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Summer In Berlin - Or - How I Found Myself


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Hey everyone.  My name is Steve. I am a Bachelor of Business student in the harbor city of Hamburg in Germany.  I came out when I was 19 and had my fair share of men over the years (I am now 24) but have always played it safe.  While I was fascinated by cum, I thought it was a dangerous fluid which shouldn't touch my lips and best stay in condoms.  I never tasted mine or anyone else's for that matter.  All that changed when I joined a group of friends in taking a two week vacation in Berlin where we planned to join the Pride (or CSD) festivities. 

 

We arrived Friday evening and the four of us, a couple and me and another single guy, checked into the (gay) hotel in the main gay area.  The couple got a room for themselves, and the other two of us each got a single room as we wanted to have some fun, so were happy to bear the cost.

 

As it was Friday after all, we decided to go for a couple of drinks to some of the bars around the corner.  Reception gave us a map and we started our own little gay pub crawl.

 

Now, I am 5’11, lean, 160 with dark hair and a smooth body. It is a pain in the ass to shave but I love it that way.  While I love drinking, I can’t handle very much.  My friends however, must have a supercharged liver, because they can handle whatever you throw at them.  Tonight, Michael, the other single, decided it was the night of vodka.  We drank, vodka straight, vodka cola, vodka red bull and started at the front again.  Early on I started struggling, so I stuck with vodka red bull.  Michael was calling the rounds and both our eyes wandered around checking out what was on offer.  Soon he made some new friends and now we were ordering rounds for six people.  

 

While the couple and I were tired, and could barely walk, Michael and his two new friends started kissing, so we made our excuses, called it a night, and made our way back to the hotel.  A short distance from the hotel I found I really had to piss.  Fortunately we were in front of a pub, so I told the others, ran inside, found the bathroom and relieved myself.  Next to the bathroom was a little staircase leading into the cellar.  A guy passed the urinal, smiled at me and disappeared into the cellar.  I was curious, so I followed him down the staircase.

 

In the cellar were some couches, walls and not much else.  Some guys were kissing in the back, and another guy was on his knees giving a blowing two daddies.  No, as I said, I had never been in a darkroom, but the red bull and the vodka made me horny enough to stay.

 

A guy approached me, and started feeling my ass, started massaging my back and kissing my neck.  It felt great. We started kissing and I could taste a mix of beer, cigarettes (total turn on for me) and something else.  He unbuttoned my pants and slowly slit them down my legs.  Only then did I remember that I was wearing a jockstrap.  His fingers went straight to my butt hole.

 

“What an ass” he whispered. “Mind if I taste it?”  

 

Without waiting for a reply his tongue moved pass my neck, my shoulders and my back all the way to my ass.  Another guy, he must have been my age, came up, kissed me and started playing with my nipples.  My cock was rock hard and leaking.  The guy behind me started rimming me.  His tongue exploring my ass, deepening and widening my hole,  My nipple magician moved my hand towards his bulge.  I was amazed by the size.  I unbuttoned his pants and at least an eight inch uncut monster jumped at me.

 

Now if there is one thing, I am proud of, it is my oral skills. I don’t swallow cum, but that doesn’t mean I don’t swallow cock.  My gag reflex disappeared with my third boyfriend.  I took his cock all the way in, and he moaned.  I could taste precum immediately.  The two daddies who had been kissing in the back came over to watch.  They took out their cocks and I started wanking them while sucking my young hung friend.  Just then, the rimming stopped and I could feel a cock pressing against my hole.  Instinctively, I reached into my pockets and passed a condom to the guy behind me.  I heard the it being opened, but suddenly my young hung nipple magician slammed his cock into my throat.  Tears were rushing into my eyes.  A guy held a bottle under my nose and close one nostril at a time.  I was inhaling some weird smell. I started flying. I felt warm, dry and horny.  The cock entered my hole and it all felt amazing. He started pounding me, so I had to hold on thighs not to lose the balance. I kept sucking and the guy kept pounding. Every once in a while someone would hold a bottle under my nose and I would lift off again. The guy behind me started moaning.  I knew he was close. “Aaaaaahh shit your ass is hot” he moaned as he unloaded in me.  One of the guys high-fived him, but before my hole could relax another cock slid in.

