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What's up man weho here. Im looking for new DNA. Hit me up on twitter man. Blaperv
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I'm having an old school AIDS=scare survivor living with HIV for 40 years. No he is no beauty but oddly fascinating! Ravaged and scared by the plague that none of his close friends from the early 1980's had survived. I was a freaked and frightened vanilla twink in those years and I stayed a stunted, stymied and sexually repressed serial monogamist until the mid 2000..
Converting to the poz camp (unexpectedly) and then together with my gifter formally entering the RAW IS LAW BB culture has turned my world inside out!
RAW IS LAW and PROMISCUITY RULES and we also pledge to NO LOADS REFUSED
Ugly fuckers and those we would have never given the time of day to or suddenly ON THE MAN MENU!
A HARDCORE POZ veteran as a TYPE has progressively INTRIGUED me and is featured in a lot of poz fetish memes. (attached examples)
He intends to inseminate this afternoon, looking me in the eyes during the explicitly UNSAFE SEX procedure conducted with POZitively no PROTECTION as he is totally into the vulgar-verbal scene using the popular TERMS OF ENDEARMENT once used as derogatory slurs and then later claimed as SLUT TALK by the bb-underground. CUMDUMPSTER, MANWHORE, PROMISCUOUS SLUT, breeding, seeding... raw-dawging... you get the drift!
Any commentary? Questions? Any constructive input for SCENARIOS? There will be REPEAT sessions to integrate them as he would like to tag-team with other poz tops!
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UPDATE: oh that was POOR editing in the original entry... it should have said "I'm having this HIV-veteran COMING OVER!
Bottom-line: it was a spiritual journey for both parties. For me it was the having contact with somebody who for most of my life I would have never had sex with! TOO SCARY for the first quarter century of THE PLAGUE that he endured. But now to the NEW POZ me, it was an anxiously anticipated and oddly THRILLING SEXUAL RUSH!
For him the 'having sex with ANYONE' was a mile-stone and a highlight, as he apparently for the last 15 years has been an asexual hermit, after surviving his partner lost to AIDS and feeling shunned by old school bible-belt gays hateful towards 'the poz world'.
The take-away of my otherwise sobering experience is that his physical condition is SO WRECKED it's no more fun! When reviewed on a Monday morning! Things you can simply overlook but not ignore! Him being wrecked from the early primitive 1980's HIV-treatments (starting with AZT) to the plethora of medical issues he is battling now. And the ugly truth I observed may be a Debbie Downer for those seeking to remain 'untreated' in the modern age of poz-seekers.
This man has had multiple cancers, losing his (real) teeth and part of his tongue in one episode, endured two liver transplants that he felt compelled to mention during the process of undress, as he had massive scars across his abdomen. He speaks in a barely intelligible slurring speech, wobbles when he walks in a uneasy gate, his hands shake and his eyes, when open, looked closed... to his great regret, the anti-rejection drugs he has to take for the rest of his life, affect his sex life to where half-limp masturbation seems to be the best he can hope for... some would dismiss this as a pity fuck but for me it was an elevating, almost spiritual experience.
That said, we will probably 'stay friends' FACEBOOK even, but the fizz and buzz is gone. It makes me appreciate my 'delayed entry' into the poz world, my relative commitment to health and fitness, and my strict attitude towards 'moderation' on anything potentially fostering addiction. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF & BE KIND TO OTHERS!
But I will still be an insatiable demon in a sling at some SKETCHY EVENT or location, 'flying high' like an immortal Anne Rice vampire, or willfully skating on (thin) ice HUNGRY for stranger-danger! Or I could be stone-cold sober but vulgar-verbal and fearless, enticing some biohazard marked veteran to BRING IT ON!
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I hooked up yesterday with a secret, DARK SECRET fantasy man of mine. Not him personally, just his TYPE! No stunning beauty by any means, but A POZ VETERAN of the homosexual revolution, if you will. He told me he was poz since 1983. If he was a ship, he would be one of those battle-and-storm-battered frigates reemerging from beneath the waves in PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN. He had all the battle-marks and scars of a rare survivors of a then 'deadly scourge': the scars of operations, organ failures and consequent transplants, cancer, the 'wasted look' , the sunken eyes and an unsteady gait...
