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I’m a few years past 40, married, and for the last ten years since my wife and I married I have had no gay sex. My wife knew I was into wearing panties, liked manly tops, and loved looking at big black cocks online, before we said “I do.” I thought if we agreed, which we did, to have some femme dom, strap on, panty bitch sex it would do for me, but she grew weary of it and we stopped that all together. Fast forward to the present and recently my wife and I had a horrible fight and nearly separated. We were both ready to walk away when a friend forced us to sit down and talk and we decided we had communication issues as in we hardly ever talked like we did that day. It was so enjoyable I decided to be totally honest with her and told her I was miserable without gay sex. To my surprise she quickly and genuinely encouraged me to go for it, as long as Prep is involved and condoms used for anal. This is a big deal for me because what little experience I have is with sucking covered cocks, not anal. She said I could do this whenever I travel which is often, so I could be having lots of fun. There is one twist though and that is my wife wanted to have permission to fuck guys as well. Of course I said yes. So, now I am waiting for my appointment to get Prep, and that’s a couple weeks away, and I’m so excited, but now really scared that I’m not going to find interested tops since I’m middle aged. I have to admit I’ve been active on CL, Double List, even Grindr these past ten years to see what kind of interest my pics get, and I still get a good share of offers from tops, but how long can that last? I am putting in extra effort right now to lose extra pounds and once I do, my body will look great, and I’ve always been the type to use good moisturizers and sun screen so my face is smooth. I look great in a pair of panties too. I guess my question is, how long do you think I can find willing tops who want a cute middle aged bottom who has taken care of himself and has a great ass, through my 50s? 60s? Thanks for your time and advice! I’d show you all a picture but you’ll have to look in my profile or gallery called “fuck hole” to see them because I’m getting a message saying I can’t upload anything now.
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So I went to my doctor and got PrEP I am going to take it in advance of planned sex, so PrEP on demand. I decided to start taking it after I picked up the prescription because I had plans to hook up with a buddy who's poz. After like two days of taking it I started to feel like total crap. I felt like I had the flu I had aches all over my body, my throat was sore, and I felt like I was 80 yrs old instead of 46. I had to call out sick from work for two days. I stopped taking the PrEP and the aches and sore throat went away. But I am wondering has anyone else experienced similar and is it just temporary? If I have to feel like that for a week or more I don't think I can handle PrEP, I mean I felt like total shit. And I had all the tests done before I got PrEP all came back negative so it is not the fuck flu, and I had a flu shot. Plus when I stopped PrEP it went away. Just wanted to ask if others have had this experience?
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I can't understand why there is still stigma surrounding barebacking.. Hep A & B and HPV can be prevented through vaccination... HIV can be prevented through taking prep and everything else including Hep C can now be treated. Why is there still stigma surrounding barebacking??
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My Blindfolded Boy Tricks Me My boy and I both get off on sharing his hole with new guys. I had been travelling a lot for work lately, leaving him to hunt for his own fresh cock. We were both on PrEP and rarely missed a dose. I was home for the week and got a text saying that his meds had been delivered, I went to the mailbox, but it was open and empty. We ordered a replacement, but they said it would take some time to arrive, so I split my pills with him so he wouldn’t miss a dose, then I was off to the airport again. About two weeks later, the replacement pills were due to show up, but, again, he told me, they were stolen from the mailbox before he could grab them. Now, we were both going to start missing doses. Added to that, he’d been going out night after night and I knew he was getting barebacked regularly by a few NEG friends and some strangers. He called me very late one night to let me know he was bringing a new buddy home to fuck him, a sexy dark-skinned guy named Chris. They hadn’t discussed his status, but assumed he was POZ. I asked that he take pics. Within twenty minutes, I had about five pics of a musceled guy slapping his impressive cock in my boy’s face and then it resting against his furry ass crack. He sent me one of the guy’s dick straining against a condom, then one