Common Path of Barebackers?

[str8butilikeit]

the previous being said, on to my own addition to this topic.

I was "that kid" in a number of regards but thank the gods that i was NOT the kid that ate the paste. the most relevant facet is when they showed us the stranger danger videos when i was 9, id already been looking for free candy and puppy vans for two years but hadnt figured out what it was that i had wanted before. when i heard how there were perverts behind every bush i wanted to know why i hadnt been bent over the pool table and taught to take it in the back pocket yet because i read my parents copy of "the joy of sex" they got to spice up their own marriage and didnt think id look on that shelf when i was 6 and read (self taught at 3 and a half, high function autistic, 150 iq and got bored so picked up a dictionary and amused myself for a few hours) how men can find a finger in the butt feels good and they were not lying at all. moved up the object list you find in any of your standard usenet coming of age story wishing i was a girl because their orgasm was better {never really went trans, did want a sex change just to start a new life and maybe do porn for a couple years but didnt think that genital change specifically for fetish fulfillment in full acceptance of never being a father would have been cleared as an elective surgery in the 80s for a 14 year old hormone fueled boy so trust me when i say i understand a range of topics). anyway, the thought of what someone else would do hadnt really entered my mind until health class. had an insanely frustrating childhood because i was never walking by the right bushes. fast forward to 2003, im a dancer at a bar in atlanta pay for play on the side getting nothing but bottoms wishing one of these guiys would fuck me but making some amazing money and getting actual work like landscape gigs out of it and wishing i had actually thought to ask for help getting into porn because of my social anxiety. ended up meeting a guy who took me home and put porn on with molly rome getting gang banged and we smoked meth. first time i had watched porn while smoking it and all i knew was i wanted to be ass up face down getting my hair pulled some and told to take every drop in my ass like i was born for. things went along enjoyably for some time, never did get group fucked like i wanted, but one day, i got the idea to go to the video booths. i was going to take every single load i could while watching porn and i pretend my dad brought me there so i could get pregnant by some random guy and wanted to feel him grip my throat and whisper in my ear "im hiv positive with a high viral load and ive been boosting the semen volume. im going to come deep inside you and hold you down on the floor and let my cum soak in before i take you home because you are y son now" {yeah i get really detailed on the things that thrilled me} all so  i could use the fact i had become (I DID NOT CONTRACT HIV, IT WAS MY INTENT TO DO SO BUT I DID NOT SUCCEED AND NO LONGER WISH TO DO SO) hiv positive as a way to leverage sympathy and get money out of them without having to have sex with them anymore but be free to go to bathhouses and take 50 or 60 loads for free and my addled fantasy also had the government giving me free housing and so forth.

 

   I was lucky that i didnt go down the path but i very much understand the mindset of the one on a mission. the siren call of being in the moment and thinking that if i go to the bus stop now i can go visit my friend or i can go with this guy i just met because i hope he give me meth and fucks me but the turn on isnt the sex, its feeling the moment slip away as the other option goes away and the delicious craving to be taken on a ride that you have no control over

[Guest Descartes70817]

I don't know how common this is but when I first fucked a guy in the early '70s AIDS was unheard of but simply being gay was dangerous, so by the late '70s I'd gotten married and tried not to think about how good it always felt cumming inside another man. By the time I just had to try it again AIDS was a thing so at first I tried using condoms, but instantly knew it wasn't what I needed, so by 2001 I was fucking bareback any chance I got and only using condoms if the guy insisted.

[maryann]

On 11/5/2019 at 11:32 PM, slideinmedeep&cumm said:

im a total bottom. always have been. i dont worry about it. i have never been fucked with a condom, bare back only. i love feeling a mans cock inside me bare. for me it is more intamet when a man cumms inside me. i love feeling him pump his warm sperm inside me, then feeling wet when he pulls out. i fantacize im a woman when a man is inside me. it makes me feel like a real woman when he cumms.

i know how you feel...!!  I only fuck BB when dressed as a women...  I love it thinking a man is going to get me pregnant ...

[Guest Cumobsessed420]

Once you go bareback, you don’t dare go back 😉😉

[Shooter_099]

I fucked safe for years. Decided to try raw cock after watching bareback porn and have never used a rubber since.

I now look back on the days i used a rubber as a top or bottom and think it was just "fake" sex. 