 

I lost all plot, and just enjoyed the ride.  Soon after the second guy, my young hunk nipple magician couldn’t take it anymore.  His cock exploded in my mouth.  I was shocked, but the taste was great.  For a split second I wanted to spit it out, but he said: “Swallow my babies.”  And so I did.  The third cock unloaded in me and as it did so, I did as well, shooting all over the floor, probably the biggest load I have ever produced.

 

I am not sure how it is with you guys, but after I shoot, I come to my senses. I panicked.  What just happened?  The guys looked at me bedazzled.  “Are you clean?” I stumbled.

 

My young hung nipple magician looked at the others, and replied ”None of us are, but we are all undetectable.  Looks like you got lucky, little fella.  But looking at the load you just produced, maybe you got unlucky?” and he grinned.

 

I relaxed, but ran home.  Later, laying in bed, I tried to recall everything that just happened.  It felt amazing.  The connection was amazing.  No artificial boundaries.  Everyone relaxed.  The cocks felt great, the cum tasted amazing.

 

I wondered, and then literally slapped myself.  What was happening to me?  This was disgusting and dangerous behavior.  

 

I stared at the ceiling and back to my rock hard cock.  I was laying in a paddle of cum from strangers which leaked out of my ass.  Oh, and I had a massive erection.....  

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The next morning the cum had dried in my bed and I was horny. This is where the advantage of a gay hotel comes in. I jumped onto grindr, and after five minutes someone knocked at the door.  It was a handsome guy, in his early 30s, with a nice seven and a half-inch cock, who only played safe.  I hoped this would be as amazing as the cocks I had had the night before.

 

We kissed, I sucked his beautiful cock and then he proceeded to fuck me. The sex was good, but something felt different and unnatural.  I didn’t feel him the way I had felt the guys last night.  He smiled, I smiled back, we kissed, he fucked and came.  I came as well, but certainly not in the volume I had the night before.  He tossed the condom in the bin, put his bathrobe back on and disappeared.

 

I felt my hole. Cum must had still been in there, because we didn’t use that much lube. I played around, massaged it and got horny again.  What was happening to me?  I checked my grindr conversation again.  He said he was neg. He looked neg.  I leaned over, took the condom out of the bin.  He left a decent load in there.  I smelled it and my cock jumped into action again.

 

I tipped a small amount on my finger and licked it.  Hmmmm, that taste.  I started wanking while I emptied the condom in my mouth.  What a taste!  And what a load I produced.

 

After I came I felt disgusted by myself.  Again.  I ran to the bathroom, and rinsed my mouth with mouthwash.  I looked up and stared at the guy in the mirror.  What was this city doing to me?  What was I turning into?

 

I showered, got dressed and met the others for breakfast, traveling to a nice cafe in a nearby suburb, where we sat outside, chatting and watching families with children, old couples with their grandchildren and young couples.  My friends discussed their hopes for children, and discussed the merits of one name over another.  All the while, however, all I could think about was cock.  I looked at the husbands, wondered what their raw cocks would feel like, and what their cum would taste like.  Again, I was shocked by myself.

 

After breakfast, the couple wanted to go to a museum, my mate wanted to do to some shopping, but I just wanted some alone time to understand what was happening to me, so I went back to the hotel, changed into my speedos and went up to the spa.  It was completely empty which was great.  The hot tub on the deck was just what I needed.  I relaxed and closed my eyes.

 

After maybe half an hour I awoke when two guys in their mid 30s joined me in the tub. “Late night?” smiled one.  I returned his smile.  

 

The second guy then commented “We saw you taking those guys last night. That was amazing!  Your hole must be sore."

 

I turned red and my cock turned hard. “You know, I have never done it before. I have no idea what came over me there. I always play safe and have never been to a darkroom before.” I replied.

