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I really don't think there is any way to calculate the odds. Some are poz after just one load. Some, like me, have had hundreds and we are still neg. I don't think science really knows.

I think you hit the nail on the head. Cum makes us feel good. I always feel great after a fuck session, often for days to follow. This is an interesting piece: http://www.popsci.com/science/article/2011-05/come-again-science-semen-part-deux

I had a really good fuck session a week ago, three loads (that I know of), and also one or two that I suspect, in one night. Sometimes you don't feel it when a guy comes inside you. But there is evidence, like a very sloppy ass. More about that just now. But I was wondering, it is a week later and I swear there is still some cum inside me. I can smell it when I go for a shit and wipe my ass. It's always like that a week or so after I've had a few loads in a row. My imagination or do other bottoms experience the same? Of course most of it gets pushed out afterwards in a day or so, but sometimes I feel like there is still some cum hiding somewhere up there for quite a while. I like it. It means the load lasts a while. About the previous episode. It was in a sauna in Johannesburg, always busy and always interesting. This time it was even more interesting, there was a really good-looking Colombian guy, he asked me for a smoke and I heard he had an accent, so asked where he came from. In my country very few people speak Spanish, but I do, so we ended up having a really nice conversation and he was very happy to be able to speak Spanish. But eventually talking got boring and I went to the backroom. The sauna is big, with many different areas. My favourite is is the one darkroom (there are several) where there is a sling. There are also some beds, and a separate little area, completely dark, behind some chains, where the gloryholes are. As I entered the darkroom I could see there was someone on the bed right by the door. The main area of this darkroom is about 98% dark, you can see a little bit. So I sat down next to him and started playing with his cock right away. He was hard but very small. He was quite a big guy. He turned me on my side and wanted to fuck me. I let him. But because his body was so big, his cock somehow did not quite go in all the way, just the tip really. I tried to make him lie on his back so I could sit on him but he resisted. He kept fucking me in the sideways position, just the little tip going in and out. When he came, it was like some of it inside, some outside. He left me with quite a sloppy hole. So I went to the gloryhole area, where it is completely dark. You can't see anything. There were no cocks sticking out through the gloryholes but there was someone standing right at the end. I felt him up and down, sucked a bit, waited for the cock up my ass, but he was obviously also bottom. Then someone came in, felt me up and down, fingered me, and then he fucked me. But he put on a condom. It was the Colombian. I know that because he asked me in English if he was hurting me, his accent was obvious. He fucked me really long, I leaned against the wall, ass up, and I had to balance really well to stay standing. But then, very suddenly, he just pulled out and left. So I went back to the main area of the dark room, where, on the other side, there are also some beds. I just lay down there ass up and waited. Very soon a cute blonde guy, who I had seen outside, came over and just stuck his cock in. No foreplay or nothing. He fucked me long and hard also, and then started slowing down and said he had to take a break. I felt my ass, it was sloppy with warm cum. He obviously came but did not want me to know. Right after another guy stuck his cock in, hard fuck, then just pulled out. My ass was still sloppy but by now I was not sure if it was the latest guy or the previous guy. So back I went to the gloryholes. There was someone, I felt him up and down, he had a PA. I have never been fucked by a guy with a piercing. I have had hundreds of cocks, but never a pierced guy. I sucked him hard, he turned me around, he stuck it in. I was a bit disappointed, I thought I would feel some sensation from the piercing but, honestly, I just felt a big, hard cock. Didn't matter. He fucked me really good. And I could feel him cum. He was one of those guys you can feel contract and shoot, contract and shoot. That is what I am always searching for. So he left and I stayed for a while. Someone entered again. It was the Colombian. He knew it was me, he turned me around, stuck his cock in. Again with a condom. Again a very long fuck. And then he came, I could feel him contract and shoot as well. But he wore a condom. He pulled out. I grabbed his cock, pulled off the condom and held it in my hand as he left. I took the condom and tried to eat the cum inside, but there was nothing. It was empty. How can that be? My ass felt sloppy but I wasn't sure if it was him or the pierced guy. Later I realised I should have checked the tip of the condom. I think the Colombian bit it off. I think he did cum inside me. I went home smiling like I had just won the lottery.

