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cocklover1966

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About cocklover1966

  • Rank
    Barebacker
  • Birthday 03/03/1966

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  • Gender
    Male
  • Location
    London
  • Interests
    Sex, men and social mates
  • HIV Status
    Neg, Recently Tested
  • Role
    Versatile Bottom
  • Background
    Horny 52 year old bloke, love being naked even socially with other males.
  • Looking For
    Dirty men that like to fuck raw, breed and be bred. Happy to stop PrEP for the right group of guys. Also love hanging naked socially with other males. Like to service cock of alpha and dominant males, new to the bb journey and need guidance.

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  1. thanks for the follow :)

    1. cocklover1966

      cocklover1966

      pleasure,  nice profile. 

  2. At age 16 id taken a temporary job in town, opposite the office was a public toilet, id noticed lots of men going in and out but didn't take too much notice. But one day my young hormones were playing up, so I decided to take a quick trip during lunch on the "excuse" I needed a pee. This other young guy cruised me he was about 25, fairly handsome, good body. He met me at the urinal and showed me his cock, I was hooked, bearing in mind up until this point I was a total virgin no experience and had never touched a man. He began to jerk me off slowly, my cock responded and the feelings I got were amazing as my foreskin rolled back, I loved it. He then reached around and felt my arse and slipped a finger onto my neatly puckered hole. He moaned as he did, and so did I, he whispered for me to come back to his place which wasn't far, so i did, i was scared. I had no idea he wanted to fuck me, as he stripped off I saw the full length of his cock, I was amazed, his balls were hanging like fresh grapes ready for licking, but even then didn't go to touch it. i could smell them tho and to this day I love that scent of balls. He started sucking my dick and I got horny, he must of detected I was young and naive as he asked me to lay on the bed face down, I really didn't know why. He stroked my ass again and got on top but I pushed him away, next thing he tweaks my nipples which calmed me down but then I felt his dick and it started pushing into me, it fucking hurt and I told him to stop. After a few thrusts the pain went but I was still pushing to get away, he whispered in my ear not much longer, keep there. Next thing was I was I heard him moan, tense up and his load was shot into me, I felt scared after as wasn't sure what happened but loved it. I kept his load there all afternoon until it dripped into my pants and I had to get into the work toilet. So at 16 I was sodomised, as I look back I wish I could repeat every single minute of it and want to do it again, I am working on that one! It was one of the only times during sex I really let go and had a stranger fuck me, that was in 1983. I was so innocent I laugh at it now as I didn't understand what was going on, even today I don't let go during sex that much for strangers to fuck me. Hence some of my posts.
  3. I think you have some valid points, your making me think. Maybe it’s a journey of self discovery and trust I need to start out on. I have a high sex drive but hold back with it, I need to explore that. My dad was cold and unemotional, mum was kind and caring, maybe I am taking after him on the outside but inside the innner caring and slut wants to break free. But, I agree it’s natural and normal to want sex as a man, do agree tho that hooked isn’t the right word for something that’s natural and normal to us. It’s part part of who we are as men and humans, I guess it’s just wanting to abandon convention and just go with my nature as well.
  4. Blind, I think you may of hit a nerve. Even reading what you said I felt something. It’s my desires that I don’t trust, I know if I start to take cock I may not stop and the desire just become lust and want more and more. If it was just one guy I’d trust but I know my lust would want strangers cocks and anon. Got me thinking! Trusting myself and not giving in to desire and want.
  5. Hi Tall, thanks for the help, I do like being penetrated and having my ass played with. It really makes me excited when the do it myself and think of raw cock going in. But, I think I’ll be hooked after the first go.
  6. I just wanted to say Hi and THANKS for The Follow! :) 

    1. cocklover1966

      cocklover1966

      Pleasure Saturn, like what I see. 

    2. Saturn1

      Saturn1

      Awww, THANK you! :P

  7. Hey Cardoc, bareback is human and natural hence my struggle to ignore my internal desires. I have tried before but this barrier stops me, now I need to be true to myself and overcome it. It is necessary to go through with it, as I love cock, I’ll hit the saunas soon with some help.
  8. Could be aj99, I want to be my true self, it’s pushing hard from within. I need to identify what it is and let go.
  9. Hi Spunk, I think you may have a point, I am searching for the ideal cock which prevents me satisfying others. I don’t find it difficult to initiate contact it’s just something stops me bending over for any cock, but I want to do it. Maybe I am conscious of age and body now whereas when I was younger I didn’t worry to much. As you say the best way might be to find a dominant top for force the issue or arse up in a sauna or darkroom. Wing man sounds good, might help the situation move on
  10. So guys, here I am 52 and finding I have never been really true to myself sexually. I am a cock lover and have done my share of sucking cock and been to sauna’s and parties but I have never just let myself go to be fucked or fuck. I love semen and really enjoy bareback when I do it (which is rare) but hold back. I talk the talk and but when it comes to it I stop. I go to sauna’s and suck, get sweaty but as soon as a guy gets his cock near my hole I pull away. I don’t even mind the HIV thing and am fully prepared to go poz. But think my problem is I know I can be a true slut if I start following my innner desires, and would bend over or top all the time if I could. But I can’t get over this barrier of just letting go, it’s been like it all my life and now at 52 realise I am getting to old. I have also put on a little weight which doesn’t help. But love the thought of barebacking all the time and living free of this barrier. I live in East London, UK so can meet guys if I need to, but for some reason I stop, it might be the STI thing other than HIV. Just wondered if any of you feel the same?

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