The first time I heard about barebacking was from a guy who was fucking me in Delaware. I was a freshman in college and he was older. Our first time together, he used a condom and KY (the only lube I was really aware of at the time).
The second time, he brought out a different bottle, Eros. He said it was silicone-based, and felt so smooth compared to KY. He wanted to try it and see if i liked it better. But, he told me, that it would feel even better without a condom to irritate me.
Being a teen in the late 90s, safe sex was what we were taught in school. Condoms protect against diseases and pregnancy. And then I had this hot, 30-something man telling me he wanted to make me feel as good possible, by fucking me without a condom. It didn’t take long for me to consider.
He lubed up my tight teen hole, and had me rub some Eros up and down his cock. Then, he pushed me back onto the floor, pulled my legs up, and gently pushed his way into my slicked up hole. He was slow, deliberate, and made sure to ask me if it was feeling good. I told him it felt incredible.
After a few minutes of allowing my hole to loosen up around his thick cock, he began to pump me faster, harder, and deeper. He kept his eyes on mine and saw I was enjoying it. He asked me what I liked about it, and I told him my hole didn’t feel like it was irritated.
He told me it was because he was fucking me bareback and condoms can make a bottom’s hole hurt. He said he wouldn’t fuck me with a condom anymore and that I should consider letting other tops fuck me without them, too. He called it “barebacking” and said I had a great hole to bareback. Since I didn’t know many guys who did that, he told me that any top I meet who had Eros lube will probably want to fuck me without a condom. And, he said, he was very happy to be the first guy to put his seed inside me.
Soon after, he shot his load deep inside me. I remember feeling surprised I could feel it his my insides. He came hard and loud. That got my dick harder and I was quickly rubbing out my own cum.
True to his word, that man didn’t ever fuck me with a condom again. And, for several years afterward, if I met tops who had silicon lube, I always let them fuck me bare.
Now, everyone who’s wants to fuck me bareback can. I won’t get fucked by anyone who wants to wrap up. I do still think about that first night though when I jerk off. That man helped me to understand the power of raw sex early on.