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Hey Bottom Guys, I'm a top who wants to give bottoms the opportunity to be as blunt as possible and have as much fun with this as you wish. Here's a "what if" scenero for you to help teach tops everywhere how to be better in bed. Answer this questions as you wish: If you could have the ear of tops around the world, and get them to listen, tell us what is the ONE THING YOU HATE that tops do in bed? Please feel free to make your answer as funny or serious as you desire.
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I cannot pull out and nut on my bottoms ass. He always tells me to cum on his ass but I just can't do it. When I try to do it I end up stroking but never cumming. I don't know how it is for other tops but I don't want to see my load after sex. I want it deep in my bottoms guts. I keep trying to explain this to him. I don't want the bottom to push my load out. I want it planted in him. To me that is REAL sex. I love a bottom who understands that a top is suppose to plant his DNA inside him. That is the whole point of sex. I might as well jack off if I have to shoot my load on your ass when I'm already inside it while holding your back down with my left hand and gripping your back neck with my right. When I got you in that position just do not ruin it for me please. You're gonna get loaded. Just let it happen. Just needed to rant. . .
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Most bb bottoms would kill for having their hole filled with cum. But, do you actually feel it when the tops bursts into you? Personally, with the right moaning in advance, and especially if the guy's cock has a good girth, I usually do feel it pulsating into me. And that's great. I like to stare into his eyes at that point. However, I've read some contradictory opinions from bottoms on this. In my early bb days, I'd rather swallow the load, since at least I'd get the chance to taste it. I'd feel nothing in my ass, but when I went back home and fingered my sloppy hole.
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Do any of you guys here never top? Just wondering how many 100% bottoms there are out there.
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What do you all think about a bottom in chasity? Should a no holds barred cum dump be in chasity as to keep it extra horny for all the anon loads it needs to take? This might keep it longing for never ending cocks and other toxic results from being a dumpster for cum.
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I have had guys fucking me who came within a few minutes with me thinking "that's it"?. I have recently had a guy who fucked me (with breaks in between) for five hours. Have to admit that after that 5 hour session with this big PA cock I had trouble sitting for 2 weeks. ;-) Bottoms: What is a good time to get fucked? You like it quick or long? Tops: Do you want to get off as quickly as possible to dump your load? Or do you want to enjoy a hole for longer? Personally I love a longer session. Not a 5 minute pump and cum. May be nice for the top, but not for the bottom?
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Would You Consider Hiding Your Activities From Your Top On A Site Such as This One ....When Your Top and You Are On The Site As Partners Although You Both Don't Post Yourselves As Partners...You Both Are Knowingly and Openly Are On Here For Each Other... Would You In Such An Openly Committed Relationship With Each Other ...Consider That To Be Ok ...Hiding Your Activities on A Sudden Instance With No Explanation and Without Consultanting Him Although He Did Not Hide His And HAS NO CLUE OR EXPLANATION AS TO WHY... BOTTOMS I ASK IF THAT IS SOMETHING YOU WOULD DO? TOPS....I ASK WHAT YOUR REACTION WOULD BE? I KNOW WHAT MY REACTION WOULD BE DEFINITELY....AND WILL SHARE MY TAKE ON THIS QUESTION.... BUT WOULD LIKE TO HEAR FROM YOU GUYS FIRST.... THIS IS IMPORTANT AND WOULD APPRECIATE YOUR RESPONCE S THIS QUESTION Will POST For 30 Minutes As to get your immediate Response and stay on for others to reply But Bear With me My Friends..... There is a purpose for this and will Fill you in on it afterwards...Thanks You for your time....and close clock starts now and will terminate at 9:30 pm.... the Game Starts Now
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If you're a bottom, has a Top ever written on your body with an indelible ink marking pen like a Sharpie? If you're a Top, have you ever done so? If so, why, what did the message say, and where on the body was the message written? For instance, if a Top took a pen and wrote "Fuck Me" above the cheeks of your ass, did he then send you into the bar with your pants hanging low so anyone could see it? Did it work as advertising? Tops, have you ever written "Cumdump" on a bottom in a bathhouse just to see whether it would make the bottom's night more lively? Curious to see how often this actually happens, and what you think when you see it.