I haven't been here for ages but I have had so many loads since my last post. Just had one now and feel inspired to share some tonight. This one was a Grindr meet-up, very toned mixed-race guy. I am white but I really like mixed-race, black, Asian, Indian, anything different from what I am. This guy was uncut, we did not waste any time at all. He came into my house, we undressed, he fucked me right away, first I sat on him, then he swung me around a bit, then he swung me around all the way so that I was laying down ass up and he just went for it. Not very long, about five minutes of very nice fucking, wiggling his cock around, touching me inside all over, and then he shot his load. He did not pull out afterwards, he just stayed there, for a long time. And I let him, I just squeezed him a bit and let him stay there. Nice one. But before tonight there have been many that I have not shared here since my last post. Honestly, I can't even remember all of them. There were three in my local nudist bar, where I always go, all on the same night. It was a Saturday, they call it Pig's Night and I have now learnt that Pig's Night is the night to go. Seemed like everyone there just wanted bareback. Upstairs in the maze there were a whole bunch of guys, all busy when I got there. I went into the swing room, just stood there for about a minute when someone came in as well. I sat down in the swing right away and he just thrust his cock inside me. No waiting, no looking, no asking, just boom. He was quite small but very hard, and obviously very horny, he shot his load after just a few minutes and left. I just stayed in the swing, because while we were busy another guy came in and was looking. As soon as the first one left he did exactly the same. Just moved over and stuck his cock in. This one was bigger but by now I could take him easily. The cum inside was enough lube and I was open by now. He fucked me quite a while, too long for mt liking actually, but eventually he shot what felt like a really small load. I left the swing and walked back into the maze when I ran into a really nice, toned, handsome black guy. One second of eye contact and we moved into another room with a sling. He was big. I sucked him first, he was uncut and there were some bumps or something on his foreskin close to the tip. Then I sat down in the sling and he tried to enter me. Couldn't. Too big. I grabbed more lube, lubed up my ass and his cock, and we tried again. It was hard and it hurt a bit but once all of him was inside it was fine. And then he fucked me really hard. At times it felt like his cock was punching the outside of my stomach. Really hard. We were at it for a long time before he came and when he did it felt like he was emptying a water bottle inside me. Lots of cum. Was really great. I think he probably counts as one of the best guys I have had sex with ever. Then I went to Europe for a short holiday. I must say, I expected more than what I got. But I did get some. In Spain I went to a famous nude bar and it was really packed. Lots of people and huge place with everything you can dream of. I went for a piss and the piss pot was like one long unit, bigger than normal, with guys standing or laying on the pissing side so you can piss on them, I did it and it turned me on quite a bit. Then I went walking around and saw lots of fucking all over, but all with condoms. Boring. I went for a smoke in the smoking room and the guy next to me looked at me, I looked at him and we left. Straight to a big double bed, in public, with many other guys standing around looking. He fucked me hard, bare. With everyone looking. He shot his load. He was one of those who squirts and contracts and you can feel everything. It was really great. I was hoping the other guys standing around would follow but nobody did. I went for another walk, found nothing, and left. Then in Portugal I went to another nude bar, tiny, tiny place but with really hunky Portuguese guys standing around naked. All uncut. One guy fucked me bare but did not cum. Then I just sucked whatever I saw around me, three throbbing Portuguese cocks. They all came in my mouth. But I left not quite satisfied. Then I went to a sauna there, again a huge place with many really hunky guys. But again so safe. Boring. I was standing in the maze area when a guy shoved his ass up towards my cock so I thought, what the heck. So I fucked him. And came within two minutes. I come very quickly when I am the top. I wanted to pull out as I started coming but he held onto me and held me inside until I finished. It was nice but not what I was looking for. Then back home I went to the sauna, it was busy but mostly with guys posing around. Until I walked past one of the private rooms where an older guy was laying on the bed, naked, looking at me. So I entered and he was indeed looking for a fuck. He fucked me bare. for a long time, but never came. So no luck there. Another time I went to a leather bar, it is not a naked bar but they have a maze upstairs with some rooms and glory holes and a sling. I just stood there at the sling room waiting when a slim guy with a beard came, looked interested, so I went into the room, he followed. I played with his cock through his jeans, lay down on the sling and waited. He stuck his cock up my ass, it was very, very small. Probably the smallest I have ever encountered. But it was so much fun. His cock touched me everywhere inside, so much stimulation. Imagine sticking your pinkie up your ass and wiggling it around all over. It was like that. Stimulation all over. He did that for a long time and eventually shot his load, I could feel him squirt, as small as he was. It was actually really great. Afterwards he told me he was Poz. Decent guy to tell me.

