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Started posting up as a cum dump over the last year or so, and now I am looking to keep a better record of lifetime loads and dick taken. I have a general idea of how many I have taken since November 2021, but wouldn't even know where to start to figure out the number prior to that. I saw the attached screenshot on Twitter, but have no idea what the name of the app is. Any recommendations other than pen & paper? When I take loads I have the dudes mark me with a sharpie and then snap a pic when I am done, but obviously that washes off and running around with 300+ marks permanent marks on my ass sounds hot and all, but explaining that to my doctor would be SUPER awkward 😬🤦🏻😂
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I was recently playing with a guy who, during the season, tried to fist me, which I've been trying to do for years. This time, as he kept pressure on my hole, I started experiencing a full body clenching sensation, starting with my rectal muscles. It wasn't painful, though it was uncomfortable at the time, and my hole is a little sore now (Not like agony, just a little discomfort on the sphincter is all.) I have 3x questions 1) is this normal, or is it a bad thing? 2) does anyone have tips on how to stop this happening? 3) any tips to get my hole to open up successfully? I've come close once or twice but can't get over the last hurdle. I'm also not very good at using toys on myself, I can never get a good angle. If you have tips for either, but can't or don't want to on this post, feel free to msg me. I have certain app handles on my profile too, and can be reached there
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Low mileage fi, horny healthy craving 24/7 hnHung BWC or BBC Cock to stroke oral suck all-day, all night parTy freindly tops for my clean smooth super tight virgin hole for long one to deep release load's
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Hi. today night I was sucking a truck driver's cock. Rhis was first time. His cock was 18sm x3sm. And my teath was on his shaft quite often. Looks like my mouth is small. Cock 18X5 sm I can't even take in my mouth. Does suck training will get my mouth open wider ? BTW I don't know how much I like it because he didn't cum. I don't even know should I practice sucking again..... But today I feel fine no disgusting feeling but I didn't have sperm in my mouth though .....
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Hi, fairly new to breeding, negative bottom/sub looking for tops to accom in Essex/East London. Would like to know if there are any regular group sessions. I am near Romford way. Hoping to get filled by more than one!
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My hands tapped anxiously on the steering wheel as I pulled off the motorway. I had met Josh through myCircle.tv a few weeks earlier. I had originally hoped to find a girl to hook up with (or at least fool around with), but alas, it was almost entirely guys on there. Luckily, Josh and I had come across each other and both talked about how we hadn't been laid in months. He lived several hours away, his roommate was gone for the weekend, so I suggested we get together and watch porn. He instantly agreed and gave me his address. I was a bit nervous, unsure of what to expect. I had only masturbated once before with another guy, I was much younger then, and even then it had only been once. We hadn't really talked about it, just kind of skirting around the subject. From the way he had talked, he seemed at least open to the idea, but I couldn't be completely sure. I had brought the few porn movies I owned; that I had bought in a porn shop a few years ago in Amsterdam, and a third that I had downloaded from the Internet. Josh had said he had a few movies, so I figured we were set. With some difficulty and nervousness, I finally arrived at the address. I knocked on the door and waited. After a few moments, Josh opened the door and invited me in. He was shorter than me, maybe 5' 9" compared to my 6' 1", but he was leaner than me, his muscles more well defined. He was wearing shorts and a white t-shirt. He showed me around his place and we finally sat down on the couch in the living room, the middle cushion empty between us. After a few awkward moments of silence, I suggested we start watching some porn. We started with one of Josh's movies. It was pretty good, got me nice and hard. We made small chit-chat about the movie, how hot the porn was, how hot and sexy it had been, etc. Josh was rubbing his dick through his shorts and I could see a pretty sizeable bulge there. He caught me eyeing him, but didn't say anything. His eyes went down to my crotch, where my own hard-on was pressing against my jeans. "Dan, I can't believe I'm so hard already," Josh said. "It usually takes me a few minutes to get warmed up." I suggested that maybe that we hadn't been laid in such a long time due to the lockdown it wouldn't take as much to get us aroused. "I just didn't want you to think I was getting turned on by you, or something," Josh murmured. "I figured you'd kick my ass because you thought I was coming on to you." I laughed. "Nah, it's cool. I'm hard as a rock too." "Really?" Josh leaned over and looked closely, pretending he hadn't glanced at it earlier. I adjusted my hips up to put maximum pressure on my jeans, making the bulge as big as possible. He kept his eyes focused on it for a good minute or two, during which I absent-mindedly rubbed my cock. Josh did the same. As the next movie played and before the first scene ended, Josh was now looking down at my crotch every few seconds, almost more than he was looking at the TV. I could tell he wanted to start stroking but was too shy to do so. In an uncharacteristically bold move on my part (I'm normally pretty reserved), I said, "Well Josh, I need to get off." The words hung in the