of that wrapped dick forced into his hole. Then one of a ripped condom on his ass cheeks with a fresh load squirted all over his crack, possibly even some leaking out of his puffy red hole. I replied with some horny words of encouragement, but didn’t hear back from him that night. I wondered if they went for another round. The next morning, we texted and he told me that he’d told the guy he was missing PrEP doses, so the guy thought it would be safer to wrap up, but that he was pretty sure he got bred at least a little before he pulled out and accounced that the condom had broken. I was getting hard just hearing about it, and my boy knew it. He told me that the guy was interested in meeting up sometime to play again, maybe raw. I was home a few days later and made it home late to find my boy gone. I texted him saying that I was back and after a while, he replied that he was heading home; he’d been out with some buddies, likely taking loads. When he walked in, I tore his clothes off and bent him over the sofa. I spread his cheeks and dove my tongue into his ass, only a little surprised to see it used and slick. I lapped at his hole and out seeped gobs of fresh cum. I gladly ate it from his cumdump ass and slurped it down. I slammed my dick into him and pulled out a few times to see rivers of seed drooling onto my cock. I knew he’d been raw-fucked at least a few times. I bred him and we made out out on the couch as he told me about his evening. He’d gone to the bar with some guys, and was about to head home with them when Chris appeared. The guys invited them both, and all took turns fucking my boy at their place. We both knew the guys, and they were on PrEP. They all bred him raw except Chris who started with a rubber on, but, again, it broke, and he pulled out to cum on his ass rather than in it. We cuddled as I fingered his cunt, and he said we should really meet up together with Chris soon. He told me that Chris had a fantasy about fucking a guy blindfolded, and that he’d love to try that out sometime. The next day, on the way home from work, I stopped by a bookstore and bought a new leather blindfold for my boy. I gave it to him after dinner and his eye twinkled. I asked if he wanted to break it in, but he said he’d rather wait for Chris’ massive likely-POZ cock. That Friday night, my boy arranged for Chris to meet us at the bar. The guys who had bred my boy the last weekend were there, but he told them he was spoken for for the night. Chris was hot, maybe half-black, half-latin, but all sexy. Big furry pecs and well-developed arms. It looked like his shorts were about to burst with his hefty package too. My boy introduced us and then went to the bar to grab some beers. Chris and I chatted about my boy’s hot ass and willingness to get fucked by big dicks, especially raw. He told me that he’d recently converted and hadn’t gotten to an undetectible place yet, hence his hesitation to breed my boy, especially after hearing out both of us missing PrEP doses lately. The chat was getting me hard when my boy came back and we clinked beer bottles. We leaned against the bar, me and Chris reaching our hands down to grab and eventually finger my boy’s ass. I left Chris’ fingers to play with my boy’s hole as I went to get another round of beers. When I came back, my boy was writhing as Chris jammed three fingers up his hole. We quickly downed the beers and headed to a cab back to our place. When we got back, my boy stripped Chris naked, and out plopped a sizeable eight inch uncut tool. I undressed myself as Chris egged him on. I stood next to Chris and my boy dove onto my own impressivly thick six inch dick. Chris noticed the leather blindfold and put it over my boy’s eyes. He then grabbed a cockring out of his jeans and motioned for me to put it on. Chris led my boy to our bed, on his belly and face fucked him. When he needed a break, I took over. We switched back and forth until my boy turned over on his back and grabbed his ankles revealing his hole ready for fucking. Chris knelt down and licked his ass. We took turns, making out into my boy’s ass. I slapped my dick against my boy’s ass and he did the same. Chris went back to his clothes and pulled out a condom. He held it up as if to ask if he should put it on. I begrudingly nodded, ‘yeah…’ and he dutifully put it on. He slapped it on my boy’s hole and slid halfway in. He pulled out and I slid in halfway… My boy reached down to my cock and said, ‘no fair… If one of you is raw and the other isn’t, I can tell you apart… Sort of makes the blindfold pointless, right?’ I told him he had a point… Chris shook his head, ‘no,’ like he wasn’t going to fuck my boy bareback with his POZ cock. I shrugged and got a condom out of the bedside table and put it on. Chris dove back in, liberally lubing up his sheathed condom. He pummeled my boy’s ass until he needed a breather, I fucked my boy as hard as Chris hard, noticing how his cockring plumped up my cock. We took turns back and forth for a while. ‘I need cum!’ my boy groaned. Chris was fucking him and started to pull out. My boy wrapped his hands around Chris’ hips, ‘no baby… I know it’s you. You can breed me…’ Chris tried to pull back but my boy’s fingers had grabbed the rubber and were pulling it off his cock. I tore my own condom off as Chris backed away. I fucked a minute or two until I was so close. I wanted to go a few more seconds, so I pulled out. Chris slapped his raw POZ cock on my boy’s ass, and he scooted forward until he mounted that dick. Chris began spurting immediately. He shot ropes of hot cum into my boy’s slack pussy and backed away in horror. I lunged forward and pushed that POZ cum deep into my boy before adding my own. My boy curled up into a ball, still blindfolded and played with his cummy hole. ‘Wow, baby, ‘You came a lot… We should let Chris cum in the condom now…’ Chris was still rockhard and grabbed a fresh condom and rolled it on. My boy lay on his side while Chris slid into my boy’s slick hole and hammered hard. My boy groaned in pleasure. Chris’ pace slowed and I knew he was cumming. When he pulled out, the now-shredded condom was around the base of his cock. He’d bred my boy twice with his newly-toxic seed. My boy curled up and fell asleep. Chris and I shared a beer, with him quietly apologizing for cumming twice in my boy’s ass. I told him it was okay, and hot… He pulled himself together and got dressed and left. I went back to our room. My boy still had the blindfold on, and I was still hard. ‘Hey baby,’ he murmered. ‘Thanks for letting him fuck me…’ I told him, honestly, that it was hot. He told me he was glad we’d both rubbered up for the fucking but he was so glad he took my load at the end… I wanted to come clean about Chris breeding him first, so I told him. He took the blindfold off and nodded. ‘Yeah. About that… That was the plan the whole time. That cockring made you bigger, but I could tell it was him I took the condom off of… Thank you for not stopping it’ My dick was fully hard again. ‘He bred you twice, you know…’ He nodded. I put the blidfold back on him. ‘And now, you’ll get my second load too!’
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Did any of you guys that started take PrEP go through a slutty stage having meets with guys you wanted to but would not because of their status, then get bored with it because you became more choosy who you slept with?
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NOT MY STORY but I thought you guys would enjoy it About a year ago, I finally gave into my bi-curiosity and joined grindr. I was up front about it - I'd never done anything with a guy but was interested in giving head. A few false starts in chatting with guys before one peaked my interest. He was pretty relaxed, right around my age range, lived alone a few blocks from my work. We chatted for a couple days and then set up a plan to meet up in a few more days. That was probably dumb. I'm not one to renege on my deals but was so tempted to. The nerves were getting the best of me, until the day came and a general calm of "okay, this is just going to happen" came over me. He shot me a message once he got home from work and showered and I headed over. Brief chit-chat, heart pounding in my chest, my cock some mix of excited and terrified. We finally got it after a few minutes, sitting on his couch, my hand slipped onto his lap and over his shorts. I rubbed through them for a few minutes before he kicked them, and his boxers, off. He was about five inches and a decent thickness. I leaned over his lap and finally touched my tongue to a cock. The nerves left and my cock sprang to life. I sucked him slowly sitting next to him for a few minutes before he suggested I move to the floor. Kneeling in front of him, I got much better access to explore. He knew my situation and encouraged me to try things out. Licking, kissing, playing with his sack, trying to take all of him, sucking the head and stroking. All the things I liked done to me, plus some things I wanted done to me. He let me explore for maybe 15 minutes before telling me he wanted to cum. He took his cock from me and stroked it fast while I kept watching. Just a minute or so later he told me to put it back in my mouth and he coated my tongue. I've never been so hard while I swallowed. I left right after, struggling to keep my erection hidden until I got home and jacked off. He messaged me later that night, complimenting me and offering to give me more practice if I wanted. I did. Just two days later, I was back on my knees. Again, he let me experiment for a little while, then jacked off into my mouth. I swallowed his load again a few days later. Then the next day. It took a few weeks before I made him cum myself. Hearing him growl and grab my head was incredible. He praised how much better I was at this and wanted to keep helping me improve. With how