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My decision to BB, i didn’t take lightly.  Like many of you i desired it so badly but was scared.   But Watching more porn and using sex toys more it’s almost like i became obsessed with wanted to go bareback let someone breed me.  
After a long time i started asking guys in i met online if they played safe or bb.  I met this one guy who said he played either way, so i just said we will decide later.  I was traveling and at a hotel so i had set some condoms out on the night stand with the lube.  After a lot of four play he was laying in his back and asked me if i wanted to hop on, so i just grabbed the lube no condom.  I lived my hole and his cock. I hesitated for minute waiting for

him to say get a condom but he didn’t.  So i proceeded to sit down on top of him.  He fed me his dick when we changed positions, it was so erotic to taste my ass on his cock..... 

After a while he said he was about to cum and i just said cum inside me, i want you to shoot it deep in me.  When finished i laid there and couldn’t believe what just happened.  I was spent and it was so fucking amazing.  

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I’m trying to think about why I was fascinated with bareback. My first fuck was raw, but then I went safe for about a decade. Decided that covered cock fucking just wasn’t that great. It was a pain keeping an erection, finding the right lube, and it felt like a trash bag was inside me when getting topped. I started fantasizing about going bareback around 2004, finally did it in January 2005, posting an ad on Craigslist. Was at a hotel in SF, had many men respond. Took a lot of bare cock that night, and never went back. Jumped in the deep end, and have loved every fuck since. Bareback is just the way men are wired to fuck and share their sperm with each other.  

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My first time actually getting fucked was with an escort and his boyfriend. Ironically I’d booked him the night before and, for at least the third time, gave up on being penetrated because of the pain. But the need to try it was getting worse and, when I rang him the next night, I just said “don’t listen to me. Just do it”. He brought his boyfriend because he thought I might chicken out again, I suppose, and he wanted to put on a ‘show’ since I obviously earned a decent wage and was ok with spending it on sex...

Long story short, I couldn’t protest if my mouth was full of his boyfriend’s cock and, even though it was the heights of the AIDS epidemic, I was so desperate to get fucked, the subject of condoms just never arose. I had them; I’m pretty sure he had them; it just didn’t come up.

After him, my next sexual partner was an old guy in a public toilet a few days later. I was going to insist upon a condom but, again, by the time said “I’m going to fuck you now” and turned me around, bent me over and inserted his cock into me, the last thing I could think about was asking him to pause to put on a condom. After he fucked me, I went back to his place (in a caravan) and he fucked me all night. I had post-coital regret the next morning and did the whole “are you negative?” line. That discussion didn’t end well for safe sex; his answer was to start kissing me deeply and push my legs open and enter me again. I was just overcome with the fucking and, at some point, agreed that he could fuck me any time and that I needed him to fuck me and cum inside me.

He fucked me often for at least a decade; many times I went to his caravan determined to keep getting fucked but only if it was safe and every time he’d just start kissing me, telling me how much he wanted me and how much he knew I wanted him to fuck me. And he made it clear while he was kissing me and undressing me, that I had two choices. Either he fucked me raw or we’d stop fucking. And every single time, he’d ease me onto my back, push open my legs and enter me. Once his dick was balls deep, he’d pause from the kissing and licking and remind me that he fucked raw, would fuck me raw and that I could leave any time I liked. Every. Single. Time.

Honestly, I couldn’t control myself around him. He wasn’t remotely good looking but he was an extraordinary, passionate fucker who, as much as I tried to stay away, I just couldn’t.

It was because of his “talent” that I would argue I didn’t really make a “decision” to bareback; at least not until a decade later. Even then, I decided to play safe for probably another decade but was a pushover if a guy preferred barebacking.

Five years ago or so, I finally made an actual “decision” to bareback and accept the logical consequences if they arose.

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The idea of having a condom in my ass is the worst thing I can imagine. I'm not getting really horny and that makes sex boring. This is the typical sex for the nice guys from the usual websites. It isn´t sex for me. It's the greatest thing for me when I know that I can take a man's load into me. To hear the guy groan at the climax, to feel the pulsation in me and to know that I have his cum in me is the greatest thing for me. So I can no longer be aroused by sex with a condom and can no longer achieve sexual satisfaction.🤷‍♂️

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@Youngbottombb that is a hot story and I’m guessing you’re glad you did it and not remorseful. I started out bare not knowing better but have gotten with a lot of guys like you who wanted to leave it to me to decide and there is no hotter sex than what you described. Once a guy feels how good a bare dick feels in them they’re all in. And once they feel a guy cum inside them bare it’s all over, they want more. Almost without exception if a guy takes me bareback he usually is back wanting more. Taking it anon like you did just makes it hotter. Keep taking loads cause now you’re addicted.

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On 4/3/2020 at 5:14 PM, Youngbottombb said:

My decision to BB, i didn’t take lightly.  Like many of you i desired it so badly but was scared.   But Watching more porn and using sex toys more it’s almost like i became obsessed with wanted to go bareback let someone breed me.  
After a long time i started asking guys in i met online if they played safe or bb.  I met this one guy who said he played either way, so i just said we will decide later.  I was traveling and at a hotel so i had set some condoms out on the night stand with the lube.  After a lot of four play he was laying in his back and asked me if i wanted to hop on, so i just grabbed the lube no condom.  I lived my hole and his cock. I hesitated for minute waiting for

him to say get a condom but he didn’t.  So i proceeded to sit down on top of him.  He fed me his dick when we changed positions, it was so erotic to taste my ass on his cock..... 

After a while he said he was about to cum and i just said cum inside me, i want you to shoot it deep in me.  When finished i laid there and couldn’t believe what just happened.  I was spent and it was so fucking amazing.  

Congratulations. Once you go bare you will never want to use a condom again. Raw is the only way to fuck. Unfortunately didn't discover this myself until my 50s, but better later than never!

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congratulations you went down that path! from now on, you can't get back anymore.

I was struggling a lot myself with it. as top, I often couldn't resist. as bottom, I only let regulars bb inside me. until at one moment one of my regulars wrote to me one day after breeding that he got detected positive a few weeks ago but didn't dare telling me when he bred me last night. 

 

I was shocked. few weeks later I was in SF for work, same weekend as a cumunion. I decided to go there for the first time, since it felt like I had nothing to lose anymore. and I can tell you it felt so deliberating to just fuck around bb. sticky cock into cummy holes after that I watch a daddy breed him. and then bend over myself in the darkroom to take totally anon loads. 

 

i now know my place and can't do it with condom anymore. often going for anon fucks and cum filled holes

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On 4/3/2020 at 6:14 PM, Youngbottombb said:

My decision to BB, i didn’t take lightly.  Like many of you i desired it so badly but was scared.   But Watching more porn and using sex toys more it’s almost like i became obsessed with wanted to go bareback let someone breed me.  
After a long time i started asking guys in i met online if they played safe or bb.  I met this one guy who said he played either way, so i just said we will decide later.  I was traveling and at a hotel so i had set some condoms out on the night stand with the lube.  After a lot of four play he was laying in his back and asked me if i wanted to hop on, so i just grabbed the lube no condom.  I lived my hole and his cock. I hesitated for minute waiting for

him to say get a condom but he didn’t.  So i proceeded to sit down on top of him.  He fed me his dick when we changed positions, it was so erotic to taste my ass on his cock..... 

After a while he said he was about to cum and i just said cum inside me, i want you to shoot it deep in me.  When finished i laid there and couldn’t believe what just happened.  I was spent and it was so fucking amazing.  

Nice, you did the right thing! And hopefully now you only fuck BB 😈

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