TheNaturalWay

Well, then it is quite easy... when he is ready, let him give you the permission as a gift.... so you can give him the gift when he'll be eager, grateful and proud to be forever pregnant with your toxic baby. And promise him you will never do it without that permission.

I use a beamer on a wall of the room we play in and either show porn or our live cam... Started doing this when a fuckbuddy wanted to be able to see how he got fisted... so I showed it to him in real time and sent him the recording later... since he missed all of it while getting fisted... was just to much enjoying it

I've used one condom in the last 8 years or so. The guy using the condom insisted on it, fucked my ass till bleeding and after that agreed to go on without condom. The logic goes beyond me, but in the end it turned out quite hot that way. From the condoms I used longer ago (which was perhaps 25% of the time) almost all got broken during fucking or were decided on to continue without...

In my experience a bottom begging you NOT to cum inside him is only doing so because he does want to have an excuse for him taking a load up his ass unprotected... he simply does not want to be responsible for allowing it to happen. As a consequence if I top, I always ask the bottom if they want me to cum inside him, simply because I want to hear them admit that they want it. If they say no, I will try to pursuade them to admit they want my cum inside them anyway. If they really really insist they do not want me to cum inside their ass, they will have to promise to swallow every drop of my load once I cum in their mouth... no spitting, no excuses... and sometimes will even make them promise to drink my piss after they swallow my cum. Only then I will willingly pull out to grant their wishes (for that time at least), fill their mouth and after that fuck the ass again with the remains of the cum still covering my dick... start to fuck again and again try to make them admit they want me to cum inside them this time, and that I respected their wishes the first time so it would only be fair for them to honor my wishes this time. Only once a bottom really freaked out and needless to say, that was the immediate end of the date (such a waste, he was a cuty). As a bottom if I tease the top by asking him to pull out, I just want to turn him on and make him want to cum inside me even more. As soon as I notice he really tries to grant my wish, I will either make it physically impossible to pull out or admit that I was just teasing him and I really really want him to breed me if he dares. One time I had an experience that the top really really did not want to cum inside me. He was a regular fuckbuddy of mine and I fucked him bareback all the time and came inside him... but he recently had tested POZ, while I had tested NEG. He was very affraid to infect me, he was still getting to terms with the fact that he was POZ himself now. No matter how much I explained that I really wanted HIM to cum inside me and be the one to POZ me, he was scared as hell. In the end he tried to pull out, and I pulled him firm inside of me with my legs and my arms around his neck, watching straight into his fearfull eyes, me begging him to give me his HIV cum inside me... and ofcourse he could not stop and came in me. It was his first time as a top since he tested POZ, he appologized after cumming inside me and begged me to please go to the toilet and dump his cum immediately. Needless to say, I kept making love to him. Telling him how much I loved feeling his HIV cum inside me, kissed him, thanked him... About 15 minutes later he was over the shock that he came inside my NEG ass without a condom. After I filled his ass a little later with my (last?) neg cum he fucked me again and while being very insecure if I would really allow him to shoot his HIV cum inside me again, he did enjoy it a lot doing something so forbidden and unsafe.

Yeah 2nd chapter on what happened after his bf returned would be hot

Mmmm reminds me of the way I was treated as young boy by the old man that talked to me at Amsterdam CS hoping I would have sex with him for money (which I did). Trown out of the sexhotel room naked and completelly dirty from the sex, clothes thrown out after me... At the time it is devestating, later you realize it's the perfect humiliating way to deal with a whoreboy like I was

Deciding this for your boyfriend is most of the time not done, since a relationship is based on trust. The ONLY times when you might consider pozzing your boyfriend without his consent is if you have very explicit tells that he wants it but doesnt dare to ask or if you are always taking all the decisions in the relationship. But do realize that you gamble with your relationship if you are wrong. Best way forward is to just offer him the idea, or discuss it openly what is his idea. I would definitely have asked a Poz bf if he would please please please poz me, so he would be inside me forever... and yes I would also love it if my bf would do it without me knowing, but that is because it is a turn on for me anyway. Barebacking is not the same as being a bugchaser

Would be a huge turn on to see my boyfriend get fucked bareback and bred.... The more the hotter! And then either rim his cum filled ass right there (and refill it myself) or take him home and enjoy his cumfilled ass in private, for example as desert after dinner :-P. The only limit for me would be that the "other" should not have a serious relationship character... friendship/fuckbuddy is obviously fine.

