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  1. Pretty sure I found it on BarebackBastards, but haven’t been able to find it for awhile. It was a guy getting gangbanged till his hole was sloppy and overflowing, and went back and forth between him being in a normal room with a bed or something, and some clips of him being used at a gloryhole. The one detail I can really remember is that at one point one of the guys at the gloryhole says “Aw fuck dude I’m gonna cum again!” Does this ring a bell for anyone?
  2. Forgive me if this is a dumb question, but is a prolapse permanent, or does it go away/heal over time? The thought of letting guys pound my hole until it’s ruined with no going back is hot as fuck.
  3. I think that might be my favorite part. I experienced it once after a fetish party where I got pissed on, and even though I had a change of clothes and tried to wash up in the sink, the smell of stale piss clung to me for the rest of the night. I remember overhearing people saying “why do I keep smelling piss?” and hoping they wouldn’t figure out it was me, totally unable to conceal that I’m just a walking, talking, dirty urinal. I fantasize about guys spraying me down with hot piss while I’m hiking in the park, public restrooms at a crowded mall, a dirty alleyway, or a video booth. A bonus would be if they jacked some thick ropes of cum all over my face, hair, and piss-splattered clothes, to make sure everyone I pass knows what a piece of filth I am.
  4. I love seeing a guy getting soaked in piss, but think it’s especially hot and degrading when his clothes get ruined too. I like seeing the fabric getting more and more saturated, and knowing the smell will be hard to get out- it just seems extra humiliating and messy. Anyone else prefer seeing a bottom get pissed on while clothed? Any good videos showing golden showers like this?
  5. Wow, I would love to feel rope after rope of thick cum spurting into my guts, and plastering my face, hair, and body. The part where you mention overflowing condoms really turns me on- I imagine agreeing to let a poz guy fuck me as long as he wears a condom, and how it would feel when I realize he’s ruined the condom and is just pumping a massive load of infectious scum into my unprotected neg hole.
  6. That’s probably my favorite aspect of piss play too. I love videos where someone is getting their clothes and hair piss-soaked, because you know they’re going to stink like a dirty urinal afterwards, and as the piss spreads you can see their clothes getting more and more ruined. I did a performance at a fetish event once where I got soaked in piss from head to toe. I agreed to do it naively believing the shitty nightclub would have a shower or something backstage, but there was just a small sink. I changed my clothes and washed up as best I could, but for the rest of the night I felt like such a filthy pig everytime I overheard somebody say “why do I keep smelling stale piss?”
  7. So, I’m curious what pissing myself in a diaper would feel like, but too embarrassed to buy them from CVS, haha. I also don’t know what kinds work well. Can anyone recommend a brand and place to buy from?
  8. Hey, I’m in Boston, skittish about this stuff but really fucking curious- what’s CBC?
  9. Fuuuck, this story is exactly what I fantasize about. I’m too straight to be comfortable meeting up with guys, but I’d love to be tricked by a trans woman and end up her drugged up slut, taking loads of cum from anyone she wants to watch use me and wreck my virgin ass.
  10. Hey, I’m sorry I didn’t see this before. I didn’t end up seeking anything out. I’m in kinda a weird position because im primarily straight, so even though I like how it feels to get fucked physically, I’ve always gotten cold feet about getting into gay stuff. Did you go, and if so, did you find anything? I hope you had a good time!
  11. I’d be into someone doing this to me. I love how it feels, physically, to get plowed, and I really want my dick sucked, but I’m straight and don’t really know how to hook up with gay guys. Explaining that I wanna be sorta pushed into being a faggot whore is hard- having someone else explain, and all I have to do is show up and get pinned down and used, really turns me on. If anybody wants to do this to me lemme know.
  12. I’m straight, but I’m also trans, so on a purely physical level, getting fucked feels good. In my fantasies about getting turned out, there has to be illicit substances involved, and ideally a perverted, dominant woman. For example, I love the thought of a woman seducing me, tying me to her bed, and sitting on my face and absolutely smothering me in pussy, while she gets off on a bunch of guys turning me into a pnp whore for her entertainment and amusement. Despite my enjoyment of getting my bonus hole pounded, I know I’m straight, because the thought of being in a relationship with another man- walking down the street holding hands, or any kissing whatsoever, etc.- repulses me. My feelings for men are purely an extension of my fetish for humiliation and degradation.
  13. Trans guy here, this thread sucks. Way to fucking kill my boner, dumbshits. ”Clit” “pussy” “closest I’ll ever come to a girl” [Abusive language removed] Every fucking bit of info about hooking up with men who transitioned instructs you not to say idiotic bullshit like this, so don’t tell me you didn’t know. Don’t fucking taunt men who’ve been tortured for decades and expect the outcome to be enjoyable in any way for you.
  14. Woke up so fucking horny. It would be so hot waking up to a dirty pervert sliding a needle into my vein- no consent, no respect for all the years in recovery he’s about to trash. Getting me high so I’m too horny to care who’s fucking me. Spend all day with dozens of cocks using me like a dumb, dirty set of holes. Countless loads dumped in me, flowing all down my thighs and down my ass as my holes get more and more wrecked.