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Cole was a teacher in his early 40's, who had been working at this certain school for 15years now. Cole was a fascinating specimen. Cole was 6'3" 225 of pure muscle and took good care of himself. Many of the female teachers were in lust with Cole because of hot body and 12.5 inches between his legs. Since Cole got to the school and the female janitor accidentally walked in on him taking a shower as his wonderful sex organ mesmerized the female janitor, who Cole would take home a couple months later from a colleague's birthday and work her pussy until she passed. Cole's legend would grow with the people he fucked around school. But, not only could women get it from Cole's Superhuman member. Cole was also into fuck men and trannies as well. Being that Cole believes that if the person makes him horny and his cock rock hard. Their mouths, pussy, or asshole are fair game. Once the principal tried having a talk with Cole. But that ened up with the principal buck naked in the office with Cole railing the principal until he game up that nice fit ass the principal has. Cole has a thing for Asians as he as fucked every single Asian employe at the school. Once a Asian math teacher came into his office looking a staples. Then faster than you can say me love you long time. The math teacher was on both knees taking Cole down that throat. A history teacher's car battery died one night after school and Cole help out. That history teacher was next since at Cole's house getting dick down. As you can see, Cole gets around and no individual is safe from his 12.5 inch andaconda. One the school brought in an Trans woman to talk about acceptance and ended up accepting Cole's Cock down her throat and up her ass with Cole's best friend and another big dick swinger named Mr. Hughes. Cole and Mr. Hughes, whose one of the Pe Teachers at school as well head coach of some of the sports teams. Cole and Mr. Hughes became friends after the lunch person asked the two of them to tag team that ass after a Christmas party. They call themselves the big dick swingin' playas. After a while, fucking the teachers became boring and one day Cole and Mr. Hughes peeped out an young asian stundent at wrestling practice with an fat ass that was begging for two big dick booty destroyers. When he walked, Cole and Hughes noticed how his ass shooshed back and forth in his singlet. That day they both decide that young asian man's bronzed cheek needed to be taken down by two big dick playaz. Both Cole and Hughes were both great amateur wrestlers. They volunteered to help the coach while they recovered from surgery. One day after practice the young asian man was in the shower when Cole and Hughes joined him. The asian stundent came from an single mom family, in which, Cole and Hughes already fucked her. Cole and Hughes seduced, strip naked, fucked and creampied the Asian stundent's mom, leaving her with a belly full of seman and great memories. Cole chatted the Asian young man first and then Hughes. Cole and Hughes being slick with it, Hughes tells the Asian stundent he has soap on his back and he'll get it off. This turned into Hughes playing with his hole and Cole getting closer as well. Then Hughes got the idea to go into the Pe teachers' lounge so all three can get dressed. When in the room, the young Asian man confessed that he was into guys and he had heard stories about these two big cock monsters. He even knew that these two ran a two on one fuck fest with his mom. He heard how hugh the cocks they had were from his mom and he wanted in on that action. Cole and Hughes told the young man that they were planning to get his cheeks all along and his hot big tit mom was an added bonus. Are two master cocks men tells the young, willingly, also an hour and a half from now full of Cole and Hughes' baby making protein up in his tummy like his mommy. The young Asian man with the bronze tan bubble butt was cocked down by are two big dick man whores before each took turn breeding him.To let the young man comfortable, these two first started with condoms. Cole had a plan to get those condoms off their cocks and fuck this young maturing bronzed hole bareback and then breeding. Cole dirty talked him about the young man's. As Cole used his pink anal pussy hole as big dick stroke practice and hughes stuffed the young man's throat, mouth, and jaws full of cock. "You're mom was taking are dick like this too," Cole commented with a devilish grin. "You take dick like your mom young man?" Why not go all the way be just like your?" The young Asian man couldn't with Hughes' mammoth cock in the way down throat. So hughes pulled his meat out the young Asian man's mouth and he paused for a second to catch his breath. "What do you mean take it like my mom," He asked Cole. "I'm a bigger slut than my mom." "She may have those massive tits, but I've got an ass that doesn't quit and takes a big dick pounding then keeps on ticking." He proudly proclaimed. Hughes let the young man know that his mom fucked them both bareback and they didn't when they bust that great nut they fucked out of the Asian man's mother's soaked pussy. The Asian guy didn't want to be out done and told the two tag team specialist that if they wanted to fuck him raw dog and breeding him like the dirty bubble butt slut he is. They would have to agree to dp his Asian man/pussy and tape it on cellphone camera, so he can show his mom he's more slutty. They all agree to the terms of the fuck agreement. So Hughes and Cole raw dogg his fat Asian pound cakes then breeding him like he was a bitch in heat, who would fuck any dick to get a baby. The young Asian man got camera phone video of the double penetration Hughes and Cole Put on him. For added bonus footage they film Cole and Hughes Cumming onside him. After the both came, video showed cum oozing out his hole. Cole was proudly filming the scene when says," Your son's slut ways didn't fall far from the tree, did it mom?" " Like mother like son, don't say that alot," replied Hughes in the background as cum dripped out pf his Asian fuck hole. "Now to take all that cum dripping out of you and replant it up your hole," answered Cole ready for round two. Cole and Hughes to this day still fuck that young asian man and his mother. No condoms have been used since. Just good old lube, skin on skin action, breeding for the son and creampies for the mommy dearest. The next target on Cole and Hughes list is young black man with attitude, whose failing Cole's Sex Ed. class. Cole and Hughes get rock hard when the thank about putting young black man in his place with his dick sucking lips or DSL for short and his hugh bubble butt that's made for fucking. Since the young man was failing