Mmmmmm very promising! I love the way you write your stories!

Please Gymguy8, it cannot end like this! I'm still longing for Seth to reveal that he knew he was getting pozzed and he has not been taking a single PREP pill since the beginning... there are still exactly 30 pills in it and Seth took all those toxic POZ loads, while he was perfectly aware what he was getting into. Or is that too much of a twist? :-P

I bet you will date him again soon?

Ofcourse part 3 :-P

Master told me he had bad news about his HIV.... his viral load was huge and his CD4 was at all time low... so I offered my slave body for a toxic deposit and worked harder for it than usual :-)

Just be my tap and you can see, feel and hear me actually DRINK it

Just checking back with you, because I'm curious what you did after all?

Hi nervous barebacker, What is the reason you are nervous? This probably gives you the best clues to come up with your own decision. What would you do if it was a bareback party where you did not know anything about the other guests? Is the knowledge (as opposed to just the odds) that there are poz guys participating truely making you scared or is it also tapping into a forbidden desire? If you had the choice to either eliminate the risk or eliminate your fear, which one would you choose to eliminate? If you choose to eliminate the risk, I think you got 3 options: don't go, or go and limit the sexual acts you get into or go and consider using PrEP... If you choose to eliminate your fear, you could think of chems induced courage or have your host take away the freedom of choice from you... but only do that if your fear is not the fear of becoming poz, but the fear to admit you want it... if your fear to become poz is real, do not temporary eliminate it because in that case you will probably regret it afterwards. In the end it's your choice, your life, your dream cum true and your fear to conquer... nobody else's.

I did not answer this poll, simply because the correct answer was not in the list. I would never poz my boyfriend (or anybody) against his will... but if I would have a neg boyfriend that chooses to bareback with me, knowing I am POZ and he has a fantasy to be stealthed, ofcourse we can turn it into a fantasy come true by starting to play safe and him not knowing the exact timing at which the condom disappears and he gets it bare for the first time. But that is as close as I would go... with consent, but still a surprise. And the same goes for letting others do it ofcourse.

At the time a guy cums inside me sometimes I feel it, sometimes I do not immediately feel it. Probably depending on how much cum is shot and how much lube is in my ass or so. But one real feeling part of the joy of getting your ass full of cum has been a very intense and addictive feeling for me ever since the day I lost my virginity: the feeling of cum slowly leaking out of your ass bit by bit during many hours after you got bred. On top of the nice leaking feeling, its so hot that you can intensely enjoy it while you are all dressed again, in the company of people that have not got the smallest idea that you are enjoying the feeling of cum leaking from your ass :-P The above of course implies that you do NOT run to the toilet to trash the treasure as soon as it is given to you, but on this site I take it for granted that everybody knows how a bottom is supposed to properly treat cum with the respect it deserves...

When I read the "Quick tops having free service" the following image popped into my mind: single person boots at the street side, with glory holes into cabins on the inside...

