cherrychub

I am so horrified that The personals section of Craigslist has shut down because of another moral stand, against human trafficking. What in the f$&! does this have to do with deciding to suck cock at 3am? Seriously, now we can’t even talk about escorts here? ESCORTS ESCORTS ESCORTS! I hate the government’s

I think ur so hot I’d like seeing you get fucked up that ass with a huge black col

I wonder if they’d laugh me out of there showing up with an inch of clit between my legs, obviously a bottom in tight yellow lace thong and neud thigh highs, that’s what I’m wearing now.

I am 42 and have only been active the last several years, and just a couple weeks ago I took my first load and I absolutely loved it, and I have to thank the great RawTop for providing this site and for even emailing me several times several years ago as I began my journey. I didn’t ever want to post here without a load taking story because my experiences have been so tame compared to those of the members here. I only have done oral and anal with fingers and dildos. No kissing or licking even and all the while just tortured inside not to fully give myself to a top. Needless to say I wasn’t so popular, but I could always find tops on Craigslist before it shut down its personals, because I’m a good looking total sub who looks great for his age in amslutty pair of panties and have a tiny cock, especially when jacked up, that completes the slutty gem submissive look. That’s what I have taken away from my experiences from the last five or six years, which haven’t been very frequent. i found myself traveling alone, which is when I have the chance to hook up, last month but with Craigslist down I didn’t know what to do so I decided to try an escort. I went online and found a guy in his 60s (I put that as a preference in my profile I created here tonight) and he said he was into S&M as a master and into discipline and spanking and humiliation, all within safe boundaries, and is said to myself this was a good chance to do what I wanted with a pro and less dangerous. So I emailed him, then talked to him on the phone and he came to my room for two hours which turned into five. I won’t go I to detail as if this is only a fantasy, but I will say when he arrived he was nice but stern and in no time,I was doing whatever he said in my slutty panties, yellow silk, and yellow thigh highs with ribbons. We’d discussed that I didn’t want anal sex with his penis beforehand. I was really high on add meds so I did sign a release of some sort when he asked me if he could video the whole encounter, which he did occasionally with his phone. I didn’t ask and he didn’t say what he planned to do with it, but it,was a,real turn on. So, to make,a,long story short, I got exactly what I’d wanted for so long, an older, hairy, edgy authoritarian making fun of my tiny cock, even smaller from amphetamines, calling me names, spanking me, smelling his sweaty balls, etc. and periods of conversation and training and education into S&Mmand being a sub. I kept taking pills throughout the night and was so high and turned on that I couldn’t help sticking my ass in the air and begging for his cock and load, which after pleading with him he gave me, and it felt so good to finally have a real clock inside me and taking that warm load was a feeling I cannot forget and am now addicted to, and will be meeting him again in a couple weeks when I travel back to his city.. He did not charge me for the extra hours because I allowed him to video me and my face, and I don’t care who sees it, this is me, who I am, and I’m not holding back anymore. I’m 42, and I am still good looking, soft looks, well taken care of like a beautiful woman in middle age so I’m going to ride that as long as I can because looks don’t last and I need to experience as much as I can. I will go to the doctor about prep, and although my new master said he was negative who knows, I hope he was but if not I will just deal with it, it won’t change what I want to do, and it can be dealt with now, without stigma and I don’t,want to judge anyone so neg or pox we are,all the same. Anyway that’s my story, when he left I was full of cum,and he told me not to bathe for three days and I obeyed, and I loved every sticky minute of it, still high I must,have masturbated 20 times during that three days, or more. I will keep a log of my experiences here, and let you know how my next experience goes. Thanks for listening, I can’t tell my friends or coworkers so it’s good to have a place to spill the beans.