Cole's class. He decided to set up a meeting and talk to him. The young black man came into Cole's office with attitude and give Cole some lip for his. Cole was not having it. Cole knew guys like this future cumdump or fluffersand it kind of got him semi hard. Cole decide it was time to lay down the law on this new fuck toy for Cole and Hughes. But Cole decide he was going to fuck his young round thick black booty one on one first before getting Hughes involved. Cole had only a handful of black bottoms. But this one has was nice, fat, and ready for Cole's 12.5 in attitude adjustment. "You trying to give lip? Your young slutty ass think your grown? Well I'll show you what grown men like me do to back talking ghetto fuck sluts like you." Cole grabs me by the elbow real firm and aggressively guide me to a small desk in the corner. Cole flips up the skirt I was wearing exposing my fat booty to breeze of the air-conditioned room. "Now how you going to act like you hard and tough with an ass like this," He questioned me as he spanked my ass several times before sticking a figure up my love tunnel. "Fuck You," I replied definitely as I was hunched over the desk staring at his massive pool. "Fuck me," Cole answered back."Big dick daddies like me fuck bubble butt ghetto bottoms like you for practice. Then turn you into fluffers for gangbang shoots or sex parties," Cole responded back now with two figures working my hole. Cole kept working my ass with his meaty figures while slapping me in face with his massive wood. Cole told me I was nothing more than a bezzie, whose only reason for being school was to learn how to suck and take dick. Now for those who are wondering, a bezzie is Northern California, mainly the San Francisco Bay Area slang for bitch or someone on a lower level than a bitch. Cole got a hold of a butt plug and pushed it up me ass then smacked my booty to complete the process. "This is your new class called advance sex ed. you worthless bezzie. This class well prepare you for the wonderful career of being a hoe," Cole tells me now having a raging purple hard on pointed directly between my eyes. Cole smacks my as so hard that I yelp in shock. With my mouth opened wide, Cole shoves his cock down my throat." Your first lesson is called dick sucking and deep throat theory. With a special section on becoming a no gagg reflexes pro with special attention being payed to the studs being sucked balls," Cole tells me still figuring my ass. After shoving the head of his dark purple penis down the back of my throat. Cole paused as I fight to get air for about 30 seconds. "Not good enough, do it again," Cole demanded as he sternly looked into my eyes as I was searching for air, tears steaming down with eyes then cheeks as drool flowed down my lips and drips off my chin. Cole repeats the process and this time hold me down longer and so deep that my lips taste his pubic hairs. He lets go of the back of head so I can try to take in air. "You're either going to learn the techniques of deep throat no gagg reflexes cock sucking or my massive teaching tool is going to make sure you choke so much, that you pass out from lack of oxygen. Now lick and suck my balls. Every cock sucker should knew that a big dick daddy's balls should never be neglected." Cole Taught his new student. I focused on his balls which had to be the size of tennis balls for a couple of minutes before he instructed me to gocus on his shaft that was real thick and curved a little left. Cole pulled his cock away from his lips and rubbed his tool aginst my lips like a toothbrush. "You've got some DSL there young student," Cole said now having me stick my tongue out so he can flip his cock up and down my it. Now Cole was ready to give me the last part of the dick sucking lessons. Intro to face fucking theories 101: Your big dick partner's right to fuck your mouth like he fucks your ass. Cole take both hands and grips the sides of my head. I open wide to receive him without a fuss. Cole smiles and gives me a that good slut praise. Tells me that me fighting him is not got to help me. That I should just accept the teaching he's giving me. Cole with both hands controlling my head guides his magic sex stick in my mouth and down my throat. He starts moving his hips back and forth as I close my lips around his cock. The lesson went for an hour as Cole would change the speed and length of his strokes. Cole was finished with that part of the lesson for today and assigned me homework, which was to go to a ear piercing place and get a tongue ring. Cole believes dick sucking lips or DSL and a tongue ring let's big dicks know that those cock have a home down my throat. After that, I was to find and flirt with a big dick stud. I was to tell him I was in Advance Sex ed. class that teaches someone like me the proper way to please men with big dick and was to take the person somewhere private and practice sucking cock. I just nodded my head showing I understood as I tried to hide the fact that Cole's one hour fellatio lesson. Made my jaws sore like never before. Cole knew this and told me that I better start practicing, because next week he was going to start me on a lesson on how to suck multiply cocks he called Intro to Blow Banging: some many big cocks and one mouth to please them. That lesson would be an in class assignment where the school's 3 P.E teachers and Cole would give me multiple cocks to while a female teacher films the assignment so we can watch it back. Now that this was said and done, Cole start his last lesson before class ended called Theorizes solutions of fat booties taking dick the right way: Intro into missionary, doggy style, bending over obstacles such as furniture, automobiles, and bathroom counters or kitchen sinks. Cole tells me that fat booty bezzies like me should take any cock giving to me, however, if two guys want one on one dates that lead to fucking. You can't get them to tag team you or the don't like sloppy seconds. The daddy with the biggest cock gets you dark and lovely botty as the prize. Since I was still bent over that small desk, Cole skipped over missionary and doggy. Then went on to bending over obstacles. Cole stressed that a big dick could walk by and see my ass. Then become horny and want to fuck. Cole gaves an example of when I first walk into the house tonight. Cole told me he was checking our my ass and was getting hard. If Cole was to grab my then and say, "Young Man that ass is making me horny. Bend over and give up them cheeks now." In this example Cole tell me to go to the back of couch, table or desk. If no furniture, find a counter top or put your hands against the wall chest high, arch your back, spread legs apart, and point your pink hole towards the sky. Then let