Both can be hot in the right way: silently or announced. Announced doesnt nescessarily have to mean lots of talk, can be as simple as some grunts or a nod or straight looking into eachothers eyes... I do like the game of acting as if the bottom has a last chance to refuse getting bred (while we all know it will happen no matter what the bottom answers)... I also like the game of the bottom begging to be bred. It's a game and it's optional. One of my regular fuckbuddies (top) isnt into the verbal thing, and when I start talking because of the overflowing horny sensations he just orders "shut up boy!" and keeps using me... I love it :-) The most horny answer I ever got from a bottom I barebacked and bred already before, but asked where he wanted my cum eventhough I knew he wanted it up his ass was: "Inside?" That simple questionmark at that point in time makes it sound almost like a "PLEAASSSEEEE may I have the pleasure to receive that precious load deep inside my hungry little ass?" And I have asked him the same question every time after that, just to hear that very hot answer again. One part of sex that I don't want to miss is the natural grunting and breathing sounds. Don't act it and turn it into a cheap porn, dont suppress either. Just let yourself go and let your moans, grunts and breathing tell their story of what is going on with you.

I am curious how you guys experience the effect of sharing fantasies with others (discussing, roleplaying, chatting, phonesex) about topics/actions that you would at that time not be into to do for real. Does it create, develop and stimulate the desire to do it for real? Or does it have the opposite effect and function as a release of desire and pressure? My opinion has always been that sharing fantasies releases the pressure and reduces the chance you or the other would do it for real... based on that opinion I've been in chats that were no limit. I especially enjoyed playing victim in storylines that would without doubt be breaking news if they would have been real. And then it hit me: What if the guy I was playing with was not in it for the same reason I was? What if he was in it developing his skills, fine tuning his game to prepare himself to actually do it? That I was not "saving" a victim (if any) by being the virtual victim, but I was actually stimulating the other to make a victim... What do you think? How does it work? And if let's say in a year from now a guy that you played a storyline with is in the news because he really did do what you fantasized about with him... should you feel guilty?

Ah, so I was even worse informed :-P

you should copy the permanent link that is shown on the video page itself. do not copy the url from your browser address bar, because that refers to a temporary cache code that loses its link to the video you selected quite quick

In my opinion condoms are fantastic for one thing and one thing only: transporting cum from the location at which it was shot by mistake, to a recipient worthy of receiving that precious juice and giving it the appreciation it deserves. And yes, that includes collecting and repurposing anonimous condoms filled with cum by guys that do not understand that their cum should be received inside a body with respect (so without rubber barrier and not tossed away like garbage) and filled inside somebody not worthy to receive it. Long distance breeding is also such a plan where a condom can be very functional: have a hot guy on the other side of the world cum inside the condom on cam/video, send you the condom and video, you take his cum and put it in its destination showing it to the hot guy on video of course...

