what or who makes you start having raw bb sex?

[DanishBarebacker]

I had been barebacking for years but never taken a load in the ass - I always asked my sexpartner to pull out before he came. And that seems to have worked - I only twice caught other STDs but remained HIV neg. I was a frequent flier in the local bath house and one evening I spotted a very sexy looking guy around my own age. He had this skinhead vibe about him: very thin and sinewy, bald, light blue gray eyes, totally shaved body, HUGE fat cock and full low-hanging balls the size of chicken eggs. And yes, I felt an overwhelming desire to take this guy to bed - or couch as the leatherette clad contraptions which were fixed to the floor in every fuck cabin could hardly be label a bed.
Anyway - he looked at me with quite some interest too and then moved into an empty cabin where he just stood leaning against the wall observing me. I went in, closed the door and quickly closed the gap between us and he just flashed a slight smile at me and said 'hi'.
When he leaned forward and started kissing me I felt all inhibitions and safety guards go down. His scent, the feeling of his tongue in my mouth, the taste of him (slight hint of tobacco), his hands on my back and ass ... I could go on. I have never in my life been so turned on. I felt his big, uncut cock starting to swell and I closed my right hand around it and caressed its length and soon his fat, shiny cockhead was fully uncovered as his foreskin would no longer cover it due to its expanding length and girth.
I felt his index finger enter my hole and I lifted my right leg and placed it on the edge of the couch to ease his access - the term 'bitch in heat' springs to mind. I felt this primal need to get fucked by him and his big cock and I was panting and grinding my groin agains his and he was so turned on that I could feel his heart pounding in his chest.
'I want to fuck' he suddenly whispered between kisses and with that he gently pushed me around and down on my back and then he got down on top of me and I felt his body covering mine.
His cock was leaking precum like a faucet and my hole was already slick with his spit from when he fingered me and I spread my legs and used my hand underneath us to guide his big wiener to my hole.
A quick pain shot through me when his fat, shiny cockhead entered me and he broke our kiss and whispered 'it's ok - just relax' as if I was a virgin. And then he covered my mouth with his again and I once more felt his wet tongue enter me.
I felt every inch of him enter me and he then slowly began to fuck me. The pain went away and I was on fire - I crossed my legs on  his back to force every inch of him inside me and he slowly picked up the pace. This was 2008 and meds were available and I remember thinking that if anybody should poz me it should be this sexy bloke.
'Can I cum in your ass' he suddenly whispered and I just replied that I wanted all his cum as deep inside me as possible. From the way he looked I instinctively knew that chances were he was HIV poz - but somewhere along the line a decision had been made inside my head that this guy should be the one to poz me.
My rockhard cock was squeezed between our now sweaty bodies and the friction suddenly made me cum and I started bucking underneath him. He was close too but held on till just after I was done climaxing so when he came I was 100% conscious about what happened. He lifted his upper body up with his hands so he looked down at me and then he kind of whispered 'I'm coming' and I felt his fat cock spasm inside me. He felt him push harder into me 7-8 times while he unloaded his fat balls and his face was just a vision of sex and lust and orgasm.
Afterwards he fell down on top of me and we just lay there enjoying the feel of each other.
After a while he lifted his head and said 'I'm poz' and all I could reply was 'It's ok' - and to this day I cannot tell you what went on in my head but it was as if I was completely unafraid of the possible repercussions. Then and there all I could focus on was how much I desired him and his big cock.
We hooked up again and again and the sex just got better - we were both in relationsships so taking it further outside the bath house was no option.

Edited June 26, 2022 by DanishBarebacker
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[ATLSexyguyBB]

My cousin and I played around for many, years.  He taught me to suck cock at (Square root of 25 = 5.  Her wore bikini brief unders, and was good looking with a big dick.  As he exited puberty, his massive member grew.   When I was a Senior in High School, he was graduating from college.  He picked me up from summer school, tossed me a speedo, he wore one (I was so hard the hole time),.  We smoked weed, and around 9 pm, we hunted for drunk Marines (solo) , hitch hiking.  When we got one as he slowly kept cruising, he had me start sucking him off in the ca. the marine watched/rubbed, smoked more (laced), stopped in a school parking lot, and sold my mouth (and then latter my ass) to the marine.  $20 for BJ, and $40 for my hole...it was far from virgin...

