Binyfiken1500
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How to accept what i am and just let go?
Binyfiken1500 replied to Binyfiken1500's topic in General Discussion
Im 30, and i understand that if i want to "fill my bucket" more often or with others my fwb would be a no-go anymore.... Im just crazy horny pretty much all the time and thinking about cock/getting fucked/used alot during the day and after a session with fwb i just want to log onto grindr and find more.....
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How to accept what i am and just let go?
Binyfiken1500 replied to Binyfiken1500's topic in General Discussion
The thing is that while i am afraid of disease, thats not my biggest concern since i've read up on PReP and know that the others is cureable......... Its the other suitcase full of baboons im more afraid about 😄 -
How to accept what i am and just let go?
Binyfiken1500 replied to Binyfiken1500's topic in General Discussion
Thanks for your reply, i think its a mix of a few of them mentioned, fear of disease (even tho i know that i can get prep if i start "fucking around" and know that some if not all of the regular ones are cureable. At the same time im also open to test often to keep my testresults fairly new) shame, yeah a bit, others judgement yeah that is also a thing and maybe a bit of guilt also.... Well he is monogamous and dont like the thought of sharing me with others... 😕 -
Hi there guys.... Just been thinking a lot and would love to hear stories from others around this thing..... I have considered myself bisexual for quite some time but for the last 2 years i've been exclusive with a 66yo fwb and we have been BB only. I know i love cock and cum and cant really get used enough, he knows it too.... The thing is that i would love to just let loose and search for more hook-ups or pump-n-dumps since him and i only meet up every other day. I dont know what to call it but im on the fence about accepting that i am a cock and cum loving submissive fag and just cant get past this odd feeling i have that keeps me from fucking around because fucking around and getting used as a analslut is something i think about everyday. Can someone relate and describe/tell me how you got past that hurdle? I dont want to get "pozzed" nor am i bugchasing (that part is just really hot as fiction and fantasy) but would love to just remove that mental hurdle thats holding me back since i know what i am and what i love but still cant just do it! Thank you very much if you take your time and reply to this! FYI; Im only sexually interested in men, im leaning towards women if we talk about romance but love the feeling of getting fucked, feeling someone else using my ass to relieve themself and such and would probably be a pussyfree cuck in a serious M/F relationship.
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if i could choose i would be blindfolded so i dont know how many 🙂
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Just turned 30
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***UPDATE*** Its now been more than a year and im now exclusive with this 66yo man as his cumdump cockslut. I also let him fill my ass with piss whenver he needs. Everything is BB and we slowly fantasies and talk about what we want to do or try... Im trying to make him kidnap me and tie me up on all fours blindfolded in the woods. Pics of my ass and the same with his cum slowly running out.
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Thank you all for your answers! Trying to find someone closeby to talk to that are gay/bi and understand what i want 🙂 Hopefully he will help me to open up and just let loose.... Im also writing with a close female friend that isnt judgemental that knows me real well that supports me being a "fuckhole" as i call it 🙂 Hopefully it will go well and these brain blockers will slowly fade away! Thank you all once again! :)
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Well the "Post nut clarity" is more of a "i dont like guys, i like girls WTF am i doing? type of thing..... Hard to find trusted pals or boyfriends.... i just feel like diving into the deep end and hookup right now but as i said, i am picky as hell and i have this hump that im doing something wrong....
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Well as you can see from my account here and my only post you will understand i like some cock from time to time. I identify myself as of now as a bisexual straightromantic...... I have this good feeling in my stomach when i think of bottoming and i would love to become a REAL bottom that just offers up my asshole to any top that need to get off (safe or not) But i have this problem that im REALLY picky about who i fuck and when (as of now i OFTEN have post nut clarity and just backs out of some meetups, and i feel like that would change if i just threw myself out there.....) I also have this bad feeling that i want to do something that society feels is odd as hell and therefore i got this mental block of shame i need to get pass in anyway..... Now you know what i want and my problem..... the big question is then, do you have any ideas on how to get over the hump and just go for it? PLEASE : Dont tell me to post an ad somewhere and get a cheap motelroom, im in Scandinavia in a city with like 50k inhabitants so it feels like i wouldnt be able to do that kind of thing....
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Hopefully i will 😉
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Hi there, my first ”story” here and im talking about something that happened earlier today. i was talking to this 65 yo guy (i love older men) on grindr ive met up with a couple times before…. He told me he would wash me out and then fuck me and i was down! As i said we have met 2-3 times before and all the time been using condom since i want that. Well he started to clean me out with an enema and after that he forced me down on all fours in the shower so he could use dildos to stretch me and as he said ”force all the water out”. My smooth gaping asshole must have looked really good because before i could say anything he pulled out the big dildo out of my ass and slid deep inside me and started to fuck me fast and hard. The fucking lasted 5 minutes before he started to grunt and hold my hips hard. I was just going to ask him if he used a condom when i saw a big string of cum from his cock…. He then smiled at me and told me it was a good 3-4day load. my first raw cock, bb fuck and creampie and it all made me crazy horny for more!! pic is of my ass from earlier