I feel it. Not always, some guys drop their load quietly somehow. But most throb really hard and I can feel them squirting inside. That is the feeling I like, that is what I keep looking for. Had one just now tonight but he was one of those that you can't feel. Still fine though, I got a load.

I took another load in the same place last weekend. Won't open a new thread because it is pretty much the same story. Went to the nude bar, it was really, really quiet. There were only two guys. The other one was a bottom. But then a third one came in, he did not even look at me, just sat at a table and had a drink. Then he went to the back. I thought he was a bottom too, but I still followed. He was sitting on a bar stool at the back next to the double bed, stroking his very hard dick with lube, no condom. So he was not a bottom! I went through the motions for a few seconds, stroking his cock and sucking a bit, but then I turned around and offered my ass. He was very ready to enter. It was a bit sore for some reason, but then he was in. He did not want to lie down, he just wanted to do it standing up. Not my favourite position. But a load is a load, so I continued. For some reason this one was quite sore all along, I really felt him all the time and it was a bit of an effort to be honest. He fucked me quite hard. And then, really suddenly he pulled out and left. I was a bit taken aback and disappointed, where was my load? So back to the bar. More drinks. Nobody else came. So I went home. Middle of the night I woke up to pee, felt like I had a fart, went ahead and did it, and, big surprise, a big glob of cum slid down my leg onto the floor. So he did come. And I did not even feel it. This actually made me feel really horny and really satisfied.

Absolutely, anon loads all the time. That is the greatest excitement for me.

As a matter of interest, I went for my HIV test today. It was negative, again. After this past year during which I really went all out, taking or giving as many loads as I could find, I found my test results weird. I have had so many loads, and given so many, all bareback, since I was 16, and to this day I test negative. I am talking hundreds of loads here, not just a few. Call boys in Thailand and Indonesia and South Africa and Argentina and Brazil and India and Sri Lanka and Spain and other places and wild, drunken, anonymous sex in bars or anywhere I could find it. Sex with many who had told me upfront they were poz. Taking and giving. Still negative. Over a 30 year period I have had Syphilis twice, and Gonorrhea, but still no HIV. Am I just lucky? Or am I one of the 1% who are immune? I'm just thinking aloud here. At one point I had bleeding hemorrhoids and I took several loads at that time, including one from a guy who told me he was poz, as well as others who may very well have been poz, but just didn't tell me as much. And still neg....

I went back to my favourite nude bar the other night but it was almost empty when I arrived. I was, however, really, really horny and wanted a cock shooting cum up my ass, so I just waited and had several drinks. Once I was feeling quite tipsy I took a walk around the backrooms and, lucky me, there was a guy standing there with a hard-on. I walked past, touched his cock, and waited near the double bed. He looked at me, walked away, but moments later turned back and walked towards me. I stroked his cock, he lay on his back on the bed, his cock rock hard. I did not even wait, I sat down right on it. Unlike many guys, he did not pull out immediately and tell me to find a condom. Instead he just started riding me. He was very hard and obviously just as horny as me. He rode me, I power-bottomed him, he rode me and so it went. We were both getting really sweaty and excited. I was hard too. And then he came inside me, that wonderful feeling of a cock contracting and shooting, contracting and shooting. I could feel his cum. It was wonderful as I had not had cum up my ass for a while. I moved along to the sling, where a bearded guy was busy fucking a young guy. The young guy was trying to take pictures all the time. I joined them, and tried to fuck the young guy as well, but he stopped me and telling me to pull on a condom, so I lost interest in his ass and turned to suck the bearded guy, at the same time offering my ass. He did not need much of an invitation and slid inside me right away, bare. He was one of the smallest guys I have had ever, but it was okay, he made me feel quite hot, but he never came so I went back to the bar. By now there were about five people left. I decided to call it a night and go to the sauna which was just down the road. There were so many guys at the sauna the place was absolutely pumping, but I don't like the sauna all that much because this one is a real show, with lots of young guys just posing and not doing much. However, while I was standing by the bar having a drink a guy I fucked and seeded over New Year walked up to me, asking if I remembered him. Of course I did. We chatted a bit, at one point he dropped that he tested poz (my last test was neg), and that made me really horny. I asked if he wanted to repeat what we did over New Year. "Follow me," he said. Of course I did. We went to the darkroom, I fucked him, bare, long, but I couldn't cum as, while I sometimes top, I usually bottom, and that night I wanted to get cum, not give it), so I left. I went to the sling area, where there were a few guys standing around. A really handsome and hairy young guy was standing there with a hard-on. Normally I would not even try to go for the extremely handsome guys in this sauna because they are all posers, but by now I was quite drunk and uninhibited, so I fell down on my knees and started sucking him. To my surprise he started fucking my mouth, really hard. He obviously wanted a good suck. He shot his very sweet load in my mouth and I drank it all. And then I went home. I wanted more cum up my ass, but it still turned out to be a decent night out.

