jazzybeard

Years ago, I was terrified of HIV and AIDS, but I always used a condom for anal and was beginning to feel pretty confident I was safe. Sometimes I felt safer using a condom bottomming than sucking cock, because I of course did that bare, risking other STIs. So one day I was cruising in the park and came across two other guys playing and they invited me to join them. One of them sucked both our cocks. I asked the other guy if he would fuck me, because he was a big strong bearish type and it was turning me on. He said he'd love to, but he didn't have a condom. I said 'no problem' and pulled out one of mine. I thought I detected a split-second of a disappointed look, but he immediately smiled and took the condom and rolled it on. He bent me over and the cocksucker was jerking off watching us fuck. He was really rough and I was getting really into it the way he was manhandling me and slamming into my ass with hard full strokes. Suddenly I noticed the mood of the cocksucker changed drastically, and he was suddenly no longer into it. I asked him what was wrong, and if he wanted me to suck him and he said no, he's just gonna go. He shot the top a nasty look before he left. I just shrugged it off. I asked the top if he'd pull out before he came, just in case. He told me not to worry about it. He started getting rougher and rougher and just when I thought I was going to lose my footing he slammed in hard and stayed in deep, grunting. I said 'pull out' but he wouldn't let me go. When he finished, I said, 'wow, man that was a good fuck' he said 'thanks'. I looked down and asked him where the condom was. He said 'oh, I just tossed it into the bushes now.' I said 'oh, I just wanted to check it' he shrugged and said 'sorry, didn't know.' I said 'oh ok'. We thanked each other again and I went home. Later when I was on the toilet, I was shocked to see a big fluffy white wad of goo floating in the water, about the volume of a cracked egg. The pieces fell together and I went to the hospital. My luck, they were just about to start an experimental PEP test program for gay men, and they signed me up for it. That night I must have jerked off 7 times. I rubbed myself raw but couldn't stop masturbating thinking about being stealthed, even though I was literally in tears over it. I've never been good about using condoms since. I 'oops' forget, or even slide them off partway through...

298 Could be higher. 😉

I'm not sure, I was a teenager, maybe 16, when a man stuck his cock through a glory hole in an old public toilet stall. Wish I had started earlier though.

Hey sounds hot. I do a lot of the same. Would love to team up.