that big dick enter and pump you full of his baby making protein. Yes that right, while Cole taught the other student to wear condoms. He was 100% about barebacking and never stop fucking a big booty bottom until the big dick daddy transfers his sperm from his balls to the asshole then to the bottoms guts. Cole started to stroke his cock while I spread my cheeks so that Cole could get a good look at my mangina. "Yes. That's how you offer up your ass to a big dick top," Cole answers with pride."I'll be gentle and put just the tip in first for you to get adjusted to my 12.5in cock, Cole told me. Cole hovered over my ass and spit a big loogie on my hole."I forgot lube so spit will have to do for today," Cole explains. " Or I can eat your ass for a couple of minutes to get your hole nice and wett. "Oh yes please eat my ass," I moaned back with my spread ass cheeks feeling the cool air conditioning breeze and my man/pussy winking at Cole anticipating his hunger for my hole. Cole ate my booty like he hadn't eaten in a while and my dark brown cakes were a 5 course meal. I moaned and squeamed as Cole either licked, tongue fucked, or chews my hole. He would also spank my ass just so he could hear me moan,"Yes Daddy. Eat my mangina to that your cock goes up my ass with ease." Yes, this it, don't stop. Get me ready for your big daddy dick teach. Tongue fuck that tight man/pussy so it's nice and wett for your cock." I said while holding my cheeks spread apart for Cole. Cole spanked my ass and told me it was time for main event. His hugh 12.5in teacher cock vs my fat, round, and dark chocolate student cakes. Cole said to me that class wouldn't end until he had dump his teacher's load up in my student guts. He started pushing the head of his cock against my hole. "Don't be scared," Cole said while putting more pressure on my hole with the head of his cock that looked like a massive top of a mushroom. "It's only the massive cock of the teacher whose going to pass or fail you." As long as it takes young man. Class is not over until I bust a nut inside you." So easy up relax and give up your hole willingly or I'm taking it by force," Cole announced while Cole was losing patience with the student. "But your cock is so big," I moaned in a sexy voice."Daddy don't get mad, be gente with still maturing pink hole." Be it the phat ass in front of him making him horny, the frustration of the student's tight young mangina, or the excitement and anticipation of the teacher about to impregnated is student. Cole's patience ran out and he called out in low grim voice,"Fuck this just the tip shit." Cole grabbed my hips and plowed into the student's booty. "You'll get this dick by force then," He growled like a teacher in heat, whose just spotted his pray, which happens to be a student with Dick Sucking Lips, nice fat booty, and a tight hole that doesn't take kindly to big dicks trying to enter this precious exit. "Teach please be easy," I begged. "No," Cole replied after finally getting the head of his cock inside. "You're being a cock tease and that well not fly in this," Teacher answered as he slowly and forcibly enter the stundent inch by inch and moan by moan. "Just for that, I'm giving you extra homework due tomorrow," he said finally getting all 12.5 monster inches up that hole. Cole delayed his stroke to give the student the extra homework assignments. Along with the tongue ring, he's to also buy a dildo learn to use it and bring it to class every day for anal expansion training with teacher. Next after finding and convincing a big dick daddy to let him suck his cock. He's to find another big cock that will fuck his tight hole. Then before class, stundent will come to teacher's house with all assignments done, get naked, and go over the lesson plan from yesterday with teacher and then the teacher will take stundent until he unloads up the student's maturing womb. With that out the way, Cole begins giving the stundent big dick long strokes that makes the stundent moan and squirm around. "Your dick is so hugh teach," the stundent moan out. "I can't take much more your just to big." "Shut your mouth and know your role student," the teacher responded. "You'll take my dick now. You'll take all my dick tomorrow morning. Then after class tomorrow. You're taking my hugh cock until the end of the semester including weekends." Cole moaned passionately as the rhythm of his strokes caused the stundent's and teacher's hip to make a clapping sound together. Cole's rhythm also caused ripples of waves like on the stundent's booty when teach slammed into his ass. "Come on young man," Cole said. "Stop running from the dick and take the dick." "Your to big for me," the stundent replied. As he grimaced as Cole showed him no mercy on his first day of class. Cole continued to beat the mangina up for 30 minutes in different positions. While the stundent begged, moan, whines for the teacher to be easy on his sore hole. Then the time came. The teacher's balls started tensing up as he picked up the pace. "I'm coming," the teacher said. "You're getting my load today young man. No matter how much you whine, begg, and plead. I'm dropping my unborn kids up your ass, then they'll swim up guts, and then hopefully you'll be pregnant you bezzie. The stundent just wanted it over. His jaws still hurting from the face fucking he was given. Now his poor hole was assaulted by a big dick teacher. When he finally unload in the stundent. The teacher's cock became super rock hard as ropes of seman shot up that relieved booty. As the stundent left for school the day. The teacher turned to him and reminded him to his homework and come to his house in the morning. The stundent shock his head so the teacher know he understood. The teacher happy that busted a nice fat nut. Picked up his cellphone and called the PE teacher Mr Hughes. "Yeah I just got done fucking and he just left," Cole explained proudly. It was tough at first, but, I turned that ass out. "You'll love fucking him, I mean dick sucking lips we can how to suck our dicks and a fat ass that screams fuck me daddy." "He's coming over tomorrow morning and you should stop by too." "The young man needs some practice taking big daddy dick like you and I." We call in sick tomorrow, he stops by, and while I'm givng him a mouth full of cock. You walk through the side door with your cock out and say," Your fat round ass is not going to school today. It's staying here with us and get fucked all day teacher with monster cocks" "He'll freak out." "I've got a sound proof sex room downstairs in the basement that we can have are way with all day." "No! No condoms needed" "We can fuck him bareback and breed him." "Yeah impregnate this little bubble butt cutie with two big dick players.