hard I came every time I went home after, I wanted his help too. I started to blow him 3 or 4 times a week, mostly right after work. He'd mostly sit on the couch, occasionally he'd be in bed, once we hopped in the shower. A few times, I went over while I was still at work - just take a lunch break at a weird time. He'd text, I'd be over as soon as I could make it. One day he had me over three times - stopped by before work, again on my way home, and made a trip back before bed. After a couple months, he started mentioning how he wanted to fuck me. At first, it was just before he came. I could pretended I didn't hear it and made my way out right afterward - just like I always did. The thought had crossed my mind, but I mostly pushed it aside. This was just about blowjobs. Until he started bringing it up more often. As soon as I'd get his cock fully into my mouth, the head pressing down my throat, he'd say how much better it'd be to have it in my ass. I shook it off a few times, but the flipping my stomach did told me I'd let him, eventually. Eventually was just a couple days later. I was already horny when a Saturday morning text invited me over. He was in bed waiting for me. I was in my own bed teasing my cock while looking at porn. Drying off after a quick shower, I grabbed a few condoms out of a bathroom drawer. I let myself in and headed to his bedroom. He was naked, laying on top of his sheets, his cock already hard. I climbed onto his bed, quickly sliding my lips all the way down his shaft and tasting the oozing precum sweet in my mouth. He let me suck him for a minute or two before he brought it up. He wanted to fuck me. I stopped sucking and agreed. I gave him a condom and stripped down. He suggested I get on my back and pull up my legs. He wanted to watch my face while he did it. I did, it was weird but gave him good access. He briefly sucked me - the first time and one of just a few times he's done it since - before rubbing lube on my asshole. He went slowly while I tried to relax. I must have relaxed well because I was surprised when he said he was all the way in. Sure, it was sort of painful, but I liked it. A lot. He fucked me slowly for a few minutes before he came. I didn't, but cleaned up and jacked off in my car before driving home. I blew him a couple more times that week before he brought up sex again. I agreed right away and he fucked me from behind on his floor. We settled into that routine for a little while : I'd blow him twice, then the third time I came over, he fucked me. A month later or so and he suggested I get on PrEP and we abandoned the condom. I did and now he fucks me almost every time. He's filled me up twice this week and I know he always wants it Friday mornings. I expect a text about 7, will be bent over around 8, and at my desk before 9. If I'm lucky, he'll want it again after I leave work. Here's hoping
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So been on prep 6 months now....no problems other than loseing 25pounds. Hosting my 1st anonymous pumpndump motel sessions tomarrow evening. Cant wait to put a blindfold on get on all 4s and unlock the door. Im ready to be full of cum.
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I just wanted to share that I recently started prep and I was very anxious about how I would go about it. I’m really about to open up here but I am closeted. I don’t really want to get into why I am that isn’t really the point in this post but given my situation I get really nervous about how my clinic would treat me. I live in Ohio and yes it is 2019 but unfortunately there are still prejudices out there and anyone who gets anxious like me I want them to know about nurx. Nurx is an online website that also has an app available. They are about safe sexual health and they have you give them your name address and insurance info and they send you a self test kit to test for HIV. It’s easy to do and comes with a box and postal envelope to send your specimens back to them just by dropping them off in a postal box. They complete the lab work and if everything is negative they will send prep to your door. Also they give you the option to send it to your local pharmacy for pick up and they send the test kits every 3 months. The girl I messaged from their site said my insurance qualified for a copay coupon card and she went ahead and registered one for me and it came in the mail. When I went to my pharmacy to pick it up the guy said after my insurance I still owed 700 dollars. I presented the copay card and it covered the rest. I am very satisfied and grateful for nurx and their excellent service and I just want everyone who might be in similar shoes about them. Obviously if you’re getting symptoms of other std’s before getting a test kit you should suck it up with the anxiety and get seen in your local clinic ASAP but for the most part I think it is a great service especially if you get nervous like I do.
