i'm pure top. i like my sluts to suck on my cock like a greedy whore for a long time before they get my cock in their cunts.
but lately, i find myself craving for cocks in my mouth. of course i've sucked guys before, but its nothing memorable. until a couple years ago, i was in a session with a couple; 1 flex and 1 btm. flex is unattractive and even slightly annoying but has an amazing big fat cock. but as usual, i didn't bother much with another top's cock. until the 3rd time we played, as the session got intense and horny, there was a craving that came out of nowhere. flex was relaxing on his sofa, and i walked up to him, got on all fours between his legs and started sucking. the more i work on that cock, the more degraded i became.i was such a cheap whore, moaning on it, forcing it down my throat, gagging on it, and then moaning even more. and i admit, i got on all fours because i knew i'll look like a cheap whore that way
i never expected myself to be so desperate for a cock. and the fact that he's unattractive, i think made me want to degrade myself on that cock so badly.
of course, i just left that episode as it is. but occasionally, i felt like i need to use my mouth to pleasure a man. i need cum loads dumped into my mouth. but i didn't really act on it. until i rekindle with a sexy muscle top that i met in a group session. we got along well and used to hang out. i knew he was quite a dom. and even tho his cock is not huge, i knew i wanted to be a desperate cock sucking whore for him. i've already went to him 3 times. each time i got there, i was immediately kneeling, or on all fours like his bitch. i love how this stud sat back in his chair looking down at me, another top, sucking on his cock like a slut. i remember i did look up at him once, and he gave me a look. i'm not sure, but it felt like he thinks i'm just another one of his dirty whores. i still crave his cock and cum so often. and he did tell me he likes how i'm a cock hungry slut now.
its getting worse now. i just sucked off a random dude form grindr. again this guy is so unattractive, but thankfully had a big fat cock. i knew i had to just degrade myself on this stranger's cock, so i got on my knees and did what my mouth is meant for, to pleasure cocks. like the other tops i serviced before, the more i sucked on this stranger, the more desperate my moaning and gagging become. then i think he understood, he didn't need to be nice to me, so he just pushed my head down his fat cock, over and over again. i kept gagging, and soon his cock was sloppy with drool. i wasn't sure if he was trying to prolong the session, but i couldn't help it, i begged him to feed me his cum. i thought that would satisfy me a bit. but i left his place with cum in my mouth and i was still so hungry for more.
i still enjoy sessions with btm sluts. but i think now and then, i'll be on grindr, or hopefully at the bathhouse, begging for cocks and cum loads for my mouth.
do any of you tops have a similar experience? or this is mostly a flex's experience? i think i love being a cock sucking whore in the same way i want my btms to be. because i treat them like that. i guess their sleaziness has rubbed off onto me. now i think i want my mouth to be a cum dump.