    My face so covered in jizz you can’t tell who I am; a camera focuses in, as I’m riding bare dick in my front hole, letting another stranger pound my asshole ‘til it gapes, and a cock is using my face as a fuckhole and cum receptacle. My arms are stretched out, supporting my weight, and I’m just moaning like a whore as the camera captures the needle left in my arm. Several cocks blast my face with piss, cleaning away some of the splooge that had obscured my features, as the camera streams it all online; my face, clearly recognizable to anyone who may know me, dripping piss and gobs of cum, the syringe in my arm that I’m too busy being a whore to remove, and of course all the condomless dick I’m willingly allowing to use my drugged up body. The filthy footage exposing my slutty face all over the internet will ensure I’m never able to get hired anywhere, except as a dirty, meth-addicted whore.

    “It feels so goood!” I moan, hot piss soaking me, as the guy below me, bouncing me on his dick exclaims “here it comes! Take my big, med-resistant load of dirty cum!” I try to squirm away, but he grabs me firmly by the waist, holding me on his dick, balls deep as he enjoys deliberately infecting me with his disease. I struggle until someone helpfully gives me another big slam of tina, then I go limp as I moan in pleasure and start willingly humping and grinding on his unmedicated meat. My drug-induced willingness to knowingly take poz jizm in my sloppy hole (already unknowingly full of virulent seed) pushes him over the edge, and he drives his condomless prick as deep as possible in my hole as rope after rope of AIDSplooge fills me. This triggers the poz cock stuffing my asshole to nut, grunting “yeah, you want all our diseased loads inside you, don’t you.”

    Totally spun, I grind my holes all over their filth-erupting pricks, moaning like a whore “Oh God, I can feel it! Oh yeah, dump your disease in me! Infect my worthless junkie fuckhole! I’m so high... Mmm, oh yeah, don’t stop... yes, yes, give me full blown AIDS!” My orgasm rips through me as I’m helpless to resist the poz cocks cumming heavily in my holes, soon replaced by more.

  15. Hey, thanks for following me- it looks like your profile’s set so I can’t follow you back, though.

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      Woke up so fucking horny. It would be so hot waking up to a dirty pervert sliding a needle into my vein- no consent, no respect for all the years in recovery he’s about to trash. Getting me high so I’m too horny to care who’s fucking me. Spend all day with dozens of cocks using me like a dumb, dirty set of holes. Countless loads dumped in me, flowing all down my thighs and down my ass as my holes get more and more wrecked.

