CumBustion

The one love of my life lived in fear his entire life about his “lifestyle.” He was tall, dark, handsome, sexy, hung like a horse, and stoic. He was also Black, and a Marine, two communities that detested homosexuals. He lived in fear that two pillars in his life, his family and his career, both which he loved dearly, would shun him if they ever discovered his past and me, in his present. Then “Don’t ask, don’t tell” was repealed in September 2011. Things were looking up and he took one tiny step outside of the closet, allowing us to be seen in public among friends and co-workers he trusted. Then the “Defense of marriage act” was struck down in June 2013. By then, he felt more comfortable with whom he was and, through counseling, that he was not an abomination or deviant. He was ready to fully embrace who he was and that I was someone he could officially recognize in his life. He was ready to come out to his family, fully well knowing not everyone would accept him, to include his parents (his siblings knew and supported him). He received orders to deploy to Iraq, but promised to continue making plans to officially come out as well as to be married when he returned. He never returned. I wasn’t allowed, by his family, to attend his service. I stood far, far, away, nearly out of sight, for his burial. It was a beautiful military ceremony. I got impatient with him, sometimes angry, that he was hesitant to tell the world what he was and who we were. Maybe it was me, who was already “out and proud” and just wanted to get him to embrace who he was when he wasn’t ready. At the end of the day, I respected his boundaries and accepted that coming out for him was complex and fear-inducing. Being outed probably would have killed him, if not make him extremely paranoid. That being said… Fuck all those that hide behind a cloak of morality and made his life a living hell. Fuck religion. Fuck politicians. Fuck anyone that hated him for who he was and all that potential that he could have been. And a special “fuck you” to all of the above, those that policed his “lifestyle” and told him he is to be abhorred and hated and ridiculed while they choke on fat ass cocks or touch boys’ naked parts behind closed doors. Anyone that espouses hate publicly, yet finds the time to recreate “Sodom and Gomorrah” privately, deserves to be outed hard and fast, especially if their hate caused harm to someone.

I don’t like it when a Top plays with my penis, especially if he fucking me real good and it makes me cum conventionally. It’s almost like a ruined orgasm for me. Yes it feels good in the moment, but I love prostate orgasms, makes me cum like mad for as long as the Top can fuck.

Usually I feel it, it’s like I can feel the Top’s dick spasm and contracting inside me then a warm feeling spreading in my gut. Sometimes, if the dick is jammed right up against my s-curve and he nuts real hard, I can feel it jetting from his dick right against my walls.

Usually I’m wearing a buttplug before hand, so entry isn’t too difficult 99% of the time (those one percenters with a dick that’s thick like a beer can, you know who you are). Most tops I know just don’t slam it in, though. They usually ease into it, sinking it in until they’re balls deep or hit bottom.

I must have been around 5 when I saw Rocky III on TV. I remember feelin some typea way for Clubber Lang. Two things that were seared into my memory was the training montage where his muscles were rippling and his body all shiny, and the way he sounded when he told Rocky’s wife to come see him and be with a real man. I didn’t know what sex was but I recall wanting to lay down naked with him in bed and rub our penises on our bodies for that tickling feeling.

Just me, I wouldn’t rub one out for days before an event like that. It keeps me super horny as well as makes my prostate nice and full, which leads to some fucking awesome assgasms, especially if the top is pretty girthy and can get that nice friction and rhythm on my p-spot. In fact, I’ve pretty much stopped cumming “conventionally” for a few years now, preferring a fat ass dick or large dildo to get me off.

In my experience, I’m really just fluffing the Top that’s in my throat so that he’s primed and ready to go if the Top that’s deep in my guts unloads his balls or switches out to let the other Top take a ride.