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I joined BreedingZone a year ago this month. A year ago I considered myself a committed sexual submissive, because that's what I've been trained for, but I didn't think of myself as a cumdump, nor did I think about barebacking as a choice - it was just something Men did or didn't do when they fucked me. Once I became HIV+, I didn't have any sex at all until I became undetectable, and then I let Men know I understood if they wanted to use a condom. At that point, I was glad they were still willing to fuck me at all. Finding this site showed me that I could still thrive sexually given my status and my age, even as a total bottom. The input from the members here gave me the inspiration to go out and actually live a life that so many Men post about in fantasy but never have the courage to act upon. Looking back over this year, I realize how much more conscious I've become of my sexuality and sexual habits, and how much more open I've become in talking about it. Yesterday my bisexual son was telling me about the possibility that another boy interested in him might come to his party, and I was attempting to advise him how to manage the situation. After a minute he looked at me and said, "Is my dad trying to be my wingman?" I was not. There are some things I do not. want. to. know. About my own sex life, on the other hand, I've begun keeping closer track than I ever have. There have been several topics on these boards concerning load tallies and load counts and who has taken the most loads in a year, or in their lifetime. I don't count loads because 1) Sometimes you can't tell whether you got it or not, 2) If the Top mostly cums on your ass crack and then sorta pushes some of it in, does it count? Yes? No? There are too many variables, and in any case I wholeheartedly agree with @PERVERSATILE when he points out that "The load is the prize". What I count, instead of loads, are fucks. I keep track of them on my cell phone, in a simple ongoing page in the Notes app. Since Tops sometimes seem to enjoy keeping score by making hash marks on my ass with a pen when they finish with me, I adopted that as my sort-of standard. (In the not-so-good image accompanying this post, you can just make out a faint set of hashes on my right ass cheek; even "permanent" ink markers are no match for a good steam room.) The score I've kept looks like this: March (F-S) ||||\ ||||\ ||||\ ||||\ |||| April (F-S) ||||\ ||||\ ||||\ ||||\ ||| May (Th-F) ||||\ || (S) ||||\ ||||\ ||| June (F) 0. (S) ||||\ ||~|\ ||| July (F) 0. (S) ||||\ ||||\ ||~|\ | August (F) ||{++} (S) |||{++} ~~~ Sept 13-14 (Th) |||| (F) ||||\ (S) || October (F) ||| ff (S) |{+}||\ |~||\ |||| f Oct 19-20 (F) ||||\ \ = a crosshash, or fifth mark that crosses four |{+..} = the Top returned to fuck me again for the number of times indicated by the plus marks ~ = I gave credit for the fuck even though the guy was a little too soft or a little to wasted to penetrate me very well. As long as he thought he was fucking me he got credit. It's the Top's pleasure that counts. 0 = zero fucks. What the fuck was up on Fridays in June and July? f = recently I've started keeping track of the number of times guys flake on me. Obviously, I didn't start keeping this record until March, when I started attending CumUnion in Indianapolis and hotel hosting regularly in Louisville, so it doesn't include fucks from October 2017 - February 2018, and obviously, I don't count the flakes. But the tally above right now stands at 142 fucks for the year - a dismal reckoning that reflects the fact that I'm stuck in the back of beyond in rural Kentucky and have to drive over an hour just to get to somewhere I can be a slut. If I lived in a metro area, that count would be much higher. That count, however, isn't the only count I keep in my Notes app. I have another one on another page, and it's been going on longer, since August 2014. It looks like this: 8/29/2014 CD4: 49 VL: 85,000 11/11/2014 CD4: 160 VL: 840 2/11/2015 CD4: 188 VL: 50 (Damn. So close.) 6/1/2015 CD4: 250 (Dr. not pleased) VL: 65 (me not pleased) Quitting Atripla, starting Triumeq 9/2015 CD4: 285 VL: Undetectable 3/2016 CD4: 315 (I had hoped for better, but Dr. is pleased, so I suppose I should be satisfied) VL: Undetectable 2/1/2017 CD4: 218 VL: 65 (Dr. says this is a normal blip, not a concern) Quitting Triumeq, starting Genvoya 3/28/2017 CD4: 293 VL: Undetectable 2/27/2018 CD4: 249 VL: Undetectable 8/26/2018 CD4: [not checked] VL: Undetectable 10/23/2018 CD4: 300 VL: Undetectable I have a new HIV doctor now I suppose you could say I'm keeping score against the Enemy Virus as well. I take a sort of pride in both of these lists, in ways that are different, but also in one way that's the same. I take pride in my fuck count not as an accumulation, but as proof of the number of Men to whom I have been able to give an ecstatic moment of pleasure. I know little or nothing about their lives - I may never even see some of them - but for the short time they are with me, they are safe, and warm, and made to feel incredibly good, and I have accomplished that, by my certain count, 142 times in a year. If I could have made it a thousand, I would have. I take pride in my CD4 and Viral Load count as wayposts along the road of my fight against AIDS, and my struggle back from the edge of death. The marks denote a long, narrow, rocky road, but I have kept on it without missing a step, and I'm proud of my determination. I take a pride in both of the lists because they're both, in their way, celebrations of life continuing in spite of age, in spite of disease, in spite of doubt, and in spite of fear. They are proof that I am very much alive.