      My face so covered in jizz you can’t tell who I am; a camera focuses in, as I’m riding bare dick in my front hole, letting another stranger pound my asshole ‘til it gapes, and a cock is using my face as a fuckhole and cum receptacle. My arms are stretched out, supporting my weight, and I’m just moaning like a whore as the camera captures the needle left in my arm. Several cocks blast my face with piss, cleaning away some of the splooge that had obscured my features, as the camera streams it all online; my face, clearly recognizable to anyone who may know me, dripping piss and gobs of cum, the syringe in my arm that I’m too busy being a whore to remove, and of course all the condomless dick I’m willingly allowing to use my drugged up body. The filthy footage exposing my slutty face all over the internet will ensure I’m never able to get hired anywhere, except as a dirty, meth-addicted whore.

      “It feels so goood!” I moan, hot piss soaking me, as the guy below me, bouncing me on his dick exclaims “here it comes! Take my big, med-resistant load of dirty cum!” I try to squirm away, but he grabs me firmly by the waist, holding me on his dick, balls deep as he enjoys deliberately infecting me with his disease. I struggle until someone helpfully gives me another big slam of tina, then I go limp as I moan in pleasure and start willingly humping and grinding on his unmedicated meat. My drug-induced willingness to knowingly take poz jizm in my sloppy hole (already unknowingly full of virulent seed) pushes him over the edge, and he drives his condomless prick as deep as possible in my hole as rope after rope of AIDSplooge fills me. This triggers the poz cock stuffing my asshole to nut, grunting “yeah, you want all our diseased loads inside you, don’t you.”

      Totally spun, I grind my holes all over their filth-erupting pricks, moaning like a whore “Oh God, I can feel it! Oh yeah, dump your disease in me! Infect my worthless junkie fuckhole! I’m so high... Mmm, oh yeah, don’t stop... yes, yes, give me full blown AIDS!” My orgasm rips through me as I’m helpless to resist the poz cocks cumming heavily in my holes, soon replaced by more.

    3. FilThFiendFtM

      FilThFiendFtM

      Apparently I woke up so horny I couldn’t figure out how to post this on my own profile feed, haha, sorry!