[gangbangsuperstar]

I started getting fucked by guys who only did me raw and never even considered using a condom on me. then when I started getting fucked by older men they all wanted to breed my teen hole bareback and I have always been the kinda sub bottom that lets guys do whatever they want to me no questions asked. fuck and breed me in their car? sure. bareback me under a bathroom stall, sight unseen? sure. sneak me into a porntheatre booth, take my clothes off and send guys in to dump loads in me, or put my up against the pornbooth wall with my fuckhole at the hole so ANYONE can use me? yes please. by the time I even started thinking about having some men use condoms, I started getting trained by my uncle to be the perfect pussyboy cumdumpster. part of that training was teaching that guys fuck whores like me to make their cocks feel good and have a nice, warm soft, wet fuckhole wrapped around their bare cocks, jerking them off with my guts. using condoms is for regular relationships and dating. cumdump like me were born to take loads. everyones loads. I have since had several boyfriends and a few daddies who were also insistent that I never get fucked with a condom and I allow guys to blow their loads wherever they want, which also usually means deep in my guts. I honestly haven’t gotten fucked with a condom in more time than I can remember and I am proud to be an actual take all loads cumdumpster. I took over 50 loads yesterday, mostly in the bathhouse and dont have a single idea what any of the men looked like as I took most of them blindfolded. no body asked my name or my number or my email, or told me they like me or wanna date me. most of the men didnt even speak to me before, after or while they fucked me and the ones that did just said dirty fuck talk stuff like “you want my load slut” or “thanks” after breeding me. they used me and I got used. simple and easy. my payment is getting my hole trashed and filled with load after load from anonymous strangers and feeling my gaped out fuckhole dripping cum all over the floor between fucks, while I wait for the next man to mount me. plus now between the way I look, the way I dress, walk and talk and all the men who have used me or watched me get used, virtually nobody ever mentions a condom when they fuck me. everyone knows I’m a bareback cumdumpster. it’s what I was born to be.

[rawslutbottom]

So just gotten back from overseas in the army and got invited to this hotel room with a friend. I was 25 at the time, been away from the US for a while.  Didn't know what parTying was.  Walk into the room all 135 lbs. twink ass self and see 10 guys all jacking off and this weird blue smoke everywhere.  Of course, everyone is spun in that room looking at the new guy who obviously didn't have a clue.  I just getting warm and horny as fuck.  Sit down next to this daddy and ask to try what he is having.  A few minutes after that, he is shoving my head on his dick.  I am loving every bit of it.  My asshole starts opening up and everyone starts to play with it.  First fingers, then going with fist.  Me... I keep trying to slide the first further and further in as I just wanted more.  In the background all I hear is "Oh, this little slut is goanna have a great time.  And I did.  Got passed around the room multiple times.  When I finally walk out of there I have more horny energy than I know what to do with.  So, where does a young guy that doesn't know any better go.  Flex Baths of course!!! Hell just walking down the street I was getting propositioned by drivers, truckers, and even someone who fucked the shit out of me behind a dumpster.  God it was so much fun, and started my BB, raw is law journey.  Defiantly wasn't innocent anymore.

[Bwccummer]

What eventually get me to bareback sex was tried to be with a guy with a condom on as a top. I was not able to enter for at time.

Later I go to an adult bookstore and the gloryhole was able to enter. Note I have on a different post wrote about. I would add that thought he just suck me, so when I realized Later my cock was in bare that was a great feeling. I had heard about something of reduce risk in not cum. At the time I was not on Prep and recall not seem widely available.  Also think just wanted mainly wanted oral.

Later a different guy that was for a short time fwb, that early on used condoms. Later took risk in not on prep, topped him and cum in his ass. I also posted on in a separate writing. He was the first able to top with a condom on. Later I bareback top. However, I found risk of bareback a risk that not want to worry over. 

Thus after some time got on prep and fucked guys as a bareback top and recall all cum in their ass. I found prep took away concern if bareback and now can fuck bareback and cum. The feeling of bareback feels much better than condom. 

However, I still have condoms for those that ask for and I would use.