So While i was in the shower this morning, my boyfriend had gone through my phone(it had a lock on it so i don't know how he guessed it), and seen the messages from the couple i hooked up with.
When i got out of the shower he started freaking out at me , through my phone against the wall and broke it....said he would have been able to get over me cheating with a guy(top) as he is a total bottom and i do like to get fucked sometimes.
But he said he could not forgive me fucking a woman, he started yelling really loud and when i asked him to quite down he just flipped even more and broke up with me, and told me he is going to stay with his parents for now(we live/lived together)
What is worst of all...is i don't really feel that bad about the break up...we have dated for years.....yet i don't feel all that sad.....i am more so pissed that he broke my phone.
and it kind of upsets me that i am not all that upset.
I am wondering....am i completly in the wrong..is it okay for me to be mad at him for breaking my phone...and saying some really mean and hurtfull things(stuff he knows i am self conscious about-like my dick size...it just dose not look that big to me)