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My first trip to Europe is around the corner. As per my research , the two cities to get maximum raw action and loads for a cum dump are Amsterdam and Berlin. So the flights and hotels have been booked. And I plan to offer my newly prepped up ass to take as many loads as possible for 9 days in Amsterdam followed by 9 days in Berlin ? Amsterdam - 28th Feb to 8th March Berlin - 9th March to 18th March Any suggestions for the best places to get raw and rough loads are welcome. Also, I’d love to arrange for Anon scenes at my hotel rooms or at a voyeur top’s place where my poppered up ass would be ready and willing to take all loads that come it’s way. I love being blindfolded and poppered up as various cocks use my holes for their pleasure. So any voyeur out there who would like to see me get pounded by multiple raw dicks is welcome to message. https://breeding.zone/profile/67411-insatiablebot/?tab=node_gallery_gallery
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This is a serial story I've been working on; it's finished through a good stopping point - but if there's enough interest, I can continue it further. There's also a side story already in the works. So - at least as far as THIS story goes, it will not be abandoned before a resolution. ***** "I detest that little shit!" I looked at Rick, puzzled. "Who? Why?" "The little dude over there in the green shorts hitting on that big musclebear." "Why - were you planning to go after that guy yourself?" "Not my point. Do you remember an obnoxious condom nazi who got himself banned from the bathhouses and the sex clubs who insisted everyone call him Theo?" "Oh, right... wait... that's him?! I remember him being a twink that turned up his nose at anyone who wasn't shaved from nose to toes." "He was... then I guess he realized he was aging out of the Twink zone, dropped out of sight for a few months and reappeared with a surprisingly heavy pelt grown back, a neat little beard and telling everyone to call him "Teddy" now - and instead of other hairless "little boy" types, now he chases muscle bears - emphasis on the muscle. If you recall, my big problem with him was that he had a vicious little habit of focusing his condom-nazi bullshit on guys HE didn't think were attractive - most often chunky bears and older men - and try and get them thrown out, like he was trying to turn a bathhouse into a hall of his own personal fantasy men. Well, he's still as big a body fascist as ever - to guys like the one he's talking to he's sweet as pie; if one's a little too old, a little too pudgy or whatever ... he's one of the nastiest little queens around ... unless he's trying to impress a potential trick, of course. On top of that, he went from condom nazi to Truvada campaigner - telling everyone it was a great *backup* in case a condom broke - to quietly dropping that and turning into a major PrEP Pig. I can only guess that at some point, one of those musclebears - on being told Ted was on PrEP - just held him down, raw-fucked him cross-eyed and he realized what he'd been missing all these years." "Aaaah, right, all the gossip is coming back to me now... I never ran into the little fuck, he never seemed to infest the sex clubs I like." "That's because all the sex club owners pre-emptively banned him when the first bathhouse banned him for his condom nazi tricks. Apparently he thought those places were beneath him until he got himself banned from all the bathhouses - and by then he was unwelcome at the sex clubs too. I know the owner of the Pig Trough and apparently Ted threw quite a fit when they wouldn't let him in, and would only tell him that it was because he'd been banned from the bathhouses. It's a little strange if you're expecting them to be competitive - but the owners of all the tubs and sex pits know each other and they share info about troublemakers. Usually it's druggies, dealers or guys who don't have even a rough idea of what 'consent' is - but Ted there got under their skin. I mean, sure they want to know about some kinds of misbehavior - especially if it's someone making a mess, literal or figurative they'll have to clean up - but a tattle-tale about guys he didn't find attractive who were fucking raw wasn't anything they wanted to deal with." "You said he's on PrEP?" I asked, and Rick nodded back. I started to chuckle. "What's so funny, Max?" "My buddy Logan is going to be visiting in about two weeks; he recently found out his strain of the bug is extremely resistant to Truvada; since he knows I'm as big a gift-giving perv as he is, he asked if I wanted to be exposed and of course I said yes. Now, I'm not Ted's type - maybe 'muscle bear' enough, but too old for his tastes. But from what you've said and going by that dude he's been chatting up, I bet he'd be all over Logan trying to get into his pants. He's about 6'4, built, covered in silky black fur and has a shaved head and a thick black beard. Oh, and a nice thick 8" to plow his dirty seed into any hole he can." "And you're thinking of siccing him on Teddy to see if that nasty strain can punch through the PrEP and knock Teddy up? I love it!" "Yeah - Logan used to brag about 'one fuck and knocked up' because his strain was so infectious; I don't know if it still is after whatever brought in the PrEP resistance, but it's sure worth a try if we can make it happen. He hasn't got any poz ink to give it away - while he gets off on any kind of breeding, he LOVES to stealth." "Damn... I'm getting a chub just thinking about it. I know a few guys in Teddy's orbit who'll know about what apps he's on and stuff." I looked at Rick. "This sounds like it's personal for you." "It's not about me, if that's what you mean. I don't want to talk about it right now, though." I dropped the point and we went on to chat about other things, and Rick later dropped me an email with a list of Teddy's hookup app and website accounts. I read them over and then contacted Logan - who, as I predicted, LOVED the idea; not just the stealthing part, but as someone who'd fuck anyone with facial hair and could be friendly with anyone else he loved the idea of sticking it to a former condom nazi who'd targeted "unattractive" men, and who was rude to anyone he didn't want to fuck. We talked about making some judicious edits to his own profiles to optimize his appeal to Teddy - who, for example, said he wasn't into "mansmells". (I'd just have to thoroughly tongue-bathe Logan before he showered to go after the little shit.) So - a photo of his arm in a bicep pose with his hairy armpit dripping sweat got recaptioned from "Wallow in my musk" to "I work out hard!" and other similar tweaks. He set up his travel dates to show a later arrival than he really had, so he and I would have time for our fun and getting set up for his pursuit of Teddy.
