disclaimer : 1. this story may or may not be a true story. 2. english is not my first language, so please excuse me for grammatical mistakes.
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01
In 2016, I was still living in Asia. I was 26 years old, had a husband and 2 successful businesses to run. My life was exactly how I dreamed of it to be when I was 20. When I was 20, I had gotten HIV and thrown out of home for being gay. I was working 3 part time jobs to pay for my life. But in 6 years, so many things had changed. I had my own company, not just one, two! And I even had a husband who loves me deeply. I almost couldn't believe how my life turned out. I should have been very happy for achieving all this, but I wasn't. I was happier, but something was definitely missing. And that's when I turned to sex.
Me and my husband already had an open relationship going, but it wasn't a frequent thing. But ever since my company started running by itself, I was meeting guys everyday. They were mostly white daddy tops, because I just loved older White men. I grew up without any father figure in my life. That made me look for men who are older and wiser than me. I love that natural confidence White men exude from living a privileged life, and yet also having that sensitivity and maturity from experiencing some sort of discrimination for being gay, that really turned me on. I worshiped them. To me, older White men with big cock were work of arts, and my gods. I wanted each one of my sex partners to completely own me. Even if it is just for that short amount of time while we have sex. I enjoyed that complete submission. And of course those fat veiny uncut cock. This was something I craved more than anything. I just loved how they feel inside me.
Luckily, my city being one of the business centrals of Asia, I had met plenty of White men. Especially business men. And this night was also one of those nights too.
I spent a whole day looking for guys to meet on Grindr, but I wasn't getting anything. Then around 6pm, this blank profile messaged me.
"Hi. Do you parTy?"
I knew what he meant by parTy. I had just discovered 'breeding zone' and been reading some chem-sex stories here. I was just not sure if I am ready to go through this. My heart was pounding. 'He doesn't have a picture, but he is tall, White and in his 50s. I am sure he is going to be perfectly my type. Say yes. You are not going to be hooked. Just this one time.' I was torned. It took me 20 minutes to reply his message.
"No. I don't parTy. But i am willing to try." I replied.
Another 20 minutes have passed by, but he didn't reply to my message. But he was still online. I just assumed that he thought meeting a newbie was too dangerous or he found another guy to join him. So i gave up, moved on, decided to have dinner.
2 hours later, I got another message on Grindr, from an Asian guy. Asian guys are usually not my first choice mainly because, me being Asian, I have slept with too many Asians when I was a teenager. But he was decent looking, had toned body so I was thinking if I should meet him. Then he sent me this long message about how much in love he is with my small framed body. I am 5'4, dark brown hair and eyes, have fit and really small body, but perfectly proportionate. I look very tall in pictures, but in real life, I am a miniature size person. My dick looks so huge compared to my body. I am not everyone's type, but I tend to have these fans who obsess about me, and he was one of them. And he sure knew how to seduce me. 'Well, I haven't got fucked today yet and I am really horny. Let's meet him.' I decided.
And then thats when things got exciting.
"Do you mind 3s? I have a friend visiting, he is also a top. White guy."
I just instinctually knew. It is the white guy I talked to on Grindr! I will be partying with these two tonight.
"Let's do it."
"I will meet you at 7. Intercontinental Hotel lobby."
I was excited and nervous about how this night was going to turn out. And this night changed me forever.
- to be continued