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Kinda just curious as to what other bottoms think. The first time you became a “cumdump” (taking many loads from many men in one night) how did you feel? Was there some level of hesitation? Did you resent it afterwards? For me i hesitated to do so a lot, but when I finally did it I couldn’t stop. Seriously if I get bred once, I hit up every top on every app until more want to feed my hole.
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Another trip to CumUnion in Indianapolis last weekend, and another solid tally of fuckings - but more of that in a bit. What stands out in memory are a few incidents of oddity, to wit: Almost the instant I got into my room and opened the door for guests, I felt hands on my ass, and I glanced back to see that there were two men in the room. The one fondling my cheeks began probing my hole, then after a minute stopped, and I heard moaning from the second man, rising to an abrupt stop. Then the first man returned his attention to fingering my hole with a warm lube. ”That’s his cum,” he said. He poked around at me a bit longer, then patted my ass and left. This annoyed me, because the second guy had clearly come in to fuck me, gotten jacked off instead, and all I got was a finger-smear of his load and no fucking. Next, another man came in and did fuck and load me. But the instant that man left the room, the first guy came back in and dived face-first for my ass, and ate out the load I had just received. He said, “I had been wanting that guy’s load, but you got it.” He then proceeded to fuck me fot a couple of minutes, but didn’t cum. The way I see it, the guy stole two loads from me - one out of my very ass - and then revenge-fucked me for attracting “his” loads in the first place. Later on, some guy with tentative hands starts feeling me up, and I can pretty much usually tell by the way they approach me - this guy just wanted to play with my ass. Damned finger-fuckers. They never use any lube, they ignore the fact that they have fingernails, and they expect you to take four fricking fingers after about 30 seconds. This guy poked and prodded around trying to find my prostate with no success, until, without warning, he crooked his finger into a hook shape and made a rapid 360-degree twist inside my anus. That was enough of that. I sent him away, reached into my pack and pulled out paper and marker to write a note to leave out on the table by the bed reading “~Please~ No Finger-Fucking Tonight. Thank You.” As I lay there, pen in hand, clearly, obviously engaged in writing... WHACK! A man dressed in a full leather apron and leather mask that covered his lower face wailed on my ass with a flexible leather paddle. WHAP! WHACK! These were not play swats, but industrial-strength BDSM-scene-worthy flogging strokes. I turned over and said, “Um, I’m afraid I’m going to have to ask you to leave.” ”What?” ”Would you please leave?” ”Sure, I guess so...” ”Could you not see that I was writing something?” ”Uh... huh?” ”OUT!” As usual, I was approached by men for whom contact with another man might be more difficult to achieve, and I did not turn them away - I gave a massage and a hand job to an elderly man who couldn’t hard, a hand job and some oral to an extremely onerweight man who had a disability, I let an older Asian man who spoke little English have a go at fucking me. And why not? The day will no doubt come when I will be grateful myself for such a kindness. But regardless of the oddities and vagaries that come with bathhouse bottoming, I had something to look forward to this time, and that something certainly did not disappoint. I had the opportunity to meet @FelchingPisser, and had the great privilege of surrendering my ass to him and experiencing his skills first-hand - something completely different indeed.
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Around here we routinely speak of bottoms’ lower orifices as ‘holes’, which implies something round, and the average anus, as a contracting sphincter construction, generally is. But on occasion I encounter references to it as a “slit”, which specifically describes a long, narrow opening, and I have seen a few instances of bottoms with holes that appear more like slits than holes. I have questions: • If you have a slit-like opening, has it always been that way, or did something occur to bring it about? • If it’s something that developed or was engineered, can anyone do it? • (Importantly) Tops, is an asshole that vaguely resembles female genitalia moreso than a common anus a turnoff or a turnon? Personally, as a slut bottom I think such openings are fantastically hot and wish mine looked that way so I could well and truly say I’m just a cunt for cock. I mean, I am, so I say it anyway, but it would be nice to have the visual to complete the package.
