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Its frustrating, 5 weeks for me since my last fuck and I’ve had to cancel trips that had sex baked into them to Sydney, Bangkok, Taiwan and Japan. Jerking off much more than usual, to keep my cock in condition. Using the lockdown to grow a beard and hope that might increase my hookup chances later.

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Stuck alone in my apartment for weeks now except for the occasional trip to the grocery store. Will probably be in this situation for weeks if not months to come as I am in various risk groups. Luckily I can work from home and that has become a welcome distraction to pass the days.

No sex in weeks now and watching a lot of porn doesn't really help, it only makes me hornier. I have a fuck buddy who who lives close and is in the same situation (also in a risk group so he has virtually become a hermit as well) and he has hinted at getting together since it doesn't look like we could infect each other. I know I shouldn't do it but it is so tempting I may give in when I'm having a weak moment.

Most of the times when I wake up I know I have been dreaming but can't remember the dream. Now sometimes I wake up and know I have been dreaming about having hot steamy sex. That isn't a good sign! I am a bit of a loner and I like living alone but now -for once- I envy the guys who live with a partner.

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I fucked and bred a bud a few weeks ago for an hour or so. We were so horny but had limited time as his family was out for a short trip to the store. I shot 3 loads in him and then had to leave.  Nothing since and I'm tired of J/O also. I so need to fuck ass and breed.

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This was the longest I've been without sex since I was 13, I fucking hated it.  Ultimately, my thoughts are:  When will this fucking end?  So, I ended up hooking up with multiple guys over a 12 hour period who were just as horny as I was and they needed release. 

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It’s getting harder and harder by the day. My entire sexual self is defined by giving my body to men for their pleasure - it’s my purpose. Now that I can’t, what use am I?

Mu sexual gratification comes from feeling another Man have his orgasm inside me. Now there’s nothing - porn doesn’t compare to the real thing, chat and cam lack any warmth or touch, masturbating gets me off in the wrong way entirely, and all of it just leaves me more and more desperate to ram his cock up my wet slit and fuck me like a bitch in heat.

My next move is going to be to see if I can get any relief using the fucking machine I built. It’s a little hard to use solo, but something’s got to give...

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i work 13 hour shifts one week on, one week off. i'm a nurse at a hospital, so taking care of Covid patients and wearing PPE all day gives perspective.  On the other hand, been talking to a Dom online for a few weeks and submitting to Him, so i haven't had an orgasm even from jacking in that time and am deliciously and crazy horny. i pretty much lust after every guy that walks past me at the hospital all day, staring whisfully at them. 

When i'm off, stuck at home for a week alone, spend time online on forums like this one, couple of kink forums, discussions. Pick up sites, getting cruised and having to say no is really frustrating.  i edge a lot when i am off work, but then have to turn on Netflix or something to distract myself so i don't cum.  installed a walk in shower, new quartz counters in the kitchen, lots of house painting and the garden is looking really good.

but fuck, i need a Man. 

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I feel and share all your pain and angst, guys.  Had posted earlier how horned for cocks I am, but have resisted thus far.  Had  regular fuck bud, but last time was a month ago.  We've been chatting and talking about possibly getting together since both of us are healthy now, have been isolating, etc.  We know there's still a risk, so will continue to discuss before doing it.  But damn, I need cocks breeding me.  Oink!

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It's been 5 weeks and 2 days for me.  That last fuck was a new bottom I met off bbrt. He was really good, and I was planning to make him a regular for 1-1 or groups, but then things got crazy.  I've been celibate for 5 weeks, but like HardOneLA I'm starting to think about asking ONE fuckbud to play with regularly.  I'm not sure who I'd ask though.  I truly seek out guys who are really slutty to play with usually.  Most guys I used to play with were from sex parties or sex club/bathhouse.  I ALWAYS looked for group sex.  I have purposely stayed off all the apps and bbrt so I wouldn't tempt myself.  I was getting quite a few offers up until two weeks ago. I said NO to enough guys they didn't ask me anymore, and those same guys I don't even wanna fuck with right now since I know they're business "as usual".  Part of me wants to get on bbrt or scruff and look for someone I already know who I think MIGHT keep it just between us, but not sure I can trust myself 😞

This is the first time in years I've been jealous of guys with boyfriends....usually I like being single!!

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On 4/19/2020 at 7:30 AM, behindonestep said:

I'm going nuts. I feel so empty, so I sit on my plug a few hours a day, and masturbate thinking how slut crazy I'm going to get after this.

I can relate. And I have a list of post-lockdown hookups now. And it's getting longer and longer. I might need to just organize a huge bareback orgy to be practical about it.

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