SuccessfulChaser

Anyone who knows I got knocked up knows I did AT LEAST once!

Several have actually been bold and asked why I did not use condoms?   

Love reading about chasing the hot ass strain, CRF19.    I have tried hard to get a co-infection, but have had zero success.   But, having one of those guys hammer your ass is hot.   

I was knocked up in 2015 and castrated in 2016.   I can state for a fact that SOME guys really get off on fucking a eunuch.  But some guys just think that is too weird.  No doubt, I have not had any lack of partners since my balls ceased pumping testosterone into my fag body.

Mountains of western NC here. North of Asheville.....kinda of remote. Not the end of the world here....but I can see it from my window.

Stealthing in the news. http://www.cnn.com/2017/04/27/health/stealthing-sexual-assault-condoms/index.html

http://www.cnn.com/2017/04/27/health/stealthing-sexual-assault-condoms/index.html

CNN on-line story about steathing and a movement to consider it sexual assault.

I have written about it other places on this site...so I won't repeat it all. One of the posts got me banned for a while as well. But, there were done at the same time. One clamp per side....about 15 minutes (so the guys doing work said...I was in no condition to keep up with that). Nuts are shrinking...much much smaller, and very "squishy". Dr. says could be another year for them to be fully gone.

Have some experience in play with them....and of course lost my nuts to a burdizzo clamp 4 months or so ago.

Band play can be kind of fun. You are correct, the bands are quite small.....and getting human nuts through the band is a bit of a pain. That probably makes it better for a two person sport. Not much pain when the band is slipped of the tool. A bit of a pinch...but nothing like the bit of the burdizzo. My nuts would swell up a bit after 10 minutes or so...and the pain would increase. Also, seen/felt at that time is they start to darken from dark pinkish red to blue/black as they starve for blood/oxygen.

Always make sure you use a safety loop of some sort. I always threaded a zip tie through the band before inserting nuts. that gives you a bit of a handle to pull the band away from your sack. Without doing that, the band can be difficult to cut--without nicking your bag as well. If you are playing with someone else, two loops work more nicely....but single handed, the extra loop is worthless.

Watch the time....your nuts are starving for that that gives them life....blood and oxygen...from the moment you turn the band loose. I am not in the medical field, so I have no idea when damage starts....but unless you want to join the eunuch clan--be very careful.

Even if you do want to go ball-less, I am not sure that is a good choice. The chances for infection and/or needing professional repair seem high. Having rotting nuts hanging around for a bit until they sluff off seem disgusting to me as well.

Play, have fun...but be careful....just like getting knocked up, getting castrated is a once in a lifetime experience...no going back.

I felt the pinch of the burdizzo on the 11th of December last year. While others may have different results, it appears to have done the job for me. My most recent testosterone level blood test was 55 ng/dl. In many cases, 50 ng/dl would be the level expected if your nuts were surgically removed. Additionally, I have not had an erection in almost 4 months, my temperature regulation is all to fuck and my nuts have shrunk and turned into mush blobs....certainly not the balls they once were.

I am very happy with the results. The pain was intense, but fairly short lived. I know now that I am a fully submissive bottom, and 100% focused on giving pleasure to any cock that I encounter. Not everyone aspires to be a POZZED up EUNUCH, but I love it.

But one word of caution. I have doubts that most guys would have the ability to fully close the jaws of the clamp on their own nuts. I was restrained and still bucked against the pain. Find a willing helper....practice....and go for it. But, just like getting knocked up, it is a lifetime...life style choice. Make sure it is what you want.

some categories i just do not understand.

buys a vespa and tells co-workers he is a biker

gets a $25 flashtrash tattoo and and brags about being inked

claims to be a total bottom pig, but recoils at the thought of doing ATM

boasts of his hard parTy ways, but never has a connecTion

hides behind a PrEP shield and talks about risk taking

I fully appreciate that each of us is the only one responsible for our sexual health. Additionally, i have some very strong beliefs about what it means to live an authentic queer life. Having been fucking with the guys since the late '60's has allowed me to see a huge swath of queer life----much of which has disappeared as being a fag went mainstream. I guess it saddens me to think that there is a generation who thinks that a PrEPed ass taking a UD load is a risk. And for me that sketchy sex part of my queerdom has been an amazing (with consequences) part of my life. Not sure how to explain it more.......but experiencing those risks helped me feel more fulfilled s a homo than any suburban Modern Family gay experience could have. It has been one hell of a ride.....and even if the virus takes me tomorrow, I will feel that I got the most I could....perhaps not the most DAYS....but the MOST of all else.

Sorry for the rant......

