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I tested on the same day of each month when I was chasing. Prior to that I was doing the "good queer" thing of testing a couple times a year...usually at the local gay center. When I started riding sick dick, I wanted to know when I finally converted, so it was easier to buy a bunch off e-bay at test at home. The home tests measure the HIV antibodies in your system...not the actual virus. As others have noted it may take a bit to build up the level of antibodies until the test reflects a level that suggests that you are indeed POZ. In essence, if you are fucking a lot, the test is only valid for the moment you took the test. What happened after that is still unknown. But, if you get two pink lines, in nearly 99% of the time, any other type of testing will confirm you are indeed knocked up. On the other hand, a negative result my be disproved by other more discrete testing. In short, a negative test on a home tester is really of little value in proving you are indeed negative, while it is extremely accurate in stating you are POZ. As LKMIKE said, I found the testing kind of fun. I actually videoed each of my tests...to capture what my true reaction to the results would be. No doubt, the smile on my face when I saw two pink lines confirmed that all that fucking had finally paid off. On all these negative videos, the disappointment was equally clear.
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Number 3 blood slam dude joined the POZ team as expected. !00% conversion rate so far. Have two more line up for the weekend if they have balls enough to show up. Maybe not as much fun as fucking...but looks like I can be a sure thing for those who are certain they want the bug. Anyone else wanting some very toxic ESSENCE OF EUNUCH?
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Where did you get (or give) your last load?
SuccessfulChaser replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
Stopped by to see a buddy yesterday. Too much wine and lots of good weed lead to us spending the whole afteroon and evening together..... Needless to say, most of that evening was spent with his very large, very POZ BBC rammed deep in my very POZ and horny Eunuch ASS. My nutz may be dead...but my ass and tits are ALIVE. -
Just had a good fuck from an old friend. Always nice to feel a familiar cock. As he started pumping, so many memories came to me.
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As I have written other places, I am freshly castrated. So far, i have found that I am not wanting for partners. Since I have preferred to bottom for many years, my sexual role has not changed that much. No doubt, some of the more recent fucks have included an element of the curious who want to see/experience what a eunuch can offer. But others, simply want to enjoy great sex. No doubt, some like the idea that it is ALL about them. I had contemplated castration for many, many years. In fact, for many years, I assumed that I would be nutless before I got knocked up. As it turned out, I converted nearly two years before I was cut. For me, both "modifications" stem from many of the same thoughts and desires. Certainly both a permanent (and serious) changes. No doubt, the consequences of both actions are mine alone. My first ever sexual experience was gay and and I never considered myself anything other than queer. But as time went on I recognized that I was something other than simply a homosexual male. Exploring those feelings eventually resulted in me becoming what I am today.---a very POZ EUNUCH. As others have indicated, not everyone appreciates castrated men. I can understand that. Not everyone appreciates POZ guys and raw sex. But we all have to make the choices that allow are mental selves match our physical selves. For me, this journey has been amazing, erotic, sex filled and a natural evolution to become the PERSON I need to be.
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Man, you gotta feel that delicious cum oozing out of your freshly fucked hole to be a real barebacker.......but once you enjoy that....you will never want it any other way.
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Two syringes of my Eunuch Essence are now coursing through my third blood slam partner. His last two loads of negative cum are well deposited in my ass. Hopefully my record holds and he is converting as I type this. I am really getting turned on by doing slams. Perhaps it is time to start sharing my fluid more freely
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Been over a month since my nuts were eliminated. Still having some temperature control issues...but pain is all gone. Must guys have enjoyed knowing they were fucking a eunuch. No doubt, I have not had anything close to a hard cock since then...and even with effort no cum. I do seem to leak much more pre-cum than before. No doubt, it is all still kind of new....but I like it....A LOT.
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so far no erections.....and after a month....a real change in sexual arousal. I am still fucking a lot....and get turned on..but it feels different....more mental that physical. I expect that I will not be able to get erect with any regularity
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Ooh fuck yeah! Please write more about your castration and eunuch experiences!
