Finally took my first load ...
Have been chatting with a dominant top online for a while, who only fucks raw. He assured me he is Neg and on PrEP. I held back for a while, but finally decided its now or never and agreed to meet him, with the understanding, that once he starts, it will not end until he has bred my hole.
We met at his place and I was blindfolded when I walked through the door. I undressed and was put on a bed and told to open, where he pushed his semi-hard cock into my mouth. I sucked for a while, gagging each time he pushed all the way in. He was 9" and quite thick. He spanked my ass and balls some, then told me it was time. He positioned me on all 4s lubed up his cock and my hole and then I felt the big cock head on my hole. He began to push and it hurt a lot. I tried to scoot away but he held my by the hips and kept pushing. it burned when he got it in and pushed deep. I jumped and flattened out and his cock slipped out. He quickly got on my back and forced it back in again. With all his weight on me and laying on the bed, I really could not do anything but take it. He pounded my hole for about 5 or 6 minutes, then I felt him push real deep and hold. He then fucked me for a few more strokes and pulled out. I asked if he had bred me and he said yes. I laid on the bed and he then got on me and pushed his cock back in. At this point, I did not resist or complain at all. He fucked me again for maybe 10 minutes and came again in me.
I am a little conflicted ... I have always been more of an Alpha type male, but I can not deny some part of me enjoyed this. I am not sure if I will do it again or not.