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I’m a depraved bottom. I want to be used and treated like the sub human scum I am. But I find that most men just want to use me as a cumdump - a place to dump their load out, and then be done with me. And that of course is fine, as that is most certainly what I am good for. However, I find it difficult to find guys who want to use me as their toilet, their slave, their punching bag. And that makes me sad! I’m not sure what I’m doing wrong, but I am looking for others who feel like this, and those who have suggestions on how to find men willing to use me the way I should be. [the catalyst to this post was that just last week, I was hooded and ass up in a motel room. Two guys arrived almost back to back. While one guy was fucking me, the other made his way into the bathroom to piss. As he made his way, I said to him to piss on me, and he wouldn’t! I couldn’t understand how a guy who arrived to fuck my throat, then fuck my ass and load me was above pissing on me. After that, I couldn’t stop thinking about the toilet, and how badly I wanted my face in that toilet water - so much so that after these guys left, I kneeled in front of the toilet and started fucking myself with a plug while lapping up the piss water - but it wasn’t the same as coming from the tap]. So, any thoughts/ suggestions/ similar feeling pigs? -
First cheating confession
AnonSubSeeksMaster replied to latinbottombra's topic in General Bareback Sex Stories
Love this! What a beautiful tale of your experience! It takes a lot of strength to act on these desires, but we are animalistic men, and it’s in our nature. As a man in a relationship, I understand the desire and excitement that comes with the unknown adventure with a new and hot man, especially when your sex life slows with your partner. You only live once my friend - I say follow your gut and have these experiences! Let him slide into your ass next time and feel the warmth of his load penetrate your walls!! Can’t wait to hear how you progress -
First off, AGREED. Black men are the master race. We should be honored to serve. That said, not all men, black or otherwise, are comfortable showing their desire to use another man. My go to method for maximizing the number of black men who can use me is to book into an easy access motel in a predominantly black town. Then, hit the apps and sites, and let your purpose be known! You are there not to pass judgment or out anyone but to serve (prefrably) black men’s need to use a sub white receptacle.
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I call this a male PMS. it comes about every month or so. And it turns me into another person. All of the sudden, all focus is lost and my attention becomes directed solely to channel my sub human faggot need to service men and collect load after load in the most degrading and piggish ways. When in this male PMS, I’ll be on hookup apps lining up another hookup while being fucked. I’ll let anonymous guys fuck me. I’ll accept really disgusting looking guys. All in the name of this male PMS. Then once the PMS passes, I can resume normal life. Still being a sub pig, because that is after all my place in life, but at least attention can be directed at some other facets of life once the HEAT passes!
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Cheating is a good way to remind myself that my true place and purpose is as a sub bottom receptical, who’s pussy isn’t meant to look pretty, but rather should be a sloppy gaping mess more often than not. Cheating allows me to service the men that need it. I go home and at a great spouse. Sex. Money. All is provided. But when out of the house, my only role is to collect sperm as requested of me and provide that release of tension, stress, anger.
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Before I moved, I would hook up with a guy who had a really thick 7ish inch dick, and he was all about oral control. He’d let himself grow in my mouth. Once he was fully hard, his controlling manner kicked in. Grabbed me by the back of my head and started to guide me, alternating between fast and slow thrusts down my throat. What I especially loved about his technique though wasn’t just that he mercilessly rammed my throat, but that he challenged me to be the best cocksucker I could be. When I would start to gag and throw up and gasp for air, he’d slow it down, grab my hair and pull my head back, look me dead in the eyes and say “stop it faggot.... no teeth and no crying”. It was the perfect reset button for me. I wanted to be the best... I didn’t mind the vomit or the tears or the gasping for a breathe... but instinctually, id squirm. And he wouldn’t allow it. By the time he finished, I was ‘gross’ aka covered in a slimy mix of saliva, throw up, sweat and tears. My jaw and throat would be locked up and sore for days after him, but it was always a pleasure. He always wrapped up by telling me that I did well.... better than most... that I listened to him when he told me to stop the resistance and push through, when most would scour away from the experience. That kind of pat on the back was like a gold star from the teacher!
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jamaican guy - listed on A4A as 11” and uncut - i was 21 and relatively new to bottoming, although touted myself as a size queen so I talked a big game, even though the biggest dick I had taken at that point was probably around 8”. Told this guy all the nasty shit I would let him do to me and how my pussy could take a beating. So I met up with him at 10pm at a doctors office (he was the late night cleaner of the office). Stood in front of the office building and waited for him to come down to let me in. I saw him approaching and could see his dick swinging in the janitor like pants he had on. He took me to an exam room, and proceeded to give my throat a work out. When It came time to fuck, he had me on the exam table, on my back with my legs in the air, and started pushing into me. I didn’t measure him myself, but he wasn’t lying because his dick was massive and thick, and once he eased into me, all bets were off. We fucked for about 25 minutes until he shot a huge load. He had been pummeling me, slamming into me full force, no regard for my mix of crying out in pain with telling him to go harder. I was trembling uncontrollably, thought my insides were going to fall out of me, but played it off like a champ and told him it was amazing. After all, I talked a big game and didn’t want to seem like a little kid ?
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Whore in a monogamous relationship
AnonSubSeeksMaster replied to AnonSubSeeksMaster's topic in General Discussion
Thank you eroswired for your insight and thoughtful words. Much appreciated. You’re 100% right - thanks for verbalizing the way you did - makes a lot of sense. Need to find a way to present this part of me intelligently and logically, and hope that it will be well-received. -
Whore in a monogamous relationship
AnonSubSeeksMaster replied to AnonSubSeeksMaster's topic in General Discussion
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Whore in a monogamous relationship
AnonSubSeeksMaster replied to AnonSubSeeksMaster's topic in General Discussion
Thanks for the reply Ozpig! I don’t know if my partner wouldn’t understand since we’ve never discussed the issue, but after 3 years of a relationship, I think I know him well enough, and the concept of being a cum/cock pig isn’t in his realm. My issue is that my craving for random and multiple anonymous dick comes and goes in waves. I spend 2 weeks thinking about it day and night and then 2 weeks where I have more a relaxed mindset when it comes to this. But like you said, I do wonder if over time the craving will become something that needs to be satisfied, and if so, do I simply satisfy those desires and cravings and then go about my day? I’m not looking to engage any one in a relationship. I just want dick. I feel like I could get a motel, spend the day with an open door policy and get as many men as I can, and then go about my day. Does that make me a bad person to do that and not say anything to my partner? -
Whore in a monogamous relationship
AnonSubSeeksMaster replied to AnonSubSeeksMaster's topic in General Discussion
Thanks for taking the time for the reply Davidc. Happy you found something that works for you. Do you both seek an equal amount of ‘outside’ sex or is one of you more active than the other? In certain that if I had a policy similar to yours, I’d be the one on my knees or my back every moment I was out of the house, where as my partner likely wouldn’t be. Was the policy officially talked about or did it just the info an unspoken understanding? -
I’m a 30 year old guy in a monogamous relationship with an amazing man. The problem is I am missing my cumpig roots, and don’t know how to approach the subject with my boyfriend. I yearn for the days that I was having my guts destroyed by a black beast with a 10 inch dick, or getting beaten, fisted and pissed on my master. My bf simply isn’t that into the wildness that I once was. Is this a dealbreaker? Do I sacrifice a great relationship for sex? Do I cheat and get what I need on the side? Any advice, life experiences or suggestions welcome!