He embodied the scarily promiscuous world I once FEARED, DREADED and AVOIDED! Condoms didn't catch on with me, not physically nor with my mind. Damn boner killers they were! So through most of my adult life of virtually asexual self deprivation I escaped into LT 'quasi-monogamy'. All failed attempt of creating 'normalcy' in a chaotic time riddled with denial, cheating and hypocrisy. Male monogamy, sure, until dick do us part! LOL
I told him I AM ONE OF THOSE ARROGANT FUCKS who by happenstance late-in-life underwent a 'conversion and transformation', one that 'FLIPPED THE POLES' . Now what I once feared, I search for. POZ bad boys, 'unsafe sex' , total promiscuity... anon sodomy! Terms like 'slut' manwhore, cunt, breeding, seeding, barebacking tramps and poz fucker are now REBRANDED and embraced giving us boners! So here I am with this random stranger who approached me with pic on A4A. With pictures, stating 'POZ undetectable' and he made a bold, forward proposition in a message. Less than a day later here we are, him telling me HIS story, me telling mine, all blunt and condensed. And he said he had a bolt of courage but was expecting to be SHOT DOWN...
"And now you are here, buddy! Wanna fuck!? RAW IS LAW!"
Shall I tell more? I probably won't as I don't want to rack up warning points if it shows up in the wrong section.
(I had a much longer story but I deleted it, concerned it probably belongs in a different section. )
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I think I just may... I have struck gold on the promiscuous bareback level and entered a twilight zone of stranger-danger-seeking seeking young pretty boys (of the 2020's) who embody the bad-asses among my peers from the early days of coming out in West Hollywood. They were HOT CHILI PEPPERS compared to me being vanilla ice LIGHT. The 'physical wreck' of a poz veteran top was what I imagined the embodiment of everything I was once afraid of...
At age 22 when carded at the door of MOTHERLODE my brand-new California ID often mistrusted as a FAKE. Studly bouncers smirking and then 'letting me slide'. Truth be told, the first guy I EVER had sex with was the bouncer of THE SALOON in Minneapolis. He plucked me, that chicken-of-the-day right off the grill. But 4 years after taking a raw cock up the arse, I still looked like I WASN'T DONE YET! Looking like a 16-year-old TIMID TIMMY from Pasadena.
It was the late 80s maybe and AIDS was taking a heavy toll. The young punks my age that bottomed at the drop of a hat are pretty much all dead from what I recall hearing. Back then we all STILL KNEW EACH OTHER, lol, after fucking. But then over the following years, they started dropping off like in THE TEN LITTLE INDIANS! After enthusiastically fucking a few daddy-type cowboys I did however 'settle' for a benign twink, to be able to pull away from the fast lane I never really got on. Sat on the shoulder of the fast life, making out and opting out of the DANGER ZONE. Fearful or reasonable, IDK! The ten little bottoms I knew all disappeared and few were confirmed to have been taken by the grim Reeper. Actually the main one I had a crush on is now a very successful owner of a vinyard in Italy, oh and another runs a 'popular' rehab center franchise. HUSH, I say no more... so maybe some were IMMORTALS. modern day gay vampires... oh my demons, Brad Pitt visions, HOTTIES having run petal to the metal Thelma-and-Louise-style and still coming out smiling and smelling roses while making lemonade from the lemons life tossed at them.
So yes I told the POZ VETERAN with scars from TWO transplants and tales of AZT and throat cancer, that I was one of those stuck-up vanilla dudes who played it 'SAFE' or played dead and sidelined guys like him for basically two decades. TOO DAMAGED and TOO DANGEROUS to handle! And as quasi penance I invited him to put his poz stinger in my uptight bitch-cunt and recharge me with his seasoned tainted DNA...
Yeah that's where that went... maybe I'll continue IDK
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Please,,do Continue,,don't hold back
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I got married to a big-dicked twink after he unknowingly pozzed me. The other gogo dancers in West Hollywood must have INITIATED him into the 'brotherhood'. We have been thick as thieves for over ten years now. Age DIFFERENCE between us is 25 years! Our prenuptial was a pledge that ALL SEX IS SPORT, no jealousy, no shame or hypocrisy allowed! Also not allowed are old-school home-wreckers or those showing the attitude. And ALL SEX MUST BE CONSUMMATED BAREBACK or it's too lame to brag about! Young guys getting bred and submitting OPENLY and proudly to jaded much older, barebackers has become an awesome turn-on for the both of us!
