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I may be able to overlap a Berlin Visit with a Yellow Facts night at the Lab later this year - just curious if anyone has had experience and would like to share how it was? I am really interesting in taking piss in my ass - is there a lot of that happening or mostly just pissing on each other or drinking?...thanks!
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Introvert. In group settings, much prefer just actions rather than small talks unless there is a connection with someone.
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Interested in a hollow plug and found this thread, so I'll ask here rather than making a new one...can anyone recommend a hollow plug that is compatible with silicone lube?
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Best seattle hotel for anon?
aznvan replied to Gay-throwaway86's topic in Seattle / Tacoma Metro Area
Hi, looking to visit Seattle over Christmas and play cumdump. Anyone have more recent experiences/recommendations for a budget accommodation for this in/near Cap Hill? -
Thank you all...sorry for the lack of reply until now. I tested negative 6 weeks out, then work got really busy so stopped thinking about it. I have stuck to oral sex now, have 2 regular partners. Last week though I blew a guy I met online who lied to me about his status (and I had a healing cut in the mouth at the time), but he claims he is undetectable. Like many of you said I am gonna try to stop worrying about it this time. Whatever happens happens. I am more upset that this guy lied in the first place. Thanks all of you for the kind words!
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Thanks, definitely learning from this one...I don't know why I easily trusted this guy. I am trying to preoccupy myself with work...obviously I am not working hard enough...
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Hi, Okay, I fucked up, I am not ready for this. I had a potential recent exposure and am worried... Timeline: Sept 2 - hooked up, met this guy on A4A who said "HIV negative, safe sex only" visiting from out of town. Was going to be just oral sex but ended up being receptive anal sex (me as a bottom) with ejaculation (no condom) (Trust me, I regret this so much now). I asked his HIV status before and after. He insisted he is negative and tested in July. Sept 4 - Asked again by messaging. He says he is HIV negative and STD free. I've been on PEP once before so I decided not to be mean to my liver and didn't get it this time. Sept 14 morning - felt a sore throat, low grade fever, swollen lymph nodes in neck (I know, this is meaningless). Sept 14 evening - went for testing. POC ELISA negative as expected. Blood drawn for P24 DUO and pNAAT. Right now - waiting to hear back results but just dying. Did some digging and found a guy with similar stats and photo on another dating site, living in the same neighbourhood, and it says "I just contracted HIV (is undetectable)". I am so obsessed while waiting for my results that I can't focus...any insights? I've already beaten myself up over it but if you are going to say "you are stupid"...I guess go ahead... Thanks guys...
