What I Really Wanted Fiction

[Jamie85]

            I guess I knew I would eventually get what I secretly wanted. 

            I had started slowly by answering an ad and I sucked my first cock.  I had harbored fantasies of sucking cock, then, more fantasies of swallowing cum.  My porn collection didn’t help.  Once I saw the first pic of a guy sucking another one, I felt the nagging urge.

            Over a period of a year and a half, I managed to make time to suck cock after cock and made a point of swallowing every drop of cum I could get in my greedy mouth.  I loved it.  I found myself thinking more and more about sucking and swallowing, so I did more and more of it.  My best day was the one when I got five loads of cum from as many guys in one day. 

            Strangely, despite having had the urges for cocksucking for as many years as I had, I felt ashamed of myself for having acted on them for a long while which caused me long bouts of depression after having done so. 

            Then I had to have more cock and more cum.  Feeling that excitement of knowing some anonymous guy was about to arrive, bringing me his cock and wanting to feel his cock in my mouth knowing that he planned to cum in my mouth always brought me to a giddiness that rivaled any excitement I had ever known.  I knew that I was addicted to cum.

            Finally I ran my own ad, looking for more than just cocks to suck.  After nearly a year or so of sucking cock, I decided I was ready for a cock in my ass.  I was scared of the prospect since I had only been playing with a buttplug and a dildo that nearly matched my own cock. 

            I got several responses to the ad and replied to the emails that had cock pics that interested me.  I had specified “Safe only”, meaning condoms would be used.  I was disappointed at how few of them responded after my emails.  One finally responded with a picture of a particularly pretty cock, fully hard and over 7 inches from my best guess.  He wanted to know when and where.  I took a deep breath and typed out the answer.  I took three more deep breaths before I clicked “send.”

            It was done, I felt.  It was all up to him.  He had to respond or not.  I was scared at the concept of what I had put myself in for.  If he responded back, I felt obliged to let him do what he expected.  I had promised my virgin ass to his cock and was scared to death, condom notwithstanding.

            I missed a breath when I heard my computer ding an email alert.  He answered that he would be here in twenty minutes.  I quickly jumped up to shower.

            He was prompt.  He wasn’t that good looking but was clean and well spoken.  I asked him where and he wanted me on the bed so I led him there.  I was wearing shorts and a t-shirt so that I could strip quickly.  He set a small bag on the nightstand and undid his pants.  I took it as a hint and pulled his tighty whities down to start sucking him.  He responded instantly. 

            He was all business if you will.  He was there to fuck, was ready and meant to get his cum on.  He ordered me to strip and get on the bed.  I obeyed as he pulled his shoes, pants and shorts off.  He pulled a condom and a small bottle of lube out of the bag as well as a small brown bottle.  He insisted that I take a deep breath after shoving the tiny bottle under my nose.  He rolled the condom on and asked if I was ready.  I answered and felt his fingers probing my ass.  They were slick with the lube and made the invasion of my anus far less painful than I expected.

            I felt him on the bed and tried to prepare myself but didn’t know what to do. I held still and felt him straddle me, then the head of his cock against my asshole.  He teased then popped it inside.  I tried to calm myself as best I could as he slowly worked his cock into me.  I was amazed that it didn’t hurt at all until he was completely inside my ass.  He hit something inside me that alarmed me but didn’t hurt when he slowly pulled back, starting to stroke. 

            I tried to control my breathing as he began fucking me and began to learn to enjoy the sensation of his cock thrusting in and out.  Once I relaxed to his fucking me, it felt great.  I started moaning slightly which he apparently enjoyed as he sped up slightly. 

            “Enjoying my cock are you?” he asked.  I agreed.  I felt myself in that moment to be just where I was supposed to be.  I tried to press back against his pelvis so I could get more of his cock.  He responded by stroking deeper. 

            I was in Heaven for the next ten minutes or so, feeling that lovely cock sliding in and out of my newly christened fuck hole. 

            “Are you ready?” he asked as he wrapped his arms around my shoulders.  I was puzzled, “Ready for what?”

            “I’m about to cum in your ass.” He responded in a calm voice. 

            “Go for it.”  I answered back knowing about the condom.

            Moments later he almost went into spasms as he came.  He kept his cock buried as deep as he could inside me which felt so good that I almost orgasmed. 

            When he finally pulled out, I felt something warm on my scrotum.  He quickly pulled his shorts on, and began putting his pants on.  I reached back and felt a thick, sticky liquid on my balls. 

            “What the hell?”  I asked.

            “I gave you what you really wanted you slut.”  He said in a matter of fact tone, as he left the room. 

            “You fucked me bare?”  I screamed.

            “Yes.” he answered as the door slammed.

[MackyJay]

That's the way to take it properly anyway.   Enjoy the feeling and it is great.

[Jamie85]

I have and loved it.  Just this story is fiction.  When I got bred the first time I asked for it and my F/B did.  I looked him in the eye after sucking his first load out and told him straight out that I had never been topped.  I couldn't say that when he left that day.

[pigsnout]

Love the story!  Love cum in my ass and love to be used by a group of anonymous horny dominant men.,  

[FurFluent]

That's hot, the best breed is the one you weren't prepared for, once you got one load in ya, you craved more.... At least that's how it started with me.