 

“Looks like you found your true calling. Hi, my name is Sebastian by the way, but call me Seb.”

 

“Nice to meet you, my name is Steve.”

 

“And I am Christophe.”

 

“How was it taking those raw cocks, Steve?” asked Seb.

 

“It felt amazing”

 

“Yeah once you go bare, you never go back.”

 

“Yeah, I fear so.  What about you guys?  Do you fuck bare?  Not scared of poz?”

 

“We only fuck bare, and have been poz for years.  Christophe actually a year longer than me.  He gave it to me” Seb said gave Christophe a kiss.

 

They started making out in front of me while smiling at me. “But don’t worry, we are both of meds now.”

 

With that Seb, started kissing me.  He then took my hand and I went to the steam room.  He pushed me on my knees and I had two beautiful cocks to service.  I sucked and licked and swallowed every drop of precum. Christophe pulled me up and turned me around.  Started licking me ass again, which was still lose from last night and this morning.  Christophe’s cock was about eight inches in length, but thin, whereas Seb’s was only seven inches, but was very thick.  Christophe made the first entrance.  I felt great.  Nothing between me and him.  Skin on skin.

 

“How does it feel?”

 

“Amazing” I moaned.

 

“I bet you little slut” Seb chuckled.

 

“Yes, I am a slut” I replied.

 

Christophe picked up speed.  His balls were hitting my ass and it felt just right. “Ready for another poz load?”

 

“Fuck yeah."

 

“Wait!  Make some room for me!”  Seb had been wanking while watching us, but now he slid under us and pushed his cock into me hole.  I experienced both pain and pleasure, as did Seb and Christophe.  A minute later both exploded in my ass, and I couldn’t hold it much longer either.

 

“Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck!  Take our loads!”

 

I just moaned and blew another record load.

 

I couldn’t talk.  Reality hit. I felt awful.  Another two loads.  I was pushing my luck.  I have lost control over myself.  Again.  It felt right while doing it, but now, I felt disgusted.  I was shaking, cold sweat and hated myself.  A pig, I was a dirty pig.  A slut.  Conflicted, I returned to my room and sat in the shower for an hour trying to wash it all off, but I couldn’t.  I was scared of what was coming next.  I knew where the path was leading me, I knew what was happening, but I was scared.  Yet, I knew I wouldn’t be able to stop it.... 

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Great story!

I can see myself in the last part, when you have been getting bred and suddenly you panic and say to your fuckers that you have to go home and then you jump in the shower and try to wash out your ass from all the cum they deposited up there.

Thank´s and keep on writing stories, you have a feel for it!

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I woke up when my friends called. They wanted to go out for some drinks and dinner. We went to a pub where they brew their own beer and served massive portions of food.  The beer came on long wooden serving plates and you could drink yourself through their different varieties.  I love beer!  We drank and got pretty drunk.  I forgot my dark secret for a while.

 

Next to the bathroom was a breathalyzer. You put some money in and it measures you alcohol.  I managed to hit 0.2% and was feeling accordingly.  The guys were in an excellent mood, but I had enough.  My brain was telling me to go to sleep and my cock told me that there was nothing to get here.  On the rare occasion where the two agree, one should follow their advice.

 

It was a big of a hike back to the subway, so I went on grindr and chatted up a few guys.  Everyone seemed to be out and about.  I debated whether I should join any of them, but instead jumped on the subway and looked for gay places in Schoeneberg.

 

As I sat on the train, I skimmed some of the descriptions of various gay businesses, and noticed quite a few nasty ones.  My cock got hard.  Just then I looked up only to see the subway doors were closing and that I had missed the station at which I had intended to disembark.  'Fuck', I thought.  More walking.  Anyhow, I got off at the next station and Google maps to show me the way.  Suddenly, I stopped in front of a sign 'The Bull'.  I just read about this place.  It sounded like one of the nastiest cruising places in Berlin.  My cock jumped, and I brain was screaming no, but the alcohol made me listen to my cock.