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Hey all, hope IML is treating you well. It has come to my attention that there are not enough tops to satisfy the surplus of bottoms at IML (what a surprise, am I right?). Because of the lack of tops, I have decided to temporarily abandon the idea of solely playing with tops; I Instead I’m going to expand my horizons, and focus more so on looking for bottoms who would be interested in mutual anal play. Perhaps those of you who are interested could holla at me, and we could start a party on bbrts or something. Heads up, I’m chem friendly and I’m going to have my own stash. I live in the Gold Coast, would prefer to travel to the Congress hotel or wherever else. My bbrts screen name: breakmeopen NKP screenname: porksausage
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A small group of men entered my room at The Works bathhouse in Indianapolis last Saturday evening during CumUnion. I could tell it was a group by the sound of the shuffle of their feet, by their breathing, by the way the echoes off the walls of my small room shifted, by the play of the shadows around me. I took a light popper hit to loosen my ass, and it amplified my senses. My ass was up, facing the door (naturally) so I didn't turn to look at them. I never do. I'm a cunt. Why would I need to look at them? They were talking to one of their members: "What do you think?" "Like the look of it?" "Fuck yeah." "_____ used him earlier, said he was the shit." "OH yeah." "You gonna fuck him, fuck that white pussy?" They would be black, then. I didn't even bother with a mental note; I don't care what color a man is, I never have. Sometimes I don't even notice. Call it one of the few perks of being somewhat autistic. His color signified nothing... except... and this has nothing to do with stereotype and everything to do with my personal, intimate experience of fucking many black men... it meant greater odds on him having a big cock. Sorry, that's just the way it's been for me. "Yeah. I'm gonna do it. That looks like a nice pussy." Here again, no stereotype drawn from, just my actual experience: the black guys who have fucked me have almost always called my ass a "pussy" if they don't call it an ass. They never use "cunt". I don't know why. The man sounded young, perhaps shy. I decided I would take especially good care of him. His friends left him and he closed the door behind them. Okay, not an exhibitionist like they had been earlier, if they were the group I was thinking of. There had been eyes on me getting fucked earlier. Eyes on my face. Eyes on my face when my own eyes were rolling back in my head. Eyes on me when they left me lying like a rag doll after their rough-fucking. Good times. I could hear this man fumbling over by my shelf, amongst my lubes. "Try the coconut oil," I said over my shoulder. "Oh. Okay," he said. I positioned my ass for easy entry. When it came, I was mildly surprised. He didn't have a big cock, just average. But as is sometimes the case, I would rather have a craftsman in possession of simple tools than a novice equipped with an arsenal. This turned out to be a craftsman. I didn't need to take care of him. He took care of me. He started slow, sped up, went to ramming speed, back and forth. If he paused, I couldn't help fucking myself on him as though he were a stationary object. I was wearing my solid-steel chastity device that covers my whole cock, and he fucked three loads out of me that filled the inside of it and left my cock swimming in my own seed.I know the clock continued moving, because by the time had finished, 45 minutes of continuous fucking had elapsed, punctuated by long, long, long moments where he found that particular point where a Top's cock feels as though it has hit the absolute bottom of you and your ass involuntarily clamps down in a death-grip along the full length of his shaft, and we would stay that way for eternities at a time, welded together into one body while our minds unspun. At last he pulled out of me and ran a finger slowly, gently, over, into and out of my hole. "That is good pussy," he said. "Good pussy is hard to find." He said it in a matter-of-fact way, like a man of experience, a man who knows whereof he speaks. "That like to have worn me out," he said, sliding off the bed to gather his towel. "I would have like to have done more of that, but I'm old." I blinked. I turned over at last to look at him. Not young... but surely not old... "If you don't mind my asking, how old are you?" "Fifty-six." "Then I guess I'm old, too, since I'm 51. An old man couldn't do what you just did." He smiled shyly, opened my door, and left. Friends accuse me of trying to find meaning in everything, even where there isn't any to find. This man of 56 called himself old not because his looks convinced him that he was - I would have guessed early 40s, in fact - but I suspect because his life's experiences had the weight of an older man's. He bred my ass as a man of experience; and when a man of experience says something, his words have weight. If he tells me that good pussy is hard to find, I have to believe him. If he tells me my pussy is good pussy, it makes me want to share it all the more.
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Once upon a time, a person's life could be ruined by gaining a reputation as a "whore" or even just a "slut". In some circles, slut-shaming is still a thing (ask Hester Prynne). Even in places where religious and moral judgments aren't brought to bear, there's still a kind of market economy equation that dictates that scarcity = value; if a thing is easy to get, it must not be worth much, if it's worth having at all. Here at BZ, we find men who fly their Slut and Whore Flags proudly. The terms are even integrated into the site hierarchy. But when it comes down to fantasy versus actual fucks counted, braggadocio versus balls unloaded into asses, is there still any stigma attached to those of us who will actually ass-up for anyone, anytime? Does advertising ourselves as the opposite of hard-to-get make us less desirable? Does it suggest that we lack self-esteem or self-respect or that there's some reason we're not top-shelf ass that almost nobody gets to fuck and therefore everybody wants to? A man took me and trained me for five years to be a cumdump bottom. No shit. I'm not making this up, this actually happens. Maybe I was always headed for this, maybe not, I don't know, but all I can say is that now I know for a fact that the purpose for my sexual life is for as many men as possible to fuck me. It's a purpose that drives me. I want this. I need it to happen for me to feel that I have fulfilled a part of my reason for being. I have to assume that there are some guys who would hear that and think, "That's fucked up, man." I'm not a psychiatrist, but it doesn't feel fucked-up to me. It feels natural and liberating. I also have to assume there are those who hear that and say,"Yeah, right, trained to be a sex toy. Nice story, bro." I already realize how it sounds, but what can I say, it actually happened to me. For the rest, I assume there are some who will read it and think: "That's hottt" and others who would simply think: "Easy ass" and both would wonder, "How far away is he and is he looking right now?" But is there some percentage of those who read it and think: "Ew. I don't want to fuck someone everybody's fucked. He must be a loose/skanky/sketchy/dirty/low/gutter/messed-up/drugged-out/non-self-respecting slutty whore." Of course, for some here, that would all be taken as high praise, but stick with me. In all honesty, when I come out in total honesty and advertise my holes as open to all cummers, does that turn some of you away? Do we eager sluts do ourselves a disservice by being too eager? Do we actually turn away more than we attract? I don't know the answer to this, and I would really like to, because I don't know any other way to be than completely honest about myself. If I'm offering something nobody wants, I'd rather be told than sit here with my ass hanging out (literally). Your candid views are always appreciated, and may I say what a pleasure it is to have a place like this where I can even ask such a question.
