Aquenon

It’s been a hell of a trip for me. Growing up in the 80’s, HIV was a nightmare. I was also 27 before I accepted I was gay and came out in the mid-late 90’s. But even accepting myself, I was still deathly afraid of HIV. That didn’t change until I met one of my best friends. He had it, and at the time, his numbers were getting close to the AIDS threshold. Happily, with current meds, he’s back up. But getting to know him really changed my view of it. I went from terrified of it to not scared of it, though I still only played safe. Which for me meant little sex, because even being bottom, they hurt. It took years, but I finally decided to go only bareback 4 or 5 years ago. I’m 51 now. And this year has been rough, and I’m waiting for my second Covid shot to be full strength. Can’t wait. How many of you have similar stories yet also have this fantasy of being a cum dump? Here around Charlotte there’s no clubs that I’ve ever heard of, but there is a part of me that would love to lock myself into a sling or on a bench and take as many loads as possible. Is this just a natural progression? Those who have done it, what was it that finally made you take the plunge?

As deep inside as possible. If I don’t get the load, I don’t even feel like I got fucked.

I’m 51 and I’m always wary as well when someone that much younger contacts me. Although, usually they’re hundreds of miles away, obviously scammers so I ignore them. But when they’re close by, I assume they’re looking for a sugar daddy which I’m never going to be, so I might give a cautious hello back, but like ballevra said, it’s hard to convince me otherwise.

I disagree that our anuses are not designed for sex or that they are meant only as a one-way street. The fact that the prostate is where it is and the fact that we have that many touch nerve endings there supports that the anus is an organ with two primary purposes, one of them being intended for sex. If it was strictly a digestive system, we wouldn’t have so many nerve endings for touch there, nor would the prostate be stimulated the most from inside. In my mind, our biology was evolved with sex between men in mind.

I’m horny almost constantly for someone to fuck me. But physical erections can be sometimes soft, sometimes very hard. It’s like I have two different kinds of arousals. Physical, which ebbs and flows... and mental which is almost always on. Anyone else like this?

Did or does anyone ever throw bareback parties here, small or otherwise? Planning my options after the pandemic.

I’d love to have a buddy like this. I’d let him go until he was drained

Was over at a friend’s house last night hanging with his roommate while he was at work. Friend told me I should hook up with him but I laughed him off. Roommate was good looking but I got no vibe that he was interested. But I enjoyed his company regardless. Plus he seemed to be a bit shy about his body and he was new to guys. So we were hanging out, playing some Switch, watching TV and just talking. He got up to throw another log on the fire, and started tucking his shirt in. I asked him why, and he was shy about his body showing through. This guy had no reason to be shy, was very hairy just how I like. I said, “Don’t worry about that. Just do whatever you’re comfortable with. Put a longer shirt on, change into sweats, walk around naked, just relax. You’ve got nothing to be ashamed of.” Yea, walking-around-naked was definitely my hormones talking. Still, he seemed to relax after that and said he thought he would change into some sweats and goes into his room and shuts the door. But then comes back out carrying his sweats and in his boxer briefs and shirts. I am definitely looking, surprised but I’m definitely looking. He filled those underwear out well. He pulls his swears on, sits down and we resume talking. A bit later, he seems to be fidgeting. Keeps getting up to do something and comes back. Then he goes into his room and closes the door again, then comes back and heads to the kitchen. I’m watching the TV wondering why he’s fidgety. It isn’t long until I find out. He walks back over towards me and calls my name. ”I need you to do me a favor. Need you to go to my room. I’m horny as hell. You’re going to suck my dick and then I’m going to fuck you.” There was no question in that statement. This was confidence. There was no beating around the bush... this was blunt as all hell. This was what I have always wanted to hear someone say to me and in those few short sentences, he was definitely getting my ass. Followed him into his room, sat down on his bed and as he walked up to me, I reached out and pulled the swears down. Meaty, heavy 7+ inches was too much to resist and I pulled it into my mouth. I was in bliss lapping and sucking and rolling his balls with my hand. A few minutes of this and he told me to get my pants off. He climbed up on the bed and lay down. After removing my pants, I started sucking again to make sure I had him as hard as possible. He said he was getting close and I pulled off and reached for the lube. It took me a while because it had been so long but it was delicious feeling him slide deeper and deeper, going through one ring and finally the other as I finally sat down completely. A few minutes of this and he told me to turn around and kneel on the bed. I don’t where this confidence was coming from, but he was pushing every single one of my buttons. I had pulled his shirt off, and that chest hair had me going crazy. I turned and kneeled on the edge of the bed while he came up behind me and slid back in. I knew this was not going to last long as I had already had him close a couple times. I didn’t care about anything else but that dick and bringing him off. He fucked me for another 5 minutes or so and then the strokes became irregular and hard, pushing me further up on the bed. I knew he was cumming. And as soon as I knew he was, I was completely satisfied, didn’t even care about cumming myself. He stayed in a bit as deep as he could then pulled out. ”Did you like that?” he said. ”Hell yes... you can do me again whenever you want.” I’ve been carrying that load for 24 hours now.

I’m 6’8” and mostly bottom. Things are challenging because with my height most assume I’m a top. But when I find a partner, things can get creative, but it works.

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