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I could 'cobble together' some pretty kinky fun with your pre-existing pervy comditions!
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Do you refuse tops that insist on condoms
rawsatyr replied to jcklvrga's topic in Making The Decision To Bareback
At a sex=party I typically join the smirking DISBELIEF crowd when an old-school, nervous 'safe sex' player mumbles something about 'oh fun, let me find a condom'. That shit won't get me. I want me sex RAW, bb, BAREBACK, skin-on-skin as in DEVOUTLY UNSAFE and anxious to accept or share random DNA. Won't know his name, his 'status' or possibly what he 'looked like' in a police line-up... but if I see or hear anything about CONDOMS I hop up and out like it's KRYPTONITE! OOPS look at the time! I politely decline!- 197 replies
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Oh I forgot to mention, I'm kinda vers and actually really turned on by tops whose cunt looks well-fucked. Most likely he took a few poz loads that day himself and that INCREASED danger thrill turns me on! As to sexy bottoms: I'm more turned on by verbal powerbottoms with a pretty, cut dick getting hard from being penetrated or even NUTTING without touching the dick, than with "I'm justa hole!" vanilla bottoms going ass-up and doing nothing more. Same though goes for boring tops who just screw from behind and are done with it... As 'they say': "It takes all kinds!" But just sharing my personal angle for entertainment purposes....
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Actually, and this may come as a surprise, but I like to fuck a bottom face to face and look at a pretty lollipop cock while I'm breeding him...
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Ok I know I better try a bit harder getting my abs back but here is a fairly decent shot showing my pierced nipples and my pierced dick. Had my nipples done some 25 years ago at a legendary piercing shop in West Hollywood. Then the PA I DID MYSELF... some 20 years ago! Both ears pierced in earnest long before that. It's a look that radiates 'MANSLUT" and brings out awesome reactions from the fans, I'm fairly smooth and a shave/trim the pubes on the regular... something I associate with BAREBACK SPORTS-FUCKING!
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Anyone like getting a pierced cock up the ass?
rawsatyr replied to Hotrawbutt4u's topic in General Discussion
Does this work? The dick piercing of mine in the first two pictures??? In 2003 after finally dismissing 'cautionary advice' claiming 'increased transmission chances' for HIV and 'possible tearing' I decided to JUSY DO IT!! The same warning was also issued for having an 'enlarged meatus' especially if the PA ripped, whatever... ok but the sexy bad boys with piercings and 'striking genetic variations; sometimes assorted minor surgical 'mods' (i.e. meatatomy, aka having a definite enlarged, dimpled piss-slit) were my visually-stunning role models. My Bf at the time claimed NOT to like a PA. But then he ran off with a wildass flight attendant/hustler from Atlanta. And he was posing nude (in print media) in a Jeep with a raging boner! And the maligned by awesome vulgar PA he had unbeknownst to me! AWESOME SIGHT! Fuck, I WANTED THAT!!! So I by chance had a pointed (leather-piercing) tool and administered that piercing myself with determination and virtually nothing else, other then a courage buzz with alcohol to knock off the last trepidations. Had the steel PA ready! Yeah pretty rough trade but modelled right after the inked and pierced guy on that pool-table who I had picked as my admired ROLE MODEL! DAMN it gets a lot of fascinated attention from the most fun guys and scares off of few vanilla purse clutchers. BUT I can easily take it out when a dude says... "damn I wanna suck your dick some more! ...and says he wants to 'tongue my dimpled piss-slit'. Yeah that actually really turns me on, the vulgar directness! Some guys say the thick metal bothers their teeth while others are JUST FINE with the sensation. I think a regular PA gives me the BIGGEST BANG for the FUCK while a reverse PA or a more exotic ampallang or apadravya piercing would be less flexible and accepted by a 'broader audience' of manwhores!!!