air, unanswered for a moment. "Yeah, me too," he finally replied. He slid his hand into his shorts and began to awkwardly stroke his dick, not even unbuttoning his shorts first. "Well you can do it that way, but I'm gonna do mine out in the open." I stood up and took off my shirt. Without a moment's hesitation, Josh stood up and did the same. We stood there, looking at each other shirtless. My boldness suddenly evaporated as I waited for Josh to pull his shorts off. "Well are you going to do it?" I asked. "You first." I paused. "How about at the same time?" I offered. He considered for a moment. "Alright." "On three. One, two, three." We both dropped them at the same time and immediately stared at one another's cocks. His looked about the same length as mine, maybe a hair shorter, but definitely thicker. His balls hung low and were surprisingly big, but then again, so was his dick. We didn't say anything and just sat back down on the couch and began stroking. The TV might as well have been blank, because we were watching each other. A minute later, Josh leaned over the side of the couch and pulled out a bottle of oil. He poured some out on his dick and rubbed it in. He asked if I wanted any. I said I did. Now it was Josh's turn to be bold. He leaned over and squirted it on to my dick and then, without even asking, he gripped my cock firmly and stroked me, spreading out the oil nice and evenly. Once he was satisfied that it was on evenly, he gave my dick one final, slow, and agonizingly pleasurable jerk and let go. He went back to stroking his own dick, while I tried to catch up with what the hell just happened. Not to be outdone, I said, "You missed a spot." I began stroking his dick, not even bothering with the pretense that I was spreading lube on it. He scooted over on the couch, the sides of our asses and legs touching now. He began stroking my dick while I jerked his. It was incredible. We were both not experienced, but we both new what to do and it felt so good and so right. Josh was giving me a better handjob than most women I would normally hook up. It was feeling so epic. I started to notice that Josh's dick was getting a bit softer. I assumed it was because he was focused on me and I wasn't doing a very good job, but it was so hard to concentrate with him jerking me off. Eventually I just relaxed my arm and twisted my lower body to give him better access. He kept on, gripping my cock with just the right firmness, moving at just the right speed. After only a few minutes, I came. My cock exploded, shooting a huge spurt of cum up Josh's arm, all the way to his bicep. Most of my cum wound up on his hand and arm, but Josh didn't seem to mind. After I caught my breath, Josh stood up to get a towel. His flaccid, but still sizable dick hung down, and I saw that his stomach and groin were covered in cum. Confused, I looked at the hand I'd been stroking him with, and it, too, was covered in cum. I'd been so into Josh's jacking me off, that I didn't even noticed he'd cum! After we cleaned ourselves up, we went into the kitchen and got some lunch. There was something really erotic about going about things casually, even though we had just jerked each other off and were still completely nude. We eventually went back into the living and resumed our activities. We wound up jerking each other three or four more times, each time getting a bit more adventurous and trying different positions, holding our cocks together and rubbing them which felt amazing we both agreed, playing with each other's balls also,etc. Later in the day, after we had once again recuperated and were watching yet another porn movie but one with bi influence, Josh asked me if it would freak me out if he could give me head. I said that I wasn't really interested in giving him head (it seemed like a step too far for me), but I told him he was free to suck mine if he wanted to. I figured he would say forget it, but to my surprise, Josh immediately leaned over and began sucking me off. He was actually really pretty good at it, good enough that I wondered later if he'd ever done it before. Regardless, he licked and sucked my cock, hitting the right spots at the right times. His hands cradled my balls, massaging them gently. He couldn't take my dick in very far, but he definitely made the most of what he could do. I stroked his dick with one free hand while he blew me. It didn't take long before I had to cum again, and though I figured I had already cum so much that day that there wasn't much left, I still gave him the courtesy two-minute warning. He kept right on sucking. Not sure that he heard me, I repeated myself, this time louder, "I'm going to cum!" Josh didn't even pause. I came into his mouth, shooting more than I would have thought possible, nearly as much as I had the first time earlier that day. Josh sat up, wiping his mouth. "I'd always wondered what cum tastes like." "And? I asked" He shook his head. "Nasty, sweet, sticky and also salty." I laughed and he got up to get some water. When Josh came back, I had changed my mind. I leaned over and immediately began sucking him. I ran my lips up and down his shaft, sliding my tongue on the underside of his dick, just beneath the head. I had no idea what I was doing and before I could even get the hang of it, he was cumming. Not wanting to swallow, I pulled his cock out of my mouth, and just in time. I hadn't even stroked it once and his cock begun spurting out a ton of white hot cum all over both our stomachs, groins, and my face. "How did you cum that much? You've gotten off like five times today!" "Dan, you came just as much he laughed." Thoroughly exhausted, we both lounged around for awhile and watched TV, still nude. As night fell we both agreed that we had enjoyed our first Jerk off buddy experience, I got dressed and left to head home. We both agreed we wanted to get together again very soon but that is another story....
