PozDaddy916 Posted June 30, 2021 Report Share Posted June 30, 2021 (edited) Would like to know some reactions when you found out you were Poz. I had a lot of mixed emotions- shock, disbelieve, excited, liberated, aroused Edited June 30, 2021 by HairyBeardedPozMan 3 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilqueerpig Posted June 30, 2021 Report Share Posted June 30, 2021 In my case, it wasn't just poz, but full blown AIDS! Instant hardon....yep, I'm twisted! 3 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PozDaddy916 Posted June 30, 2021 Author Report Share Posted June 30, 2021 6 minutes ago, evilqueerpig said: In my case, it wasn't just poz, but full blown AIDS! Instant hardon....yep, I'm twisted! I totally got a hard on! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilqueerpig Posted June 30, 2021 Report Share Posted June 30, 2021 4 minutes ago, HairyBeardedPozMan said: I totally got a hard on! If only you were closer! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
1hornyjohn Posted July 14, 2021 Report Share Posted July 14, 2021 Unsurprised. Fairly sanguine. I'd been taking cock and loads raw for some time so expected it. I was taking event based PrEP but must have miscalculated that when I took the relevant toxic load. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Chub4Poz Posted July 15, 2021 Report Share Posted July 15, 2021 I literally found out today. I feel kind of numb right now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BiggerDeeper Posted July 15, 2021 Report Share Posted July 15, 2021 4 minutes ago, Chub4Poz said: I literally found out today. I feel kind of numb right now. Hang in there. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BiggerDeeper Posted July 15, 2021 Report Share Posted July 15, 2021 On 6/30/2021 at 2:46 AM, HairyBeardedPozMan said: I totally got a hard on! So say we all Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pozguyinchi Posted July 15, 2021 Report Share Posted July 15, 2021 When I tested poz I was 19 and the world was a different place. Men were still dying of aids and the meds were not as good as today. I converted for a man that I wanted and thought the only way he would consider a long term situation is if I was poz like him. When I got the fuck flu I knew instantly I had it. Over the next week and a half I went through a lot of emotions. Regret was one. It made it all worth it when the man I converted for wanted me long term. He taught me a lot and I am happy how it all turned out. 14 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TXcumdump Posted July 15, 2021 Report Share Posted July 15, 2021 I’ve been poz for over eight years now. I had made my peace with it long before the day came, I’d been taking raw dick and loads since my early twenties—there was no going back from that as we all know.I do regret it some in hindsight only because it destroyed what had been a promising career; the military was actually how I found out (they require HIV tests annually, though mine was part of a flight physical) and I spent 18 months in a desperate struggle to even keep my career then spent the next 6 years having Uncle Sam deeply involved in every element of my health. There was a Lt Col that actually ordered me to always “wrap it up”… who happen to also be the biggest proponent of my immediate discharge. It was also a constant battle against bigotry and discrimination; I actually had a Squadron Superintendent (E-9) tell our Maintenance Officer that she considered me a threat to my peers, which is why she had been undermining my career advancement for years. Finally had enough during the chaos of all that happened in 2020 and called it quits… I wish PrEP had been something the military had offered and allowed back then, I’d have been on it religiously. Sorry to be a Debbie Downer, but it certainly colors my view of bug chasing or fetishizing HIV… 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Runningforraw Posted July 15, 2021 Report Share Posted July 15, 2021 7 hours ago, TXcumdump said: I’ve been poz for over eight years now. I had made my peace with it long before the day came, I’d been taking raw dick and loads since my early twenties—there was no going back from that as we all know.I do regret it some in hindsight only because it destroyed what had been a promising career; the military was actually how I found out (they require HIV tests annually, though mine was part of a flight physical) and I spent 18 months in a desperate struggle to even keep my career then spent the next 6 years having Uncle Sam deeply involved in every element of my health. There was a Lt Col that actually ordered me to always “wrap it up”… who happen to also be the biggest proponent of my immediate discharge. It was also a constant battle against bigotry and discrimination; I actually had a Squadron Superintendent (E-9) tell our Maintenance Officer that she considered me a threat to my peers, which is why she had been undermining my career advancement for years. Finally had enough during the chaos of all that happened in 2020 and called it quits… I wish PrEP had been something the military had offered and allowed back then, I’d have been on it religiously. Sorry to be a Debbie Downer, but it certainly colors my view of bug chasing or fetishizing HIV… Thank you for sharing that. I think it's important to consider all perspectives. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
boy4you Posted July 15, 2021 Report Share Posted July 15, 2021 I was 21 not taking PrEP the way I should and was very busy as a SW. I became very sick with the fuck flu was put in the hospital. There they told me I have HIV. At first I was devastated but then realized it was not a death sentence as it was. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tanbbottom Posted July 15, 2021 Report Share Posted July 15, 2021 12 hours ago, Chub4Poz said: I literally found out today. I feel kind of numb right now. All the best in adjusting. With time I hope the numbness lifts and you find great support. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
descartes70817 Posted July 15, 2021 Report Share Posted July 15, 2021 My reaction was from a hospital bed, where a doctor informed me that I'd come within a few hours of dying from AIDS-related double pneumonia, and gave me my numbers. CD4 cell count of 34 and viral load of 106,000 - first thing I thought about was the guys I must have impregnated without knowing and that really turned me on. 3 2 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pozme1981 Posted July 15, 2021 Report Share Posted July 15, 2021 Not been told I have it yet so will let u know Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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