South Africa. We have two nude bars in Johannesburg, one in Pretoria, one in Cape Town, and saunas in Johannesburg, Pretoria and Cape Town with nude nights. And one nude gay resort. And quite a few nude private parties.

I'm not in the US so I don't know. Where I stay there are several.

You never know what you're gonna get hey? That's what makes it so hot ...

Went to my local nude bar again last night, it was a quiet night and started off slowly. My ass was begging for some loads but nothing seemed to be forthcoming. There was a lot of group action, first at the sling, where I got one cock up my ass, but he put on a condom. I let him fuck me for a while but if there is no prospect of feeling a warm load inside me I lose interest. So then I went to the double bed next to the sling, where I got another nice big cock from a really toned guy up my ass, but again he put on a condom. So I went to the bar and had a few drinks, also a bodyshot from the very cute bodyshot guy. That's all he does, walks around offering bodyshots. I asked him if I could take it in the foreskin, which he agreed to happily, so I had quite a few sips from his very nice foreskin. He has a very small cock, but he is a real grower, when he gets hard you can't believe it's the same tiny cock! But nothing more happened, he got hard and moved along to some other guys who also wanted a go. Went walking at the back again, joined some group fun again, again a cock with a condom up my ass. It was getting boring. Into the doubled bed room, where one guy let me suck him and he was into water sports, so he pissed on me quite a lot, in the mouth and over the face. He fucked me bare, for a long time, but he never came. Then a hunk of a guy came in, strong body, as I was sucking the first guy the second one fucked me, but again with a condom! Back to the bar, more wine, it was getting very late. I thought just before leaving I would take one more walk, and this was the one, finally! As I entered the dark room area there was a handsome guy with a strong body and a stubbly beard standing at the entrance. He wasn't hard but I started playing with his soft cock and he got hard within seconds. Rock hard. I pulled him into a room with a bed where I offered my ass and he didn't wait. He was very eager and very horny and very hard. He was uncut, and his cock was strong and long. I could really feel him inside me. It was hot, we really connected, there was a lot of sweat and grabbing and holding and thrusting and feeling his rock hard cock throbbing inside me. I worked his cock, he let me ride him, he turned me around and fucked me from behind. He was getting close and then he came, a lot of warm, juicy cum up my ass. He stayed inside until he had cum completely, and when he pulled out he let me lick him clean also. Then he was gone. This was a bit wham bam thank you mam, but I loved it, I was really waiting for that. I returned to the bar and had another drink, leaving his cum inside me. Only about two hours later when I came home I pushed it out, and boy was it a lot! So a long, rather boring night eventually turned out really well.

