Chuckybb

I am a subservient passive bottom who is looking for advice and tips on how to serve dominant tops. If you are a dominant top, please tell me how I can serve you. I will serve you in any way that you want. My goal is to satisfy you and ultimately be your (or who else you seem necessary) bareback load taker.

Over the past couple of weeks I've had terrible problems with this site where none of the pages refresh properly. Most times I'm looking at the same line of text duplicated dozens of times. It's impossible to navigate. Anyone else having this problem? Can it be reported? I'm using my android mobile/cellphone.

So I went to my usual Spanish sauna today. I started off in the darkroom and immediately got kissing with a group of about four or five hot Spanish men. Very quickly one of them started fingering my hole that was already prelubed. I ain't messing around anymore wasting time so I always pre lube before going in. As I was wet kissing one bearded guy, another guy slipped into my hole. As he was fucking me the guy I was kissing supported me from falling. They may have been together and working as a team I don't know. When the top fucking me shot his load and pulled out, the guy kissing me spun me around and took his place, sliding easily into my lubed and cummy hole. I was then kissing someone else. This process continued until I was fucked by about four or five Spanish tops. All in the same group. When the men had finished with me and the group dispersed, I left the darkroom. Outside I saw a guy who is my absolute perfect dominant top. He has fucked me many times going back about three years. He grabbed the back of my neck and pulled me towards him. He kissed me passionately, then pulled my head back and spat in my mouth. I was putty in his hands. Again. He is a massive man. Strong, muscular, dominant and at times I am slightly scared of him which adds to the attraction. He said to me in Spanish... Cabina... Now. I'm going to impregnate you. He is an alpha male. I cannot refuse him. Which again, slightly scares me at times again. We went into a cabin and he stood beside me. He told me to get on my knees and clean his cock. To show him respect. I immediately obliged. He then pulled me up and pushed me face down onto the bed. He put his mouth to my hole. He felched a lot of come from my hole, grabbed me by the neck and spat it into my mouth. He then kissed me passionately. He asked how many loads I had taken. I told him 4 or 5. This made him even hornier and again he pushed me onto the bed. Kneeling on the bed he fucked me so hard I hit my head against the wall. I begged him to give me his load. He insists I refer to him as Señor. I have no problem with this. He shot his load deep inside me and held me down for about a minute after he came. When he pulled out he grabbed me by the hair and told me to clean his cock. As I was doing this he told me to savour the taste of the five loads coating his cock. I did this so willingly. I have never showed such care and attention cleaning a tops cock......

Anyone can deliver a load. Even someone who can barely keep an erection can deliver a load. To me a good top is a man who can show decisiveness and authority. Before he fucks you, makes you show him respect and submit to him. Holds you in place while he fucks you. Then takes what he wants from you before delivering the load. Once the load is inside you, continues to hold you in place to ensure the load becomes part of your DNA. The load is the ultimate prize, but the act of submission to the top for me is just as important.

As a bottom, I'm really not interested in touching myself while I'm being fucked. I'm too busy concentrating on my position and muscle control to ensure that the top is getting the most out of me. I want him to shoot his babies into me, I can always finger my cummy hole later on and shoot my own load. But during the fuck process, it's all about the top. Not me.

I always clean the tops cock. Immediately after he has bred me and pulled out I immediately get on my knees and suck his cock. For me it's about getting the remaining cum that I have worked so hard for, but it's also symbolic. I must show the top my utmost respect and desire to serve him. I will remain on my knees cleaning his cock until he indicates to stop. Being on my knees and cleaning his cock with my hands gripped around his ankles... It is everything I need.

I'm very interested in this as well. I'll share any information I find. I want to find a dominant that will use forceful sex to condition and/or correct me. Bringing in other tops where he feels that it is necessary. Controlled rape if required. I see myself as my dominants property and therefore submit totally. With this in mind I do not believe it to be rape, but correction. Note : these are my beliefs and how I wish to conduct myself, I do not coerce others to do so.

My worst nightmare is being barebacked and the top doesn't come. I feel totally deflated. All that work and no reward. I'm on prep, so if a guy has any type of STD then I'm going to get it whether he comes or not, so my goal is to take the load, clean his cock, thank him and move onto the next.

What's in it for the bottom? Everything. During the time my top is fucking me I love him. He is my world. I worship him. Even if he is taking me from behind in a sex club and I have no idea what he looks like, my place is to serve him and receive his seed. It is almost like a religious act for me. I see his seed as my divine prize. My right and my nourishment. I have never stopped a top from fucking me once he is inside me. It is his right to fuck me and my responsibility to receive his load or until he decides to walk away. I have been in pain sometimes in my legs because the top has been fucking me for so long in awkward positions but I will not stop the act of breeding. It must be completed. Once he has gifted me his seed, his essence I will thank him. If he will allow it I will ask him if I may clean his cock as an act of gratitude and submission. Some allow it others are not interested and the hands of my new top are already on my shoulders holding me down and preparing me for the next load. And then it is my turn to worship him and the process starts again. And already I have forgotten the previous top as all my attention is turned to my new lord and master.

My ideal situation is for the too to breed my arse and to stay inside me as long as possible. Preferably holding me down forcefully. When he pulls out he signals for me to clean his cock orally. That means I get to tase his come and also any other loads which were in there before him. The cleaning of the cock is symbolic for me. A gesture of complete submission and respect for the top who has given me his seed. But it is also a practical act to ensure that none of the seed is wasted. During these moments the top is my world, my only reason for being and I submit totally.