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Hey guys, I am finally getting ready to be a sloppy fuckslut and one of my long time dreams is to get anonymously fucked and bred by an all-night line of guys in a sleazy motel. I live in SF, so there are a few to choose from, but where would you guys suggest? Maybe somewhere in San Jose even? Love big burly white guys and cum
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Hi guys, I found this forum last week through searching on the web. I feel affinity for many of the guys here. I'm a bottom in my mid 30s and have always rigorously enforced the use of condoms. It's how I was taught. Recently I started taking prep. To be honest I wasn't too excited about it, but it seems to be expected by the men I want and I aim to please. I finally managed to talk myself out of irrational fears and get fucked without condoms. I've done it a couple times and except for the convenience I didn't notice much of a difference for my part. But on the weekend this guy came over and fucked me; he left his load in my ass. No one's ever done that before him. I didn't tell him that though, to avoid weirding out this guy I just met recently. For some reason I decided to lick him clean after. I don't actually love the taste of every guy's cum (one of my shortcomings) so the reason I volunteered was because I was feeling very grateful for the fuck and wanted to show him. He wasn't over sensitive like guys sometimes are after cumming so he gave me permission to do this and enjoyed it. Then holy fuck. The taste. The taste of his cum and the musk of my ass on his cock. Wow. I don't think I ever tasted anything so delicious in my life. I sucked and licked til it was all gone. We both played with his nipples. He got hard again and I put him back in my ass only to take him out so I could taste him again. He thought this was pretty hot so while he laid on his back I switched between riding him and sucking his cock. I moved his cock all around inside me and opened my ass as sloppy as possible so I would get as much cum as possible to coat him. Sometimes, I couldn't bring myself to remove my mouth from his dick (I'm so very greedy!) so I put my fingers in my ass and got some of the juice to spread on his cock and balls, then sucked it off. Eventually he fucked me again and gave me more jizz. Then he laid back down and I went back to the same thing. Sucking him til he was clean, then putting him in my hole for a little while to get the flavor back. Back and forth. After a while he started stroking himself off while I had just his head in my mouth and came a third time straight in my mouth so I got to drink him directly. So hot to be used like a fleshlight. I'm not completely relaxed yet about not using condoms but this was a very good experience. I def want to drain those balls again.- 1 reply
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So I've been trying to find good videos and a good way to learn about what to do, but haven't been able to find any first time vids. Do you have any recommendations on how to try ws my first time or videos showing it?
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Hello everyone. I am new here and I am wanting some opinions about my situation and what you would do in my place. I am a 20 year old virgin transgender female who recently started her transition. For over a year now, I have been extremely interested in becoming a bug chaser. At times it’s all i think about. Before I could just shut out the thoughts and continue on with life. Nowadays, it’s impossible to shut out these thoughts and I want to act upon them. I want a poz guy to screw me. Only I don’t wanna become poz right now (at least not until i complete my transition from male to female). Yet my thoughts are overtaking me in a way that if I don’t act upon them, I’m gonna go crazy. Some might tell me to just take PrEP, but the only problem is that I don’t have insurance and won’t have any until at least January. I know that I can still transition from male to female and be poz at the same time. They still perform SRS on pozzed transgender people. I guess I am just scared and have no idea what to do. I want a poz guy to give me the gift one day, but I am not sure whether it’s a good idea to act upon my thoughts and desires and get pozzed now or to “try” and wait until later.
