I want to be a cumdump! I want to get to the point where any and all loads are taken. Especially have a huge thing for getting toxic loads. Turn this negative ass into a poz cumdump! Any gift givers into it?
HIV Status
Not Sure, Probably Neg
Role
Bottom
Looking For
Tops. Breeders. Poz/toxic fuckers. One fantasy I have to a total poz top gangbang, all taking turns on my ass for a night and filling me with their viral loads. I want to take so much cum it's just running down my legs when I stand up.
I've only had a couple of men ask me to not clean out. I have to say it was pretty hot. I love to feel like a total pig and this just put it over the top.
Plus, it was kind of nice not worrying the whole fuck if I'd done a good enough job cleaning out.
From what I remember, I've always just had the urge. I remember being very young and wanting someone to stick something up my butt, and I experimented like most guys here have done. But I hadn't even read anything to suggest it. Hadn't heard anyone talking about it. No internet back then -god, how horrible to admit that!- so it's not like I saw a video.
I just knew.
I think a lot of us have rape-play fantasies, as awful as that sounds. I'll admit that lately I've been in that mindset, wanting to have my hole busted open by some big brute. No luck finding that guy, though, but will definitely comment if it happens.