For some time I have been thinking about a "code of conduct" for bottoms or submissives. In some way, this might hark back to the days of the pre-aids leather / S&M comminity in places like NYC, but this is not based on any type of fetish wear or leather scene. Purely, in my view as a submissive bottom, where I think my priorities lie. I would be interested in knowing if any Tops/Dominants want to add their perspective or "Code" to this or if any other bottoms/submissives want to add or comment. These are purely my thoughts and are based on my belief that a bottom must always submit to the wishes and desires of their top/dominant before their own needs. This is about putting their top first and any sexual gratification or satisfaction that the bottom recieves is secondary to that of the top. 1. A bottom must always submit to their top/dominant on demand. 2. It is purely the decision of the top to use protection or not. The bottom cannot refuse either protected or unprotected sex as this is not their decision. A bottom can take prep to avoid HIV infection, but the utlimate decision is made by the top. In my experience, I have had tops use protection to begin with and then remove the condom later on to release their load naturally. 3. When a top has engaged, e.g "docked" or entered the bottom, the bottom cannot halt the process until the top has either came or decided to stop. The bottom must remain in receipt mode as long as the process takes and work hard to bring the top to climax. The reward for the hard work of the bottom in remaining in this position is the receiving of the tops seed. Once bred and the top pulls out, the bottom may leave the area/situation unless the top has specifically stated otherwise. 4. If in a sauna/darkroom or other adult place where vision is restricted, when an unseen top enters the bottom then again, the bottom is in receipt mode. 3, above still appies. 5. If the top has decided that the bottom is to be shared with other tops, then the bottom must remain in receipt mode until all the tops have climaxed or have decided that the event is over. 6. Where possible, the bottom should orally clean the tops cock after receiving the load. This ensures that all of the seed is taken and as a mark of respect and gratitude for the top. 7. Again, in a group sex situation, where another bottom is in reciept mode to one or more tops, any other bottoms in the vicinity should assist the bottom, never hinder. This can be done by stimulating the bottom by kissing or securing their arms/head whilst the process continues. Never try and engage with the active top during this process unless instructed to. 8. Unless instructed by a top, any previous loads taken should remain n the hole to provide lubrication for the next top(s). Only shower areas that are required or where this will be physically off putting for the next top. 9. During breeding, the position is always designated by the top, e.g - lying on back, stomach, all fours, against a wall etc. The breeding process is dicated by the top for the enjoyment of the top. Remain in the required position until the goal is achieved - receiving the seed. 10. The bottom must show gratitude to the top once the seed is received. As stated before, this would start by falling to the floor and cleaning the tops cock of any remaining seed. Thank the top. If you are in a foreign country, learn basic phrases such as "Si, Senor", "Gracias, Senor". Use them often. Without the need for specifically telling them, let them know that they are the dominant party and that you are thankful.

For some time I have tried to find out if there are any gay s/m communities that abide strictly with the dominant and submissive roles. For example, as a total bareback submissive I will always concede to any top and my objective is then to receive their load anally. This is regardless of whether I find them attractive or indeed have seen what they look like. I have submitted to many partners anally and taken multiple loads without any idea of what they look like. Ultimately I like and desire to be dominated anally. Forcefully. I have experienced in a few bath houses what can only be described as rape as I was held down and forcefully fucked. However I do not see this as rape. I see it as compliance or corrections if I wasn't doing what the top wanted. Are there any communities where you must completely comply with the wishes of the dominant partner or partners? The hierarchy of a gay community appeals to me. I know where I would fit in. At the bottom of the food chain to be fucked at will by the dominants. Anyone have any experience of this?

Absolutely. It's our purpose to please.

As a bottom who is trying to fully submit to my tops/superiors/masters I am actively now trying to follow the instruction I was given by a top in the sauna last week. I had just arrived at the sauna and it was much quieter than normal. When this happens I normally head to a raised platform area in the darkroom. After you go up two or three steps, there is a half wall where the bottoms stand against and look over the side. The tops walk up behind the bottoms and fuck them. Bareback obviously. This system let's the tops see how many bottoms are available and who is currently being fucked. Obviously some tops want to fuck a fresh cummy hole whereas others want to be the first. I was standing there for about a minute when I felt a finger probe my lubed hole. I always pre lube so that the top can enter me without any problems and I take it as my responsibility to be ready. As he started to force his cock into my hole, I turned my head back to see him when he forcefully pushed my head back to the front. He told me that it was none of my business who was fucking me. That is why I am there and to show him respect. I quickly apologised and made sure he was satisfied. He forcefully fucked me to reiterate his point that I was the hole and he was the top. As he came inside me he put me in a neck lock and held me in that position for a few minutes after he came. He held his arm around my neck for some time after he came, giving thrusts every so often to reiterate his point again. When he released me he told me that I had been seeded and that I must show submission to all tops. I was thinking about this recently and I have realized that when I am being forcefully fucked or held down or restrained by the top, for a few moments I love him. He is my world and I must satisfy him. I do not know what he looks like but I must take his seed.

I won't refuse a load. Quite often I can't see who is fucking me anyway at the bathhouse. If a guy starts fingering my hole then penetrates me I will never stop him. I will work hard to make him come as I see that as my total responsibility to pleasure and satisfy him. I am only disappointed if my top does not shoot his load in me. I will have failed in my obligations.