For me, it’s all about the Six-S’s: Size- Not about giant sized monsters, but is he the right size for YOU? Talking about that Goldilocks type of cock, the ones that give you the best assgams. For me, I like them really girthy and about 8 inches long. I like that really hefty, full feeling while his dick puts a lot of pressure on my P-spot, but not so long that it bangs hard in the S-curve unless he’s longer than 11 inches and then his dick slides past the S-curve after a few nice long strokes with my knees really high up). Size also is the size of his cum shots. Love it when he been saving it up and dumps a gallon of his hot nut deep in my guts and throat. It’s such an Alpha trait to have when he can make so much cum in his huge balls. Shape- Some bottoms like a certain curvature or shape in the dick. Personally, I like a bit of an up curve with a shaft is really thick that gets even wider at the base. Maybe it’s psychological, but I like it when it hurts a bit when he’s balls deep in me. I feel like he’s “putting me in my place” and it’s a small reminder that it’s about his pleasure more than mine’s. Stamina- Love a Top that fucks for the love of fucking and not just to get a nut. Examples are:1) Tops that take their time and love having their dick inside a bottom’s holes until the bottoms can’t take it anymore, 2) A Top that can fuck and bust several nuts all day long, a Top that takes particular delight in punishing that boi pussy until he make the bottom cum hands-free like a real bitch, 3) Tops that want to serviced all day/weekend long, the type of Top that knows he got that good dick that stays hard by pure will; bottoms will use that dick like a real-life dildo and fuck and suck themselves into orgasmic bliss. Speed- Nothing gets me into heaven faster than Top that can fuck me like a red lining piston. Not saying it’s about just pounding me hole into oblivion, but when I feel that P-Spot orgasm on a hair trigger, I beg him to fuck me faster and harder, and he mashes down on the accelerator, gawd… I had a Top go a full five or so minutes full force and it got to the point where I was thrashing about and trying to get off his dick because it was feeling too good, but he just wrapped my thighs in his huge arms and didn’t let go. Then again, he was close to cumming too, so he just rapid fired my hole until he unloaded his balls in me. Strength- He doesn’t have to have chiseled abs or pecs and shoulders the size of a superhero, but there’s just something about a physically imposing Top and can bend and break my body, pin me to the floor or wall, and just have his way with me and I can’t do anything to stop him. Sexiness- It’s not all about looks. Most of the guys I fuck with are just your everyday, average looking men. It’s all about their attitude, that very Alpha dom aura they have, that when they lock eyes with me, I already know that I’m going to be bend over and fucked by him within an hour. It’s the way he uses his words to get inside my head. The ones with top shelf game know this, and can spit spit the most vile shit in my ear but in such a way that it makes me want to be his bitch, the type of guy where I don’t even know his name or background but his dick is down my throat in no time flat.

I have a slightly latex allergy, which irritates my boi pussy, so that was always a turn off for me. I know there’s non-latex rubber now. However, it simply doesn’t cum even close to the feeling of hot flesh on flesh contact. Plus that feeling of when that big dick is pulsing and contracting deep inside me, the heat of his nut spreading all over my insides…fucking delicious.

Been to several sex parties but by far, CumUnion was absolute heaven. I’ve been to a few (Palm springs, LA, Vegas, ATL). I remember this one in PS where I was on all fours or on my back for a while and it was just endless sucking, fucking, and spit roasting until my jaw ached and my hole was gaped so wide that I probably could have sat on fire hydrant and have it disappear in me. My body count had to have been in the high teens. The more time I spent in that environment, the sluttier I got. My senses were overloaded with pure, animalistic, fucking: the sights of mouths and holes and dicks and glistening bodies intertwined, the smell of sweat and cum and ass, the sounds of moans and screams of ecstasy, the flavors of different cocks and nut dancing on my tongue, and the feel of hot raw flesh on me and in me. Man I was in heaven….

Some of the weirdest things I’ve been sodomized with are: broom stick toilet plunger handle baseball bat anal speculum ice dildo billiards cue billiards balls Bad Dragon alien dildos and hentai tentacle walking cane traffic cone chopsticks rope beers can champagne bottle fruits rubber doll Tens unit buttplug police baton flashlight (dayum, in making this list, I just realized I’ve had a lotta things in my ass lol!)

I love dom verbal Tops that put me in my place using his words. When he gets into my headspace it really gets me going. There’s just something about a Top calling me a bitch/slut/whore and calling my hole his pussy/bussy/boy pussy/cunt.

Got caught once gobbling a cock in a car parked at a crushing spot. Cop asked the dude for the papers (it was his car) and the cop took it back to his cop car. After a few tense minutes, the cop threw the papers in the window and told us to GTFO and take our shit indoors. The dude was pretty scared and didn’t want to continue else where. I have a feeling that he was probably married and just needed a release but the encounter with the law killed his libido. Other than that, the only other time I encountered the law was when I was getting fucked by a CHP officer. His questions/comments usually consisted of, “You like sucking dick, bitch?” or “Bend over and spread your cheeks.” or “You want my nut, huh? Beg for it, beg me to nut inside you.” And if you’re wondering, yes, he did use his hand cuffs and baton often. It makes me laugh thinking about how deep that baton has been in me and that he’s crusing around on patrol with his baton smelling like my hole. Like he’d be restraining someone with it and the suspect is like “Dude! Your stick smells like ass and lube! WTF!?” 😂

My porn crush is the one and only BOBBY BLAKE! It’s too bad he performed during the 90s and early 2000s, where condoms were a thing. I would have loved to watch him unload his balls in a twink’s stretched out hole.

