hey nastymind -
I've been a Pillow Prince for years - although just heard that term lately. I love to kick back and have my big dick and full balls sucked and worshiped until I explode, and he sucks it all down. One of my regulars brings me off just the way you describe it - because I taught him that's what I like and he's a good cocksucker.
I used to get a lot of flack from guys - even if I made it very clear that I just wanted a blowjob, no recip, no nothing. Many guys were more than glad for the chance to suck my big dick, swallow my load, and go home, but some would say "that's all, what do I get out if it?" I realized the answer to that question is "you get to suck my Big Fat Dick!" and if they had to ask they were not the cocksuckers I was looking for, just guys that like to suck cock.
Be proud of what you offer - there are cocksuckers everywhere who will gladly give you exactly what you want when you tell them what that is. And you are absolutely right - the cocksucker is in charge, and the good ones know it.
Enjoy it. Feed them all you can, and if you find a good regular, feed him well so he keeps coming back for more. Like women, some cocksuckers and emotional and flaky and must be handled. Put in a little work to train him and you'll get years of ball draining pleasure out of it. My current regular (many have come and gone over the 35 years I've been a Pillow Prince) has been sucking me off for over 5 years, and I'm training a new one now.
Have you ever had two hungry cocksuckers working on your hard dick and balls? Two hot wet mouths dedicated to giving you pleasure and making you cum. It's Fucking Awesome.
Any true cocksuckers in NYC who want a chance at my Big Fat Dick, get in touch.