*** I wrote this story a couple of years ago, when the bareback exchange site was still alive and knocking up. I wrote it to contribute to the community that I had been enjoying for many years, and which fuelled countless jerk off sessions. Given the fact that that community basically moved here, I guess this is the right place to re-publish it so that you can enjoy it. I'm sure more stories will follow in time, I have an unlimited dirty mind, a lot of experiences and some creativity to blend those ingredients into perverse fantasy stories that are worth sharing. Disclaimer: nobodies health was harmed by the creation of this story, except if you count the irritated skin of my dick from jerking off just a little more fanatic than it could handle. *** My boyfriend and I are in monogamous relationship for almost 3 years now. It is monogamous by his desire. He cannot stand the idea of an open relationship, since it means he will be sharing me with other guys. Even the suggestion of going open, or having threesome makes him sick. We've been trying some drugs together, but my bf is not really adventurous in sex. He loves kissing, cuddling, massaging, sucking and getting fucked. He says he cannot have sex, he can only make love. He's absolutely not into fucking me, not into bondage, SM, piss, having sex outside the bed, being seen or anything other than vanilla sex eh... vanilla love making. All this changed today. I was at my parents for Mother's Day and early afternoon my boyfriend was dropped by by his roommate. I saw them arrive by car, I heard shouting and walked outside the fence of my parents garden. The friend was driving off with the car, obviously angry. My boyfriend was crying and trying to talk to me. I told him to sit down on the side of the road and I sat down beside him. He started telling that he was sorry for taking chems last night without me, since we promised eachother to only use it together. Then he blurted out that he had spent last night in sauna and the guy that fucked him had cum inside his ass. The guy was really friendly, my bf said. He even offered him a pill that was to stop his HIV positive cum from infecting him. My bf started crying and I didn't know what to feel. My bf, the guy that has demanded our relationship to be monogamous, had been getting fucked and bred in sauna last night without telling me, without inviting me. Hundreds of questions ran through my mind. Why did he take the xtc? Why did he go to sauna? Why did he cheat on me? Did he want open relationship? Should I fuck a guy as revenge? Did he still have the cum inside him? And many, many more. Before I could ask any of my questions my bf continued. After 15 minutes he noticed the pill had not been anti-hiv. It was some drug. He got very horny and slutty. He felt he could not get enough dick and cum, so he went to the slingroom and laid his slim, smooth, asian body in the sling. He loved every guy that fucked him, did forget about condoms and took many, many loads for the rest of the night. He said to me he was sorry and that he was affraid he might have AIDS now. He started crying again. Now, you have to know, I love barebacking and I have been trying hard to open my bf's mind to trying new things in sex. I'm versatile and he is 100% bottom, until last night we were both HIV-neg and my #1 fantasy is to get pozzed by an asian guy. My bf does not know about the last part. I never told him, because I was affraid it would freak him out. I said, lets go to my place. Get in the car, I will call my parents later to explain. We went to my house. It was a drive of a few minutes and we were silent except for my bf sobbing. We went inside and then I started asking questions... Why did you go to sauna last night? Well, I had used the xtc and I was horny and lonely. I just went... I'm sorry! Was this the first time you cheated on me? Yes absolutely, it was! I'm so sorry! Did you feel love while having sex? No, sorry, sorry, i did not. Did you enjoy it? Sorry to tell you, but yes I loved it. I felt great. His head hang down in guilt. Okay, so you just experienced you CAN have sex without love and you love it. Would you like to do it again? No, I promise I will never do it again! I dont want to lose you! Who said you would lose me if you did do it again? I'm affraid. Well, my love, I would not mind to make our relationship an open relationship. I am just disappointed you did all this hot stuff without me there. I would have loved to see you do all this. You're crazy! Do you still have all that cum inside you? Eh, well, I tried to clean myself up when I realised what I've been doing, but I still feel cum leak out of my ass... Do you still want me to be your boyfriend? Well, eh... I hope you still want me... Are you crazy? I love you, and you just turned yourself into the sexy slut I always wanted you to be! You just have to promiss me two things. And they are? Well first of all, I want to do this entire scene again today, but together. I will bring my video camera and make a movie of your second bareback gangbang. Well, I guess that's only fair... but I will need drugs again! And the second? I want you to fuck me and cum inside me. But I dont want to give you HIV... Honey, I have this dirty secret fantasy I never told you about, because I thought it would freak you out... I WANT to be pozzed by an asian guy and I would love that asian guy to be my boyfriend. Given the current situation, you probably got pozzed last night, or you will be pozzed today. I want you to share your HIV with me. It will be our wedding band. I want you to finally start fucking me, and I want you to be the only one fucking me until I test POZ. You're crazy! I cannot give you HIV! Well honey, if we stay together I will get it from you sooner