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Hi, want to share with you how Im a bit challenged regarding my current no-meds life: after quite some time debating with myself all the pros versus the cons I finally managed to stop my successful hiv treatment little more than 4 years ago and it is by far the best decision I ever made, I am so more complete and authentic,  the true poz gay man.

But I am a bit concerned with covid19,  Iam a doc and I would hate getting sick with covid19,  and Im so proud that my cd34 has gone down quite significantly which might make me more susceptical to covid19 

So my question is, if I should start on anti-hiv treatment even if that would destroy my beautiful toxic status 

Kindly Carsten 

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5 hours ago, Hintyt said:

Do you live in an area with a lot of cases?

how are the Covid infection rates there?

Hi Hintyt,  thanks for your very competent comment and in particular question. I live in copenhagen Denmark and in concordance with rest of Europe the incidence is rising but not persons with hospitalizision demand and fatal cases few. So if I understand your point you would let this influence my decision?

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You're suspectable to COVID-19 either way, a short run with meds for awhile would allow you to be breeding ☣️ when this thing is over. In the end it is, of course your call.. 

Personally I'd probably stay with the status quo.

Good luck!

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I understand wanting to remain toxic. That said, if you decided to take meds for now there's nothing stopping you from going off them again once Covid is under control right? Might be worth going on meds until the vaccine goes out, then dumping them once Covid is not a huge risk for you. 

Best of luck whatever you decide. 

 

 

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On 11/18/2020 at 4:36 PM, Nclchub said:

I understand wanting to remain toxic. That said, if you decided to take meds for now there's nothing stopping you from going off them again once Covid is under control right? Might be worth going on meds until the vaccine goes out, then dumping them once Covid is not a huge risk for you. 

Best of luck whatever you decide. 

 

 

thanks so much for your very competent advise - Im still trying to decide and still off meds...

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From my understanding it doesn’t really matter whether you’re on HIV meds or not. 

Very healthy people with normal cd4 counts are succumbing to Covid. Other than HIV do you have diabetes? High blood pressure, overweight?  From your last photo you look slender and fit. If you wish to stay toxic stay off the meds and wear a mask and socially distance.

Have you been or plan on gifting once Covid declines ? Are you going to take the vaccine

I’m a chaser but certainly going to take the vaccine when it is available 

 

 

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You're 60 years of age.  You know the morbidity of being HIV+ off meds and contracting Covid19.  Have you considered going  back on meds until the Covid19 vaccine is available.  You should fall into one of the first groups the vaccine would be available to.  Once successful Covid19 immunity is achieved, you can consider discontinuing HIV meds and returning to your "true toxic status". 

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On 10/1/2020 at 12:00 AM, carstenPOZ said:

Hi, want to share with you how Im a bit challenged regarding my current no-meds life: after quite some time debating with myself all the pros versus the cons I finally managed to stop my successful hiv treatment little more than 4 years ago and it is by far the best decision I ever made, I am so more complete and authentic,  the true poz gay man.

But I am a bit concerned with covid19,  Iam a doc and I would hate getting sick with covid19,  and Im so proud that my cd34 has gone down quite significantly which might make me more susceptical to covid19 

So my question is, if I should start on anti-hiv treatment even if that would destroy my beautiful toxic status 

Kindly Carsten 

You said you’re a doctor...

I think you know what the ramifications are of your decisions.   What you decide to do with that knowledge is really up to you. 

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