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Hey I'm a pretty open limits neg top looking for kinky and hot dirty zooms. I don't know how to find them. Any tips? Pm me private if u prefer
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Hello everyone, I'm new to this site so this will be my first post. But yea, I was wondering if I could get some advice with wearing my new Cb-6000. It seems like every time I go to lock myself up, I always get horny and im forced to take it off and jerk. I precum like crazy. And I've tried milking, but i feel like im not doing it correctly, i have a dildo and plug, but I don't seem to be getting hard from it. If anyone has successfully milked can I get so help? I'm also kind curious in having a kik master... If you can help me out with that lemme know. Thanks guys. I'll be checking this regularly.
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Hey guys, im new to all if this, ive only hooked up with one other guy, but im in search of thicker cut cocks. Im really into jockstraps and kinky wear. Id like to fisted as well, im able to fist myself but can only go so deep. Message me guys. I need something ASAP
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29yo guy, average build, visiting for one night on my own, wanting horny no strings fun with like minded people. Enjoy normal to wilder session, very open minded and a bit pervy! vers and good with my mouth apparently. message me with picture, number and what u r into - little surprises me! want as much as i can get! no escorts, but willing to take your money for services!
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This happened about two months ago when I was at a party at one of my friend's house. It was getting late I wanted to start to head for home. I had a few drinks but I was not drunk by any means. The only reason I stayed so long was because there was this really hot guy there who I would love to fuck. But he went home by himself. As I was driving home I saw this whitish object along the road and it looked like it was moving. I thought it was a damn deer. Well it was not a deer, but instead a nice young two-legged buck. I stopped and asked him if he was ok. The kid looked drop dead gorgeous. If he was over 19, I would have been surprised. He said that he had been out drinking with friends, and they had dropped him off out here and he had to get back into town. I, being the nice guy that I am, gave him a ride, all the time I was wondering how I was going to get into his pants and get to fuck his cherry ass with my hot poz cock. I asked him if he wanted to go home or come over to my place for some beers, maybe watch a movie. Well it did not take him long to decide on the beers and movies. I have a couple of straight porn DVDs just for this kind of occasion. So we started to drink, and after a while when he was feeling pretty good, then I popped in the porn. I accidentally popped in a bi movie, to see how he reacted. I could tell the movie was having a effect on him. He was discretely (I’m sure he thought), rubbing his cock through the denim of his pants. I told him that it would be ok, since we are there alone if he wanted to take it out and stroke it, that no one would know. He agreed since we had never seen each other before, and because he was well on his way to being drunk. I went to get him another beer, and when I came back, he had his cock out; naturally I followed suit. We sat there for about 10 minutes slowly stroking. I noticed he seemed not a little interested in my tool, so I gave him an ample view, by shucking my trousers and briefs down to my knees. He followed my example, and after a couple minutes of look-see, I then asked him if I could touch his dick, and he slurred sure. I stroked it for him, playing with the pre-cum rubbing it up and down his cock. It was a nice cock, about 7.5" cut and it had a nice head. I kept stroking his cock for a while and then I asked if I could suck it. When he did not say anything, I took it as a yes and slowly went down on him. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see the movie was into a gay scene, two guys going down on each other. He asked me if he could suck my dick. Of course, I replied sure, repositioning myself to accommodate him. He started to suck slowly on it, getting just the head into his mouth. Not surprisingly, he was rather inexperienced, but fortunately, I was not, so I knew just how to move the play to the next plane. I played with his cock, ass and tits, doing my best to keep the excitement building. He kept working on my cock, and what he lacked in technique, he certainly made-up for with enthusiasm. Sensing the time was ripe, I stood-up and pulled my pants up, asking if he wanted to go into the bedroom, with the suggestion we’d be more comfortable. At this point, the two guys started to fuck each other. He asked me if I had ever done that and I told him yes. I asked if he was interested and he replied he had thought about it, as he pulled his pants up. Smiling, I told him we could try that as well, so, taking his hand, I lead him into the bedroom, I stripped, and helped him out of his clothing, positioning him on his back. I started by kissing his chest, sucking on his perky nipples and working my way down to his cock, getting his hard, engorged cock all nice and wet. Then I moved on to his balls and ass by lifting his legs and rimming his musky hole. Clearly, it was a new experience for him - frankly, I thought he was going to jump out of the bed with excitement. He loved it. He was moaning and groaning ad telling me not to stop. I told him I had to stop, because I had something that would make him feel better. I got out the lube and prepared his hole. He asked me if I was going to fuck him and I said yes. He asked me if I needed a condom, and I told him not unless he had something that I was going to catch. He said he was clean, and then he let me start to fuck him. His ass was so fucking tight, but for it, he was a natural bottom. After a minute or two of adjustment, he began flexing his muscle around my cock and almost made me cum too soon. I looked right into his eyes and watched him as I was fucking him, knowing that I was going to be infecting this cherry boy. I went for about 20 minutes, at which point I couldn’t take it any longer. I shot my load deep into his tight hole as he shot his load out onto his chest. We rested for about 10 minutes, cuddling together on the bed. To my pleasure, he then asked if I could fuck him again. Naturally I told him I would love to. I was going to make this a night he was never going to forget. It was so fucking hot. The next morning he left and I have not seen him again, but I am certain he will be thinking of me in a few months.
