Wildwind

It would honestly be great if that happened. He's hot as hell. I'm kind of stuck up with most guys because I have sky high standards, but my cousin is like a country boy adonis. I would definitely swallow for hom without a second thought and I'd keep blowing him for as long as he wants me to.

I guess I'm just scared because I'm kind of in love with him and love him. He's one of my biggest supports, if this went wrong I would probably have a meltdown. I mean if he offered to move away and for us to be a couple I would fo it without any hesitation.

The first time I caught him jacking off I made a joke that I heard him and that he must be comfortable in my home. The next visit right after that he jacked off in the bathroom again. The second time he jacked near the sink istead of on the toilet, right next to the door. There was also an odd moment the first time he jacked off just before it happened. We were talking about sex. He took off his outter shirt down to his under armor, then sprawled his leg sapart and stretched. Not a fast stretch but like slow, steady and arching his back a little with his arms overhead. He let his shirt ride way almost to his navel and and his jeans fell so low I could see the hollow of his hips. Like no joke if he didn't shave I would've saw pubes. He made eye contact the whole time and had a grin on his face. I kept glancing at his junk and I'm not 100% sure but he may have a had a boner? Idk how big his dick is so it could've just been a wrinkle in his jeans.

I guess maybe I can get some drinks next time he comes over. Maybe accidentally brush my hand over his groin as I walk past and see if he starts adjusting himself. Then maybe do the same and bring up sex? Then maybe ask what he's into sex wise and then bring up that I like giving head? would taking action while he's jacking off be too direct?

Well he's kind of shy when it comes to sexual stuff. But he has adjusted himself a few times when he caught me looking, but I couldn't tell if it was from feeling embarassed at getting my attention. He's also cupped himself a few times. Then again wouldn't most guys turn to the side or close their legs?? when he was masturbating in the bathroom just beforehand we were talking about sex. But it was mostly me sharing my personal sexual experiences and him laughing and giving opinions. Just guy talk. before most of this I did mention bluntly thay when I was younger I was very open to sex with my other cousins if they approached it right. We were talking about how I got pissed because a different cousin tried to fuck me when we were teens but was too aggressive. I'm wondering if he's too afraid to be blunt because he doesn't want to piss me off after what I told him.

So loke what kind of body language should I be looking for with him? More than once after we hung out a long time he went to jackoff in the bathroom. He didn't tell me but he was loud enough to be heard.

Ok so here's the thing. I've had a massive crush on my cousin since we were children. He's three years older than me, fit as hell, sexy af, bashful when it comes to sexual stuff but isn't closed minded. So I'm trying to figure out what signals to look for that a jock type like my cousin wants head from me. On more than one occasion he's come to visit me without his gf and jacked off in my bathroom loud enough for me to hear after hanging out with me for a long time in the livingroom. He's done stuff that makes me think he might have interest in me sucking him off but I'm not sure. So, what should I look for body language and behavior wise that an alpha male like my cousin wants my attention?

My last loqd was a while ago. I'm kind of a snob on that front, I won't let a guy cum in me unless he's drop dead hot. So I put up a CL ad because I was feeling pretty horny and didn't want to put out any work for it like dressing up and hitting the scene. So I got a reply, but he had no pics. Just his stats, which were decent. Well I was feeling pretty on point and decided to meet up, if he was a catfish I would just walk, no problem there. So I met him down the street from my house. The minute I laid eyes on him I was rock hard, this guy was the hottest 6 ft, built black man I had ever seen. He had some hot tats on his fore arms. So we went back to my place. Started out smoking a bit, chatting. Then headed right to the bedroom. Now normally I play safe because I have health issues and getting pozzed would be a death sentence for me. Now i hadn't been laid in a minute thanks to my high standards but this guy, oh my god. The minute his basketball shorts dropped I couldn't control myself. His cock was massive even sock and grogeous. He laid himself back on my bed and I just engulfed his cock, I throated him harder than I think I ever had. He was a perfect dom, he knew how to slap me with his cock, how to grip my balls while i sucked to make me submit. Then came the moment of truth. He wanted to fuck. But once he got behind me he said he didn't have a condom. I could feel him teasing me, rubbing his cock head against my hole. I could feel myself giving in and just as I was about to consent he pushed the entire length in raw and pinned me down. He just started pounding me me raw. We went on for an hour and a half, he had me in the palm of his half. He hit my prostate and made me cum more than once. It felt so good I thought my heart would stop. When be asked me if I wanted his load I just let him decided. He came in me. I was so horny I actually did as to mouth on him, I never do that, and had round two and swallowed the second one. i honestly think he was the best I've ever had.