A new nude bar opened in my area a while ago and I have been going there as often as I can. I am always lucky there as it seems the guys there don't care at all about using condoms. I went there tonight and it was rather quiet, but the few guys who were there were all very hot. Often when I go to the bar I am very drunk, or I get drunk while I'm there, but tonight I was completely sober, and I almost left because it was so quiet, but I decided to take a walk around the back to check-out the dark rooms and the sling. There was nobody there, except one exceptionally hot guy who I had seen on my way in. He was a sporty kind of guy with a perfect body and, (as I prefer them to be), a medium sized cut cock. As I'm generally quite shy (particularly when I'm sober), I wouldn't as a rule even think about approaching a guy like him, but to my surprise he began the conversation, remarking he liked my bum. "Thanks," I replied, which was apparently enough for him. "Do you want to play?" he asked. "That's why I'm here," I responded. "Let's go to a room," he suggested, and once there, I began sucking him. He took a while to get hard, but even so I enjoyed playing with his soft cock. Eventually he made me turn around and he played with my bum, lubed it up and in he went. It felt so good. When you are sober you feel it so much more. He fucked me for a short while only, and then suggested that we should go to a room with a bed, where I could lie down and he could take me from behind. He got even harder as soon as he went in, and he was clearly very horny, because very soon after he came. He pulled out just before he came, but he dropped a huge load all over my bum and my back. I turned around and gave him head, licking every last drop of cum from his cock. He really enjoyed that. Then I scooped his cum off of my back and bum and slurped it down. Again he complimented me on my nice bum, and left for a smoke. I was horny as hell by now and hadn't cum yet, so I hung around near the sling for a while. A couple, who I had seen when I entered, arrived. The one was slender and blonde, with a stubbly beard, the other was stocky and tall. Both had long, uncut cocks. It looked like they wanted to play, but neither made an advance, so I reached-over and began playing with the stocky one's cock, which I found to be slightly bigger and thicker one than that of his mate. His mate was excited by this, so I started playing with his cock as well, and soon enough both were rock hard. They did not want anything more but being sucked off, so that is what I did: I knelt on the floor and sucked them both, alternating between the two. My cock enjoyed that too, cause I could feel it getting hard and I had to control myself not to cum yet. Again it wasn't long before they came, first the slender one, who had a body like a swimmer. Really sexy. Again the kind of guy I would be shy to approach normally. (I will add here, usually I go for the much rougher, bear or leather type guys, they turn me on, but tonight was an exception). So, the slender one came first, shot his load in my mouth, everything, spurting out quite a bit of cum. I haven't had such a good blowjob with such a happy ending in a while. The cum just kept cumming. I could feel his cock contract and spurt again and again. His cum tasted slightly sweet, and I ate it all, until he emptied his balls. Just moments later his mate, the stocky one, also started cumming, so I had to switch cocks and I took his load as well. It was not as much, but it was as good. Warm and salty. I ate it all. And as I did this I shot my load as well, no hands. So tonight no load up the ass, but so much fun. Last week was another story. I arrived quite late at the bar, and was rather tipsy already. I sat at the bar counter first, having a smoke and a drink, and then moved towards the back. It was very busy, there were lots of guys. I went to my favourite spot, the sling, where there was already some action. There was a guy on the sling being fucked, and several guys standing around. I moved past them, touching several hard dicks, and stood up against the wall with my ass stuck out for action. I didn't have to wait long, a guy with a very hard and very thick cock entered me at once. He fucked me long and hard, too long in fact. He never lost his erection, but he also never came. I got a bit bored with that and after giving him a lot of time to cum, I eventually decided to move along. It wasn't going to happen. I explored the dark rooms again, and found a very tall, slightly older guy standing around, rock hard and waiting for action. I knelt down and started sucking, and it wasn't long before he turned me around and started fucking me. His cock was hard and long, but by now I had been lubed up so he entered me easily, and slid up and down inside me quite forcefully. We moved along to a room, where he continued fucking me, and then he went to the room next door and started fucking me through the glory hole. We made so much noise, he was afraid the cubicle would break, so he suggested that we go to a room with a bed. Which we did. I lay down on the bed and he lay down on top of me, entering me from behind. It felt so good. That is my favourite position, because I can really feel a cock inside me when I am lying down. He fucked me good, and I could feel his cock contract and start squirting out cum. My favourite feeling in the world when I can feel someone's cock inside me spurting out cum. He did not pull out after emptying his balls, he just lay on top of me, so I could still feel his cock inside me, I could tighten my ass and let my ass play with his cock while he was still inside. When he eventually pulled out I licked the last few drops of cum from his cock, but he pulled away, he said his cock was too sensitive. I went back to the sling, with his cum still inside me. There were two guys in the room next to the sling, but the one guy was like a fridge, he did not move, he did not touch anyone, he just stood there upright, with his back turned towards the other guy. So I moved past him and started playing with the other guy. He was already hard because I think he was planning to fuck the guy standing there without any emotions. But when he saw me I think he changed his mind. He pushed me down on the bed, on all fours, and stuck his cock in. It slid in easily, because my hole was sloppy from the previous guy's cum. This guy, a much younger guy, had been sitting at the bar all night and I think he was very horny by now. He fucked me hard. Really hard. His cock was not huge but it was hard, and I could feel it thrusting inside me. It felt great. He pushed me down onto the bed, so that I was lying flat again, and once again I was in my favourite position. I could feel every move he was making inside me. He came quickly also, maybe just five minutes and I could feel him contract and shoot. What a feeling. Two loads one after the other. By now I was really longing for more. But when I went walkabout afterwards I realised the bar had almost emptied out. There was barely anyone there. So that was it for the night. But it was a good night.