HangryStarfish, thanks for sharing Your story. I truly appreciate it. I consider myself a discriminate chaser (I have my reasons). I have many poz friends who tell me I'm nuts.... enjoy the fantasy but don't actually convert, they say. I get that, and it's nice to see some realism on a site pretty much focused on infection. I still think the whole pozzing thing is hot as fuck in many ways, but it's because of the danger, etc We're not supposed to want it, so it's risky, it's bad... Stepping back to analyze our thoughts when our dicks are hard is tough to do. being able to hear real stories from men like yourself is refreshing. Hasn't changed my lust for toxic seed, but it definitely will be part of my knowledge set for decision making when it comes time. You have my respect, man.