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Barebacked In the Video Booth
SuccessfulChaser replied to travelingbi's topic in General Bareback Sex Stories
I took a load a my local ABS last week end. It is the most minimal place you can imagine......one hallway, 7 booths, no doors and no glory holes. You either quickly loose your inhibitions or you don't suck/get fucked. I am kind of a regular and most of the clerks do not charge me. Last weekend was kind of slow....sucked off the usual couple of older dudes and on really nice BBC. But, I was not getting anything in the ass. Was just about ready to leave when I guy who had fucked me before came in.....and he quickly was pushing his meat deep. Given the layout, guys fucking always draw onlookers (hard to NOT watch). He was quickly ready to cum...and blew his load while groaning loudly.....much to the pleasure of the crowd......not to mention MY PLEASURE. One of the most amazing times there was a day when another fem, POZ verse dude was there when I got there. He is a pretty cool dude....we fuck some....and are kind of in the same social circle. Between the two of use, we service every guy that came in for the next hour. Kind of wild to know that each of those seven guys....regardless of what they did....when home with a very resent exposure to HIV. -
First Time With A Family Member
SuccessfulChaser replied to KindaBasic's topic in General Discussion
Incest has been a common thread through out my long queer life. No doubt that I introduced my younger brother to the world of queer sex. Like me he never swayed from loving the cock. We have fucked a lot over a lot of years. He is married now and both he and his husband enjoy topping me. He is 9 years younger....but never regretted his somewhat forced introduction into the wonders of queer fucking. They sent a selfie of themselves just after midnight on New Years. IT was both of them holding their test strips....showing the twin pink lines. I kind of thought they were chasing....but not certain of it. They did their unveil as "the ball dropped". I had just seen them in mid-December for a family holiday visit. They both topped me then....their first time to get some eunuch ass....but neither mentioned the possiblity of being infected....so I am sure I took a POZ load from both of them just a month ago. I sucked my older brother a few times...but he was not really into it.....and he is married to a female now. Doubt that he ever rides on the bi-side, I have a same age cousin that I used to spend a lot of time with. I think we both got into gay stuff about the same time....and eventually fucked a lot over a few years. We do not live near to each other now....so it is quite infrequent. My younger sister came to me when she wanted to start getting laid. She was in early highschool....damned good looking....killer bod....cheerleader...that type. She wanted to get fucked at homecoming and came to me to learn "how to make a dick feel good". And yes...that resulted in popping her cherry.....not planned...expected...nor repeated.....but she liked it....and was soon a very slutty cheerleader. She promptly got her little cunt knocked up....and I helped her "fix" that.....something that was repeated a number of times before she got out of college. When she was in college, I know she was getting more dick at that time. Only "dad" I got fucked by was the father of my highschool fuck bud. We were the full on queers of our school....and did not hide much. His did caught us one day....this son's cock was buried deep in my ass and I was groaning in pleasure...and did not notice for a bit. Father ended up fucking us both as punishment.....and made us fuck in front of him a number of times.......sometimes he joined in...other times not. -
Been away for a while..serving out my punishment for inappropriate posting. But had a lot of fun...even if I could not right about it. Got confirmation of a second conversion from a blood slam...2 for 2 in toxic blood donations. And my brother and his husband both tested poz at year end.
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Welcum back. Wish we could hook up sometime.
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When I read posts such as this I usually have the same thoughts. It sounds like a natural born queer has been hiding as a breeder to avoid dealing with what he really wants.....to embrace his homosexuality and to live a the life as a true bottom faggot. But the allure of man on man fucking is too much. The desire for cock in the ass is too much and you start playing around and as many of us find, sooner or later you get knocked up. I am very much PRO-POZ if you read my writing. But I am also very much opposed to infecting those who are unknowing, or not willing participants....such as the OP's little wifey. Fags fucking raw know what risk they are taking. Some of the pussy fags take PREP or use condoms.....but the real men just fuck raw. OP did, got stealthed and now is "worried". No matter how good or bad your marriage is, wifey did not ask for her cock loving hubby to infect her. Unless she is fully aware of your practices and risk, make sure you protect her. Or be open and share your new gift with her...but make sure she understands the consequences. Being a POZZED up FAG is perhaps your destiny......some soul searching will help you realize who and what you really are.....embrace that.....and leave the innocents alone.....MAN UP and be the FAG you know you are.
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Sometime later today, I will take my last cock of the year. A short time later, I will get filled with the first cum of 2017. Lets make 2017 the most CUM and BUG filled year we can.
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Lucky bitch...?
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WHEN did you learn to clean your ass
SuccessfulChaser replied to topstud127's topic in General Discussion
I started getting fucked well before I could drive. The older dude who "recruited" me did a great job of helping me embrace being a queer. Not only was he a patient lover/master, but he took time to help me with things that have served me well in a lifetime of fag-dom. He was able to help me learn how to clean and why. No doubt, I have been in a few situations over the years when I would have preferred to be cleaner....but for the most part, his methods still work today. Diet, hose, time all in proper form make the difference for me. and every time a top mentions something about a good fuck.....i know i have that one guy to thank -
Got fucked twice this morning. Both from long time poz fuck buds. These were not about being a eunuch or being poz....just really great fucking between buds who really know how to put out. FUCKING GREAT
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As it should be.