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I am visiting Bangkok just to take loads at Babylon Sauna from 29th to 31st Dec. My fleshy and bouncy poppered up ass will be readily available to any top that would like to dump their load in it at Babylon Sauna in Bangkok. My aim is to get 100 loads over the weekend. If you are in the city and not visiting Babylon (first of all, why?), I’ll also be taking loads in the mornings and late at night in my hotel room in the same area. If any voyeur top would like to pimp me out to multiple dicks in or out of Babylon, please lemme know. I love to be blindfolded and used as a cum dump as I sniff away on my poppers. Really hoping to to end this lovely year with a BANG !!! ?
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Like many gay guys who started their sexual life in the mid-1980s I’ve used condoms for much of my life. I became less consistent in using condoms in the last 7 or 8 years but until I started on PrEP about 3 years ago my starting point with sex was usually to use a rubber unless the mood or the other guy pulled me in the other direction. I didn’t plan to change my behaviour when going on PrEP- I just saw it as protecting me from my erratic use of condoms and the increasing risk of being stealthed in gloryholes etc. I told the doctor who prescribed PrEP as much and I wasn’t trying to deceive him, I was deluding myself. Once on PrEP I’ve gone 100% bareback - and it wasn’t gradual but virtually overnight. This wasn’t the plan and despite a few STIs I’ve no regrets. I’ve surprised myself so much by the change that I wondered whether the experience of other guys has been.
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Starting my prep next week and really wanna do some anonymous hotel scene.....taking as many loads as i can. Question is how long should i wait too do it once i startd prep?
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So I met with this dude who wanted to fuck me. We met for a coffee as that's what he wanted. Cute fit well hung guy. He is on Prep and told me that he is taking Prep for added protection and still uses condoms. This came as a surprise to me. I know thats what the health care practitioners are required to say and Prep provides for only 98% protection and doesnt prevent other STI from spreading etc. But statistically there are a couple cases of Prep failure, one being in Toronto, given over a few hundred thousands on Prep. I know people who are on Prep because they want to bareback. Bacterial infections are nasty but 100% curable while Hiv is manageable not curable. But I felt this guy is stretching Prep too far. I fail to understand why is he taking chemicals when condoms have done the job well this far? He is the first person on Prep who said this to me. I turned him down as I never allow condoms enter my sanctum. Does anyone else have an opinion or similar experience to share?
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Moderator's Note: This discussion derailed another thread asking for help finding PrEP in Ontario. It has been moved to its own thread. Being in Ottawa I can say that you need either a referral from public health clinic to ID doctor who is a Prep provider. If you have a family doctor ask him or her. In Ottawa there are 2 Prep provider doctors. Most family doctors are reluctant as the duty of care is very high. You have to get tested every 3 months for HIV and other STI. Also chances of acquiring other STI are pretty high given the barebacking intent when on Prep. Family doctors find that too high risk for liability purposes. Truvada is around 900$ for 3 months while generic brand is 500$. There is no insurance from the government and they are right in refusing that since one don't need Prep to stay negative. Condoms does the same thing. Both have to be used correctly though. Since Prep is a choice government should not pay for it. If you can afford private insurance they cover Prep. Try your own or employer insurance. It's not Doug Ford refusing it but it's a choice men make when condoms sufficiently does the same job.
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I've just tested negative, courtesy of the Sunday session offered by the Hassle Free Clinic at the 519. I was not too surprised--I have been consistent in my condom usage, the only exceptions being the bareback sex I've had with undetectable guys and PrEPsters--but I was relieved. Unless, somehow, I've been infected within the window period, I should be negative and free to start on PrEP. I know there are Ontarians here. If you are on PrEP, how have you gotten on it? What route did you take? What sort of funding did you get? (Pharmacare would be lovely in Ontario, but under Ford we're not going to get it.)
