Negative only

[BreedingTop71]

I am a negative top, clean as a whistle, and i try to top always negative bottoms. I am looking for an exclusive relationship but sometimes it feels like an impossible thing, at least in NJ where i live. I wonder if i am at risk of getting HIV as a negative top who is still looking for a neg bottom. I dont fuck around but nature has been knocking at my door lately. Advise?

[justsexnowatl]

I guess the obvious answer is PrEP.....you can always go off of it later if you ever find that monogamous cumdump you're looking for!  I'm not sure I'd trust that a true cumwhore is ONLY taking your load anyway, but who cares if you've got yourself protected?  The risk is low as top anyway, but it's very liberating not to worry about it, and you can fuck anyone hot you're into without discriminating and awkward conversation.  In my opinion neg guys not on PrEP who are taking loads are WAY higher risk to you than poz undet guys anyway.  I read some of your posts - sounds like you're into true sub cum sluts......you stated you're not sure you can find one into an exclusive relationship, and I'd agree.  I've hooked up with WAY too many attached guys to ever trust that anyone is monogamous - they're out there, but most likely a low sex drive I think.

[BreedingTop71]

Thanks for that. You are correct, in porn the scenes that turn me on are anon cumdumps. My brain understands the risks but my dick wants to fuck and unload in an ass. I dont like JO, feels like a waste of cum when i could be putting it inside a sweet warm hole. I worry about hepatoxicity and cost of PreP. Any idea where i could find it at lower cost?