I see that there are other folks here who are drawn to sucking straight guys off, so I'm looking for advice, especially on how to find them.
I guess I have a few things going on. I'm in my late 40's, though look about ten years younger, have never so much as touched a cock before, but have always had strong fantasies about sucking guys off, particularly straight guys. I have nothing against gay guys, but not only am I drawn to strong masculinity, I'm drawn to guys for whom I know there would be zero chance of anything more coming out of the situation than me sucking their cock. I have negative interest in making out, anal, romance, or anything other than a good old fashioned one-way blowjob. I basically envision it as a FWB situation where I'd have maybe up to five guys who could hit me up when they want to drop a load and not think anything more about it than having a friend help them out. Well, I'm about to change my life in a lot of ways over the next year or so including moving to a different part of the US (or maybe Canada) and starting my life over. I'd really like to add cocksucking to my list of hobbies. That might sound weird, but like I said, I've always fantasized about sucking cock, and I've always really gotten a lot of satisfaction from helping my friends out (male or female), so I think that being someone that a buddy could hit up for a blowjob would be really rewarding.
I plan to move to probably the UP of Michigan or to somewhere in Northern Ontario and buy a secluded home which would have the added benefit of being someplace where guys could swing by and not be seen by neighbors. On the up side, from what I've read, hosting is a big issue when it comes to str8 guys looking to get sucked off, so that part is covered. On the down side, I'll be living in a relatively small town with a population well under 100K so I think that can make things more difficult - though I've also heard the exact opposite.
I know from experience that there's no shortage of sexually frustrated guys out there who are desperate for BJs, so it would seem obvious to me that there's tons of straight guys out there who would be down with the whole "a mouth is a mouth" thing, but I don't know if that's true or not. I have no real idea how commonplace it is for guys to get over the "ick" factor of another guy blowing them, but if it is relatively common, I'd like to hang out my shingle and start sucking a few cocks. To me, I'd think that this would be an attractive situation for a lot of guys, not only would they be getting blown on the regular, they could do so without any of the drama and baggage that can come from having a women on the side. But again, I don't know.
I figure that I'll have to initially start out with one guy who would be willing to put up with some pretty amateurish and feeble attempts at cocksucking, by my guess is that once I've got some skills, getting others wouldn't be so hard because a high quality blowjob can make a guy forgive a lot of sins - like the fact that I'm a guy. If a guy gives me a crack at his dick and I'm only passible at blowing him, my chances of him learning to be OK with a guy blowing him are low, but if I can make his head implode, well, that's a recipe for repeat business! It's no different than fat and ugly chicks, you might let them blow you even though they're disgusting, and if they're only so-so at it, chances are that you won't be back unless you're totally desperate, and maybe not even then. But if they crush you with their skills? Suddenly you start to forget about how fat and disgusting they are. A dick has no conscience.
So that's my basic story, but I have no game plan for getting guys. It's not exactly something that you bring up in casual conversation. I have no interest at all in gloryholes or public cruising areas and I'm unsure about how effective sites like Craigslist would be in smaller communities. As such, I'm looking for any advice about how to enter this world. I'm also very curious about people's experience in terms of if this is actually a fairly common underground thing or if straight guys getting other guys to blow them is actually a rarity. Basically, I'm looking to learn from the experiences of others in just about any way that you're willing to offer. So far, all I have is reading a bunch of stories on a lot of sites, but I have no idea how reflective any of that is in terms of every day reality.
Thanks.
