Before you rush to answer, "When I cum in his ass," let me explain the question.
I don't approach fucking as a contest, but as a service. Nevertheless, the act always becomes a test of my ability and endurance versus the stamina, drive, determination, and masculine physique of the Top, including the nature of his cock and his skill in using it. So far (I'm tempting fate here) I've never encountered a cock I couldn't take, but some of the men took more of a toll on me than others. Some men I can help to orgasm quickly and smoothly, but others...
At last CumUnion, a man fucked me with such fervor and so much enjoyment that he said at one point, "God, I could do this forever." This alarmed me, because my legs were already quivering from the strain and my inner muscles had just about given out from working his cock. My arms had grown too tired to keep my head from hitting the wall as he pounded me.
He didn't stop. He went on and on, and after a while, I realized I had stopped even making any sound, stopped resisting, With each thrust, my whole body shifted forward and back like a sack of grain. His cock had free rein of my insides, churning them up at will.
I remember thinking, He won. He's totally beaten me. So this is what happens when you really, actually lose this game.
I don't know that he considered it a contest or a game at all. I don't have any idea whether he thought of it as "conquering" me or even realized how completely he had owned me. But I do know that there are Tops who do approach fucking with that kind of aggression. I know it because sometimes the way my sex sounds change instinctively will elicit an abrupt shift in aggression, especially if it seems as though I'm weakening. Then they press home their advantage, sometimes to an extreme. It's at this time when I will often feel a hand creep around my throat, or a hand clamp onto the back of my neck and force it down onto the bed so that I can't move while my ass is pile-driven.
I know from my time in BDSM at the hands of Dom Tops.
So, my question to all you Tops on here: If you ever feel that competitive, or even just aggressive sense toward the bottom, how do you measure that you've won?
I'm sure, for some of you, it's merely that you cum in his hole. But for others, is there a particular moment, sign, sound, movement, look? Are you never satisfied until you've broken him down utterly the way the guy at CumUnion did to me?
Let's hear it.
Kinda just curious as to what other bottoms think. The first time you became a “cumdump” (taking many loads from many men in one night) how did you feel? Was there some level of hesitation? Did you resent it afterwards?
For me i hesitated to do so a lot, but when I finally did it I couldn’t stop. Seriously if I get bred once, I hit up every top on every app until more want to feed my hole.
Around here we routinely speak of bottoms’ lower orifices as ‘holes’, which implies something round, and the average anus, as a contracting sphincter construction, generally is. But on occasion I encounter references to it as a “slit”, which specifically describes a long, narrow opening, and I have seen a few instances of bottoms with holes that appear more like slits than holes.
I have questions:
• If you have a slit-like opening, has it always been that way, or did something occur to bring it about?
• If it’s something that developed or was engineered, can anyone do it?
• (Importantly) Tops, is an asshole that vaguely resembles female genitalia moreso than a common anus a turnoff or a turnon?
Personally, as a slut bottom I think such openings are fantastically hot and wish mine looked that way so I could well and truly say I’m just a cunt for cock. I mean, I am, so I say it anyway, but it would be nice to have the visual to complete the package.
There are specific collective words for certain groupings of things, such as a “murder” of crows or a “parliament” of owls. What do you suppose should be the collective word for groups of Tops and groups of bottoms?
(Just as a point of interest, the collective for mares is “a stud of mares”...)
Hey all, hope IML is treating you well. It has come to my attention that there are not enough tops to satisfy the surplus of bottoms at IML (what a surprise, am I right?). Because of the lack of tops, I have decided to temporarily abandon the idea of solely playing with tops; I Instead I’m going to expand my horizons, and focus more so on looking for bottoms who would be interested in mutual anal play. Perhaps those of you who are interested could holla at me, and we could start a party on bbrts or something.
Heads up, I’m chem friendly and I’m going to have my own stash.
I live in the Gold Coast, would prefer to travel to the Congress hotel or wherever else.
My bbrts screen name: breakmeopen
NKP screenname: porksausage