  16. Please tell me you write professionally, your way with words is really marvelous. Also, thanks for my new pornstar name: Dick Hickey, lol
  17. “Before I got very accustom to the darkness, I bumped into a large black leather hammock hanging from the ceiling by thick black rubber coated chains. Oh, now I get it, he must lay in here and watch tv." This is my favorite line from anything I have read, ever, from smut to Shakespeare. You managed to totally get your mind into the shoes of an utterly pure and innocent boy, and his complete lack of understanding of what he was encountering, or awareness of what he was in for. I’m still at the beginning, but I am looking forward to enjoying the rest!
  18. Awesome, that all makes a lot of sense. Are there any particular brands of diaper that you'd recommend, or website you prefer ordering from? Thank you so much for taking the time to give me so much information and advice, it's wicked helpful!
  19. Can anyone give me some information on what pissing in a diaper is like? What brands are best? How much can you piss before they overflow? I'm currently in a rather unique situation: I'm homeless, and primarily sleep in a sleeping bag in the backseat of my car. It hasn't been that bad- if I keep a positive attitude, it's actually kinda fun- but I am having an issue with waking up, desperately needing to piss, in the middle of the night. Massachusetts in January isn't really the ideal climate for stepping outside at 3am to relieve yourself- generally I just sorta hang out the car door, but I'm dreading the day somebody sees me and calls the cops, or I somehow end up getting piss inside the car or something. Ultimately, I just hate getting out of my nice warm sleeping bag to relieve myself. I've always been into golden showers, and before becoming homeless, I'd sometimes get off on making myself piss a little bit while I jacked off. There were a few times where I actually indulged in deliberately pissing the bed, not to mention all over myself: I'd drink a whole lot of fluids, and hold it as long as I could, stroking my prick until I lost control. Feeling my hot, dirty piss spreading all over me, soaking more and more of my pajamas and bedding; hearing the heavy stream gushing from my overloaded bladder and splashing obscenely in the puddle of urine I was wallowing in; knowing I was shamelessly wrecking the mattress- fuck, it turned me on and felt so hot to degrade myself so completely. Sometimes I'd nut so hard I'd fall right to sleep afterwards, contentedly marinating in the filthy urinal my ruined bed had become. I'd wake up a few hours later, swaddled in the stink of my own stale piss, and immediately get boned again when I realized I'd drunk so much that my bladder was aching for release all over again... Since my circumstances are different now, I need to be much more cautious: it's important to me that I don't ruin my sleeping bag, or the car's upholstery. Ideally, I would like to be able to completely empty my bladder twice- in the middle of the night, and first thing in the morning- without all that piss overflowing- do they make diapers that can withstand that much? Also, does the piss stay warm in the diaper? I really get boned imagining how it will feel to have my junk and ass soaking in hot piss all night long, but if it gets cold instead, it will be extremely uncomfortable, especially on nights when the temperature dips into the teens. So, any tips, suggestions, or recommendations? Thanks!
  20. Fuck, that's hot- I like how the wristband lets you know "this is no accident," and also serves as an invitation to onlookers. I haven't gotten a golden shower in ages, I'd really love to get back into it. Generally, as a straight guy, I've preferred to receive them from women- but women are rarely into getting truly piggy, especially in public. I get off on the idea of one or more men making me kneel on a filthy public restroom floor while they pull their dicks out and unleash a torrent of hot, stinking piss all over me, deliberately directing the stream to ensure every inch of me is doused in it. I also agree with you guys that it's hotter when you're fully clothed- for me, I think it has to do with the added degradation of my clothing being ruined, plus it'll take longer to dry off, and even when dry, the clothes will hold onto the stench of stale urine, making me smell like a dirty urinal until I can get home and change. I've been thinking a lot about getting some diapers to try pissing myself, without anyone being able to see. Maybe eventually I'll work my way up to just letting my piss flow, and soaking myself freely like a total pig.
  21. Oh man, this got me instantly hard. I've hooked up with guys a handful of times but never let them cum inside me- usually they wore a condom, or would pull out and spew all over my face. I'm very apprehensive about getting an STD, and prior to my transition I was afraid of getting pregnant. I really did love the feel of raw cock fucking my unprotected hole, though, and it especially turned me on when I could feel my hole getting gooey and slick with his precum. It really turns me on to imagine being held down by a top, helplessly squirming while the anonymous perv on top of me plunges his cock as deep inside my unprotected hole as possible; Finally giving up, and giving in to the undeniable pleasure of feeling his tool bloat and throb, splattering hot gobs of thick, gooey jizz inside me, forcing me to be a cum dump.
  22. Hey fellas, I've been homeless for a few months now, and I decided to come down to NYC to get a change of scene, crash with some friends, and check out a few concerts. While I'm in town, I thought it might be cool to meet some sleazy guys and let them use me like the cheap, horny, little lowlife I am; I have never let anyone cum inside me, nor have I ever been fucked anally, but despite being straight, I'm wicked turned on by cum- I love letting a guy dump thick, hot prickpaste all over my face and in my hair, and the thought of letting men spurt load after load of scum inside my tender, unprotected holes gets me wicked horny. I'm not sure if this is allowed to post on here, but I would really be into whoring myself out- I desperately need the money, plus it's a huge turn on for me. I would also really like to try someThing, which I've been penalized for posting about outside of the "Backroom" section, but if you take a look at my profile and some of my posts, I feel it should be clear what I'm talking about. I fucking love the thought of how dirty and degenerate I'll feel, getting exploited, degraded, and turned into a nasty whore. Please message me if you're in NYC and wanna use a straight, homeless transboy, and be the first to leave my holes gaping and sloppy with loads of your seed. I'll send pics and can answer any questions you might have about me. Thanks!
  23. I'm coming to NYC next week- wanna turn me into a piss soaked, slammed up, cum drenched piece of human trash?

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