Long ago I learned that submitting to extensive CBT sessions was very much a part of what I felt was needed to become the best bottom faggot I possibly could. Over 20+ years my nuts were exposed to many sessions with needles, weights, clamps, kicking, squeezing, clamping. As the years passed, I learned to "enjoy", getting kneed and kicked to the point of near collapse. Feeling the essence of my supposed "manhood" abused with such pain became a prelude to many great fuck session. After the fucking stopped, it was great feeling the residual pain in my nuts and gut.....and seeing some swelling of my abused balls.

But, as time moved on, I knew I wanted more. I understood my desire was not just the pain (although I loved it), it was the fact that I learned to believe that if I was actually castrated, I would become a more perfect---and total--bottom. Early last December, I achieved eunuch status when I felt the pinch of a burdizzo clamp on both "cords".

The blinding pain of that clamping remains vivid and was something of a supersized version of a final assault on my gonads. Three months later I have the testosterone level of about 30 ng/dl......castrate level testosterone.

My nuts are now shrinking, a bit mushy to the squeeze and nearly absent of pain when slammed, kneed or kicked. My favorite ball busting partner was a bit shocked at how little reaction I had to his best efforts.

I love knowing that I gave up my nuts for my evolution as a sexual being. I love the differences in my body and attitude that are happening since castration. I am going to miss the intense pain and thrill of those sharp jabs to my crotch. Still, I know that my development into a more pure bottom faggot, focused on only a top's satisfaction is much more important than the pleasure I got from my balls being molested to the extreme.

The fun part is taking all the cock. The hard part is getting all the damned anti-queer, safe fucking sex messages out of your head. Your whole life has been filled with messages saying why you should not follow your desires. But the truth is, only one voice matters...and that voice is your own. As others have said....just get out there and fuck. Once you tame the other voices, you will become a cum slut to equal many of us here. Enjoy the cock...and the lifestyle......it can't be beat.

No doubt, the evidence indicates the CRF mutations/strains can present issues to those who choose to try to medicate their hard earned status away. I have been chasing CRF19.....and know it is a bit difficult to add some of these. But, unlike the other response...superinfections are indeed possible......just got the confirmation that I now have both HIV1 and HIV2.......no CRF infections....but that does not mean I will stop trying.

Don't worry too much.....just go out and fuck...it is what we were meant to do.

I make no apologies about it, I love BBC and most of my regular fuck buds fit that title. Since I know those guys well, I make a point to always open up a bit before we fuck. I get the whole pain into pleasure thing, but when I have access to a cock, I wanna get fucked and fucked hard....NOW. So loosening up a bit helps.

I cannot understate the value of a good clean out. It helps me loosen and it takes any "fear" about messes. Yeah, shit can happen, but this step is important and sometimes all I need.

I also have a wide range of ass plugs and dildos. I can size up to a point that most guys feel a tight hole, but it does not take much effort to penetrate me.

Use good lube.....not the average drug store pussy fucking lube, but something meant for getting ass fucked. I tend to use gun oil. Don't spare the expense or the quantity.

Consider poppers. One tug on the brown "jug" and I seem to start opening up.

If I am going to a ABS, dark room, Cumunion, I always size up a small amount.....want those encounters to be be quick and easy.

I think guys from the fist community will agree, that as you start sizing up, you may find that average cocks do not do much for you any longer. I know in my own case, that is very true. While I appreciate and enjoy any meat that pierces my hole, I prefer to feel something that pushes me open wider.

I recently purchased a glass butt plug that his a bit over 10 inches in circumference. As a comparison, that fucking chunk of glass weights a pound and a half and is bigger around than an average coffee cup. It still takes me an hour or better of serious play and effort to get that hole wrecker firmly seated in my faggot hole.....but damn it feels great....and it leaves me gaped open for an hour or more after I retrieve it.

Be careful, do not go too fast......it takes some time to learn to control your body...and mind.....but with patience, good lube, good toys and a great cleaning process, you will find there can be real joy in spreading open...but in solo and partner(s) play.

Hell gurl, most of my crap is written when I am seriously fucked up. That helps the good stuff cum out. Hope you enjoy the cock you find. But, there is no fully safe raw sex. Sure PReP can help with HIV, but the other stuff is still out there. And perhaps PReP cocks are driven by guys who feel "safe" they might be more likely to carry other bugs.

Nice second chapter. Fucking hot and intense action. I hope there is more. It sure makes me wish my own pursuit of CRF19 was something close to this hot.

For many of us faggot sluts, cocks and cum are the essence of life. No matter if your desire is for sucking cock like the OP or taking diseased dick up the ass like I prefer, the pursuit of more sex is a key element of our lives.

For many of us, it is a very natural, authentic part of our being. There is....and I feel very strongly about this....NOTHING THE HELL WRONG with having as much fucking sex as possible. There are so many anti-queer, anti-recreational sex messages floating around that there is no wonder some have very conflicted views. Screw the damned haters. They are too uptight and conflicted to understand the true beauty of fucking just for fun. Hell, if we would all fuck more and complain less the world would be much improved.

