When I'm getting fucked by guys I'm thinking about how I can make the top's experience better. I'm extremely aware of what is turning them on, what they want most out of me, positions they prefer, and how to be just a hole for them. I give all the cocks near me as much attention I can, thinking about much of a true slut, a real power bottom i could be for them. I'm definitely feeling pride in taking their cocks and loads inside my cunt, but also I feel pleasure through their pleasure, only. If they are happy, if they are in awe at my ability, then I'm doing it right. I typically don't really think of myself all that much except how my hole and pussy feels, and thinking through the top's perspective.