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If you read my previous posts, you know I’m a good looking white guy who’s totally in the closet. I’m blond with a smooth body with a jock next door look. You’d also know that I had been hooking up with a black guy who started fucking me bareback but had never cum in me. As per my last post, I emailed him basically giving him permission to use me as his cumdump, something I had never done before, something that scared me to no end but also made me extremely excited. Just the thought of feeling a raw cock spur hot cum inside of me makes me hard as a rock! I didn’t get an answer from him about my email right away, which was a good thing because I just don’t think I could go through with the scenario I told him about. I went to bed that night thinking about what I would do if we were to hook up again, would I go through with it? The next day I started thinking about my situation, and started to rationalize that it would probably be OK to let him fuck me bare and cum in me because he told me he’s married and he told me he was neg, but you never know what could happen, what if he were poz? Later that day I got a response from him, basically all he wanted to know was when he could come back and fuck me again. He was ready, but I was a mess. I emailed him back and told him it was all a big mistake and that I couldn’t go through with it! A couple of weeks later, after not hearing from him at all, he finally texted me about wanting to hook up. I couldn’t believe me when I quickly texted him back OK, come on over! There was not talk of my email or anything so I wasn’t sure what was going to happen, but the excitement of it all was just too much for me, I had to have to cock deep in me! He came over and found me in the basement, as per usual, with a butt plug up in my ass, totally naked and on all fours, just like before, but this time he wanted something different. I heard him open the door upstairs and then heard the sounds of him taking off his clothes. As I normally did, I had condoms and lube on the landing next to the door, foolishly thinking that perhaps he’d want to wear a condom. I then heard him walk downstairs and my cock immediately got super hard in anticipation of what was about to happen! Instead of replacing the butt plug with his cock and start plowing me right away as he had done in previous times, this time he turned me around on my back and laid on top of me. I had never actually seen his face, other than noticing when he stood up to cum on my face that he was probably tall and seemed to have a nice body, I had never actually seen his face. All I know is that he came a lot and it felt so creamy and warm on my face and how hot his body looked with him pumping his cock right in front of my face. But this time he actually had me on my back and as he laid on top of me he actually kissed me! I don’t mean just a peck on my lips, I mean a full on French kiss – awesome! If I had any doubts about going through with letting him bareback fuck me and unload in me, those doubts were quickly dissipating from my mind. I felt his body on top of me, he’s definitely bigger than me and it felt great to feel somewhat dominated by this man. His cock was super hard and definitely dripping some serious precum because I could totally feel the puddle of precum that was beginning to form where his cock was rubbing on my stomach. He then reached out and pulled the butt plug off my hole and started to enter me. He was looking right into my eyes – “Doesn’t this feel much better than before?” All I could say was a brief “Yes” because I was on sensory overload, knowing full well what I was doing was potentially very dangerous! He kept on pushing his cock inside of me and it actually felt good as it stretched my inside. He then started to fuck me, first slowly, but then started to pick up the pace a bit. All the while I was exploring his body, his muscular butt, his big chest, but it wasn’t until I held on to his hips and started to match his movements in and out of me that something finally trigged inside of him. By then he was sweating and beads of his sweat were falling on me while I pumped him in and out of me. He really seemed to like that as he looked into my eyes again and told me that if I wanted his load inside of me that all I needed to do was to keep holding on to his waist and pulling him towards me. He didn’t tell me what he would do if I stopped, but by then I really didn’t care any longer. I was scared about what could happen if I didn’t stop. It was up to me to stop things before things got out of control, but his cock felt so good, and feeling his muscular waist as he breathed heavily while sweat kept pouring from his strong body, the whole thing was just too much for me, I had lost control! Next thing I knew, in addition to helping him with his thrusts by holding on to his waist, pulling him into me with every thrust, I also wrapped my legs around him just as the look in his face told me my moment had come! He was definitely unloading in me!! I had just had a stranger unload cum in me!! I was in complete heaven but also unsure if that had been a such a good idea, but that thought didn’t last long since after he finished unloading what seemed like gallons of warm cum inside of me, he collapsed on top of me, still breathing very heavy and sweating profusely. I was able to rub my own cock against his stomach and mine and with the mixture of sweat and precum coming from my own cock was enough to make me cum, cum more than I had ever cum before in my whole life! He laid on top of me for a few minutes until his cock went soft and plopped out of my ass. He didn’t say anything and neither did I. All I could think was how good it felt and how scared I was! I’m not sure if that was the smartest thing I’ve ever done, but it was very, very hot! I was scared for what I’d done but the cum running down my legs was proof positive that it was all worth it! He stood up, got dressed and left without saying anything. But just a few minutes after he left I received a text from him: “thanks that was one hot fuck hows that ass sore?” I replied right away: “thank you for that great fuck.” And then another text from him “did I leave you too sore?” To which I replied “A little, but I would totally want you to fuck me again.” And once again I couldn’t believe what I was saying to this total stranger! Giving him permission to use me as his cum dump again! What was I thinking? Then I quickly sent him another text “Are you neg?” His next text came right away “You want more of my cock? Tell me you want more of my cock.” "Yes, I want more of your cock” is what I told him, just like I’m sure he wanted to hear, but more importantly, it was absolutely true, I wanted more of that cock! His next text was totally shocking to me!! “Okay. I want to fuck you again soon but before we hook up again you have to let my buddy fuck you just like I did, get yourself ready he can be there in five minutes.”