Humans are expected to use all of their physical abilities......thinking, seeing, opposable thumbs, to have a "better" life....why the hell should we think that the sexual drive and abilities we have should be "limited".

So, fuck, suck or do whatever you enjoy often and well......if that is part of your make up denying it will only make you more miserable.

hot fucking story so far. please keep it up. i have enjoyed a lot of ritualized fucking and I recently had a couple loads of CRF19 laden cum driven into me by a beautiful caramel cuban cock. really great to see to of my fag fetishes rolled into on hot story. Hope your character enjoys getting flooded with CRF19 cum as much as I did.

Thanks for sharing. Also good to see someone willing to take a stand. No doubt decades of fear/hate based messages around safe sex and HIV have created a hostile environment for those who are POZ. We all need to be more pro-active in helping get his message out.

I agree that getting a compliment from a top is great. Even more so, having a new (to my ass anyhow) top come back for more is a greater compliment. But, for me those are simply feedback on the effort I put into fucking. I always try to use as much skill and enthusiasm as possible to give the meat of the moment the best possible experience. While the feedback is appreciated, it is not my source of sexual pride.

Rather, I am most proud that I have evolved as a queer to the point that I have truly accepted and live by a code that includes an any cock any time, no questions, no limits attitude. I feel I have overcome so many taboos, stigmas, anti-fag messages. I have worked for many years to makes certain my fucking practices have aligned with my mental/emotional view of what it means to be an authentic fag.

No doubt, that has meant many extreme adjustments. I believe the fact that I am " c and c" is an example (converted and castrated). Accepting non-mainstream changes like those two are not easy, but the rewards have, so far, been many.

In short, I am a very queer, POZ, tatted up, free fucking eunuch who will take any cock at any time---and DAMNED PROUD OF IT. In fact, I cannot imagine being any other way.

I consider that one out of every five fellow fags are my brothers. We all share a virus that most likely originated in the same place and was transmitted the same way. We are connected to the thousands of gay men who have passed due to complications of our virus as well. For me that connection is a strong as any family connections. I feel an even closer connection to those among us who sought out the virus and very willingly chose to be part of this family.

Also, I have a younger brother who is openly gay, married to a great guy and both announced on New Years that they are now POZ as well. We enjoy each others "company" from time to time, most recently a few weeks prior to their POZ announcement.

I had an paternal uncle who was closeted, but no doubt a queer as I am.

I had one cousin that I spent a lot of naked time with in our high school years, but he has not been as active with men in later years.

There is not doubt. I spend some portion of every day thinking about cock. Some times that is working on getting the next cock in my ass. Some times, it is getting fucked. And some times, it is just reflecting on how fucking good a hard cock feels.

Then you add in my obsession with feeling cum in my ass.....and my expressed desire for all the POZ cum I can get and you see that I fully meet the standard the OP suggested. Being somewhat of a lifelong barebacking bottom slut, I have enjoyed men in numbers that I hesitate to share. But, if you do the math, I have likely taken nearly 200 sperm for every man, woman and child currently on this planet. That is a fucking lot of cum....and I have enjoyed it all. Still, I continue to use a fair amount of my free time chasing more cock.

Hell, if you are a bottom faggot cum slut, why not embrace it and make it your lifestyle.

I live near enough to Atlanta to make a visit to the Cheshire several times a year. It is old, nasty, rundown sketchy and one of the most wonderful fuck spots you might ever encounter.

The ground floor rooms are about as close to a guarantee cum filled ass as I know of. The open curtains, unlocked door are a near sure thing.

But first timers need to have a bit of caution. Cops, something like hotel security, and some very sketchy dudes can make it a bit on the unsafe side. But observe, use some care, perhaps go with a friend or find a friendly local and you will quickly learn the environment.

Put in a quick plug for Manifest as well. A "dry" sex club (no baths, sauna) is near by. Not a typical experience in many ways, it is still provides a lot of cock on a good night (special events). Not everyone's first choice for venue or type of other patrons, but I have always had some decent dick when visiting. If the Cheshire is the "wild west" of queer fucking, then Manifest, is the refined local from "back east". Kind of nice...for me anyhow...to have sex in both during the same weekend.

I got a 4.0 in my cumdump studies. And damned proud of it.

hooked up with a fine, fine fine cock on BBRT tonight. guy was just visiting. i had messaged him this morning......and he replied....drove up and drilled my ass good. had a really great biohazard tat......and while not huge, he really knew how to work what meat he had. i love it when you truly know that you have been well fucked.....there is just a great feeling. not all about size......a master cocksman is a true delight.