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Want to start off by mentioning I'm 24, MIL, NEG and would like to stay that way. I am new to the whole pig scene, I have always been turned on by it and want to be used and abused as a bottom (within reason not up to double fisting or anything...yet). Was wondering if there is any advice or helpful pointers, etc that could be offered up to someone that is just getting their toes in the water with the whole pig scene but still wanting to stay clean and DDF? Also I find a lot of guys that are into the pig/BB scene aren't exactly built or look like me. I have a typical college guys runner/swimmer alth build at 6'0 178-180 brown hair/eyes tan and constantly get told I look like Taylor Lautner (sp). I know this is a stretch since I don't have anything posted but not up to putting photos of myself on a forum like this just yet. This aside, are there any pigs/daddies/bears that are into that type of guy or is it pretty common they only seek out the burly lumber jacks, etc?
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Hi guys, my name is Nicholas or... just call me Nick. I'm 19, going to school in Boston from the Bay Area of California. I've been exploring my fetishes lately and I really like breeding and barebacking and pozzing. I'm an asian and white (filipino and portuguese) bottom... Could anyone experienced help me find people I can do it with? And yes, I'm aware of the risks and all that, but I'm fine I really like that whole HIV brotherhood thing. Lemme know!
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http://fuckworker.blogspot.com/2012/01/sharing-gym-boy.html Sitting in my living room I am watching the evening news when my phone beeps. I look down and see it is a text from Damon(Taking Gym Boy's Cherry) with one word only, “Hey.” I suppose this means he enjoyed himself. I replied back, “Meet you on Thursday, same place, I’m bringing a friend for you.” “Cool,” was the only reply I received, and supposed he really did enjoy himself. I couldn't wait to see his nice ass again. Thursday came around and I waited outside the gym for him. I saw his parents drop him off, he casually entered the gym and came back out within a minute and got into my car. “Hey,” he said, clearly not much of a talker, but I knew he was probably nervous, so I drove to my apartment talking about school and football. I wanted him to be relaxed for what I had planned for him. When Damon and I stepped into the apartment my friend Manuel was waiting for us. He smiled at Damon and Damon nodded at him. Good they seemed to like each other. I guided Damon into my bedroom. “Go ahead and take your clothes off” I told him. He did not hesitate, and immediately stripped down showing his nice abs and firm ass. My dick was beginning to harden admiring his tight ass. I took handcuffs from my side table and handcuffed him to my bed, his arms stretched high above his head. His dick was growing with excitement and the dominance I exhibited over him. About this time Manuel entered the room and admired Damon’s body “Fuck, this boy has the best abs I have seen.” “You ready for this Damon?” I asked him. “Yes, I am. I've been waiting all week” he replied. Manuel and I removed our clothing, whereupon I ordered Damon “Suck Manuel’s dick.” Manuel was not fully erect and put his semi-limp dick into Damon’s mouth, who sucked hard. Manuel moaned, as his eight inch of thick dick grew fully erect. Damon tried to take Manuel’s whole dick, but struggled so Manuel shoved his dick further in. Damon’s penis was now fully erect. Clearly he was enjoying himself. I decided to explore Manuel’s ass so I inserted my raw dick into him. He was tight and I enjoyed the way it enveloped my thick dick. I maneuvered my hard dick in and out of Manuel’s sweet, tan 22 year old ass. An experienced bottom, Manuel had no trouble accommodating me even as he was going balls-deed in Damon’s throat. I pumped my dick deeper into Manuel and then withdrew from him, not wanting him to have too too much pleasure. Manuel followed suit and withdrew his dick from Damon’s mouth, leaning down to kiss him hard. I lasciviously enjoyed their mutual enjoyment of each other. I removed the handcuffs from