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At 6, by my 8 and 10 y/o neighbors. The two brothers were very verbal about how they were “raping” and “deflowering”. I loved if from the first day and we kept going every couple of days for three years, and once I realized this was supposed to be wrong I felt so guilty that I stopped seeing them. We did oral and anal and threesomes with both. I was always the bottom.

Few people but got a load from a very hot Asian hunk

I will be in SF next Monday Sep 18 near Union Square. I know, 6 days too early for Folsom Week and all those amazing parties, but it's a work trip! What's the best option for bathhouse/cruising club for that night where I can get fucked by many hot men? I read about Naked Mondays 442 and Steamworks Berkley. Are these good, or is there a better alternative. Or will I get luckier just by turning on grindr at my hotel room because it's a Monday? Any suggestions would be very welcome

The number among active gay men is much higher than 15%. Probably above 50% but many don’t know it. That’s why it’s not even tested regularly. Also It doesn’t mean they are all contagious as you mention, but mainly if they have a break out. And there is no “oral herpes”, “genital herpes” and “anal herpes”. It’s type 1 and type 2 herpes and they can be in your mouth or genitals depending where they first entered your body. Most cases type one is oral because people get it by kissing, but many times like in my case as mostly a top both types are genital. I think people like some on this post stigmatize herpes more than they should and that is the problem of herpes. The stigma is the problem, not the illness, because you mostly feel bad the first time you have it and then it’s just mildly uncomfortable. And totally controllable with Valtrax.

This post makes too much drama about common matters: almost everyone who has been sexually active has herpes. It’s an irrelevant STD and very easy to manage. Getting Gono or Coamydia 3/4 times a year is not life changing and nothing says that IBS is the consequence of antibiotics. Now with Prep and Doxy prep if properly followed the risk of getting HIV or Syphilis is much lower as well. So no, promiscuous sex won’t ruin your life. But instead, avoiding sex and intimacy for the fear of getting STDs most likely will.

Last weekend in Chicago was IML weekend and full of hot guys. I came to the city for the long weekend too. Unfortunately I forgot my prep at home. Must have left them on the cabinet. Anyway, decided to go to steamworks for the first time in my life after reading all the positive reviews here. It was the most amazing and surreal experience. I literally got fucked non stop for five hours by at least 20 different people of all ages, races and body types. I think the free live porn shows made them very horny and a willing Twinkie bottom came handy to them. I cannot believe I let my inner cumslut emerge like this. My ass was sooo open and full of cum by the end of the night that for the next entire day I kept having contractions and fluids coming out of it I’m a bit concerned as I have not had my prep medicine for a week but not too worried about the outcome as the fun I had was totally worth it.

Best sex at Sodome sauna in Mexico City. It’s guaranteed non stop sex. But of course, any fikstuttenmarkt party is the best option in the entire world.

What’s the name/address of the sex shop?

Yea. The blond twink helper was beautiful and super nice. I was number 28

You are highly contagious only during flare ups. There is a small chance still at other times but much smaller.

It’s scary the first few minutes when you don’t get any cock and think, shit I’m wasting my time. After that it was literally non stop all night. It’s a very humbling experience to be totally at strangers’ mercy for 3 hours with absolutely no agency. Most unique and surreal experience of my life. I highly recommend it Next time I may go as a top so I can see what’s going on. Also cause there were 6 twink mares I would totally have loved to fuck. I wish I could have known more about what was happening. What did the tops look like? Ages? Looks? How many where there?

😂 #27 was my friend. He is very hot. Did he get lots of cock? I got about 50 that night

I Will attend Horse Fair on the 14th at the eagle

What is the best time to go to the Fair Theater?

Two tops looking to do a 3some with an ftm who likes to take it up the pussy. We host in Manhattan. Contact me.

This weekend at the sauna getting spit roasted by two hung tops who took turns with each of my holes. Lots of people watching us and jerking off.

What city?

I was running by the park today and unfortunately as it sometimes happens I had an urge to go to the public bathroom. There was a tall black hobo I assume in his 50s loitering but I really needed to go so I went in. While I was doing #2 he walked into the stall as doors don’t really lock and showed me his huge hard cock. I just couldn’t resist the kink of giving him a blowjob while taking a dump. He was smelly, the bathroom was smelly and what I was doing was smelly. But somehow it was a big turn on. He came in my mouth very quickly. His cum was very bitter. But I’m still hard 16 hours later thinking of what a dirty slut I was today.

I always played safe except during LTRs. However 10 years ago I hooked up on grinder with this hot Asian daddy who was staying at a nice 5* hotel in Midtown NY. I was this innocent thin short guy who had only recently moved to NY. This was an adventure for me. I was obviously catfished as he turned up to be much older fatter balding than his pics but with a very fat cock. He reeked of cigarettes and barely spoke any English. I had gone all the way to his hotel lying to my loving twink boyfriend that I had a work meeting and said what the hell, let him suck me off and call it a day. Well, he told me to get naked, and I obliged and then grabbed my head and forced me to suck his smelly fat cock. I was not happy but being forced was turning me on. He licked his finger and started playing with my hole while pushed my head with his other hand. After a while he just pushed me into the bed face down, spit on my hole and fucked me bare. I started to cry from pain and ask him to stop as this was totally not what I expected. He would not stop and started to fuck me harder. No lube, no poppers, just raw sex. I don’t know why but I stopped resisting and my cries became less loud till I just said to him, “this is very wrong, you are bad, I hate you” and things like that. He just didn’t care. After about 10 minutes I heard him say “take my babies you slut” and started to feel his hot cum filling my ass. After he was drained he stood up cleaned his cock with my Tshirt and threw it and the rest of my clothes at me and said “go away, I’m done with you”. I dressed up in silence. Still trembling of fear and anger, I left the room and took the subway back to my place, dirty, smelling of sex and leaking cum. This was the most humiliating sexual experience in my life, my first anonymous BB, definitely my most unattractive hook up, and the biggest scare of my life, but it changed me. For some reason I have re-lived the scene in my mind while jerking off many times since then, and it never fails to turn me on. I cannot explain it. And it made me lose the fear to BB since that day.

Yeah. Took about a month for all pain to go away. Don’t have sex meanwhile so you don’t spread it. Keep some medication at hand in case it comes back. You may have future outbreaks but will be much milder and you will immediately recognize the symptoms and self medicate. They get milder each time.

Get the Gardasil vaccine. It protects against multiple strains of HPV. Standard vaccine for sexually active people now.

Maybe herpes or STD or a fissure... better see a proctologist.

I am having the same exact problem and frustration you have. I did't go on Prep to become a Top but it is what I was forced to do. I am tired of going to the Colorectal doctor and not get a solution. I tried fiber, I tried a daily dildo stretching, I tried cortisone creams, I tried nefidipine, I tried botox, I even checked a second opinion to no avail, the pain is still there after each time I have sex. Please let me know how you resolve this.

Did you have a party at your hotel or did you go to a sex club? Going there next week and hoping to be so lucky as you.

I once woke up at my boyfriend’s place cause I was being fucked. It took me a while to realize it wasn’t my bf but his older “straight” brother. True story.