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Chapter 11 - The Aftermath

 

The drive home from Jasper’s was surreal, and it felt like it took forever. Brian felt violated, sexy, and numb, all at the same time. And he was scared to death. The thoughts swirling around in his mind were crowding out what he needed to be focusing on in the moment: coming up with a good lie to tell his parents about why he was out so late. His dad had texted him, and he needed to respond, but he had no clue what to say. “I was the star at an HIV positive sex party” just wasn’t going to cut it.

Beyond that, he was mortified at letting anyone see him like this. He wasn’t sure while driving, but he was petrified that cum leaking out of his ass would wet his shorts. And his wrists had tender pink rings around them from the handcuffs. Thank God no one had given him a hickey- this was bad enough.

Finally, about half way home, he texted his dad back and apologized for letting time get away from him, and told him that he and some friends from school had been really into the video game they were playing, and now were hoping to watch the movie version. He figured his dad would be happy he was hanging out with other kids, so he asked if he could stay a while later to watch with them, and he got the green light.

So, once Brian got to his home town, he didn’t go home. He didn’t know where to go, so he drove to the high school, one place he knew would be dead on a Saturday night. He pulled in the parking lot, drove behind the school to the teacher lot, which you couldn’t see from the road, and parked his Jeep. He reclined the drivers seat back, and laid there in silence, thinking about what had just happened to him. He had the same swirling and conflicting mix of emotions he had had after Adam fucked him that first time, and when he fucked Jake without being sure of his status, and as he was walking in to the party, but this time they all played second fiddle to one overriding feeling: dread.

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Jake had a really big week ahead of him. He would be wrestling in the state finals the upcoming weekend, and he also had a big test in French on Friday. Brian didn’t take French, so he was spared that, and he was spared from having too much of Jake’s attention throughout the week. If things had been normal, Jake would surely have realized how sullen Brian was being around him.

Brian felt awful. Emotionally, at first. He felt like he had probably just made the biggest mistake of his young life, and maybe his entire life. The very high likelihood that he had been infected would have been enough cause for depression, but the way Brian felt about Jake was compounding that. He had betrayed him. He had cheated on him. And he had done it in a way that all but assured him there would be no redemption.

He thought about how Jasper had teased him at the end of the night, telling him that he was a slut and would probably wind up stealthing Jake because he wouldn’t be able to stop himself. The thought did cross Brian’s mind- maybe he just wouldn’t tell him and would go on like nothing happened. But what then? What if Brian tested positive, and then infected Jake. Jake would know it was Brian who did it.

But even outside of fearing getting caught, Brian’s heart smacked him the face any time he contemplated hurting Jake. He had been driven by lust when he slept with Adam and when he went to the party. But lust would not be controlling him with Jake.

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The following week, Brian started to feel sick. As soon as he realized it, his stress level shot through the roof. He knew what this probably was.

Brian’s symptoms knocked him out. His parents were concerned about why he seemingly had the normal flu in May, but he managed to convince them that he could handle it and they should go to work and leave him home to sleep it off. After he finally got them to leave, he managed to get himself out of bed and drive to the clinic for another HIV test. He could feel the technician at the clinic peering in to his soul, recognizing how shitty Brian felt, and what that, in combination with the test, could mean. He asked Brian if he had had unprotected sex lately, and Brian reluctantly admitted it, and they gave him the full blood test.

Luckily the clinic had a lab on-sight, so Brian didn’t have to wait long for his results. He had just gotten home and back in to bed when his phone buzzed. It was the email with the results. He opened it, and for the second time that spring he desperately searched for one of two words. He scrolled down and found one: POSITIVE.

Brian’s immediate reaction was stunned stillness. He stared at his phone for what must have been 30 minutes, his mind blank, absorbing this news. He was sweating and felt like death as his mind finally allowed him to piece it together: He was 18, a senior in high school. He was a straight-A student, a thin & athletic runner, a good kid on his way to a good college. And he had HIV.

He dropped his phone on the floor, climbed back in to bed, and pulled the covers up over his chest. He stared at the ceiling of the bedroom he had lived in his entire life. His parents would be home that night. His little brother would be home from school in a few hours. They would all come in and check on him. And none of them would know what was wrong. They couldn’t. Not yet anyways. He couldn’t bear the thought of being that sort of disappointment. He was pretty sure they’d all be fine with him being gay. He was also pretty sure they would be furious at him for being so stupid and reckless.

As he laid in bed, his mind wandered back to his pozzing. The initial fuck he endured from Adam outside, in front of all those horny men. How powerful he felt, the hot young star of the show. All these guys there lusting for him. He remembered feeling good in that moment. He even thought about what had happened up in the bedroom at the end of the night. He was still pissed, but he was at least slightly pleased that it had happened because they thought he was hot, and they all wanted him.

As Brian replayed the party back in his mind, he felt his twink cock getting hard. He hadn’t cum since the party. For a moment he got angry with himself, thinking this should not be celebrated. But then he took a deep breath and tried to tell himself there was nothing he could do now- this was who he was for the rest of his life. And with that, he took his hard 7.5 inch dick in his teenage hand and started slowly caressing his new weapon. He closed his eyes and thought about Adam, who had shone his true colors the other night, and imagined impaling the bastard on his dick. He thought about fucking all those men, and their sons, their nephews. He envisioned his revenge. And soon enough, he blew a huge load all over his chest and his face, and with that, his first toxic cum had left his dick. His feeling of power was back, and he was so turned on by himself that he took his finger, ran it through the positive jizz on his chest, and gave it a taste.

He exhaled, and then his frame of mind quickly flipped, and he began balling. Jake had replaced Adam and Jasper in his mind, for the first time since getting the result. He couldn’t control it, and his face became covered in tears as well as cum. Even though they had only really known each other a short time, he was pretty sure he was in love with Jake. And while he was a horny teenager who got seduced by the danger of poz chasing, he wasn’t evil. He wouldn’t be taking revenge on anyone. He had to tell Jake and end this before he could hurt him any more.

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Sorry that took forever guys, I've had a lot going on! I've got more coming soon, but wanted to get the kind of interlude chapter out at least so you could see what the result of the party was.

Super happy you all are enjoying it!

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