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A guy on Facebook has recently related his recently HIV+ diagnosis that occurred as he was taking Truvada. Per his post: "My doctor told me (and I could hear the shock in his voice) that I had proper levels of Truvada in my blood, hower I had indeed contracted that rare, one in a million strain of HIV, you know, the one that we think, "oh that won't happen to me" strain. Truvada failure is rare but not unknown or unreported. It's like wining the PowerBall or getting struck by lightning ... but it does happen. Of course, my question would be, does this recently-pozzed guy also carry the Truvada-breaking strain of HIV?
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Hi guys! I'm a sub who wants to make the transition to being a BB slut. Wanna chat with others about the reality of this. I don't care if you are down the street or on the other side of the world, a sub, a top, neg or poz. What helped you to come to a decision? Are you neg and do you take poz loads? Are you on PrEP? Are you poz? I have many questions that could otherwise be posted across multiple forum topics but I thought this the best place to introduce myself. Not into fantasy chat or chat wanks. Serious discussion wanted. Private messages welcomed.
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The British Columbia (NDP/Green) Government has decided to make PrEP available at no cost to those at risk of contracting HIV, assuming they don't wish to contract HIV. (That's a far cry from $34 per tablet at Shoppers Drugs.) Your doctor must call the British Columbia Centre for Excellence in HIV/AIDS at (604) 806-8515 to have them fax him/her your enrolment form for the PrEP Program. The source of funding for this is convoluted, so I guess the way to get the medication must also be convoluted. I hear other provinces already have this or are planning to get it.
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The idea of bareback sex has always been hot to me (why wouldn't it have been??), but I always had anxiety about the risks. Since going on PrEP in August this year, I've come to realise that addiction to BB is genuine. This past weekend I was in Manchester for New Year and spent a good portion of my time at Basement. Anyone familiar with the sauna scene in the UK will know the Basement well, I imagine. The main event was after midnight on NYE, and the place was packed, all shapes and sizes of men and cocks. As I walked in, I was chatting to a gorgeous guy in front of me in the queue so, naturally, we fucked around as soon as we got in, fucking each other, with him shooting inside of me. We decided it might be fun to set me up in the sling room and the instant I lay down, about a dozen guys made their way into the room, each taking his turn on my arse, several of them releasing their loads inside of me as I lay back and and sniffed poppers, encouraging them to cum inside of me, (not that they truly needed any encouragement). The gorgeous guy would occasionally fuck me in between the strangers. That feeling of being used was nothing less than euphoric. I suppose the point of my anecdote is that I'm back in my home city and am already craving the sling. I'm tempted to take another visit next weekend and just lay there all afternoon until my arse is leaking the loads of a dozen or more men. In the past I read bareback sex was addictive, and I remember dismissing such claims as an obvious exaggeration. Today, however, I'd say I'm definitely feeling withdrawal symptoms. Anybody else remember the start of his addiction to bareback sex. Oh, and by the way, anyone in the Manchester area should hit me up. I'm there frequently.
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There's an education campaign being done by some guys that do porn, pairing poz (undetectable) and neg (on PrEP) guys to have bareback sex. Their site is http://porn4prep.com/. I first read about it in the PrEP Facts Facebook group. I found the video on pornhub: https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph59ade2f04e8c0&t=0&utm_source=porn4prep.com&utm_medium=embed&utm_campaign=embed-title-html5 It's more of an education piece, with interviews breaking up the sex scene. And the sex scene isn't as smokin' hot as I was hoping it would be. I would have rather seen a unmedicated guy fuck the guy on PrEP, but I suppose they're taking baby steps. But ... if it helps someone who's paralyzed in fear and afraid to have bareback sex, it might be worthwhile.
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I'm looking for a ts or cd to breed me. I can host or travel in ny or north nj area. any recommendation for bb ts in nyc?
