoms, here he was sticking it in me bareback. After a few tries, with Simon holding me down as I screamed into the pillow, Jaime got his young, hard prick all the way inside me, and immediately started pounding me as hard as he could. You'd think someone who'd just taken a cock up his ass would have a little more sympathy and patience, but Jaime fucked like he was just trying to get to the finish line as fast as possible. He pounded me mercilessly for a few minutes, then just as I was starting to loosen up, he moaned, slammed all the way into me, and started shaking all over. "That's right kid, give him your teenage cum," Simon encouraged him. "You didn't even ask if you could bust your nut inside him, so fuckin' hot." Jaime rolled off me once he'd finished shooting all of his load inside me, then Simon got off me, too. "Did you like that?" Simon asked, but I knew he wasn't talking to me. "Haha yeah, a lot," Jaime said, out of breath, "that felt so good." "Good. So are you gonna keep lettin' me tap that ass?" Simon asked. Jaime thought for a second, then he said, "Okay, but do I get to keep fucking him too?" Before I could say anything, Simon answered, "You know it, anytime you want, just keep lettin' me get at that hot ass of yours. I'll text you his number." "Haha, deal," Jaime said, the stupid twerp. I looked up at Simon to protest this arrangement -- the neighbor kid fucking me so Simon could keep fucking him -- but Simon gave me a warning look, so I stayed quiet. Is this how it was going to be? Simon pimping me out to more and more guys because he knows I can't say no to him? I could never predict what he was going to do. Why did he like it so much when other guys fucked me? I didn't understand him at all. Simon sent Jaime back to his family, full of his cum, and once again cuddled up next to me in bed. At least this was one thing he did with me that he didn't do with Jaime. "You were fuckin' perfect, baby doll," he whispered into my ear as he kissed my neck again. "The way you got him to take my raw cock was incredible. And you heard how happy he was after you let him fuck you? I told you I needed you here, baby, I need you. We make a great team, don't we?" Simon was messing with my head big-time. He was getting me to do all these sinful things, and to take huge risks that I never would have taken just a few months ago. Part of me just wanted my simple old life back, back when it was just me and my boyfriend, before I'd even met Simon, but I think I was falling for Simon more and more, because instead of telling him all the things I was upset about, all I said was, "Mm-hm." And all I was thinking about was that he needed me, and that we were a team. And if all I had to do to make him happy was to let a few guys fuck me every once in a while, I guess I could do that….

In March I attended Fickstutenmarkt. This is basically a well organised orgy. Where bottoms arrive first, stripped, wear hoods on their heads and have their hands tied. Then after a while the tops are let inside to pick and choose who they want to fuck, the bottoms have no say in the matter, and if they refuse anyone they have to leave. Bottoms have a choice when entering if they'd like a red hood or white. Red means you are a bareback bottom, and white means safe sex. I looked around before I was hooded and out fo the 60 or so bottoms, I could only spot 4 red hoods, I chose a red hood. I was bred by multiple guys, fucked so bad that I had to cancel any sex plans for the next day. It was one of my favourite experiences and certainly the slutiest. Other than that, drinking piss, letting a guy piss inside me are up their. As well as doing meth