Over the past year, I finally realized I have a fetish for being cheated on. I don't know how it developed or where it came from, but I was dating a great guy who had a pretty average though very nice cock. He'd fuck me with it and I'd ask him about harmless flirtatious he had with a counter boy somewhere - what he thought his ass would feel like, etc. or I'd ask about his ex boyfriends and how I compared to them - who was tightest, who gave the best head, etc - and it always turned me on more hearing that someone was tighter than me or gave better head.
This naturally progressed to me encouraging him to fuck other guys and to not let me do it - even though what I really wanted was for him to be exclusive with me and for me to find out he was fucking some ass (preferably a boy who was tighter, gave better head etc) behind my back.
We broke up, but kept fucking and he got really into telling me how loose I am (most of my bfs before him were Magnum XL wearers) and how when he found someone whose ass felt better than mine he would let me know.
Sadly he got weird and decided to be a dick and stop being into the whole thing...but it was hot for awhile. The problem is that with every guy I've dated since, I get so turned on thinking of them following their cocks and fucking some bottom like its nothing and me finding out/overhearing/walking in on it but having to tell a top that kinda ruins the reality of the situation. Being "in on it" can be hot but isn't exactly what gets me off.
Anyone else in the same situation? Like fantasizing about being cheated on/getting told about others who were better than you on some way by your bf?