Damon and positioned him on his knees to make his ass available to Manuel and me, again handcuffing him, but this time to the footboard of my bed. Damon smiled in approval. I was pleased knowing how much he was enjoying my gift to him. “Manuel, fuck Damon’s ass. You don’t have to be gentle.” Manuel lubed his dick and slowly inserted it into Damon’s ass. Damon moaned loudly. “My dick is too big for his ass,” Manuel looks at me. Being the dominant one I told Damon to relax. Then I told Manuel to move his dick back and forth slowly, that Damon’s ass would accept his thick dick, which Manuel did. I rubbed Damon’s shoulder and Manuel’s full eight inches slid into Damon’s tight ass. “Oh God,” Manuel moaned. I was watching Damon’s face and knew he was enjoying how full his ass was. I then stood in front of him, positioned myself, and ordered him “Lick my ass.” Damon wasted no time, burying his face in my ass, aggressively licking my asshole. His obedience was a turn-on. I turned around and smiled saying "You are such a good boy, Damon.” Damon radiated his pleasure, pleased with the cock in his ass, by my dominance and by my praise. Looking into his beautiful eyes I spontaneously decided to push the envelope of submission: “Damon, you are very special because you are so submissive, but you need to learn that when Manuel wants his dick in you his dick will be in you.” Damon nods, but I was not convinced so I aimed my cock towards his mouth. He opened to suck me, but instead I began to piss, ordering him “Swallow every drop.” Again, he complied. “Any penis will fit into your ass, you will always do what I say,” I told him. Damon nodded and I knew he was was ready. I presented my dick for his adoration, and Damon took me all the way down. I was thoroughly enjoying the degree of domination I had over him, and his willingness to pleasure me and anyone I brought into his life. Meanwhile Manuel was still fucking Damon’s ass - hard. “Slap his ass,” I told Manuel. A loud slap reverberated throughout the room. My dick throbbed as I watched the two boys enjoying themselves. Damon was taking my dick deep into his throat and sucking vigorously. I felt my dick pulsate and allowed myself to cum. Damon swallowed my cum without hesitation. When I caught my breath I withdrew and moved behind Manuel to view him sliding his dick in and out of Damon's. I shoved my finger into Manuel’s ass and he moaned loudly. I then grabbed his balls and gave them a squeeze. “Fuck,” Manuel yelled. I smacked his ass hard and shoved my two fingers even deeper into his ass. Manuel shook with physical excitement, so I added another finger. Overwhelmed, Manuel came, blowing his load deep in Damon’s ass. Damon was all but convulsing with sexual excitement as the the warm cum filled his hole. “Shit, he is amazing,” Manuel said. “Good. Now let him fuck your ass until he cums,” I ordered Manuel. “Yes, sir.” Manuel said. I uncuffed Damon, who stood, his dick still erect. He mounted Manuel and inserts his dick, wasting no time he plunging his dick in and out of Manuel's ass. Deep. I slowly start inserting fingers into Damon. Two at first, then three. Three was tight, but I want one more in there so I forced my pinky inside. The feeling was amazing and Damon moaned loudly, plunging as deeply into Manuel as he could. Both guys groaned again, and I could feel Damon shaking as his sperm blew into Manuel's ass. “Damon, you came too quickly,” I said. “I’m sorry,” he said and looked crestfallen. “Don’t worry. Next time we'll fix that,” I smiled at him.
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Ok, so my deal is that my fantasies and urges are all of wild, versatile, hot, raw pig sex. My reality is that I am still not quite at the point I can take the full plunge into the world I think i want to be in. Many guys don't understand that. They have lost their inhibitions, and seem to forget that some people still have theirs. Anyone else experience this? I sense the community and brotherhood aspect of barebackers and part of me longs for being a part of that, but the other part is still nervous and not sure about risking my health. Anyone else in this boat, or been there? Seems like not many guys talk about this stage of the game.
