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  2. tomzefis
    well, i dont know where you live, but if you are into piss I would suggest you to go to any Piss party in Berlin, instead of flying to California. WNH it is ok , but it is not as kinky as the piss parties in Europe.
  3. tomzefis
    and im sorry you mean Rathaus Neukolln station?
  4. tomzefis
    thank you! do you think I can put like a cup there and collect piss like that without being catched? thank you again
  5. tomzefis
    yes, Im into piss, but to be honest I did not do a lot of piss the last 6 months... but its good to know that. Im very picky with piss, I really only like / drink piss that taste like water/beer. but like I said I have not being doing lately the last 3 days, im feeling "sick" again.... I really need to find a new doctor...and yes, a gay doctor ps: wow ....I cant believe that drugs from piss could have an interaction with my medication!!! thats crazy!!! well, looks like Im taking lots of riskys
  6. tomzefis
    Yes, I take the meds, every day, since I was diagnosed in 2016. I believe in 7 years I probably missed like 7 doses, like 1 dose a year probably. Sometimes I take at 7:30pm...sometimes at 10:00pm....but Im gonna try to take it the same time, everyday ( maybe at lunch time ) When I said "downplaying" HIV what I meant is that ---sometimes I think that --- I should be thinking like this : " I have to stop have unprotected sex otherwise I will get reinfected with another type of HIV Virus, and Im gonna be screwed..........if I don't change my lifestyle, Im screwed" Also my doctor told me pretty much that, regardless what I do, eventually my meds gonna stop working and Im gonna have to change to new meds...( and I dont know why, I dont believe this. I think my meds can work like, forever, if I take it everyday, etc.....also I dont believe I can be reinfected(?)....lot of people say thats almost impossible coz the meds already come with PREP(?) so how could you get reinfected if you the Meds you are taking comes with "prep''?
  7. tomzefis
    what are some of the reasons people are saying no to doxypep?
  8. tomzefis
    I'm happy to have this space where we can discuss these topics that perhaps the rest of society doesn't understand well. I recently had a BLIP on my viral load and I was also diagnosed with Syphilis at the same time ( and for the first time ) 😑 My doctor is a woman, she seems to be a liberal person, at least that's what I thought... What scared me most at my last appointment was that she told me several times that this BLIP is the result of me not taking the medication correctly. She also said that it is entirely possible for me to be reinfected with a virus that is resistant to my medicines and that this will harm my treatment (and from what I have studied, it is practically impossible to have a reinfection, especially if I take the medicines every day). The whole time the doctor insisted on how my long-term treatment is going to fail and that my virus gonna be resistant to the medications. and that if I don't stop having unprotected sex, I will have a very serious problem She made me very scared about even syphilis, she told me that I could get other types of syphilis whose antibiotics don't work well Anyway, I'm not saying that having HIV is something simple....although I sometimes "forget" that I have this disease, but going to this medical appointment traumatized me because it seems like the doctor wanted to shock me all the time, leave me with fear I live in Berlin and gays here live their sexuality at full, and I don't see people here worried about having HIV or even having other diseases Could it be that I'm being very naive and am downplaying HIV? Unfortunately, I don't want to go back to this doctor. I felt that I was being judged
  9. tomzefis
    thank you all my partners tests came negative and believe or not, I checked my viral load AGAIN ( 10 days later ) and its Undetectable and CD4 575 ( it was 500 ) before. I also got treatment for syphilis ( 2 penicilin injections in my butt ) now Im gonna start with Doxy Pep as well in the future thank you guys
  10. tomzefis
    just an update ( in case this might be helpful for someone in the future ) I took another VDRL today and it was Positive for Syphilis ( was negative 1 week ago )
  11. tomzefis
    thank you and y' all guys for all the information. Im gonna stop with poppers. my partner is Negative ( that's another reason Im so upset with this situation coz Im afraid I could have infected him.... I already asked him to go get tested but he still haven't gone Im gonna try to get an appointment with my doctor next week !!! thank you again. thank you very much
  12. tomzefis
    Loads from my partner. And that happens I would say twice a month. I have been to a lot of sex parties but I never had a lot of opportunities to get fucked… So I would say I got fuck like probably 10 times a month by different guys….and probably got 3-4 loads in 6 months. Im a bottom gay man.. ......lot of traveling lately. Lots of poppers ( poppers really affect cd4? I could not find a confirmation). Everyday. I would masturbate sometimes 3x a day with poppers….I changed from "Rush black"(?) to "Fist "recently Other drugs: I tried “G”??? And some type of “cigarette” for the first time like 1 month ago in Berlin…..but that was only 1 time Covid? I wouldn’t be surprised if I had…. To be honest Im feeling “sick” since Christmas… like I did not have fever , but I had a lot of pain in my body, weakness and took a lot of ibuprofen….its been like 3 days that Im not having those symptoms However today I found red “balls” in my hand ( syphilis???...but VDRL is negative ). also my Cytomegalovirus IgM ( acute infection ) came out today and it is reagent. My last test was in MAY. so it was 7 months ago. Usually I test every 6-8 months. Im living in Germany and I kinda never went to a doctor in Germany, so I went last week in my home country...
  13. tomzefis
    thank you...but what scares me is that I have 62 now, after years UD....and at the same time, my CD4 is 500.....and it as always >800....so its strange that now I have a "blip" and my CD4 got very low compared to previous 800/1000. so Im wondering if before this blip something else happened ( like drug resistance or treatment failure )
  14. tomzefis
    hey guys. update: my viral load came out today 62 copies/ml 1,79 copies log/ml since 2016 I was undetectable....now Im really really worried because I never missed a dose, and now Im worried I might have infected my partner that is negative. 😞
  15. tomzefis
    Im really scared with the situation...Im overthinking....thinking about treatment failure...or resistant virus I don't really know a lot about HIV... but is it normal to have cd4 between 275-325 like you said?? What I understand is that if you have undetectable viral load for many years, your cd4 should be High??? Am I wrong?? I mean, like I said, I don't understand a lot about cd4, Im trying to learn more!! tks
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  17. tomzefis
    cd4/cd8 for me is 0,45 today I did not go there yet. I just did a random blood test they changed my medication in March ( to a medication that is less likely to injury my kidneys )....in May cd4 was 1000....and viral load undetectable guys, thank you for all the answers. Im trying to answer more of u guys but im getting blocked here

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