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Deep in your hole, or on it and fucked in
SuccessfulChaser replied to wgm1964's topic in General Discussion
No doubt, a top that can go balls deep and keep on pumping well after he delivered the goods is my preference. Love the feeling of his dick pumping that load deeper and smearing it thoughout my guts. I like getting fucked....not just fucking...but having a hard dick pound my ass.....so the guy who can keep up that effort is a hero in my book. -
damned nice long weekend. really had a lot of opportunity to continue gaining confidence in my altered sexual role. So far, there have been plenty of guys who have wanted to tap a eunuch ass.
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I understand the attraction. I would love you breed your eunuch hole.
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Just as a reminder, your magic shield of PReP on helps with HIV. Taking it raw gives you lots of chances for other fun stuff like gono, syph and herpes. A rentboi may take care of himself, but they have been know to carry a few of these buggies with them. Perhaps that is part of the thrill, though. On the other hand, you double header should like it will be a great fuck session and and great memory. Certainly hope it is the fuck you imagine it to be.
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barebacking and exhibitionism
SuccessfulChaser replied to constructionguy's topic in General Discussion
I am a total bottom, but believe the same as the OP. Being watched while getting fucked is a huge turn on. The idea that others have no doubt about my bottom pig desires is exciting. Letting others know that my ass and mouth are readily available helps ensure I will get even more cock. And, if someone wants to film the whole thing....it amps the experience up another notch or two. Knowing that others could use my fuck session as jack of material is pretty damned cool. Makes me want to be the best bottom possible.....so they get the show that gets them off. -
Why AIDS and why I won't stop until I get it
SuccessfulChaser commented on AIDSfaggotDallas's blog entry in Nothing more important than full blown AIDS
This is a subject that is a source of great fascination. Imagine for a moment all of the millions of people who have seen their HIV infection progress into that final stage called AIDS. The agony, fear and suffering experienced is well documented and well understood. Yet some men, and I am one of them, are drawn not to just becoming infected with HIV, but truly desire to experience AIDS. No doubt, the thrill of fucking during a chase is hot. Many of us find POZ on POZ sex to be extremely erotic. But we still want more. We want to feel our bodies change as the disease destroys our immune system as it takes control of our lives. For whatever reason we have huge desire to live with the viral time bomb of AIDS lurking within our DNA. I am not sure I fully understand that desire. But, I know that pull is very real. It was real before I started chasing. It became more real as that first POZ cock drove a toxic load deep into my faggot ass. The heat of that desire became hotter with each POZ cock and erupted into flames as I tested POZ. And now, two years after I submitted to the allure of diseased dick, that fire burns even hotter. For some it may be part of some sort of a death wish. I do not subscribe to that. Rather, it is a recognition of mortality and a desire to understand that. It may be a desire to be connected to the generations of brother queers who have experienced AIDS first hand. It may be more of the same sexual fetish that chasers and gifters share. For me, each day is a day closer to that diagnosis. The virus in my body is not hindered by medication. I am actively seeking super-bugs to insure my goal is achieved. I know those who have suffered with AIDS, who have lost lovers and family to AIDS, who have seen first hand the wicked power of that final stage of our illness may never understand. But for those few of us who are so inclined, the pull is stronger than you could ever imagine. -
Day 13 in my transition from being a man to being a eunuch. Much less pain, lots of hot flashes and sweats and even with serious effort have not coaxed a hard on yet.
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Eons ago, the very first cock that split my ass was slathered in Vaseline. As an early teen virgin, I thought it was the most amazing feeling in the world. In that pre-condom era, I had lots of Vaseline aided fucks over the years. While there are so many better lubes today, I still get a bit nostalgic for that feel and smell of simple old Vaseline. Too messy, too slick but oh what it meant in those days to feel that slippery cock slide easily into my ass. The lube shooters another poster mentioned are kind of a fun thing to play with from time to time. Really can pack you ass full and having a nice cock plunge into a lube packed hole is a unique experience. Messy as all hell.....and certainly not conducive to passing the bug....but a fun diversion.
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An hour of porn an poppers last night...coupled with some good JO lube and lots of jacking.......and NOTHING.....fucking NOTHING. No hardness, no orgasm....nothing. My new reality.
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love the nullo look....just expensive to get there.....will see how this stage (castration) goes for a bit....then decide
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cool. I love your updates.
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Thanks for sharing! It's really interesting to see how it goes for you... and a bit exciting too
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Fuck...woke up at 2 AM....in the middle of a huge night sweat/hot flash. First tangible result of castration. WOW.
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So, sweet to know another guy was castrated...and poz, too.
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Any photos?
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One week post castration (still getting my head FULLY around that) and most of pain is gone, bruising is getting better, no really indication of affects yet. In fact was able to jerk off and shoot a load while watch porn last night.
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Wow, congrats for taking the step!
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Right, Homo60.