or later anyway. Except if we would start using condoms, and that's no option for me. If you put it that way... I still love you and I want to be with you forever. So you accept my conditions to stay together? Well, I guess so.... Can I hear you say it as a vow? I want to hear you say "I promise to be your open minded sexy boy from now on, and I want to get married to you by fucking you and pozzing your ass" Huh? Eh.... Say it! If you want to stay together with me forever, you have to accept my conditions. If not, I will just eat all the cum out of your ass, fuck your sloppy cunt bare and then drive you home to never see you again. Make your choice. I don't know. I cannot do this. So you want to break up? No! Then you know what you have to vow... Hmmmmm...... Well? Eh... Will we get married for real too? Sure! After you marry me by pozzing me, we will make it a big party to get married legally. Okay, then I want it. You better say your vow then! Ehh..... I promise to be your wife and I want to get married to you. Is that all you want to say? I'm sorry, I dont remember the rest. I told you to vow "I promise to be your open minded sexy boy from now on, and I want to get married to you by fucking you and pozzing your ass" Oh, okay.... I promise to be your slutty wife forever and I will marry you by sharing my probably POZ status with you. Hehehe that's great honey! I love you too. I promise to be your crazy husband forever and I will marry you by letting you POZ my ass. Now get undressed and let me inspect your slutty ass before we go to sauna together. Wow, it is really wide now, and there is a lot of cum leaking out of you. You've been bred big time last night honey! I can't resist I have to lick it. I love cum. Wow I am eating all this anonymous cum from my own boyfriends ass! Wait! I have to catch this image on video. This is the first time I see cum of another man inside my boy! I quickly set up my camera and went back to the delicious cummy ass. Damn! Talking about a fantasy cumming true. I lapped up all the cum my tongue could reach inside him. Then I said, lets get you dressed up like the slut you are. Here is some lingerie you should wear to the sauna today. And this peignoir is your coat. But it is transparent! I cannot walk the streets like that! I would look like a whore! Well eh... you are honey... aren't you? Besides, it's only a short walk to the car, and it's only a short walk from the parking to the sauna, so it wont be much of a problem. I would love to show off your hot slutty body to all the world. Well, okay, let's go then. We went to the sauna together, and were greeted very friendly at the door. I explained what we would be doing tonight, asked them to make the slingroom available and asked permission to make video recordings. We went to the lockerroom and both of us took some (more) drugs to let us really pig out. I grabbed my videocamera and we went to the slingroom. Word got out quickly that there was an asian slutboy to get bred in the slingroom, so there was already a line-up when we got there. I asked if there was somebody that knows how to handle a camera, and a volunteer took my cam. My boyfriend laid down in the sling and I asked him if I could strap him to the sling. Surprisingly enough he said yes! He never wanted to experiment with bondage before... I tied him up to the sling and I told the first few guys to start fucking my boyfriend, but not to cum in him yet. Meanwhile my boyfriend was busy sucking my dick. After a little while I got close, turned on by all the fantasies cumming true before my eyes. I said to the group: I will open this cumparty by shooting my NEG cum inside my boyfriends NEG ass. After that his ass is available for all of you, all the way. Is he taking POZ cum as well? He promised to take any load I want him to take. I start fucking my boyfriend with a lot of horny men watching us. This is another first time for us. I've been fucking in public before, but not with my boyfriend... it was on orgies before I met him. I came big time and added my load to all the cum that was still inside his ass from last night. The party had begun. My bf got fucked by man after man and I loved to see him taking it bare from all of them. I took over the camera from the volunteer so he could join the line and breed my lover. I saw a lot of tattoo's that indicated POZ, and I made sure I had all of them on camera. I told them to tell my boyfriend what they were giving him. Most of them screamed they were pozzing his ass, or giving him AIDS or some other dirty talk. A few asked if they could fuck with a condom, and I handed them a condom I had prepared a long time ago. Of course the tip was missing... They were telling my bf they were giving him nothing but a fuck. After they finished they saw the condom at the base of their dick and they said "well I guess I gave you my cum after all". Not a single one got freaked out when they saw that the condom broke. That surprised me, and disappointed me a little too ;-) We stayed until about 10pm, when the lights were turned on because it was time to leave. With the lights on I asked the last guy that fucked my boyfriend to hold the camera for a few minutes, to capture me fucking my boyfriends cumloaded ass another time and shoot my NEG cum into the mix. After that I put a BIG buttplug inside him to keep all the cum inside. Below the sling was a big puddle of cum that had been leaking out of his ass. I tried to put it in a can as good as I could. Of course I did not get all of it, but I had collected a can full of cum. I'm sure we would use it as perfect lube later. This is where I woke up this morning, with a throbbing boner. It is Mother's Day today. You never know, I might have had one of my foreseeing dreams...