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I've been spending a lot of time lately trying to wrap my head around my acceptance of my role as a bottom, let alone my role as a cumdump for other men. Our culture raises us to view men's roles a certain way, to put masculinity in a particular light. Traditional, mainstream male culture, even in 2017, places a premium on the idea that "real men" are strong, have a rugged nature, a solid physique, control their emotions, seek the company of equals, enjoy penetrative sex (as the penetrator), and cannot be confused for the feminine. Yeah, whatever. Traditional shmaditional. Gay men were not widely consulted when all that was cooked up. That's a given. But my experience as a sub bottom who has been on the receiving end of a lot of cocks is that Tops and Vers Tops and Dom Tops still often share a sense of the above, a masculinity that a sub bottom does not have in his DNA. The way I've been handled by each of these types of Tops has left me wondering how Tops actually view bottoms. Do you view us as men, equally, or not? Are we a lesser form of men? Are we a feminine form of men? Are we a second-class group? Are we objects? Do you admire us? Do you scorn us? Do you have a manifest right to use our asses because you're Tops? I would love to hear the perspectives of Tops on this subject, and I know those perspectives are many. I'm not looking to hear any particular view, and I don't have an agenda here other than to get an idea of the thoughts that are out there. I would ask, though, that you be honest with yourselves, and us, when you reply, and not just parrot something you think you're supposed to say because you're a Top - tell us what you honestly feel. You won't hurt my feelings. As long as you're still willing to fuck me. :)
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For having the reputation as the city of bottoms, there aren't many guys in Toronto who can take dick and it's pretty frustrating. I also wonder if other cities have as big of a problem with flakes too Where are all the so called cumdumps cumsluts and guys who love to get fucked?
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Which do you prefer? A bottom with a hairless/shaved ass or do you like it hairy? And why is it important for you? Personally i prefer shaved for much better feeling... also i thinks it looks so much hotter when taking pics while fucking. Maybe you have some tips for bottoms who don't know the best way to shave in that region... Let me know what you guys think!
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Any tops who want a bottom to own as their very own Pet, collar tags and all, who is Obediant, caring, clean, still neg(up to you) then msg me, the best way to get519 a hole of me212 is thru my3654 mobile with msgs only and no calls. First words should be "I want a pet of my own"
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Is it just me or does there seem to be an influx of picky tops on bbrt lately in the LA area? I am blk vers and like to get fucked from time to time, but lately haven't really had anyone interested. Or do they just not like vers guys? Not trying to sound desperate or anything its just what I am experiencing right now. Anyone else?
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Please. I need some advice. I'm a complete sub ... and for better or worse I have a baby dick. Now although my pubic hair has gone quite scant over time, I have now completely removed it leaving me smooth and without stubble. But I worry that guys (tops) like pubic hair and I'm afraid of turning them off.
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Two bottoms looking for raw hot BB fucking and breeding. We will be staying at Inn Leather and will be going to 321 Slammers also. High viral loads, AIDS cum/cocks to the front of the line! No strings attached, cum and go. Prelubed, clean, ready to get bred hard and deep. No loads refused EVER! We're addicted to raw poz'd cum deep in our bareback holes and will spread our Whore Holes wide open for anyone to breed! We will be hosting in our hotel room at Inn Leather often using our bed and in room sling to take as many raw POZ loads as we can. Just shove your RAW BAREBACK cock deep in our holes - no pulling out until we have every virus you can give us deep in my Whore Holes where it belongs!! We look forward to taking all your critters and cum deep in my raw holes!! NO LOAD REFUSED!! BBCumDumpWhore-BBRTS and BBCumPig-BBRTS
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Any other tops notice how needy bottoms are during the holiday season? I've got fucks lined up every day for the next two weeks, including two breedings on Christmas day. Wonder why bottoms need stud seed even more this time of year…
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I love bottoming, everything about it except cleaning out before, nobody like a dirty bottom. I find starving myself for 2 or 3 days before the event. YUK. My question is for you experienced bottoms, what is the fastest, best way to clean out, other than starving one self?
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