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Does anyone else feel the need to be a cumdump all the time?


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Yeah my ultimate cumdump fantasy is to have a master to own me, and keep me in a cage all day and whore me out to like 10-15 guys a day all bareback. But my master would keep me blindfolded because a true faggot does not need to see who is breeding him

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Oh fuck yeah. I knew I was going to be a submissive bottom slut before I ever touched another guy's dick, just from the porn stories that would really get me turned on online... Stuff about guys getting drugged by something that turned them into crazy sexy brainless fuckers who were so horny they couldn't put together a sentence, and begged to have their holes destroyed and filled with any cock and cum they could find.  Or generally just any story of a guy being dominated, enslaved, etc etc etc.

My first fuck was, unfortunately, wrapped, but it taught me to hate condoms... A rough hung black top used a condom and no lube, and fucking screamed in agony... And still wanted more. I also realized that I didn't care about getting to know guys or 'love', I was just  hyper focused on cock and getting fucked. And I figured out pretty quickly that being the only young slut around who was taking loads no strings made me pretty popular with tops. Just to use and then kick to the curb, but that's what I was after. 

I didn't even KNOW about partying or any of that at this point, until I finished my degree and moved to Toronto. I was still just looking to get fucked and filled by every cock I could, and this one really hot, muscular, HUNG guy had me over and before he and his bf fucked me, got me to try smoking something. I didn't ask what, I didn't care, but I did love how horny and slutty and focused it made me... And since the, partying can definitely make the urge balloon, but it's always fucking there. I've been a cumdump since before I took my first load.

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I actually just mentioned this in my new post "Whore life". But yes I am addicted to being a cum dump. So much so that I slut myself out every waking moment that I can other than being at work or sleeping. I don't even go anywhere socially unless there is a chance that someone will dump their load in me.  The gym, the beach, the pool, the coffee shop, the grocery store, Walmart, Target, the airport, it doesn't matter I dress like a whore and try to find men to fuck me no matter where I am. It's an addiction as someone pointed out to me in my post the other day.  My entire life revolves around being a cum dump whore slut and I broadcast it no matter where I am.  Anyone who sees me would know.

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On ‎1‎/‎23‎/‎2018 at 12:17 PM, ErosWired said:

I often wonder about what underlies the craving for more, more, more. I experience a kind of deep satisfaction and contentment right after a man has bred me and cum inside me that I get from absolutely nothing else. It's weird, though, because before my training, I could be fucked and the glow would hold me for weeks - now, it fades within a short time and I crave more.

That sounds an awful lot to me like a drug losing its ability to make a user high, and requiring more and more to do the trick. Scientifically, it might have something to do with something going wonky with dopamine receptors; psychologically it might relate in some way to an exponential cycle of need generating more need. Who the hell knows?

All I know is, lying there with my naked ass upward, the feel of a hand on my skin is a thrill, a promise, and an answer to prayer all in one. And then the fire goes out again, and the empty cold creeps in, and I pray for the gods to send another hero. I promise them that I will do anything for him, anything at all.

 

exactly the way I feel and it developed over a period of time.  There was a period where I would never have dreamt of taking anon loads , where I was fussy who I let fuck me but the more I got fucked and bred the more I craved it. For some time I have abandoned all that prissiness and have been a no cock or load refused slut. I am appreciative of every cock and load I get and quite often I will have a top over to my apartment and he might fuck me twice - then my cunt is on fire and I have to go to the backroom and get plowed another five, six or seven times to satisfy my craving. Once my mindset clicks into "slut mode" nothing and I mean nothing satisfies me like several cocks and loads. 

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If this theory is correct, though, it means that at some point we will reach a level at which no amount of rutting will be enough to satisfy our need - that we could take cock 24/7 and still feel an unfillable emptiness. It’s a sobering thought.

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I tend to think of my sexual exploits as just another hobby only one that I am very passionate about and willing to spend the time and money to make it happen. Its better than being a drunk or couch potato. Although being an artist and writer I do sometimes wonder what I could accomplish with the time I spend hunting for cock and loads. I can spend 8 to 24 hours, easily, in a bathhouse, ass up hoping for just one more fuck.

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I wish I could be like that, but there's a limit to what I can take. Unfortunately I never know upfront how much that is. I guess it depends on the situation and the top(s). Sometimes I can never get enough and am already thinking about the next one while the guy fucking me is about to finish, sometimes I am done after two or three (could be the same top) and need to stop. 

And there are days I really don't feel like cleaning out (again) even though I am horny (which is still most of the time.... ? Yeah, those happen!

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From the time i was 11 years old, i was trained to take loads.  It became clear that taking loads was the very reason i was put on Earth, that it was important to continuously strive to improve my technique in satisfying men, whether orally or anally.  i understand that there ar no limits in how i can be used by men.   i work out regularly to keep myself in shape, to improve my stamina and endurance and to make myself physically attractive to men  i have an education, i have a job, but taking loads it the primary prupose of my existence.  That is the real purpose of my existence and is what give my life meaning. 

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I wish!  Trying my best but if I'm being honest, all manner of dull stuff can sometimes get in the way. When it does, what matters is not to let to you and, to quote Churchill a little out of context, never never give up. If anyone's in Hong Kong and thinks they can help me stay focused on what matters, please say.

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