 

Securing my my cards and most of my money in my socks, I walked into 'The Bull'.  The place wasn't particularly crowded, so I ordered a beer and scanned the room.  Most of the patrons were middle aged men, drunk and horny. I smiled, finished my drink and disappeared into the darkroom.  On my way in I passed a guy who was wearing only leather chaps.  A beautiful tattoo was depicted on his torso, above his cock.  A bio-hazard sign.  Fuck that was hot. He turned around and followed me in.

 

In a corner, I went on my knees and started to suck his cock.  My eyes fixed on the tattoo in the dim light and my nose almost hitting it with every deep throat.  He moaned, inhaled from a small bottle and held it under my nose.  I started feeling the same sensation as the night before.  I took of my shirt and threw it into the corner.  Another cock appeared. The guy must have been at least 50.  When I hesitated, Bio-hazard guy took my mouth and forced it onto the other guy's cock, which was rock hard. The cock tasted great, especially as he was drooling lots of precum.  My cock was also rock hard and also leaking precum, although my precum was being absorbed by my jock strap.

 

Bio-hazard guy helped my in taking off my pants while I was sucking the old guy so there I was, on my knees, in my jockstrap and my sneakers, sucking two cocks.  Bio-hazard guy started fingering my hole, using some lube he found somewhere. “Are you poz?”  

 

I managed to mumble a reply of sorts while sucking the two cocks.

 

"You're not?”

 

“No, I am not.”

 

“Oh well, don’t worry about it. It will be fine.”  With that he lifted my ass and pushed his cock in.  It felt amazing and I couldn’t control myself, moaning loudly. The old guy smiled, and placed a small bottle under my nose, encouraging me to take a hit, whispering "You like poz cocks, don’t you, you little slut?”

 

“Fuck yeah” was all I could manage.

 

“Take my poz babies, you hot little slut” bio-hazard guy almost shouted as he exploded in my ass.

 

Before I could straighten up, the old guy pushed his cock in me and started fucking.  Bio-hazard guy, meanwhile, left without a word. However, he must have told the guys back in the bar, because before the old guy could unload, a group of guys arrived.  They opened their pants, wanked and lined-up.

 

Some  made me suck them first, while others went straight for my hole.  They fucked and fucked and fucked.  Load after load was dumped in my hole. In between popper rushes, I completely lost my sense of time.  My hole started hurting, but all I could moan was “more lube.”

 

A guy stepped forward wanked and sprayed his load over my hole while another guy was fucking me, laughingly remarking “Here you go.”

 

More guys came in.  Some had a look and left, while others joined the crowd.  Eventually, however, it seemed as if they were all done:  the last guy dumped his load and left, I was exhausted, and in looking around noticed the old guy was still there.

 

“What a hot little neg slut you are!  You just took 13 loads.  I have no idea how many of them were poz, but hopefully it is your lucky number.” With that he strolled-out.

 

I rested for a second and waited for the poppers to clear my head. I couldn’t find my clothes, and panicking, searched everywhere for them.  Nothing.  So I walked out to the bar and asked the bar man if he had any suggestions.  He was obviously expecting me, as without a word he handed me an envelope in which I found a hand-written note, a 50 EUR note and, thank God, my phone.  The hand-written note read “Byy yourself some new clothes - for the new you!”

 

What just happened?  The time on my phone said 5:15 AM.  The sun was about to rise and I had nothing but my jockstrap for a 600 meter walk. I ordered a whiskey, finished it and left the bar.  Somehow, I enjoyed the walk.  I hadn’t cum, was still drunk and it was pleasantly warm.  The receptionist just smiled at me, I slipped into the elevator made it into the room without anyone else noticing me.  Looking into the mirror I took measure of myself:  for some reason, my hair was covered in cum or something, my jock was wet with precum, and my hairy legs and pieces of dried and half dried cum were sticking everywhere on my body.  I was a slut!

 

I knew that as soon as I blew my load I would panic, that I would feel disgusted and might even run to the hospital. But I honestly didn’t want to.  I jumped into bed the way I was.  Let tomorrow be the day of worries. This day I was a cumdump. I was my true self.  

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