I am a total bottom and act as a cum dump in local dark rooms all the time.
Regularly, at the end of a session, with cum dripping down my legs, I will find the loosest sloppiest hole around and jerk off into it and fuck it as best as I can and make sure most of my cum ends up in him.
For me it is not the physical act of fucking which I love but the reasons are:
- I know what it is to want to have all-the-cum-in-the-world up your ass. Wasting your own cum in a mouth or in the ground contradicts with it. I love to give back some as well.
- I love to pass on my recharged DNA. I love to hear a guy who is fucking me say: "I just got recharged by 3 Poz dicks, it is still dripping out of my ass", so why not give others that same pleasure?
So in short: it is the love of cum I have which makes me not want to 'waste' it and let others enjoy it. Anybody recognize this?