Pubes and hole waxed or shaved bald here. I like a Top’s cock and balls shaved or at least trimmed. I don’t like hacking up hair balls while going down on him. Plus aesthetically, it just looks hotter when I can see the entire tree without the bushes blocking the view.

One of the nastiest Tops I ever hooked up with was a trucker. His look reminds me of that. pornstar “Titpig” from those old school early bareback videos. He looked to be in his 40s, about 5’10”, bald head, a week’s worth of stubble, hairy chest. While he was really built but not cut, as if he had huge slabs of meat thrown on his body in all the right places. He even had a beer belly with a bit of a six pack going. He had some pretty large gauge barbell nipple piercings. He had a large bio-hazard tat around his navel. His cock was about 7-8 inches and real thick, like the size of a large Red Bull can. I can’t say for sure that he was truly racist, but he did use racial slurs pretty liberally while we fucked. Guessing he got off on some heavy dom race play, which was fine by me because he knew how to string together a profanity laden string phrases that would top the most hardcore porn scene. We met at an the bar of an an Applebee’s next to a motel we were both staying at on the side of the interstate in Oklahoma. He eye fucked me for a bit through the mirror on the bar before approaching me. What I thought was going to be a one night stand turned into a 48 hour marathon fuck fest.

I’ve never driven nude, but I have ridden around naked, gave road head many times, and even been fucked in the back of an SUV or van being driven.

Whiskey dick, coke dick.

Lol “most Tops”, not all. I’ve known Tops that HMU after being freshly fucked just so they could fletch all the cum out of my gaping hole and blast a new load inside.

Same here, I tend to huff instead I sniff.

Bottom here. I find that, in a one-on-one situation, most Tops don’t like another man’s jizz filling my hole (like if I got fucked by one Top and quickly went to another Top’s place for another fuck). However, in a gangbang/fuck train situation, having another man’s cum in my hole drives the next Top wild.

I take Pure everyday, which helps to clean out the bulk of stuff. I don’t eat anything for at least 24 hours (I drink a lot of tea and lemon flavored water to help with the hunger). Most of all, I deep clean, and I mean DEEP. I do that a few hours before hand and then maybe a spot clean just prior. After the deep clean, I wear one of my larger butt plugs with a thick neck (the narrow part) to get a good pre-stretch going and only take it out for the spot cleaning and right before I fuck. That a way, I can get right to business, plus it gets my p-spot warmed up.

Bottom here. I’m mostly about the fuck. Love it when I find a talented Top that works my hole and P-spot real good and makes me cum hands free.

Throat flexing/gagging, nose buried in his pubes, tongue out massaging his shaft, balls on my chin, both of my hands grabbing his ass, his hand gripping the back of my head and pulling me into his pelvis, nut pumping directly into my stomach. Close second is my tongue swirling on his cockhead as one hand works his shaft and the other squeezing his balls. Another fav is after he loads my boi-pussy with cum, we unknot and I quickly suck the rest of his essence out while he’s still smi-erect. With any luck, I can resuscitate his dick back to full hardness and immediately get back to fucking.

Biracial (Asian White) bottom. I get that there are guys out there that have the whole “Asian Persuasion/Asian Twink/Asian Pussy Boy/Me Love You Long Time” fetish thing going on. I’m not hating on it. In fact, sometimes it works in my favor. In bed, some Tops get really horned up over the whole “Chinky eyes, smooth body, and a funny accent” thing, which I’ve played into at times. But, like the “BBC” thing, I feel like it’s problematic when it transcends out of the bedroom and people think that who (insert race here) are in totality. Most Tops that I’ve fucked with that have an Asian fetish know it’s just a role or kink I play into for them and can leave it at that. Outside, they treat me like any other person. But some take it too far and feel it’s ok to use slurs from the bedroom out in the open. Like any other fetish, race play has boundaries, in as much as one wouldn’t wear BDSM gear to work.