Raw is just too good of a natural feeling, more intimate and definitely more passionate in my opinion. 

[bareback-flipflop]

HIV frightens me. So, I bless the scientists who have made Prep every day. More than two years I have been preferring bb and since I have been taking pills I fuck a lot as I can. Now, it must be an extrem exciting guy or situation that I don’t refuse fucking wrapped.  Nothing like feeling hot skin in my hole, around my dick, feeling jizz deep inside me. 

[Guest]

Got stealthed by a toxic top about 4 years ago, felt him cum on my prostate.  Been addicted to BB ever since, and being a spunk hole for poz men. 

[chipygmalion80]

On 9/6/2019 at 7:01 AM, Futile2Resist said:

I have been barebacking for roughly 2 years, and other than preferring not to wear a condom, my over all behavior, and routines haven't changed

Same, well I've been BBing longer ... I think 15 years now, so ever since college.  What kinks / tabboo do people mean?

 

I still do NOT, after all these years:

ParTy

Scat

Fist

 

I have gotten into "[banned word] / kinky" stuff, if these count, like:

Saunas

Gloryholes

Anon

making homemade Porno

[fillmyholeftl]

59 minutes ago, chipygmalion80 said:

Same, well I've been BBing longer ... I think 15 years now, so ever since college.  What kinks / tabboo do people mean?

 

I still do NOT, after all these years:

ParTy

Scat

Fist

 

I have gotten into "[banned word] / kinky" stuff, if these count, like:

Saunas

Gloryholes

Anon

making homemade Porno

I am a lot like you in those aspects

[Guest FinalDL2021]

1 hour ago, chipygmalion80 said:

Same, well I've been BBing longer ... I think 15 years now, so ever since college.  What kinks / tabboo do people mean?

 

I still do NOT, after all these years:

ParTy

Scat

Fist

 

I have gotten into "[banned word] / kinky" stuff, if these count, like:

Saunas

Gloryholes

Anon

making homemade Porno

Same here, for me its Baths/Saunas, Glory Holes, Anon, and being Caged, and hoping to add on a few sex parties this year as well.

[PigBoyDallas]

I can only speak for myself, but started out raw just because I was young and didn't know better and none of the other guys knew any differently. I remember the first time a guy mentioned using condoms and I thought he was fucking crazy. He couldn't believe I just fucked raw and never used condoms. He tried fucking me wrapped and I fucking HATED it. It was painful, felt weird and uncomfortable. I told him to just pull out to cum and fuck me without a condom and he agreed but only because he was super horny. He wound up so overcited fucking me raw he blasted inside me before he could pull out. I tried wrapping to fuck him but just couldn't stay hard. Pulling out wasn't an option as he had a BF (was cheating on him) so he sucked me off instead.

As far as barebacking making me kinkier or freakier, I dunno. Maybe I hang out with weirdos or sex deviants or something, but I don't think I'm that different than other gay guys. Granted I don't share everything I do sexually with guys and maybe they'd be freaked out by what I do. I do like public sex out on the trails near my house, parked in cars, in the showers at the gym, in parking garages. and bathrooms. I don't have problems hooking up with random guys I don't know. I get majorly turned on having a stranger's raw cock inside me, knowing their gonna pump their seed deep inside me. I know I'm not exactly "vanilla" when it comes to sex, but reading some of the stories here I'm not that wild either. I know it would be tough to date a guy and come clean with everything I've done sexually. If that all makes me a kinkster or whatever then I'm fine with that. I don't think I'm that freaky but whatever...

[austin_submale]

On 7/23/2019 at 9:01 AM, thecollegejock said:

Is it a pretty common path for guys who commit to fucking bare 100% of the time to eventually get into this kinky/[banned word] scene? I've noticed it for several of my buds throughout the years and for myself too. It kind of scares me, but excites me at the same time. 

I don't know how common it is...  but that's basically what happened to me also...  And yes, it both scares and excites me...  The thrill of the risk.

[evilqueerpig]

At the age of 5, I knew I was QUEER!  I also knew I'd be swallowing cum, so from the first time I jacked, I ALWAYS ate my loads.  Having my first man before the plague, sex was naturally bareback and I saw no reason to give up true fucking, even faced with a fatal virus.  Maybe it's my slutty nature, but kink was a natural progression.  But then, it's only kinky when it's done properly!