😛 Prior to that I have had my nipples pierced since the early 1990's, awesome rush and the beginning of me becoming a NIPPLE PIG. I recall strutting bare-chested with my peers on Venice Beach CA and relishing the obvious reactions. The typical ouch that must have hurt to a lot of straight guys eager to strike up conversations. That said, having both ears and nipples pierced, in skimpy club clothes I could be assured of getting the best response from sexy, self-assured females who often had their tongues and ears pierced. My gay male companions noticed a recurring pattern that would assure direct contact with the straight guys of interest. Inevitably one of my nipple rings would show, leading to the predictable 'flaunting--of-the-piercings'. My 'male nipple rings' would be admired by the girls, than one of the chicks would be bold enough to escalate and bare her pretty boobs RIGHT THERE at the bar with her nipples pierced and the straight guys reactions: CLASSIC! WHOA TITS! They were wondering how do 'the gay guys' get all the attention within the first few minutes at the bar with virtually NO EFFORTS. And with our sudden 'star-power' they then became incredibly friendly and then my gay male friends would let the wild cat out of the bag, push me centerstage and say: "AND HE HAS HIS DICK PIERCED TOO!" And yes I'd promptly and casually whip it out and the girls would be cheering and fawning and the straight guys want to see (a gay guy's pierced dick) too... we got a lot of drinks from total strangers... man, let me see that again! DAMN, man you got balls! One of my sidekicks from the bar-days some 20 years ago TO THIS DAY only scores with guys considered straight. Somehow cockiness and confidence and convincing verbal skills are associated with desirable fun people... I can only recommend IF YOU ALWAYS WANTED A PIERCING there! When it comes to playing, aka WHORING AROUND like we do, I expect guys to say RAW IS LAW, accept promiscuity, POZ GUYS are my favorites and the inked and both ears pierced and sluttily dressed can be expected to have a few more fun tricks to come out later... the only regret (if any) is that I wished I had gotten more into getting tats... definite TRADEMARKS assuring me credit in all the pics circulating among the manwhores... love having a total, sexy stranger ask me: "Say is it true you have a PA?" "Wanna see it? Go ahead, touch it!"
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I have played a magic act on guys when they used that term and embarrassed them. 'So, you're DD free?? No seriously, I mean are you CLEAN?" Dodging their ignorant reactions I have delighted in backhanded shaming by derailing the dumbass train with a variety of the following combo possibilities: "OMG, you are almost hilarious! Did you... WAIT, wait.. does it really say IN YOUR PROFILE... DD-FREE? CLEAN? Oh wow! But wait: Didn't you want 'smelly pits'? Ripe socks? HURL! I'm confused! CLEAN?? Yeah I douche and shower before sex, lol, and as to drugs? Hmm, do poppers count? GUILTY! But seriously, to each his own, trying not to be JUDGMENTAL but I CAN'T stand dopes with NO MODERATION! How do they NOT get fired partying and sleeping the days away?" "Fuck, why you ask, did you have an addiction?? Just saying: Recycled junkies are THE WORST. Like ex-killers turned reborn preacher on death row! What a joke! God told them DADDY LOVES YOU again!! Curious though: Do fags in >where you are< actually STILL USE that nasty slur in YOUR NECK OF THE WOODS? lol, Sorry but thought gays don't slander each other any more that way! Yeah FAG is ok! They use that old slur in gay porn!" "CLEAN??? I think that... kinda went out in the late 1990s!? HEY, don't mind me asking, because you look good for your age,... but... Are you maybe REALLY OLD or still in the closet or don't get out much? Small town right? Sorry had to laugh really hard! Need to know, where were you raised? Reminds me of old Arkansas country geezers who say 'spic', picker-ninnies and 'libtard commies' !" "No but seriously, since you brought it up, I rather fuck a CLEAN poz guy than a Trump-voter with nasty, rotten teeth and gross feet! lol" Let's face it: most guys on line have rarely a good grip on the English language, (wasn't on the test) aren't very witty, are rarely well-read and typically not fast in intelligent come-backs! You can run circles around them during the early 'feeling out phase'. The normal no-show proportion is excessively high either way...
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Yeah I'm gonna follow you because I like VERBAL, imaginative and confident fucks... more I can't say or reveal as I tend to get warning points for 'saying naughty things' in the wrong forum by accident a lot. belonging INTO THE BACKROOM. Darned did it again, for what I don't even know, lol
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LOL, message me if you want dirty talk! I'm always up for this
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