I finally did it! Had to! Will tell more later.

That's soooo scary! what if he fills me up and his cum is dirty????

I'm afraid of becoming a cum slut! But this guy's dick felt so good inside of me!

I didn’t know what to do, I had never even thought about doing anything like that before. Letting a total stranger cum in me was frightening but I couldn’t stop thinking about it. How hot could it be to feel a warm load of cum in me. Also, the way that guy fucked me felt so good, better than anyone else, probably because he fucked me raw. I know he kept asking to unload in me, but every time I told him to pull out and every time it was the same thing, he’d fuck me until he was close then he’d pull out and spray his cum all over my face. That went on for a while and every time I secretly wished he’d go all the way, but I guess he wanted for me to tell him to breed me, but I wasn’t quite ready to do that. I started looking at websites with barebacking stories and they really turned me on. It was great to know there were so many bottoms like me who secretly wanted loads but couldn’t make themselves admit it. Earlier today I received the following email from him: ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Re: tonite February 28, 2010 12:19 PM From: To: "B Oliver" oliverb_oh@yahoo.com I want ur ass tonite. get urself ready for some pounding. don’t wear that butt plug because I want to feel my dick tear u apart. Be there at 11 and want to find u spread eagle and ready for my load. We’re going all the way, I’m gonna make u my pussy boi fucking until I blow my load in u. will make u pregnant tonite. --------------------------------------------------------------------------- Re: tonite February 28, 2010 12:19 PM From: "B Oliver" oliverb_oh@yahoo.com To: I'm cool with what you said about making me your pussy boi and fucking me until u blow your load... I keep imagining finding myself in the same room as you, knowing that we're there for you to fuck me, but I'm not sure how I let myself be in that situation, probably because you played some serious mind games with me, I'm not sure. All I know is that we're there and you're eating my ass, sticking your tongue in and out of my hole, leaving my hole lubed and ready for your cock. Meanwhile I'm going down on your cock, taking it as deep down my throat as I can, you have a lot of pre cum and soon your cock is covered with pre cum and my spit. Then I sit on your lap, facing you, and we start to kiss in the mouth. You gently bite my neck and lick my ear, driving me nuts. At this point my ass is aching for your cock and I can't take it anymore. I know what will happen if if I don't leave now. Your cock is lined up with my ass as I start to rock back and forth on your hard cock until it slips inside of my hole. I know I want to do it, but I'm scared of continuing on. I think that I need to get a condom or better yet, leave, but I'm not sure what you say or do but I continue to rock back and forth. All I can say is "please pull out..." But I'm straddled on top of you and you couldn't pull out even if you wanted to. We continue to kiss in the mouth. Your cock feels so good inside of my tight hole that I get lost in the moment and continue to rock back and forth while you're in me raw. You place your hands on my butt cheeks and open up my ass as wide as possible as you get your dick deeper and deeper into me. I can feel your cock covered with your precum and my spit as it slides in and out of my tight hole, making slurping sounds. I'm totally lost in the moment and the look in your face tells me you're in heaven. Once again I ask for you to "please pull out" just as I can tell that you're getting close to cumming. You put your hands behind your head while I continue to rock back and forth on your cock while asking for you pull out before you cum inside of me, but I'm on top of you so you really can't move.... I’m fucking myself on your big black cock and you’re loving it! That’s when you look me in the eyes and tell me “baby, I’m getting close to cum, your ass is so tight and feels so good, unless you stop bouncing back and forth on my cock I’m gonna blow my load in you, fill you up with my cum, make you pregnant. Is that what you want, be my pussy boy?” I can’t answer, my heart is racing and I know I need to stop, but you look me straight into my eyes again and ask me “tell me where you want my cum, tell me, come on, baby, tell me.” I keep saying "please pull out..." until you tell me that you’re cuming. You roll your head back, grab me by my waist, and jerks once or twice before I start feeling the cum shooting inside of me. “Oh yeah, baby, take my cum! Fill you up with my cum!” Hearing that and feeling the cum in me is all I can take and I start to cum, without even touching my cock. Wow! I'm not sure if I could ever go through with something like this, but it is so hot! I would really like to try something like this some time!!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I haven't gotten an answer yet, but I don't know I could go through with this, regardless of what he says. I'm so scared! What should I do?? Oliverb_oh@yahoo.com