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Several months ago, I posted a thread in the General Discussion section in which I shared some of the internal tension that I had been experiencing. On the one hand, I had (and still do have) a strong desire to go to graduate school and pursue academics. On the other hand, I am extremely slutty, and the riskier the sex, the more that I enjoyed it. There were some very thoughtful responses, contributions, and input from many of you, and as a consequence I decided to begin PrEP. This post is an update... I started taking PrEP, and all was going well for the first month or two. I was having sex as usual and getting bred as much as I could. The more that time went by though, the more dissatisfied with the sex I became. The sex just didn't seem to excite me in the same way that it had used to (even though I was more or less having the same amount of sex as I had been before). It just seems as though there is something about very risky sex that energizes me in a way that I can't really explain (and maybe don't really understand either). I had been feeling that way for the past several months, thinking that the feeling may just go away - but it didn't. Basically, I've decided to stop taking my PrEP now (in reality I stopped taking it a few days ago). The sex that I had since stopping was fantastic, and I just feel amazing after. I know that what I am doing is extremely risky, but it is beginning to look like I need that sort of risk to feel fulfilled and satisfied. While it will probably sound silly, I do a substantial amount of demanding work which can be quite stressful; the risky sex that I have been engaged in has always been a source of release for all that tension and stress, and I was not able to find an outlet for it while on PrEP. Essentially, I think part of the secret to my success academically has actually been my risky, slutty sex life - and I think I need to embrace it. So, again, I've stopped taking my PrEP now and honestly I have to admit I'm a lot happier because of it. I guess, part of me still wants to know what you all think though: am I being ridiculous, or selfish? Can any of you think of any alternative explanations, or maybe other outlets? I'd honestly appreciate your input again, as I really appreciated it earlier when I was struggling with all this.
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So the other night I was being fucked every which way there is to be fucked raw as usual but after I could not stop shaking this has never happened before is this normal I didn’t cum he came in me 3 times and I could not stop shaking afterwards for a good 10 mins I had to get some air and sit down for a bit
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So I started taking random loads before PrEP came out. And then just around the time that it was approved by the FDA was when I finally got comfortable with the idea of being a cumdump, taking any and all loads, and eventually getting pozzed. I went to a few sex parties, bent over and took loads from anyone who'd fuck me. But then I realized I could be a cumdump and stay neg if I went on PrEP, so that's what I did. That was the spring of 2013 – nearly 5 years ago now. But I gotta say there's something really anti-climatic about PrEP. I miss the risk – whether I'm taking the risk or the bottom I'm fucking is taking it. And honestly, when you get to the point where you're OK with converting, that grows on you over time to the point where now I actually want to be poz. I'm not to the point of actively chasing – more like I want to take significant, calculated risks. A few weeks ago I saw an article on Poz.com that, among other things, mentioned that there was still >90% protection a week after people stop taking PrEP. That got me thinking… I had a trip scheduled to Key West at the end of October – maybe I should just not take any PrEP with me. I'd be down there for 8 days. So based on the data, that means I'll still have about 90% coverage. BUT, even now, I don't take PrEP every day. So my protection will be a bit less. And it turns me on that I don't know how much less. My goal for that week is to get 100 loads of cum up my ass. Give at least one load a day. And manage to get a fist up my ass. (And workout, go to the nude beach, etc.) Basically I'm there to be a slut. I'm a little worried about the 100 load goal, so I might start my week early by going to a bathhouse the day before I leave. In that case if I can get at least 5 loads at the bathhouse, I'll skip PrEP that day too. That put me up to 9 days skipped. And then I was thinking if I've taken PrEP within 24 hours of having sex, then I'm not really "off PrEP" when I'm taking those loads. So I'm tempted to skip another day, but I'm thinking 10 days is more risk than I'm comfortable with. On top of that I posted a #neg4poz gangbang party ad on BBRT for the last night of the trip (in Ft. Lauderdale). I'm telling guys to pretend their toxic even if they aren't so I don't really know what I'm getting up my ass. I figure that should give some anonymity to the tops who really are toxic. If there's lots of poz talk and everyone is saying they're blowing a toxic load and infecting me, then the truly toxic tops can mix into that and there's plausible deniability for them – that they're lying just like everyone else. But the idea of taking toxic loads when I'm 8 or 9 days off PrEP is both a turn on and a worry. A small part of me is saying "life is good, why are you doing this?" but the bigger part of me is just sorta numb and wanting it to happen. I want this to be a reoccurring thing – once or twice a year I go somewhere to be a slut and don't take my PrEP with me. I'm in the 2 week period before going where I should be taking Truvada every day and getting my serum drug levels up. But I've already skipped a day or two. I'm telling myself I only get PrEP when I do significant exercise (a half hour + of weights or cycling). But the last 4-5 days I will take it every day regardless. So the plan is in motion. Who knows? Maybe in a month I'll have fuck flu. But more likely I'll still be neg. I like not knowing… [I'll try to keep blogging during this whole adventure. I want to log my thoughts and feelings…]
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