Btm!
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Thanks, but I don't have any Doctor. That would have been my first source for help. I'm not living in my native country right now, nor do I have medical insurance. In short, I'm alone save for an internet connection. I can only hope for whatever insights might be shared on here. I know I was stupid to put myself in danger but I felt safe, and didn't expect this. The situation isn't good and I just don't know whether to give up now or endure it for as long as I can.
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Thanks for your responses guys. I was stupid enough to take drugs at a party which made me more than a little hazy. I knew there were barebacker guys there. I'd told them their attitude was fun, but was clear that I don't actually do it myself. I was happy to watch, maybe even play a little, but that was it. Nothing bare. No fucking. I felt really funny after a while and later learned that while I was slumped and hazy, I'd been injected with crystal meth. Things are still a little hazy, but I know that two guys fucked me, one more than once, and were using words like "breeding" "poz" etc etc. I was barely conscious, but I know that much happened for sure. I am now back where I'm living in a non-English speaking area, not in my native country and with no Dr./health insurance etc. and don't know where else to turn for advice here. I can take Atripla for PEP that somebody has given to me, but I'm having a massively difficult time with the side effects. Long story short, I don't see how I can last 4 weeks. I'm in shock over what has happened, and on the pills (I'm 7 days in already) I am very rarely even lucid, never mind able to take care of myself. I think the more immediate danger is of me - in the hazier moments - jumping off the roof or something. I keep thinking if I can just try and tough it out for even another week, perhaps I'll have reduced my risk of infection enough that I can just stop and get a little sanity/perspective back. I just cannot find any studies or information that talks about anything other than 4 weeks of treatment. I wonder, if I can't last 4 weeks, am I just wasting time and pissing against the wind already, or is 2 weeks better than none?
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Will spare details on this but I've been exposed to HIV and I am taking ATRIPLA as PEP. I am having an extremely difficult time with the side effects, don't have Dr.'s or anyone to talk to where I am currently living (I was lucky enough to get the PEP in the first place) but for various reasons I don't think I will be able to take it for 4 weeks. I have been about a week already, started about 16 hours after the exposure(s). I cannot find any information on statistics etc for people who have been exposed but taken less than 4 weeks' of PEP. Does anybody have any information/guidance? Can 2 weeks' PEP still reduce the risk of infection, or is it kind of all-or-nothing?
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Do fit guys have better erections? More stamina?
Btm! replied to rawTOP's topic in HIV/AIDS & Sexual Health Issues
Apart from the obvious benefits of bloody flow, stamina etc - one thing not brought up is how you see yourself. If a person is carrying a few extra pounds but is physically very confident and feels good, then surely that will show itself physically against someone who is perhaps fitter but less body-confident. Oh, and coincidently, RAWtop's favourite position happens to be one of mine, too! -
He's never discussed it, so if he were then it seems he would keep that private. It seems a bit unfair to second guess and speculate on his health, especially just by judging a few pictures. He might be tired, stressed or they just happen to be less flattering pictures than others. Nor do I think that HIV men necessarily look unhealthy anyway. You really can't expect to tell just from looking.
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It might make an interesting album to share some of your favourite pictures on here?
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I hope whatever study uses this site for examples and observation notes that this is a website which depicts an extreme fetish. The men here are sharing ideals of the most extreme taboo and fantasy - and that this is not at all exclusive to gay men , nor is it representative of "typical" gay men. I'm uneasy with the idea that anyone who doesn't use a condom is a bugchaser, or that most gay men want STD's and AIDS and are into stealthing, that somebody might get from this site. This site is less about barebacking, and more about the most extreme taboo fetish. I also believe that - for quite a number of people on here - what they write about, and how they feel/behave in reality, is very very different.
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GeoLocation WILL be coming to Breeding Zone
Btm! replied to rawTOP's topic in Tips, Tricks, Rules & Help
It got me in the next street..... Spitting distance - very accurate! -
Just honest and direct. It doesn't necessarily have to be some guy showing his open arse like the channel tunnel, but a face picture works just as good. Likewise, whatever he's looking for - just needs to be clear, direct and honest! I'm always baffled by guys I see posting poetry, pictures of clouds or Lady Gaga lyrics etc etc. What an earth is that going to achieve!?
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I love the control that you would have in this scenario. I find it very hot!
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That's fun. I would never wear something that screamed "BAREBACK", but written in binary sounds interesting (particularily in a dark room! )