I’m a good looking white guy who’s totally in the closet. I’m blond with a smooth body with a jock next door look. As you can imagine, it’s very difficult to hook up with guys when you don’t want for anyone to know that you like cock. I’ve tried bookstores, but in order to not run into anyone I know, I only go to bookstores that are very far away, and usually when I travel. Most of the time I have to resort to jacking off alone at home watching porno. Until recently this idea came into my head that i I could look for guys online who would be interested in an anonymous hookup. I thought that I could find guys online then tell them to come over to my house, then I’d leave the side door unlocked, then I’d be in the dark basement lubed and with a butt plug in my hole, waiting for the guy to walk in to fuck me. The idea really turned me on but I thought it would be next to impossible to find anyone that would be interested in doing that. Boy, was I wrong! It’s not like everyone is into this type of thing, but there were enough guys that a few weeks ago I started to get my fair share of cock, 2 or 3 a week! But it all started when I first hooked up with this guy a few weeks ago. I wasn’t sure I wanted to hook up with him because he didn’t have any pictures to share, saying that he was married, but he was good looking, with a nice body because he worked construction. He told me he was only look for a hole to fill, nothing else. Just a pussy boy to take his nine incher, he said. I don’t usually believe guys that say they have a big cock without some proof beforehand, I was horny and this guy sounded like my type so I decided to give him my address and get ready for him. As usual, I’m downstairs, naked, on all fours, with a butt plug in my hole, waiting for the guy to walk in. I head the side door open, then close, then a few minutes later I hear him walking downstairs, slowly because the basement is dark. He knows about the butt plug because I told him about it ahead of time, so he replaces it with him dick right away. He must have been super horny because there’s no talk, no blow job, nothing. It feels great as his cock begins to slide in, he must have been right about the size, because even though I had a butt plug in my hole, I was still in pain as he slid his cock inside of me. I heard him whisper “tight hole” and right away I knew he was black. I leave condoms up near the side door and everyone just puts them on, no problem. Until this guy who I noticed, because I check with my hand to see if they have a condom or not, so he didn't have a condom on. I’m on all fours so I turned around to whisper to him to put on a condom, and although the basement was dark and my eyes hadn’t adjusted well yet, he looked pretty hot. He had both hands tight around my waist and his hands just about went around my waist! I could tell, this was a big guy! I ask about the condom and he asked to fuck me just a little longer without one “come on baby let me fuck you just a little longer like this, you ass feels to good.” He sounded so hot, usually I don’t chit chat with the guys that come over, but his voice sounded so hot and his cock felt so good so I let him fuck me a little longer, then after 10 or 15 minutes of pure heaven, he tells me he’s getting close, which tensed me up because I didn’t want for him to cum inside of me! But he pulled out and came on my face. It was so hot because he came a lot; my face and even my hair was drenched in cum!! That’s when I was able to first see him and he looked hot, with a 6 pack too, he seemed tall too. The sight of that tall, muscular back guy, kneeling in front of me, with a big cock cumming on my face, and the feeling he left in my hole from the fucking he had given me was too much for me and I came all over the place. The next time he came over was the same thing, this time he fucked me a little longer then came on my face again. Meanwhile we had been talking on email with him asking me to let him fill me up with his cum. He kept saying that he wanted to make me his pussy boy and make babies with me. Nobody had ever asked me this before and I just don't know what to do, but so far every time he has pulled out and came on my face, he cums a lot and it's hot to see all that cum on my face, but I wonder what it would feel like if he came in me. All that cum inside of me would feel so hot. Just a few days ago I was looking for more info about barebacking and came across this website and all the hot stories on here turned me on so much. I just don’t know what to do. If I keep this up he’ll probably end up cuming in me; every time he comes over it seems like he fucks me just a little longer before pulling out to cum. What if one day it finally happens? Let me know what you think I should do at OliverB_oh@yahoo.com