120DaysofSodom

I love love love latin guys.

I too have a massive foot fetish, but its selective. Almost certainly get off to feet more than a cock or any part of the guys body. I love the look of twinks and jocks in flip flops. The soles and ankles being my favorite part. Long nails though are an instant turn off (this also applies to hands). I cannot stand the look of long nails. Totally grosses me out.

Pleasuredrome > Sweatbox. Both are fun but PD has a 24/7 liquor license.

Because it is way more convenient to get a shot once a month, or once bi-monthly, and then never have to worry about taking pills every day of your life. The difference is as clear as night and day: 12 (or 6) doses of medication per year versus 365 doses of medication. Management of pills, even when youre responsible with taking them, is a bitch. I made the decision when I was in Prague, Czech Republic last year to try and get these Cabenuva shots because I came back one day and had literally forgotten whether or not I had taken my pill, as I didnt have my M-Sunday pill dispenser with me and just dosed out my meds in a bottle for the duration of the trip (also, what if you lost those pills while you were on your trip? Theres another good reason to take the shots).

The pleasure of barebacking is worth the occassional peni shot in the ass.

Why would you get sick taking it in the ass...? Unless of course you mean contracting HIV. Just get some PrEP.

Its always nice to see patients return to good health, but I dont think of dying as a sad thing really, more as just a part of life. I mean, everybody that ever lived has died, and only because of the CULTure that we live in, it has been beaten into us that to die is this terrible thing we must avoid. Its probably going to be nothing more than the billions of years before we happened to be born. We wont know we were ever alive, we wont miss anything, we wont be sad, or happy, or confused. Its part of what makes living every moment like its your last day on earth such a precious and valuable investment of ones time, and so when patients pass on the ICU I work on, I dont see it as a misfortune. The ones that leave behind children have already arranged to live indefinitely by passing on a torch. We do what we can to help each other in healthcare, but at the end of the day, we cannot postpone death indefinitely. I cant think for the life of me why anybody would even want to, or to live in hope that when we die, we go on to live in a fairy land for all of eternity. I take comfort in the presumption that when I die I will stay dead. One of my friends that is a doctor in internal medicine and I often drink and discuss these things together, and he thinks im rather pessimistic, and sure, I can see why. We have been conditioned to think that way. He thinks like you do. Pondering why more couldnt be done, etc., etc. I think much of what we do in healthcare only adds to the suffering of some people, and I believe very deeply that euthanasia should be legalized, and more than palliative care, people should always be able to make the informed decision to end their life without having to suffer through that transitional period to our death, with no dignity, immobile, and defecating all over themselves. They should even be able to make those decisions when they suffer from mental illness and no longer want to receive treatment and just want to fade away. That is our right as human beings, to be the arbiters of our own body. Id rather die on my own terms, than wasting away.

Youre on Breeding.zone.

Much prefer the bathhouse scene. I love hooking up with tons of guys, edging myself all night long, and in between popping in and out of the steam room for a sweat. Meet a lot of fun guys in baths too. You just cant recreate that atmosphere any possible way, no matter how you set your place up.

Stigma still exists. That will definitely change some things. Also, changing jobs, losing your insurance, moving to different states, keeping your medication up to date should you do any of this, is also going to be a factor in your life. Youll have to manage a lot more.

Never deny your nature. Embrace it. Encourage it. Nurture it. Indulge in as much pleasure as possible. That is the only meaning to life as far as I am concerned - the pursuit of all things that make us feel alive.

Grindr and Sniffies has actually replaced Grindr as my favorite app to use. I even pay for Sniffies because its just such a well-made hookup app and is worth supporting.